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âCâmon man, itâs my turn to choose what weâre watching for movie night, it was your turn last week!â Denki groaned, pushing Kirishima's shoulder.
âFine, but weâll have to use Seroâs laptop this time, because a certain someone broke mine last week. You know, with my shattered screen and all?â he turns back to Denki, scoffing. âReally dude? I told you it was an accident already!-â
âNo way you guys, I have an essay coming up, I gotta use it as soon as I finish these dishes.â Sero quickly spoke up from the kitchen, hands in the sink, cleaning away. âUse Katsukiâs or something. He's not here anyway.â
Kirishima stares at the black-haired boy. âAbsolutely not. There's private stuff on there⌠plus he only shares his laptop with his girl.â
âSo?â Denki argued. âI'm sure he keeps his private stuff locked away considering heâs always keeping things to himself anyway, you know how he is. Besides, donât yâall remember that he keeps a bunch of movies in a file for us?â Kirishima and Sero looked at eachother for a second. âYou mean for them?â they argued. âNo, i mean that he knows we have movie hangouts.â Denki rolled his eyes. Even though they told him that it wasnât a good idea, he still gets up, fixes his shirt before going into Bakugouâs room.
âIâll just go get it.â
A few minutes later, Denki comes back to the living room, sitting between Kiri and Sero, opening the laptop. The three of them groan as theyâre met with a lockscreen, asking for a password.
âUgh obviouslyâŚ.see? I told you we shouldâve used Hantaâs laptop, Bakugouâs too private, man. I canât even get in myself if I wanted to." Eijirou sighs, facing Denki. âWhere's your laptop anyway?â he questions, emphasizing on âyourâ.
âKyouka has it, remember? She wonât be back until tomorrow.â he says typing on the keyboard, thinking of the right password.
âDude, if you keep typing wrong shit, youâll lock his laptop forever and weâre all going to die." Sero grabs his arm, already annoyed. âLet's just use the TV.â
âWhy does he need a password anyway?â Kaminari moaned.
"Of course thereâs a damn password, Sero added. You think bakugou just leave his stuff unlocked?"
"Guys look, we can have a hint here." Kirishima interrupted, making the other two focus back on the screen.
A tiny sentence pops up prompting a simple question.
⣠my best friend
Oh yeah, thatâs easy, itâs obviously me!â Eijirou laughed, ready to type his answer.
The three men were met with a small âinvalidâ pop-up screen. Confused, they tried Sero, then Kaminari, then Kirishima (once again, just in case), then Midoriya. Surely itâs him right? Hell, they even tried you! However, all those answers were still wrong, until âall mightâ somehow unlocked the laptop, making them stare at the homescreen picture of you and Katsuki on a beach, on a recent vacation you both have been on.
"Well, thatâs not a very good answer" Denki said, scratching his head.
ââŚall might? really?â Eijirou and Denki questioned at the same time. They looked at each other for a few seconds, exaggerated betrayal showing on their faces.
âI must admit iâm bummed, does he know who his best friend is? surely he forgot to change that answer." Kirishima rubbed his arm while Denki looked for Bakugouâs pirated movie file. âIâm pretty sure it wouldâve been too easy if he chose Izuku man.â Sero added, rolling his eyes at his red haired friend.
âDude, Kats not scared of getting caught having all those downloaded movies?â Kamirari asked, âThereâs a shit ton of pirated stuff in thereâŚâ he continued.
The living roomâs dorm silence is sometimes broken by âNo not thatâ, âWeâve already watched thisâ, or Seroâs mocking tone of âWe canât watch horror movies because Kaminari is a baby and is scared of those!â
âShut up!â he huffs. âtâleast I'm not a psycho and watch murder videos all night like you!â he scoffs.
Thirty minutes pass and not a single movie was chosen for the evening.
Sero yawns. âugh, alright guys let's just do something else instead, clearly we canât decide on a movie.â
âWait hold up,â Denki speaks up, intrigued.
âI think weâve found our movie for tonight.â
âEw, why is he into weird obscure movies? Thereâs not even a title to any of these.â Kirishima scrolls down the file. âMaybe itâs something illegal hahahaâ Ow!â Sero hits his arm while Denki continues to laugh.
Denki then shrugs and clicks on the video, curiosity getting the best of him.
âWoah bro wait what are you doing?â Eijirou stops him, panicking. âWhat? he mustâve just forgotten to put a title on it, itâs probably just a regular movie, like Spider-Man or some shit.â
âyeah but it just says video.movâ kirishima adds.
âduh, mov means movie right?â denki replied, big smile on his face like he just solved a mystery.
Sero glares at his friends. He pushes his long hair back, looking at dumb and dumber next to him. âUh huh. Well letâs hope itâs a movie we havenât watched yet, I'm sick of you guys watching corny romantic movies.â
âWhatever man, just press play, we wanna see whatâs that all about.â Denki yawns, already over this whole movie search.
The beginning of the video shows nothing weird of any sort, just a dimly lit room and a bed that kind of looks like Katsukiâs. Skeptical, but not really caring, they just keep watching.
âAh shit, iâll be back, my phoneâs ringing. Sorry guys.â Sero gets up to his seat, excusing himself.
âWeâre gonna keep watching without you!â Kirishima yells across the hall. âDon't care! This call is important!â Hanta yells back before closing his bedroom door.
The video continues, silence completely filling the room. âIs there even sound on this thing?â Denki whispers, hovering his ear on the side speaker.
Soon however, the awkward silence gets cut off by giggles and heavy breathing , making the two men question their choice of film.
âHell no man, if thatâs an adult movie iâm cancelling the whole hangout." Kirishima takes the laptop from Denkiâs hands, ready to press the pause button but suddenly stops.
âWhatâs wrong? Why arenât you pausing?â Confused but also pouts of the loss of the device in his hands, Kaminari looks closely at the screen, face changing from confusion to shock.
âHuh⌠it looks like her!â he adds.
âI think, i think it is her dude.â Eijirou places the computer back on the coffee table, their interest coming back as soon as they lost it.
Youâre barely recognizable, the camera shows you laying down on the bed, wrists tied up to the headboard and white silk sheets in a tangled mess. Drool drips from the cheap plastic ball around your mouth. Your legs are spread at your maximum and the camera is mostly focused on your used and bruised ass, but the most interesting thing is the black tape covering your cunt, making your other hole the star of the show, the only thing on display. The only sound anyone could hear from the speakers was your whining and moaning.
Eijirou and Denki stare at your trembling figure, unable to keep their eyes away.
ââthis is what happens when you piss me the fuck off.â They could hear their friend's voice behind the camera, voice low and far from his usual loud tone. âSeeing you flirt with my friends, acting like nothing is gonna happen to you⌠I canât let that happen now can I?â You shook your head, tears prickling in the corner of your eyes. He got closer to you, angling the camera to get a closer look at your holes. You whine as you feel his index and middle fingers on your taped cunt, eyes begging for him to fuck you.
