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âNot like I want to and definitely not in publicâ Shawn laughed, not wanting to make Jackson feel bad, but he wished they could just make out and touch him a little more, things that were definitely saved for the privacy of their own places. âBut you look adorable, why would you hide?â Shawn nodded at his suggestion âDo you think heâs wearing something fun or is he coming as Noah?â Because it would be fun to see him dressed up as a character or something. âIâd love to, I already love Beth so we can make sure to take the lead in the conversation if you need it, but also letting you socialize, like,you know, just be there to fill any potential awkward silences? I think itâs a great ideaâ
He knew Shawn didnât mean it like that... but everytime he (or anyone, for that matter) mentioned his difficulty to handle PDA, he would grow self conscious. It was no oneâs fault but his own, and no matter how hard he was trying to overcome his difficulties, it always seemed like it wasnât enough for others. âBecause itâs Noah. You donât understand that because you are the annoying older brother... thatâs Noah to me.â He chuckled, then pointed to the hood of his onesie. âAnd Iâm dressed like this. He wonât stop annoying me. But he said he and Beth were matching outfits, he just didnât tell me what he was coming as.â And even though he had met Beth quite a few times, it seemed like Shawn was the one always talking to her. âI--socialize enough with Noah. I donât know... I guess I want us to do more things together that donât involve us sexing each other up?â Jackson laughed softly, lowering his head a little because he felt embarrassed. âI figured youâd like that too? Us hanging out with other couples? Maybe we can have dinner with Thomas and his girlfriend? Or your brother and his---is he seeing anyone? Anyway... I meant us going out more often with other people.â















