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inhyelation:
they stain her fingers and she lets them.
mood in purple and paint in yellow. thereās a silent buzz in the room that feels more grey noise than white. the city fades from a honey gold to a muted orange, and hyeriās cheeks smooth over in pink sands. itās only after two when she finally decides kaeās voice is always in indigo.
āhm?ā fingers move in little strokes, across the paper, across the wall. her eyes follow her mind, and her feet trail close behind. āi know. thatās why iām here, isnāt it?ā here to pull, here to flood. here to spill the palette in her thoughts, because kae doesnāt mind.
kae never minds.
āi donāt think you have to be versed in something to teach it. āspecially not this.ā her palm smooths down yellowās and blueās, fingertips chasing paper edges until her feet decide otherwise. āsometimes, you learn more just by watching.ā sheās kneeling down in front of hiro, fingers behind his ears and smile clung silly to her lips. āright, hiro?ā
ā ācourse you donāt have to be, but they all like it if you were.ā kaeās good at words at every other time of the day. good at making them short and making them matter. so when itās late and he breaks through all thatās programmed, heās glad hyeri can understand. that she gets without him having to spell it out. maybe thatās because they speak in broken lines. they rely on the visual and thatās why he lines he draws always connect even if the words donāt.
thatās why she gets it and some people donāt. but itās hyeri so itās alright if she gets it and other people donāt. because the world doesnāt get colors as much as they should and not enough people see them the way they should. maybe he sees them wrong and maybe he and hyeri rely on them too much but thatās the thing. heās got a busted kaleidoscope and thereās no cement to fill cracks. thereās tons of grays for all the whites and for him, the world doesnāt seem as full. just black.
āgood morning class for your first lesson, just go for it.ā that makes him laugh, a low sound that has hiro lifting his head and meeting hyeriās hands before he locks eyes with his owner. a sound thatās the first instance of color. color at two am between two artists. and only ever at two am. āI think hiro agrees I would be an awful teacher.ā
even if hyeri understands he canāt pull things at will, and he doesnāt want to. all he knows is caution and this isnāt something to be cautious with. thatās why hyeri is good with it and heās good at watching.Ā ābut he also agrees he doesnāt want yellow on his fur.ā
asteriose:
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) still worried⦠:( but, i do believe in you!
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) you are as strong and as mighty as a lion ć ć
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) were you peeping on me? š± how did you know i watched sherlock yesterday night?
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) nope! not hungry! tonightās dinner was delicious. i hope youāve eaten tooĀ
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) unsent: iām texting you because i feel anxious about you being in danger and iĀ already miss you,Ā kaeĀ oppaā¦
( sms // roro ) believe in me then. and donāt worry so much.
( sms // roro ) change my name to lion so that youāll remember and remind yourself that Iāve got this. if I sucked I donāt think Iād make it this far anyway.
( sms // roro ) iāve eaten! you always watch crime shows before you start worrying a lot so.Ā
( sms // roro ) anyway iāll be home late so get some shut eye yeah? donāt wait up for me itāll be a long night and youuu need your sleep.
In your roleplay character statistics sheet, you wrote that Kae is taller than his face claim, when Kae is, without question attached, 2 inches smaller than Mino. Did you mean the opposite there?
Ummmmmmmmmmmmm, if you mean for the character sheet I put heās taller than Mino but for his profile the height I have listed is wrong then his profile height is wrong. So for reference Kae is actually taller than Mino so whatever height I have listed might be wrong if itās off by two inches. If thatās the case Iāll edit that but I hope I understood the question correctly? Sorry for the confusion and if you need further clarification let me know! ty!
updates:
yeah my university over accepted and is stuffing us in a hotel SO while i work out moving in and if i have wifi and classes and all that jazz Iāll be trying to get through replies, but this week and next will be devoted to getting used to my classes SO hereās a tracker o/ to anyone starting school soon good luck darlings! <3
plotting: @pullstringsĀ
owed starters: @baudellare @cespires
replies: @jcmood @skvllkd @inhyelation @consilian @asteriose

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asteriose:
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) i promise iām not following you, oppa! but⦠please promise me to stay safe.
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) okay?
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) if something were to happen to you, i would never smile again
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) unsent: because you mean the world to me and i wouldnāt be able to bear it if i lost you to reality, too.