âAlright sorry that took so long it was really importantâ what the fuck are you guys watching?â Sero interrupts, looking at the screen.
âYou might wanna sit down for this man.â Eijiro mutters. âFuck no! Why are you horny fucks watching some por-â
âOh?â he stops.
Hanta does feels guilty for watching, but heâs fixed on the way your body is trembling in excitement, by the way your pretty face is covered in spit and dried tears, by the way youâre whining softly, and by the way your eyes fixed on Katsuki. Youâre being so obedient, despite the obscene scene the screen is showing him.
Theyâve never imagined or thought of you that way, the men do feel guilty about it but when they feel their pants tightening, they knew to keep watching.
Careful eyes are fixed on seeing you vulnerable under him, you usually looked so serious and always ready to fight villains, your personality strong and proud. How is it that Katsuki could easily turn you into a puddle of lust, a whole different person?
Bakugou holds the back of your thighs, stopping your wriggling underneath him. âBaby wonât you be a good girl and take what I give you?â you nod frantically, body shaking. âThatâs my good girl.â He gives you a kiss on your forehead, then presses his tip to your rim.
You get dizzy as you feel Katsuki filling you up so nicely, never getting used to how big he is. You look at him with half lidded eyes, tears slowly falling down your eyes, wrists hurting from the restraints.
He pushes your legs to the back of your head, making him reach deeper inside you, each rough thrusts make your eyes swell with hot tears. The disgusting red ball in your mouth is muffling your begs while you try to reach for his arms despite your restraints. Your head falls back on the pillows, feeling yourself losing it more and more. He slaps your cheek a few times before removing the ball from your mouth, strings of saliva connected from your lips to the plastic. âYouâre a messy bitch you know that? Am I making you feel good?â he grabs your jaw, forcing you to look up at him. You're lightheaded, you feel him everywhere, eyes barely focusing on him.
The faster he fucks you, the more you feel the tape slowly peeling off your cunt.
The boys groan at your fucked up state, theyâve never heard a better sound other than your moans and begging.
âUh-huh⌠please donât stop Suki, wantâ more!â you mumble, hiccup through your tears. You donât really know what youâre saying to him as you feel him everywhere. His weight on you, his hands on the back of your thighs, forcing your legs open, his eyes piercing through you. His cock was splitting your ass open, the pressure almost making you pass out. âMore?â he scoffs. âMe fucking your tight little ass isnât enough? Youâre just a greedy whore, always wanting to be stuffed full of cock is that it?â You nod over and over again, making him chuckle. âUse words.â He spits. âYes! Iâm a greedy whore! Godâ I love your cock so much just⌠please-â You feel out of it, eyes rolling to the back of your head. You feel Katsukiâs thick cock stretching your asshole so hard you start to feel the tape slowly peeling off.
It was obvious that the men wondered how it would feel to be inside you, itâs not like they havenât thought of it, maybe except Kirishima, who was always so respectful of you and your relationship with Bakugou. In the back of his mind, he still felt bad for watching. Today though, his perspective of you changed for good. You really were nothing but a filthy slut, whoâd give any of her holes, just for the sake of pleasure.
âGod, look at how well she takes his dick.â Denki confesses, hand eagerly stroking his tip, groaning at the sight of you. Muffled moans and cries are the only thing heard in the living room. The three men were mesmerized by your expressions, Sero slowly pulling his sweatpants down as he strokes his own cock.
âI just⌠this so wrong man, we have to stop watching thisâcan you please put your dick away?â Eijirou asks. âIf he finds out weâve watched this, itâs over for all of us.â He continues, holding himself back to join his friends in their pleasuring session.
You gasp when Katsuki suddenly rips the tape off, making you wince in pain. He leans towards your neck, whispering something no one could hear even if you got close to the screen. âUseless cunt, canât even hold this fucking tape right from how wet you are.â You look at him as he pushes hair out of your face. âOpen up." A warm glob of spit hits your tongue as you thank him, his burning palms leaving a slight burn on your ass.
He frees you of the handcuffs before youâre suddenly flipped onto your stomach, lightheaded from the way he manhandles you. âAss up.â is all he says as you obey, though struggling to keep your knees still, legs shaking. You feel his cock on your ass once again, an indication that youâre not quite done being used yet.
He positions the camera closer to your entrance as he slowly gets inside you, making you both sigh. âWant my cock in your cunt so bad huh? Canât just get enough of one hole huh?â You donât answer him, harsh words telling the truth. âThatâs too bad, youâre not getting what you want even if the tape is off.â
Denki is a mess, heâs getting closer to his release, while Kirishima tries to look away from the screen, forcing himself up to get water, as he sighs uncomfortably at his tight shorts.
Sero on the other hand, is so focused on you that he comes in his hand without realizing it.
Katsuki groans, out of breath. âIâm close baby. Youâre gonna take all I give you right?â His thrusts get sloppier, whining more and more as he gets close to his release, feeling your tight hole milking him. âCum inside me!â is all he needs to hear needed before you felt his warm load inside your ass. He collapsed on top of you as you cry into the pillow at the feeling, letting him use you without having the chance to cum once.
The three boys groan at the sight of your abused hole, tape crumbled up somewhere on the bed, cum leaking down from your ass onto your neglected cunt. Your legs soon give out, making you fall flat, but Katsuki picks your legs up, picking up the camera to show your leaking hole.
âWhat an ungrateful girl.â You look back at him, tears drying on your swollen face, "âM sorry sirâŚâ You roll on your back, reaching to scoop the cum off your hole, bringing your fingers to your mouth before releasing them with a slight âpopâ. âThat better?â you wink. He grabs your jaw making you giggle. âMy good girl.â he spits in your face once again before the video ends.
âUgh. Youâre fucking gross Denki, better hurry up before he comes back and see your perverted ass on his computer.â Kirishima tells him, as if heâs any better. The bright blonde curses under his breath before running off to the bathroom, shorts barely hanging on his legs.
Sero wakes up from his daydream to his sticky hand, shaking his head before sighing and quickly pulling his pants up, heading to the kitchen to wash his hands.
Eijirou stares at the wall, feeling more guilty than ever, with a raging boner that he has yet to touch.
As Kirishima starts cleaning around him, the door unlocks. He sees Bakugou enter with a few grocery bags, mumbling to himself. Kirishima is too late to shut the laptop off before his friend sees.
Katsuki looks at his (basically stolen) open laptop, screen frozen exposinh your leaking holes and spit covered face on full display. He stares at his red haired roommate, then Sero, then Denki coming out of the shared bathroom. His expression unreadable.
âWhat the fuck are yâall doing on my laptop?â
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a/n: idk when iâll stop procrastinating but iâm also moving so iâm super busy⌠anyway this fic has seen like 4 fandoms but this time itâs the one⌠i hope. -nami
Š txtzen â all rights reserved.
DO NOT repost/copy. â no ai is used in my works ever.
