Re: What did you think of to finalize it
A letter, Because.. maybe he can help.
I need your help in telling me what you thought of on that Wednesday about a month ago, when I forced you to break up with me. I wasn't really mentally present when it happened, so it makes sense that we are apart for the other part of this process.
I think that you're free and that you've moved on. I still haven't figured out how to finalize it. The mental nuke to put that era of my life in history, and not still some unrealistic present.
I'm sorry that it was painful, and I still feel irresponsible in not being there. I need to know how you did it.
I know that there are much happier things that you could be doing instead of writing me, but maybe the few moments of sadness may help in making the wonderful happiness in your current present, even more of a high. But, I sound naive again.. I haven't slept the entire weekend, at a full weekend hackathon where I'm just not feeling things - other than the annoying phenomenon of crying while coding, every so often in my corner. I agree that this has to end. I'm sorry.