( sms // roro ) Ā hey donāt worry iām good. itās really nothing major. ( sms // roro ) -------- youāve been watching crime dramas again havenāt you? ( sms // roro ) look Iāll be fine alright? ( sms // roro ) been doing this for a while so have some faith in me?
( sms // roro ) are you hungry? is that why youāre like this? did you eat when you got back?
( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) smile more, oppa ( sms: superhero oppa ⨠) it makes the world a brighter place
/ @asteriose
( sms // roro ) .......( sms // roro ) youāre either somewhere nearby spying on me and you can tell iām not smiling....( sms // roro ) which in that case you didnāt go home and followed me to work which is dangerous rosie please( sms // roro ) if not just smile enough for both of us okay? ā
/ @jcmood
āso you drown what youāre afraid to hear?ā
sounds familiar.Ā
itās probably not as clear cut as all that. and jcās probably not talking about the same kind fo fear that kae knows. but then what fear does kae know, fear at fingertips or from it. fear from things or thinking of things. he knows fear and doesnāt hide from it anymore. he hasnāt touched a pen in a month, he knows fear.
āsounds like a neat trick.ā and he says this not out of envy, but curiosity. kaeās tried drowning out the night, he doesnāt have things ringing anymore but he wishes he did. he needs the blast, he needs it all, the wreck and the chaos. he doesnāt like silent nights because silent nights are brewing. he prefers the brewed and the stirred.
consilian:
TO GET HER HANDS ON interesting information isnāt an easy job nor has it anything to do with the way countless of movies like to paintĀ Ā Ā itās hard to always keep an eye open, to dig around in the dirt to get a bit of something she can use later on. itās a cutthroat business, one she sometimes wishes she could leave behindĀ Ā Ā she shouldāve listened to her father and become a teacher.
not that she has really that much of a choice left now. āthatās such a negative way of putting things, kae. wouldnāt you prefer to think that he does his job well?ā
itās not like sieun hasnāt expected for him to catch up on her little quirks and acts: theyāve encountered one another often enough to be aware of each otherās existence and occupations but that doesnāt make her job any easier. if anything, it adds to her workload given kaeās position. so she raises her head to meet his gaze with an emotionless expression, daring him to keep on distracting her more if he wants both of them to lose their jobs.
ālet me suggest this: you tell me who youāre working for this time and iāll see if i can give you something in return.ā information, she means. itās crucial for a person to know who theyāre working for, lest they get mixed up in some shady business.
not that she thinks kae particularly cares, but she somehow has to get his attention. ādeal?ā
the job is as boring as it is testing. pulling at the grey areas in his mind to see what heāll choose. a paycheck over whatās right and wrong.
heās met many people like her, and the amount of people like her determines the importance of the case. so far heās escorted out three and thrown out two. theyāre doing his job and heās doing his, itās a dichotomy that exist only to push and push.Ā
heās got a few things to get used to these days. using minimal force, people calling him kae, and training hiro. he has to be a professional as he is acceptable for this job to work and as it stands itās become increasingly difficult not to reach for his pocket. he doesnāt though, he reaches down and pets hiroās head, scratching at the part of his ear that tells him to calm down. and so he does, and so kae returns his attention to sieun.
his last job was too uptight, shows in his movements so forcing a smile is probably better than not. relaxing is the only option.
āhis job, is to sniff out troublemakers, so if youāre on that list, itās a problem.ā a problem that he thinks heās allowed. but itās also a problem of tenacity, kae being too tired for the push heās supposed to give back. so really itās not much of a problem as it is an overhaul. much like the information sheās asking for.
āyou came all the way in here without knowing who or what you were looking for? sounds like a bad trade.ā heās supposed to know things like this, details behind who heās guarding and what theyāre holding. half the time he canāt be made to bother, sometimes sieun makes him want to.Ā
āso how about you tell me who you managed to sneak by so they can get fired and then we leave before my guy sees you.ā
/ @asterioseā
kaeās speeding down the highway fast enough to feel blood in his ears. fast enough to drown out the worries in his head, blur it with lights and momentum. because yes, he should slow down but also he should get to the studio as soon as possible. kae doesnāt have measurements for how he should place his worry, doesnāt know how to handle it when it gets too high and the past rears itās head. he just knows how to act.