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Katsuki Bakugo x fem!Reader
Seeing you at Shotoâs celebratory get together for reaching second place in the hero ranks should evoke no feelings from Katsuki, right? Even if he hasnât seen you in three years. Even if he might just want you back a little
Tags/CW: exes to ???, emotionally constipated Katsuki (just how I like it), angst with happy ending, making up, kissing, conversations about sex but no smut, making out in Katsukiâs car, takes place during MHA: more (but I made it a bit fancier), men who yearn are men who earn
The bathroom is too hot.
Steam still clings to the mirror even though Katsuki cracked the door open nearly ten minutes ago, and now every surface still has that damp, sticky feeling that makes his skin itch. The air smells faintly like eucalyptus from the stupid overpriced shaving cream Kirishima convinced him to buy last month, mixed with clean soap and the sharp metallic scent of running water. His apartment is quiet except for the constant buzz of the fluorescent light above him and the rough scrape of the razor dragging slowly down his jaw.
âShitâFuckââ
He hisses through his teeth the second the blade catches unevenly against his skin. A sting blooms near his chin, followed by the bright bead of blood surfacing almost immediately.
Katsuki glares at himself through the fogged mirror like the reflection personally pissed him off.
âGreat.â
He looks fine. More than fine, honestly, which somehow only irritates him more.
His hair is freshly trimmed, the ash blond strands still slightly damp from his shower, pushed back messily from his forehead. The sleeves of his black compression shirt cling to his shoulders and arms while the expensive button-up he plans on wearing hangs neatly from the bathroom door beside pressed slacks he spent way too long picking out earlier. Even his watch sits carefully beside the sink instead of abandoned somewhere random like usual. The entire thing feels too deliberate. Too polished. Too much like he gives a shit.
Which he doesnât.
Obviously.
Except his stomach has felt weird since he woke up this morning.
Not nervous. Definitely not nervous.Â
He canât pinpoint the exact moment he clocked off hero work or how much time he spent at the gym so he could show off a pump tonight, nor can he try to convince himself it isnât for the reason he doesnât want to admit. He just wants to look good.
And thatâs it. Simple as it sounds. No reason for him to choke on stuttering breaths.
The razor scrapes harder against his jaw this time as he rinses it aggressively under the sink. Hot water rushes over his fingers, turning the tips of them pink.
The celebration dinner is stupid to begin with, if you ask him.
Shoto gets ranked top two after the downtown incident last month, Endeavor immediately turns it into some flashy media spectacle about family legacy and hero society, and somehow all of Class A gets invited because the public still eats up that âgolden generationâ garbage years later. Old classmates pretending they all still keep in touch more often than not. The entire thing sounds exhausting.
But youâre gonna be there.
Thatâs the problem.
For all he cares, itâs beenâwhat? Three years?
Three fucking years since heâs properly seen you.
Not in passing through articles online. Not blurry photos people tag him in accidentally after hero events. Not hearing your name mentioned by Mina or Sero every couple of months when they gossip over drinks.
Actually seeing you.
As in, In person.
Close enough to touch.
Because when him and you were no more, instead of running back to him like youâd always do, you moved out of Japan, got a job somewhere else in the world. You blocked him on all socials, blocked his number âeven the agency landlineâ and for a while, he didnât care to contact you. He didnât care to check up on you, because who checks up on someone who said they wished they never met you? He went out of your life as quietly as you went out of his. Not caring if his last words hurt you, like you did.
Katsuki braces both hands against the sink and stares downward as water drips steadily from the faucet. His reflection blurs at the edges from the steam still clouding the glass, turning him into something distorted and unfamiliar.
Pathetic.
The worst part is he doesnât even know what version of you is walking through those doors tonight.
Maybe youâre angry.
Maybe you barely look at him.
Maybe youâve become one of those calm, polished heroes that smile perfectly for cameras now, the kind that know exactly how to navigate crowded rooms without making enemies out of everyone in them.
Or maybe youâll look through him entirely.
That thought digs somewhere unpleasant beneath his ribs.
Fair enough, honestly.
He earns that.
The memory still crawls up on him sometimes when it gets too quiet. Usually late at night after patrol when heâs too exhausted to keep his thoughts from wandering somewhere ugly.
In all honesty he did try to talk to you. Last year, after he found out he wasnât blocked anymore. But he was angry, vulgar, everything youâve ever said you hated about him. And for better or for worse you had only told him you knew heâd never change. And he had left it there, not pressing anymore, not needing anymore proof to accept you just werenât coming back.
Maybe this is why he wonât wear the polished clothes heâs picked out for tonight. Maybe the Nike sweats he tumble dried this morning and a t-shirt will make him look more casual, put together in a way fancy clothes wonât.
Because tonight is casual to him. It should be, at least, amidst picking up Kirishima and Izuku in his new car. He shouldnât even care that youâre going to be there.
He keeps staring at himself anyway.
Like maybe if he looks long enough, heâll suddenly figure out why this feels so fucking strange.
The bathroom light washes his skin pale while steam curls slowly around the edges of the mirror, softening the sharpness of his reflection. Katsuki barely recognizes the version of himself standing there sometimes. Not because he looks differentâhe does, obviously, older and broader and rougher around the edgesâbut because somewhere between twenty-two and twenty-five, the anger inside him changed shape.
Less explosive.
Much more exhausting.
He reaches for the towel hanging off the counter and drags it roughly over his face before tossing it aside. The nick near his chin still stings faintly. Tiny. Irritating. His eyes flick toward the button-up hanging from the bathroom door again, then away immediately.
Abso-fucking-lutely not.
The idea of showing up looking like he spent hours trying to impress you makes something hot crawl up his neck. It feels pathetic now. Worse now, somehow, after standing here spiraling like an idiot for nearly forty minutes over a dinner he doesnât even want to attend.
Katsuki grabs the hanger off the door and shoves the expensive shirt deeper into the closet on his way back into the bedroom.
Fuck that.
The softer lighting from his room settles easier against his eyes compared to the harsh fluorescent buzz of the bathroom. Outside the windows, the city glows orange and blue beneath the darkening sky, traffic crawling between towering buildings while distant sirens echo somewhere far below. His apartment sits high enough that most nights the noise blends together into background static.
Tonight it all feels too loud.
He yanks open a drawer harder than necessary and pulls out the black t-shirt he wears for training. The fabric stretches tight across his shoulders when he changes, outlining muscle built from years of relentless schedules, combat drills, patrols, sleepless nights at the gym whenever his head gets too crowded to sit still inside his own apartment.
Not for you.
Obviously.
The thought comes so defensive it almost makes him scoff at himself.
The sweats are clean at least. Black Nike joggers fresh from the dryer this morning, soft at the inside, fitted enough that Kirishima once called them âboyfriend material clothesâ before Katsuki threatened to blast him through a wall. Casual. Comfortable. Like he isnât thinking about tonight at all.
Like he didnât spend an embarrassing amount of time earlier deciding between watches.
His jaw tightens again.
This is ridiculous.
Youâre just another person he used to know.
Thatâs it.
