Caroline

I crave love but I never let my walls down to love someone. I crave intimacy but I shy away when someone shows me affection. I crave permanence but I end things before anything take roots. I detest hurt but I only let myself find love in doomed places. I am the largest walking contradiction I know.

Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences.

I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn’t impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.

Strange that people can be sad, and even angry because life is too easy.