[ sms: roro ] hey, wanna finish that movie you told me about? one message in as he was coming into the apartment, errands settled and stress sliding off like his coat.
[ sms: roro ] are you ignoring me because iām home late? mature the tension doesnāt really build until half an hour passes. because kae knows rosĆ© and knows how quick she is to agree or disagree, to scold him for his late nights or at least - at least tell him where she is. at least respond. but he also sees the hint of destruction in her, that little push that studying the arts rubs off on everyone. that nudge to the cliff to either drown and soar and not think out the jump.
[ sms: roro ] you okay? need me to come pick you up? he knows even when itās late that sheāll respond. he knows that even when sheās doing nights at the studio sheāll respond. itās just how they operate. it feeds the anxiety brewing in his mind well and it eases the short insecurities sheāll throw his way. so when an hour goes by with no response heās back up. coat on, shoes on, worry gearing up like a steel wall. he gives himself fifteen more minutes, breathing and rationale fighting to gain control - before heās out the door.
so heās speeding, speeding and checking his phone, moving but not thinking. worrying and worrying and knowing it wonāt end until he knows sheās alright.Ā
when he pulls up to the studio heās breathing hard, when he finds his way in heās breathing harder. he goes to her studio by muscle memory alone and nearly shuts off when he reaches the door. he doesnāt wait for her, moves and moves and moves until the only thing separating them is the sliver of floor from his knees to her arms.
ārosĆ©.....hey.ā kae acts and acts and swallows all the past trying to rear itās head. ignores the choke when his eyes dare to look down at her legs. āhey sleepyhead...wake up.ā he doesnāt move, just calls. Ā

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the first time she says it hurts, he doesnāt get it.
sheās a little off, masking it with laughter and hands in his. masking it with her hands wrapped around a bottle and the other in his shirt. lightheaded and smelling sweet as hell. like the shirt sheās still wearing from his closet and the peach vodka sheād downed two seconds earlier. he doesnāt get it because theyāre both a little off, basking in that mindless kind of love.
āitās gonna hurt.ā he says it with a laugh. the same laugh that only she can hear, that he thinks he can never let loose again. he says it like most people do, like most artists do when stabbing into flesh with a needle. over and over. he repeats it softly, silly and with lips to her ear. because they knew itād hurt itās a fucking tattoo. but they prepared.
the second time she says it hurts her fingers tighten. pull into his shirt and pull him into her. he expected that too. he expects pain tolerance as something thatās fleeting. some have it some donāt. he expects maybe a few tears and a few curses. a few flinches and burns as the body gets used to it. accepts and submits.
ākae....fuck ---- wait. it stings.ā
the third time she says it - people say third times the charm, itās really ring ring ring goes the alarm. and it hits quick, because fingers start to dig, words start to break out, choked and quick. sheās not flinching sheās drawing, fleeing the touch, and fleeing him. he hasnāt touched her with it since the second cry, so heās left staring, left to holding and searching.
āwhatās wrong -??ā the words come out as he sees it, and as he sees it her cries pierce. itās quick really. itās a sight he wonāt ever forget. scribbles on the skin, bubbling, boiling, shifting over and under and searing. the tattoo - or whatās begun of the tattoo, running across her skin, disrupting it like cars on gravel, setting her voice off through the studio. off and around. rippling her skin as it rips through and off her. in him like he feels the pain, against him like he thought his heart wouldnāt rattle. pulling skin and pulling off. black invading and elevating.
as she screams ( itās ripping off! itās ripping my - make it stop!!! ) as he whispers ( iām here - iām here - iām sorry - iām sorry - iām so sorry..... ) the devil says, ( welcome back. )
and thatās what hurts most.
ROLEPLAY CHARACTER STATS SHEET
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face claim:Ā song mino name: kaeĀ age: 24 gender: male nationality: korean. birthplace: seoul, south korea. birthday: may 6, 1993 star sign: taurus residence: one bedroom rooftop apartment in gangnam. ( neighbor to the adorableĀ @asteriose B) Ā ) marital status: single. alignment: neutral good.