Three years changes people. Hell, maybe you arenât even the same woman anymore. Maybe you cut your hair shorter now. Maybe you picked up some accent overseas since your Japanese seemed too weird the last time you talked. Andâ and maybe, like the thoughts that used to consume him before he ever reached out to you last year, thereâs somebody else waiting for you back home after tonight, somebody softer than him. Somebody easier. Someone your shared friends know about but wonât let him know of.
That thought lands badly, like he woke a dragon from a millennial slumber. His chest immediately feels too tight for it.
Katsuki snatches his car keys off the counter before he can sit with the feeling any longer.
His hone buzzes again from the kitchen table as he passes by. Probably Kirishima. Maybe Deku. Maybe another last-minute reminder about tonightâs schedule.
He ignores it.
The kitchen still smells faintly like coffee from this morning, dishes abandoned beside the sink because he hasnât had enough energy lately to care about cleaning immediately after meals. Thereâs protein powder spilled near the toaster from breakfast. A hoodie tossed over one of the dining chairs. Tiny signs of somebody actually living here instead of the spotless, polished apartment magazines keep trying to photograph whenever reporters sneak glimpses during interviews.
For a second, his eyes drift unconsciously toward the balcony.
You used to stand out there all the time. Especially during storms.
Wrapped in one of his hoodies with your arms folded over the railing while Musutafu lit up below you in blurred neon reflections. You always complained the city looked lonely from this high up.
Katsuki used to think that was stupid. Now he gets it.
His throat feels strangely dry.
âFuckinâ hell,â he mutters under his breath.
The worst part is he genuinely has no idea how tonightâs gonna go.
Maybe youâll smile politely at him like heâs an old coworker and heâll have to be casual about greeting you, though he doesnât want to.
Maybe youâll avoid him altogether.
Maybe Minaâll force everybody into some obnoxious group photo and suddenly heâll be standing beside you for the first time in years pretending his heart isnât punching against his ribs hard enough to bruise merely at the thought of it all.
Or maybeâ
Maybe youâll just look heavenly good.
Thatâs the real problem, honestly.
Because he already knows you will.
Not because of makeup or clothes or whatever expensive shit pro heroes wear to these events now. You always looked good to him in ways that annoyed the hell out of him. Half-asleep in his shirts. Sitting on his kitchen counter eating takeout straight from the carton. Yelling at him from across the apartment while he ignored you on purpose just to hear you get louder.
Three years later and his body still remembers stupid things about you automatically.
The sound of your laugh.
The weight of your legs thrown over his lap.
The smell of your peachy shampoo lingering on his pillows after arguments where one of you stormed out dramatically only to come back two hours later.
Katsuki grips his keys tighter.
Nope.
Heâs not doing this tonight. Heâs not showing up already halfway dragged into the past because of somebody who made it painfully clear they didnât want him in their life anymore.
That should matter.
It does matter.
And honestly, he understands why you left.
Back then he was still angry at everything. Angry at hero society. Angry at himself. Angry at how badly he wanted somebody and how terrified he is of needing them at the same time. Every conversation between you eventually turned into him snapping before you can get too close to whatever ugly thing sits underneath his ribs.
You called him cruel once.
Not loudly. Not even during a fight.
Just tired.
And somehow that had struck him worse than any screaming ever could. Thatâs when it clicked to him, that no matter how much you said you saw the good in him, you never truly could. Even if one of your last sentences to him was that you loved him, he didnât believe you could ever love someone you thought was cruel, someone you wish you never met.Â
Katsuki locks the apartment behind him harder than necessary before heading toward the elevator.
The hallway lights flicker softly overhead while he waits, fingers tapping restlessly against his thigh. His reflection stares back at him from the metal elevator doorsâbroad shoulders, tired eyes, black compression shirt clinging too tightly against muscle that suddenly feels more like armor than confidence.
Casual.
Tonight is casual.
Just old classmates catching up. Nothing more.
Then his phone vibrates again.
EIJIRO: donât be weird tonight bro
A second message immediately follows; something about sitting shotgun in his new car.
Katsuki stares at the screen for a long moment. Then another vibration.
IZUKU: Kacchan are we still meeting downstairs in 20?
His jaw flexes hard enough to ache.
Because somehow, despite everything, despite all the years and silence and blocked numbers and ugly last conversationsâ
A part of him still feels twenty-two again. Twenty-two and convinced that no one could love the way he expressed himself.
______
By the time Katsuki parks outside the izakaya, the knot in his stomach has already settled into something meaner. Sharper. Musutafu glows around him and his friends in streaks of reflected neon against rain-dark pavement while a valet moves between cars beneath the izakaya entrance. The place itself is ridiculously upscale even if it is just traditional, all warm golden lighting spilling through enormous glass windows and polished black stone.
Kirishima lets out a low whistle from the passenger seat as he climbs out. âCanât wait to see everyone.âÂ
âShut the fuck up,â Katsuki mutters automatically, already slamming the car door closed harder than necessary.
Cold evening air immediately brushes against the back of his neck. Somewhere nearby, traffic hums steadily through the city while muffled laughter spills from the izakaya entrance every time the doors open. Izuku smooths anxiously at the sleeves of his suit beside the car, glancing toward the building with that same nervous energy heâs carried since high school.
âDo we think Todoroki planned all this himself,â he starts, adjusting his tie, âor do you think Endeavor hiredââ
âDeku,â Katsuki interrupts flatly, shoving his hands into his pockets, âif you start analyzing anything, iâm leaving.â
âI wasnât gonna analyze theââ
âYou literally were.â
Kirishima snorts loudly beside them, and normally the familiar bickering would loosen something in Katsukiâs chest. Tonight it barely registers because his attention keeps drifting toward the entrance before they even reach it, heartbeat strangely steady in a way that feels worse than panic. Like his body already knows something his brain is still trying to avoid.
The hostess opens the doors with a practiced smile, and warm air immediately wraps around them alongside the low hum of conversation and clinking glasses. The restaurant is crowded with heroes, old classmates that are lingering discreetly in sorted tables near the back, all surrounded by polished wood and amber lighting that makes everything glow soft and expensive.
Katsuki barely notices any of it.
His eyes find you almost instantly.
Of course they do.
Youâre seated near the center of the room beside the girls, half-turned toward Mina while Ochaco laughs at something across the table. The lighting catches warmly against the side of your face, softening the curve of your expression while gold jewelry glints subtly against your skin every time you move. Your hair is longer now than the last time he saw you in person, falling over your shoulders while one hand curls loosely around a sake glass. You look comfortable there. Relaxed. Like you belong in rooms like this now.
And for one awful second, Katsuki genuinely forgets how to breathe.
Three years vanish instantly beneath the weight of recognition. His body remembers you before his brain does, something visceral and humiliating tightening beneath his ribs before he can stop it.
Fuck.
You look different, but not enough to feel unfamiliar. Older, maybe. Sharper around the edges in the way everybody becomes sharper with time. Thereâs confidence in the way you sit now that wasnât fully there before, something steadier beneath your posture. You carry yourself like someone whoâs finally learned how to exist without apologizing for taking up space.
