BitterSweetLove

I can still remember that day, when i knew about you. I was so devastated from an unfinished business with a friend who was so attached to me. That day when we had an awkward conversation, I find it pretty interesting too. As days go by, I start to know you personally. You were broken hearted that time because of someone who rejected you. Haha, we were both devastated. But months passed by, we became best of friends. I started to like you, and I started to get attached again. Until that day, that we revealed our feelings. Until that day, when we consider each other as a couple. We were so happy. We were a simple couple who walk together around, after class. Or go home, together. We have our hangouts, dates, and etc. it has been 3 years, our last anniversary was pretty simple yet romantic and memorable. I also remember my birthday, whom you made so much effort with. Those good long memories we used to have. When i met you, my life has been into a big change. You changed my perception about family. You changed my whole life, and make everything so much better. You changed me into a better person, you have given me so much happiness. You are the man whom I always wanted. You have proved me, that there is someone like you who stand and do their promises. In you, i feel so secure. I feel so protected, Evem though there are a lot of times that we argue, you were still there for me. You never leave me, and you promised me a thing that i would always want to happen. You once told me, that you will never leave me no matter what it takes. Now, that we arent together, I still feel your presence in everything I do. I still hope that someday, everything's gonna be okay. I always hope, that no matter how deep pain I feel, their is this faith I have that I would always want you in my life. Sana, sa tamang panahon pkay na ulit ang lahat, Sana sa tamang panahon, mas mature na tayo. Sana sa tamang panahon, Pwede na ulit tayo. Kasi Ikaw pa rin. Ikaw parin yung mahal ko. Ikaw lang.

Baler getaway was the highlight of my summer!!! That was the time, na okay na ulit ang parents ko sa mga tita ko. Na naguusap na ulit sila, we are so happy. We went their, na walang alam kung ano ang dadatnan namin. But still, it was a happy adventure! Matagal ko ding hiniling na sana bumalik yung dating bonding, and now it happened. Thank you lord 🙏🙏🙏🙏

A lot of people has told me, to let go. Of everything, but it isnt easy. Dissapointments and stuffs, holding on into something na walang kasiguraduhan. Sa tuwing may time na napapaisip ako, i miss it. I miss him. It has been 2 months since we broke up, and the feelings are still there. He was a man who stand for what he promised. Kaya ayokong mawalan ng pag asa na magiging okay din ang lahat. He promised me certain things that I will never forget. It feels good rin, seeing pictures of him na masaya naman siya.. But I miss taking pictures with him din. I miss him everyday. I hope he's way better now. I hope he's okay, i hope he's happy :)

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