Megstiel Is My OTP

This just in, the fandom police has just announced that Dean Winchester has absolutely no room in his heart for anyone but Sam. 

If you even think for a minute that he is in love with anyone but his baby brother Sam, you’re watching the show entirely wrong. 

Castiel, Garth, Mary, Ellen, Jo, Kevin, Charlie, Lisa, Bobby, Benny? Dean doesn’t love any of them. We’re just reading into things. We’re making all of this up in our heads. 

And my queer friends, you are not allowed to see any part of your queer self in Dean Winchester. You’re stereotyping him. It’s illegal for anyone to stereotype anyone, because this anon said so. Dean said he’s straight so that means he’s straight. Because all people who have said they’re straight in the past are straight right now.

These messages, they really upset him. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve seen him cry because someone sent him anon hate like this.

And this is not okay. I don’t care how much you hate Destiel or Destiel shippers. This is NOT okay. If you send anon hate, you’re a shitty person. Stop doing this.

Ok, so 10 years ago (when I was 11) my therapist had me tested for autism. Apparently I acted a lot like her son who has autism and she wanted to know for sure. And lo and behold, she was right. I am autistic. 

And this honestly explains so many things about me. My near obnoxious obsession with Destiel/Harry Potter/Superheroes. The meltdowns I have that used to be very common when I was in elementary/middle/high school. It explains my constant fidgeting and reason I’m so uncomfortable with touch (this is a common thing among people on the spectrum). 

But it really explains why I relate so much to Castiel. And why I get so defensive when people make fun of his quirks. 

See at first I thought it was me just being defensive because Castiel is my all time favorite character and I hate it when people make fun of him for his quirks (and that’s part of it, of course).

But lately I’ve been thinking about all the similarities between me and Castiel and some of the quirks that Castiel has, I have them too. And when people make fun Castiel for those quirks it doesn’t just hurt because he’s my favorite, it hurts because he’s just like me, and when you make fun of Castiel, it feels like you’re making fun of me.

It’s same thing with Dr. Shaun Murphy from The Good Doctor. He was the first character outside of Castiel that I ever felt a real connection too. I don’t share just a few traits with him, like I do with Castiel. Nearly every quirk that Shaun Murphy has, I have them too, everything but Savant Syndrome. Nearly everything that Dr. Shaun Murphy has had to overcome in the workplace, I’ve gone through them too. Heck, I’m still trying prove myself. To prove that I belong in college, that I can be a good lawyer. (Note: I either want to go to law school or own a comic book store, I haven’t decided which one I’m more passionate about).

I’m not one of the genius autistic people. And that’s another thing. That stereotype that most autistic people are either geniuses or people that can’t do anything for themselves, is just a stereotype.

As it turns out, most of us live quite normal, happy lives. We’re not geniuses. We have special interests that we’re experts on, but we’re not geniuses. I know everything there is to know about the early days of the United States and the supreme court system, but that’s not because I’m a genius. It’s because US History is my special interest. 

But basically the whole point of this post is to say 

Team Free Gabe

Castiel: Yes.

Meg: Is this your first time?

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6′0 Aisha Tyler

6′0 Allison Janney

6′0 Brooke Shields

6′0 Elle Macpherson

6′0 Famke Janssen

6′0 Geena Davis

6′0 Jane Lynch

6′0 Jeanene Fox

6′0 Jennie Finch

6′0  Kristen Johnston

6′0 Margaux Hemingway

6′0 Natasha Stefanenko

6′0 Saffron Burrows

6′0 Uma Thurman

6′1 Adriana Karembeu

6′1 Ana Hickmann

6′1 Brigitte Nielsen

6′1 Faith Minton

6′1 Janet McTeer

6′1 Julie Strain

6′1 Michelle Wie

6′1 Monika Schnarre

6′1 Pam Stone

6′1 Penny Lancaster

6′1 Tara Moss

6′1 Venus Williams

6′2 Dorothy Ford

6′2  Elizabeth Debicki

6′2 Ireland Baldwin

6′2 Jodie Kidd

6′2 Karlie Kloss

6′2 Lindsay Davenport

6′2  Maria Sharapova

6′2 Natalia Bush

6′2 Suzie Plakson

6′3 Dot-Marie Jones

6′3 Gabrielle Reece

6′3 Gwendoline Christie

6′3 Judy Gold

6′3 Kerri Walsh Jennings

6′4 Candace Parker

6′4   L'Wren Scott

6′4 Rebecca Lobo

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