Then Mina notices them entering.
âOh my god, finally!â she calls immediately, waving dramatically across the room. âYou guys are late as hell!â
Several heads turn at once.
Including yours.
Katsuki feels it immediately, that split second your eyes land on him from across the room. It happens so fast he almost convinces himself he imagined it. No widening. No visible surprise. No anger flashing across your face. Your gaze settles on him briefly before moving smoothly toward Kirishima instead.
âOh, Eiji,â you smile warmly, standing slightly from your pillow as the group approaches. âHi.â
The knot in Katsukiâs stomach twists tighter.
Kirishima grins instantly. âThere she is. Damn, itâs been forever.â
âIt literally has,â Mina groans dramatically. âThis bitch abandoned us internationally.â
You laugh softly at that, embarrassed enough to duck your head slightly.
The sound lands somewhere dangerous in Katsukiâs chest.
Ochaco immediately stands to greet Izuku while the others start talking over each other all at once, greetings and questions colliding noisily together after years apart. You converse with everyone easily. Kirishima gets pulled into a quick side hug while you squeeze Ochacoâs hand excitedly across the table. You ask Izuku about agency work overseas, laugh when Kaminari nearly trips over a table trying to sit down, you smile politely at Jirou when she teases your accent sounding slightly different now.
But Katsuki gets nothing.
At first he tells himself maybe you just havenât gotten there yet. Maybe itâs awkward. Maybe youâre nervous too and trying to settle into the conversation before acknowledging him properly.
Then Kirishima nudges him lightly with his elbow.
âOi,â he mutters under his breath, âsay hi, silly.â
Katsukiâs jaw tightens immediately.
His eyes flick toward you again, but youâre already sitting back down beside Mina, smoothing your sleeve absentmindedly while listening to Momo speak. Completely relaxed. Completely normal.
Like he isnât even there.
Something hot immediately crawls beneath his skin, but it doesnât feel like anger. Anger wouldâve been easier to deal with. Easier to understand. This feels uglier than that.
Because you arenât being cold.
You arenât glaring at him or avoiding eye contact dramatically or making the tension obvious for everyone else at the table.
Youâre just indifferent.
Clean, casual, effortless indifference that makes it painfully obvious youâve already figured out how to exist in the same room as him without it affecting you at all.
Katsuki pulls form to his seat harder than necessary across from Kirishima, the sharp scrape of the table flinching away from him against the floor briefly cutting through the table conversation. Nobody reacts except Mina, whose eyes dart toward him automatically before flicking carefully toward you.
You donât even look up.
Jesus Christ.
His chest suddenly feels too tight.
âYou look good, by the way,â Mina says suddenly, leaning dramatically against your shoulder. âLike suspiciously good. What the hell are they feeding you overseas?â
You laugh quietly, almost embarrassed by the attention. âLiterally just less stress, probably.â
The joke lands casually around the table. Kaminari laughs. Jirou snorts into her drink. Ochaco starts teasing you immediately about abandoning Japanese work culture.
Nobody else notices anything strange about the comment.
But Katsuki does.
Of course he fucking does.
Less stress.
Like loving him had exhausted you so thoroughly that leaving the entire country became the healthiest thing youâd ever done for yourself.
His fingers curl tighter around the edge of the menu sitting untouched in front of him.
âStill working with that rescue agency?â Izuku asks curiously.
You nod. âMostly disaster relief now, yeah. Itâs quieter than here.â
âQuieter?â Kaminari repeats incredulously. âWhy would you want quieter?â
âBecause some people enjoy peace,â Jirou answers dryly.
âExactly,â you laugh.
And there it is again, that strange feeling pressing heavier against Katsukiâs ribs every time you smile. Because you do seem peaceful now. Not forced. Not pretending. Actually peaceful.
Your posture stays relaxed through every conversation. Your smile comes easier than he remembers. Even your voice sounds lighter somehow, no longer carrying that constant tension that used to sit beneath your words whenever the two of you argued. Back then, loving each other always felt loud. Intense. Like every conversation teetered dangerously close to becoming a fight neither of you knew how to stop once it started.
Now you just seem⌠calm.
Katsuki suddenly feels too large in his seat. Too rough around the edges for this version of you. His broad shoulders, his obnoxiously loud voice, the constant restless energy simmering beneath his skin all feel painfully obvious in comparison to the quiet ease you carry now.
Mina notices it first.
Her eyes flick carefully between the two of you once. Then again.
Her smile falters slightly.
Because now itâs becoming noticeable to everybody else too.
You still havenât acknowledged Katsuki properly once since they entered the izakaya.
Kirishima notices next, judging by the awkward way he shifts beside Katsuki before clearing his throat.
âSo, uhâŚâ he starts carefully, eyes darting between you both. âCrazy seeing everybody together again, huh?â
âMm,â you hum politely before taking another sip of your drink.
Thatâs it.
No tension sharpens your voice. No bitterness leaks through your expression. Nothing about your reaction feels forced or emotional at all. Katsuki Bakugo has somehow become just another former classmate sitting at the table across from yours instead of the man you once shared a bed and apartment and entire future with.Â
You used to tell each other that by the time youâre twenty-five youâd surprise your friends and old classmates by popping a kid out of the blue in one of these events. You used to laugh at the thought of him flaunting a baby bump on you, dreaming that youâd hide your engagement ring from everyone until it was the right time to announce youâd get married.
In another life, it may have been different.
Instead of that, you and him are forcibly strangers now; the realization settles, once again heavily in his stomach.
At least showing hatred towards him would mean he still mattered enough to ruin your evening.
This indifference feels like being erased entirely.
______________
The longer the night settles around the izakaya, the more Katsuki realizes he completely misjudged what this dinner was supposed to be.
Not some polished, high-class event packed with cameras and stiff hero society bullshit.
Just an izakaya. Despite how fancy it is.
A crowded, noisy, familiar little place tucked between glowing Musutafu storefronts where the tables are too close together and the air smells like grilled meat, fried oil, spilled beer, and cigarette smoke clinging faintly to old wood. Somebody in the back is laughing loud enough to echo over the music while waiters squeeze through narrow spaces carrying trays overloaded with skewers and drinks. Half the groupâs jackets are already tossed carelessly everywhere.
Casual.
Comfortable.
The kind of place Class A used to practically live in after internships.
Which somehow makes this worse.
Because you fit into it too naturally even if youâve missed the majority of it.
Time passes eerily as Katsuki watches from across the table while Mina complains dramatically about agency interns stealing her skincare products, and you laugh so easily at something dumb Kaminari says that for a split second it genuinely feels like no time has passed at all.
Except it has.
He notices it in tiny things.
You donât interrupt people as much anymore. Back then you used to talk over everyone whenever you got excited, eyes bright and hands moving while you argued passionately about absolutely everything. Now you lean back when people speak, quieter in a way that feels more intentional than shy. You still smile the same, though. That part hits him unexpectedly hard.
