Yes you deserve it. You broke him. You made him think like he wasn’t good enough… For Anyone. So yes you should feel bad but also.. you may have made a mistake we all do but this one was pretty bad… and that doesn’t necessarily mean he doesn’t believe you It just means he has a hard time believing you because of all the trauma you put him through. So it’s going to take a lot of time before he forgives you or he might not even forgive you. Charlie is one of the sweetest most caring people in the world I don’t know why you thought you could hurt him like this…The sweetest people are always the easiest to hurt.  He Already gets bullied daily… homophobic slurs then and now, so mentally he’s not doing very good. I’ve helped him through those hard times but it’s still not gonna help him through all the bullying and all the trauma you did to him. he may smile a lot but deep inside he’s hurting because he thinks that it’s his fault that all the stuff is happening and that he’s a burden.. so apologize all you want but don’t expect forgiveness.  I understand you were scared about being Outed, But Believe It Or Not there was a time when I wasn’t ready to come out Either,but just because I was scared I did not pretend I didn’t know him,Or Kissed someone else while I Was supposedly “dating him” and telling him that I never really cared about Him, and saying I only wanted to supposedly date him because i felt sorry for him! if I was in Charlie shoes I would’ve never even talked to you again so consider Yourself  lucky that he’x still talking to you.
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