LIKES ā
drink: tea, occasionally alcohol, mango bubble tea food: spicy chicken stew, shrimp chips, seafood anything day or night: night time. song: exchange quote: "work work work work work.ā pet: hiro ( doberman ) color: black, ruby red
LOOKS ā
body type: mesomorph eye color: dark brown hair color: black body reference: xĀ ( broader shoulders, taller and more built than the fc )
tagged by: @jcmood, @petiteflcurs tagging: ANYONE! ( listen idk who wasnāt tagged yet )
/ @consilian for sieun!
keeping a straight face usually isnāt hard. heās mastered his appearance when heās on duty, back straight, shoulders squared, suit stiff and tailored. he can be lax on certain jobs, lean and relax in seats but when politicians are involved kae has to be on his best behavior. even if that means fixing his face for dirty money.
where thereās dirty money and dirtier stories thereās always one face he expects to see. a face that makes it hard to keep his composure and hard to really to keep his last sliver of relaxation.
heās led to her side by hiro pawing across the building. at first kae was suspicious of hiroās sudden movement, knowing that when the jobās this serious hiro only moves when thereās danger. he thinks the dog hates guarding as much as he does. then he catches sight of the familiar figure, hunched over by a door and out of place in every sense of the word. kaeās quiet up until heās behind her.
kae breaks his composure for a raised brow and crossed arms. not as menacing, partially professional and all judgement.
āthe fact that hiro knows your scent by now sieun ----Ā is concerning.ā

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/ @petiteflcurs
reality bends around places like this.
recently kaeās been wondering why he spends more time at the ballet company. he has his job yes, but when heās not in meetings and discussing terms he has no reason to stick around. no reason to watch the burn and break of souls that happen every minute. heās seen a girl go from on top of the world to burning in the core before, and he watches it happen like clockwork. tears of failure, tears of happiness, interchanging much how fate likes to toy with people.
heās watched it, felt it, lived it. and maybe thatās why he sticks around.
maybe he canāt help but understand this kind of torture. and maybe he canāt get rid of the torture he does to himself by choosing to remember and stay in his past.Ā
itās nearing midnight when heās done his errands, when he can finally leave. with hiro pushing at his hand and waves to those whoāve started to acknowledge his presence. heās come to know quite a few as passing glances and partial waves. everyone with a partial place in his day, and a plait in the idea that he exists separate from them.
some exist more than others, some draw him in more than others and haeunās one of them. as much as sheās a reminder, a memory, sheās an existence, bold and bright rather than bitter. thatās why itās pleasant to talk to her, why itās okay to stop and talk and reminisce silently. itās because sheās one of the breaks in this separation that heās okay with his offer, okay with taking her home, for more reasons than on the surface.
āyou guys leave late, if they didnāt close for cleaning at night, some of you would sleep there I bet.ā kae can rarely talk easily during the night, got too many thoughts swimming around but he makes it work.Ā āin fact, think I saw a girl sleeping there once, was doing a sweep of the floor when hiro nearly ran into her. wasnāt a pretty sight, she attacked me with her gym bag. you guys keep bricks in there.ā
reality breaks again with his laugh, though light and not bouncing through the car itās a laugh. itās a start.
āwhat were you working on?ā
/ @skvllkd
thereās no real basis to this. sure kae could try to find one, pull whatever rationale and run with it but heās lost the urge to do so since he started the complaint. it wasnāt much of a complaint either. hiro could eat whatever he wanted, literally anything and be fine. he didnāt have the same constraints as other dogs and exercised enough to match any diet.
āheās gonna love you after this, he hasnāt had chili in a good year.ā
fact is, kaeās fed hiro an entire bowl of spicy noodles - on a good day hiro might even get half a waffle cone.Ā
today kae tries to put his worries in other places, like with a pet that doesnāt really need it, in something trivial to offset the harsher things. maybe if he worries about small things more, heāll forget about bigger things. itās an awkward kind of tunnel vision but he wants to make it work. he must suck because hayden sees right through it.
āiām just saying, i donāt want to go home with my dog farting chili cheese all night.ā there might be a little something more in that. like he doesnāt want to go home with everything still spilling out him, worries and stuff. but he leans his chin in his hand and grins instead, his other hand reaching to pat at hiroās head.
ābesides, uptight doesnāt seem like the right word.ā heās feeling pretty relaxed actually. he can thank a small shot earlier for that. but kaeās probably more uptight when he tries to relax, shoulders hunched and body slack in the seat. āone more shot and I promise I wonāt be as uptight.āĀ