Same slight squint around your eyes. Maybe a few subtle wrinkles now, that still manage to look good on you.
Same habit of hiding your laugh behind your drink or your hand sometimes.
Itâs awful how quickly he notices all of it.
A waiter slides another round of drinks onto the table, glass clinking loudly against wood.
âBakugo,â Sero grins from farther down the booth, already flushed pink from alcohol, âyouâve been weirdly quiet all night. You sick or somethinâ?â
âIâm always quiet,â Katsuki answers flatly before taking a long sip of beer.
The table immediately erupts.
âThat is literally not true,â Jirou snorts.
âShut up! It is!â
âMe when I lieâ Mina snorts.
âYou used to start fights with strangers in restaurants,â Kaminari points out.
âCorrection,â Kirishima says, grinning, âhe used to start fights with strangers everywhere.â
âI remember that guy at karaokeââ
âHe deserved it.â
âYou didnât even know him!â
Katsuki barely listens.
Because across the table, youâre smiling into your drink again, shoulders shaking slightly with quiet laughter while Mina nearly falls sideways into Ochaco from laughing too hard.
And you still wonât look at him.
Not really.
Your gaze passes over him occasionally in that absent, polite way people acknowledge furniture in crowded rooms, but nothing lingers. No awkwardness. No tension. No visible effort to avoid him either still, which somehow stings too much.
Itâs like you already adjusted to his presence within the first five minutes of arriving.
Meanwhile he feels painfully aware of every movement you make.
The way your rings tap softly against your glass.
The faint crease between your brows whenever you listen closely to someone speaking.
The small scar near your wrist he remembers kissing once while you laid half-asleep across his chest.
His stomach twists hard enough to make him irritated with himself all over again.
This is fucking ridiculous.
âBakugo.â
His head lifts automatically.
Momoâs looking at him from across the table. âDid you hear me?â
âNo.â
âI said,â she repeats patiently, âShoto wants everyone at his agency anniversary event next month too.â
âAbsolutely not,â Katsuki answers immediately.
Kaminari groans. âDude, you say no to everything.â
âBecause everything sounds terrible.â
âSee?â Mina points accusingly toward you. âThis is why our sweetie over here escaped the country. Weâre emotionally exhausting.â
The comment is obviously meant as a joke and the table laughs.
Even you smile.
But Katsuki feels the words land somewhere unpleasant anyway.
Before he can stop himself, his eyes flick toward you.
For the first time all night, you finally look directly back at him.
It lasts maybe two seconds!?
Three, max.
Then, when Kirishima opens his mouth itâs as if he canât stop being a moron. Like he never could have guessed what the context of âtime and placeâ is. He points at you, then Katsuki.
âRemember when you guys sneaked out during the winter festival and everyone thought you were kidnapped?â
The entire table immediately erupts.
âOh my god.â
âThey were gone for HOURSââ
âBecause SOMEONE turned their phones off,â Kaminari wheezes.
âYou guys came back looking guilty as hell,â Mina accuses dramatically.
Katsuki feels his shoulders tense instantly. He sees you shrink into a timely creature in your seat.
Back then, youâd dragged him behind the gym building because you were freezing and irritated and insisted his body temperature was âunnaturally useful.â He remembers pinning you against the wall afterward just to shut you up after you laughed at how red his ears got.
He remembers kissing you until neither of you could breathe properly.Â
The memory hits hard enough to feel physical. Youthful kisses, teenage loveâ he remembers how it felt when he kissed you first and when he had kissed you then. He remembers making out in your dorm late at night when he shouldâve been resting his injuries after the war.
Around the table, everyoneâs still laughing.
Except you.
Youâve gone still beside Mina, fingers tightening almost invisibly around your drink before you take another sip.
Then, calmly, casuallyâ
âSo,â you interrupt smoothly, turning toward Ochaco and Tsuyu instead, âhowâs hero life treating you two?â
Clean cut. Effortless for anyone who canât read behind your eyes.
The conversation immediately shifts away from the topic entirely.
Like you did it on purpose. Like the memory embarrasses you now.
Katsuki drops whatever sits at the top of his tongue like it stung too much to be spoken out loud. Like he was given a sound reminder that his words are always unnecessary.
___________
Everyone eventually becomes too careless despite the fragility of the situation.
Alcohol warms the tables steadily, loosening voices and posture until conversations start overlapping loudly across the cramped izakaya booth. Kaminari is practically hanging halfway over Sero now while arguing about hero rankings nobody else cares about, and Kirishimaâs laugh keeps booming loudly enough to earn irritated glances from nearby tables. Even more empty beer glasses crowd together beside greasy plates streaked with sauce while waiters weave expertly through the narrow aisles carrying fresh rounds of skewers and drinks.
Normally Katsuki would be right in the middle of it all.
Tonight he barely said a word, even if he found himself at your table for some reason.
Because every single time the conversation drifts naturally toward old memories involving the two of you, you choose to redirect it before it can fully land.
Always subtle enough most people probably donât notice.
But he notices.
Every single time.
When Mina starts retelling the beach trip where the two of you once again disappeared from the bonfire for over an hour, you smoothly interrupt to ask Jirou about her latest music project overseas. When Kirishima almost brings up the apartment you used to share in the heart of the city, you casually wave down the waiter and ask if anyone wants another round of drinks before he can finish the sentence.
And the worst part is how effortless you make it look.
You arenât visibly uncomfortable. You arenât tense or bitter or awkward every time his name comes up paired with yours. You navigate around him cleanly, naturally, like youâve already spent years learning exactly how to exist comfortably in spaces where even if Katsuki Bakugo is present, he can simply be erased.
The notion starts irritating him more with every passing minute. It sits tighter beneath his ribs by the second. Makes his heart beat in fragile, irregular beats.
A doctor had once told him to keep track of arhythmic beats like this.Â
Tonight he does not. But usually, he does.
Across the table, you tilt your head back slightly while laughing at something Ochaco says, fingers still loosely wrapped around your glass. The soft amber lighting from the hanging lanterns catches against your face warmly enough that Katsuki immediately looks away afterward, jaw tightening hard.
Then your phone lights up beside your plate.
His eyes catch it automatically, assumption quick to replace every spec of vermilion in his irises.
A name flashes briefly across the screen before you casually turn the phone face down against the table.
Itâs a nickname paired with a heart.
It could be a friend, but for that heâs unconvinced.
Something twists violently low in Katsukiâs stomach.
Immediate. Sharp enough to genuinely piss him off.
Three years.
Obviously thereâs somebody else now.
What the hell did he expect? That you spent years overseas grieving a relationship that ended with both of you saying things cruel enough to permanently carve into each other?
His fingers curl tighter around his beer glass.
Mina notices instantly.
Her eyes flick carefully between him and you before she awkwardly clears her throat. âOkay, wow,â she says carefully, trying to laugh through the tension, âthis table energyâs getting kinda weird.â
âOnly because your face gets louder every time you drink,â Jirou answers dryly without looking up from her glass.
