Better Days

I hope that someday people will learn to put themselves in someone else shoes’, that people will realize the consequences of their own action beforehand, that people will be kinder to anything and anyone at anytime and anywhere, that people will not use someone’s vulnerability and that people will become the real bigger person in every situation.

Sometimes, perfect timing is not the only reason for your success. You don’t need to wait, create your own and you’ll be surprised that you actually don’t need to rely on destiny but fully on yourself. Life is really a gamble.

The issue is not about taxing those youtubers or axie players, they should declare by the way, but on how the government handle and utilize the taxes collected.

It's really upsetting when your superiors think you deserve it but they don't do something about it. Don't fall for it. 🤡

I already proved myself and I have invested a lot of time and effort. Now that I know that for what its worth, I don't have to say yes everytime. I just need to think of myself and value my own time. ⏳

I kept saying to myself before na hindi pera ang rason kung bakit ako nagtratrabaho. Okay lang kahit di mataas ang sahod basta natututo ako sa maraming bagay. Nag celebrate ako mag isa nung isang araw ng ika-apat na taon ko sa kumpanyang pinagtratrabahuhan ko. Sinarili ko na lang kasi ayoko din gawing big deal ito sa kanila dahil mukha silang libre, akala mo naman ang laki laki ng pasahod. Kidding aside, I'm beyond grateful for everything I have learned so far being an adult. Madadala ko tong pamumuhay kong mag isa kahit saan. Pero hanggang saan nga ba ako magtitiis? Money isn't the problem.. before. But now that I'm getting older with no enough funds but intellectual funds, napapaisip ako, worth it pa ba talaga to kahit masaya naman ako sa trabaho ako? Is it worth demanding for something bigger but ideal? Typing this with big disappointment.

I have never felt this serenity before. I used to overthink for people and events where I do not have any control and ended up being shattered inside. Now that I realize how important my inner peace, I made my life exclusive for myself and to the people I know will be happy to see me do great things, small or big. I do not regret those that make me sad or unease but because of them, I love what I have now. I feel safer.

That feeling of confusion whether I feel undervalued or just being patient for greater things to happen, but until when? How will I know if this time is really my time? Lord

Pag tinatanong ako kung busy ako, minsan sinasabi ko na "Hindi naman masyado" pero ang totoo busy ako. Sanay ako sa multi tasking, ask me this and I give you favor. Kung hindi ko naman magagawa, I make sure na babalikan kita for that. That's how important making time with people asking for your time. It's not being selfless, it's about caring. People bother you because they want and need you. People ask for your time and space because they feel comfortable when they're with you. Hindi mo naman sila sasanayin na laging kang nadiyan, it's just that pinapahalagahan mo yung oras na meron kayo ngayon na maaaring wala na o hindi na maulit sa susunod na panahon.

I admit that I have anger management issues before. I tend to confront the person directly and tell everything I want to say. I have no control neither controlled by anyone. All I know was hatred and triggered because my thinking in those times were all feelings are valid and my emotions were always right. My patience got really tested. But as I grow older, not everything must be put to impulsive reactions. Do not believe your thoughts when you are emotionally unstable. You will only take things beyond the context & prolong hurt. Take a deep breath, manage your thoughts and act accordingly. "A moment of patience in a moment of anger saves you a hundred moments of regret."