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I didn’t think the pieces in my life would fit so perfectly together, but I’m glad it did. I had depression and I dug myself down into a very deep hole. Eventually, everything just clicked and I knew I had to get myself out of there. I knew I had to challenge myself to grow into a better person both mentally and physically. 

So I did just that.

I cook my own meals now. I do my own groceries. I do my own laundry. I wake up at 5am in the morning every day to go to the gym. I’m doing great in school. I’ve built many friendships and have gotten closer to many people. I have a great support system. I have my life together, and this feels good.

It takes 21 days to form a habit and I can’t stop this grind. I love it.

I am proud of myself. I have a general sense of what it’s like living alone now, especially since my parents have been away on vacation. They’re coming back in a couple weeks but I miss them.

Usually, I only come on here when I think about you. And it’s sad to say that I haven’t thought about you in a while. I haven’t thought about you until this very moment of writing. I know you creep my tumblr every now and then, so I’d like to say that I hope you’re happy and doing well. I’m done being bitter about what you did to me. I forgave you and just moved on with my life because that’s what I needed to do. As of right now, I decided to unblock your number because I don’t feel threatened by you anymore. You’re back to where I met you 5 years ago - just another stranger that I see around on campus.

Part of me still thinks that we would’ve been good friends. As much as I would like to talk and catch up with you, I know you probably wouldn’t want that so I’ll leave that ball in your court.