âNo, seriously,â Mina insists now, glancing more cautiously toward Katsuki. âEverybodyâs acting strange.â
âNobodyâs acting strange,â you answer calmly before finally looking directly at Katsuki for the second time all night.
And somehow that feels worse.
You really are fine. Not pretending. Not secretly emotional underneath the surface. Fiâne. Almost too cold.
You are completely, genuinely fine sitting across from him after three years apart.
Something reckless rises inside his chest almost immediately.
âYou got somethinâ to say?â Katsuki asks suddenly, attention fully turned to you. âThen say it to my face.â
For once, he manages to keep your eyes in his.
The table quiets.
Not completely, but enough that nearby conversations and clinking glasses start bleeding awkwardly into the silence between your group.
Your brows pull together faintly before rising. âWhat?â
âYouâve barely looked at me all night.â
âWhy would I?â
When you respond, Kirishima visibly winces beside him.
âBakugo,â he mutters quietly under his breath.
An effort for calmness that pays out fruitless soil. Katsuki barely hears him now that the irritationâs already pushing its way out.
âNo, seriously,â he continues, eyes locked onto yours. âWhatâs the deal?â
The atmosphere around the table shifts immediately.
Mina looks horrified. Izuku suddenly looks like he wants the floor to physically open beneath himâhe hasnât said anything about you up till now. Not on the phone, not in the car when Katsuki snapped like broken glass at every single thing. He didnât even say anything about you when Katsuki told him that if he treats everyone like theyâre special, then no one really is special to him. (When does Katsuki ever get so emotional?)
Even Kaminari goes quiet for once.
You stare at Katsuki from across the table for a long moment, expression unreadable beneath the warm restaurant lighting. Then you blink slowly before setting your drink down carefully against the table.
ââŚThereâs no deal. You made sure of that.â
The calmness in your voice instantly makes his irritation worse.
âYouâve been ignoring me all night.â
âNo,â you answer evenly, âIâve been talking to everyone.â
âExcept me.â
The silence afterward settles heavily between you both.
Around the table, nobody moves. The noise of the izakaya suddenly feels distant compared to the pressure building in the booth. You lean back slightly in your seat, eyes finally holding his properly instead of sliding politely past him like earlier.
âWhat exactly are you expecting from me here, Katsuki?â
The question catches him off guard immediately.
Not because of the words but because of the exhaustion in your tone that has completely replaced anger.
âI dunno,â he answers flatly, defensive before he can stop himself. âBasic acknowledgement maybe.â
You stare at him another second before letting out a small breath through your nose. Not dramatic. Not emotional. Just tired.
âI said hi when you walked in.â
âNo,â Katsuki says immediately, âyou said hi to Eijiro.â
Kaminari audibly mutters âoh my god, bets. Bets now!â under his breath before Mina immediately kicks him hard beneath the table.
Your fingers tap once lightly against your glass before stilling again completely.
Then, finally, something shifts in your expression.
And itâs not sadness.
Just plain right resignation. Like youâve already given up.
âYou want honesty?â you ask quietly.
Something inside Katsukiâs chest tightens instinctively.
Because now everybody at the table is looking literally anywhere except the two of you. Kirishima suddenly becomes very interested in his drink. Ochaco stares fixedly at the condensation sliding down her glass. Even Sero awkwardly clears his throat under his breath.
âFuck yeah, stop playing games.â
You hold Katsukiâs gaze the entire time when you speak again.
âI ainât got shit to say to you in front of everyone.â You say, bluntly, âbut since you say we donât have to play games, I didnât ignore you because I hate you,â you continue. âI ignored you because every single time I look at you, I remember the last conversation we had.â
The words land directly against his sternum. Heavy. Sharp like a swirly blade and enough that for a second he genuinely forgets how to respond.
The memory crashes back immediately whether he wants it to or not.
Rain hammering against pavement outside the apartment.
You crying so hard your voice kept shaking despite how badly you tried hiding it.
Him saying things he knew would hurt before they even left his mouth.
You standing there afterward like heâd physically reached inside your chest and twisted something apart with his bare hands.
âI wish I never met you.â
Katsuki remembers that part perfectly.
Worse, he remembers exactly what he said right before to make you say it. Something cruel. Something calculated. Something along the lines of âyouâre lying to yourself when you say you love me.â
Because back then hurting each other always came easier than admitting how badly neither of you wanted things to end.
Across the table, your expression remains composed, but now he notices the strain sitting carefully beneath it. The effort itâs taking you to stay this calm. To keep your voice level instead of letting old wounds split open in front of everyone.
âIâm not trying to make tonight uncomfortable,â you continue more quietly now. âI came because Iâm back in Japan and I missed everyone. Thatâs all.â
Everyone.
But not specifically him.
The distinction settles ugly and heavy enough inside his chest that he and everyone else in this room are short of words
The atmosphere around the table changes only when the emergency hero alert rings on everyoneâs phones.
Around you, everybody moves at once.
Years of training erase the awkwardness almost instantly. Drinks abandoned. Jackets pulled on. Conversations cut short mid-sentence while tables scrape across wood flooring. The emotional wreckage sitting between you and Katsuki gets shoved violently aside beneath instinct and urgency.
You stand automatically too.
And for one humiliating second, relief floods through you so fast it almost makes your knees weak. Because now you donât have to stay sitting across from him anymore.
You donât have to survive whatever expression is currently sitting on Katsukiâs face after what you just said.
You donât have to keep pretending your heart isnât beating so hard it physically hurts.
The group spills out into the cold Musutafu night in a rush of noise and movement. Sirens already echo faintly somewhere ahead, reflecting red against rain-slick pavement while civilians stop to stare at the sudden crowd of pro heroes flooding onto the sidewalk.
You breathe in sharply the second cold air hits your lungs.
It helps. Barely. Your hands still feel shaky and so fucking stupid..
Because the worst partâthe genuinely humiliating partâis that none of what you said was a lie.
You did ignore Katsuki because looking at him hurts.
But not in the way everyone at that table probably assumed. Everyone, including him, thinks itâs because you stopped loving him.
And honestly thatâwouldâve been easier.
The problem is, that standing across from Katsuki after three years still feels dangerously close to standing too near an open flame. Like one wrong moment of weakness could drag you straight back into him before you remember all the reasons you left in the first place.
And Godâyou wanted to.
Thatâs the pathetic part.
The second he walked into the restaurant tonight, broad shoulders filling the doorway, looking so pretty even if all the boyish charm had abandoned his face for good, while his eyes immediately found yours across the room, something inside your chest reacted so violently you almost forgot how to breathe.
Three years.
Three whole fucking years.
And your body still recognized him instantly.
You hated that.
Hated how good he looked. Hated how familiar his voice sounded. Hated that even now, after everything, some traitorous part of you still wanted to walk straight across the room and touch him just to prove he was real. Kiss him so you at least be able to go back to your friends overseas and let them know you got the kiss of closure youâve been wanting so desperately.Â
But you knew better now.
You had to know better now.
Because loving Katsuki always felt like standing too close to an explosion and convincing yourself the heat wasnât burning you alive.
You pull your hair back quickly while jogging after the others down the crowded sidewalk, the heels of your boots striking wet pavement hard enough to ground you back into the present. Neon signs blur overhead while people move aside hurriedly at the sight of pro heroes rushing past.
Beside you, Ochaco glances over briefly.
âYou okay?â
The question is gentle enough to make your throat tighten unexpectedly.
âYeah,â you answer immediately.
Too quickly.
Ochacoâs expression softens in that awful way people look at wounded animals they arenât sure how to help. That facade that all heroes put on when theyâre helping a missing child find their mommy.
You look away to let her go before she can say anything else.
Ahead of the group, Katsuki is already moving faster than everyone else, irritation practically radiating off him in waves while sparks crackle faintly against his palms. The familiar sight hits somewhere deep in your chest with painful precision.
God.
There he isâ Still carrying himself like the entire world personally offended him for existing.
And somehow you still love him enough it makes you feel sick.
You wonder briefly if he knows.
If heâs always known and if so, why heâs denying it.
Maybe thatâs what made the breakup so unbearable in the first place. Katsuki understood exactly how much power he had over you, and every time he got scared of needing someone that badly in return, he lashed out before you could hurt him first.
________
The robbery cleanup drags longer than expected.
Statements. Damage reports. Civilians needing reassurance. Media helicopters circling overhead long enough to become irritating background noise.
By the time everything finally settles, the sky above Musutafu has turned that heavy shade of black and blue. The streets are quieter now, washed silver beneath streetlights while exhausted civilians slowly reclaim the sidewalks. Neon signs remain glowing in the background of it all.
Katsuki feels wrung out.
Not physically, though. Physically heâs fine. His heart, at least, has finally stopped palpitating. Itâs everything else which isnât his heart that's clawing at the inside of his chest thatâs making him tired.
After an agonizing thirty minutes of broken communications on splitting the bill with everyone else, he gets dragged into easy conversation.
âAlright, alright,â Kaminari groans dramatically while stretching his arms over his head. âIâm officially declaring tonight cursed.â
âYou declare everything cursed,â Mina replies instantly.
âBecause everything is cursed.â
Kirishima snorts beside them while Izuku adjusts the strap of his gauntlets. âAt least nobody got seriously hurt.â
âYeah,â Katsuki mutters distractedly, digging his car keys from his pocket.
His mind hasnât stopped replaying the familiar sound of your voice through your conversation for the past twenty minutes. The kind of familiar that dug straight under his skin and stayed there.
Katsuki hates how much those words affected him. Hates that part of him wanted to turn around and ask what the hell that tone meant after everything thatâs happened between you before leaving for his hero duties.
Instead, he shoved it down where everything else goes. The pit of his dropping stomach.
The group behind him, after enthusiastically rejoicing and pleading for even a sight of his car, reaches the parking structure entrance together with him, footsteps echoing faintly through the concrete levels while fluorescent lights buzz overhead. Minaâs still talking about how good the food was. Kirishimaâs half-listening while Denki complains loudly about tomorrowâs paperwork.
Normal. Everything feels painfully normal again.
Izuku has already left to chase after Ochaco. Katsuki gets to go home with one less friend to lash out on and half a heart.
âLater, man,â Kirishima says to a far away Izuku raising a hand.
Katsuki barely listens while waving him off with a lazy flick of his hand.
Then he sees you. And every thought in his head immediately cuts clean in half.
Youâre standing beside his car. leaning against it casually. Not waiting in some cinematic pose.
Just there.
Hands tucked into the pockets of your jacket while cool garage lighting spills softly across your face. You look tired now. More tired than you did at dinner. Hair slightly messy. Faint smudges of eyeliner still near the corners of your eyes.
Real. Thatâs the first thing that hits him. Just you. Waiting for him.
Kirishima notices you first from the whole group.
âOh, hi.â
Mina stops talking.
Denkiâs eyes widen slightly before darting rapidly between both of you like he accidentally walked into live explosives.
Katsukiâs pulse kicks hard once against his ribs and his neck.
You look at him quietly before speaking.
ââŚCan we talk?â
Simple words. Calm voice. And somehow they hit harder than that joke of an argument earlier.
Nobody moves for about two seconds. Then Katsuki clicks his tongue sharply without taking his eyes off you.
âOi.â
Kirishima straightens immediately. âYeah?â
âGet lost.â
Denki nearly chokes.
Mina looks openly offended. âWow? Rude.â
âI said leave.â
âActually,â Kaminari says nervously, already backing away, âI think thatâs a fantastic idea.â
Kirishima hesitates longer.
Katsuki notices it instantly.
The concern. The donât blow this up worse look sitting all over his face.
âTch,â Katsuki mutters. âIâm not gonna start shit in a parking garage.â
âThatâs not super reassuring when you phrase it like that,â Mina says.
You huff out the faintest breath beside the carâalmost a laugh.
The sound catches Katsuki off guard badly enough that his eyes flick toward you automatically. Because he forgot for a second what it sounded like when your amusement wasnât forced. Heâs forgotten what it was like when he used to make you laugh, being so caught up in the destruction of it all.
Kirishima notices too. Something in his expression softens before he finally sighs heavily and throws his hands up. âAlright, alright. Weâre leaving.â
âBut if either of you commits emotional crimes,â Mina warns dramatically while walking backward toward the elevator, âIâm intervening.â
âYou say that like youâre emotionally qualified to help anybody,â Katsuki shoots back automatically. âOr like you have to wait around here.â
âSee? This is why therapy should be mandatory for heroes!â
The elevator doors of the garage close over the sound of Denki cackling.
And then theyâre gone.
Silence settles almost immediately afterward. Not awkward exactly.
The parking structure hums quietly around you both, fluorescent lights buzzing overhead while distant traffic echoes faintly from outside. Somewhere farther down the level, water drips steadily from a pipe into concrete.
Katsuki shoves one hand into his pocket to stop himself from fidgeting.
You still havenât moved from beside his car.
Up close now, he notices the exhaustion sitting beneath your eyes properly. The careful composure from dinner looks thinner somehow. Like tonight finally wore through it.
For a moment, neither of you speaks. Thenâ
âYou really think I hate you?â you ask quietly.
The question lands so directly he almost flinches.
Katsukiâs jaw tightens automatically. âYou ignored me for four fuckinâ hours.â
âI ignored you because I was trying not to ruin my own night.â
That catches him off guard enough to shut him up briefly.
You look away first, arms folding tighter across yourself.
âI spent three years trying to get over you,â you admit quietly. âDo you understand how humiliating it is that seeing you again almost reset all of it instantly?â
Katsuki feels something sharp twist low in his chest.
Because your voice still doesn't sound angry. It sounds like youâre simple frustrated with yourself.
âI didnât know what version of you was gonna walk into that restaurant tonight,â you continue. âAnd honestly? I was scared that if I talked to you normally for even five minutes, Iâd forget why we broke up in the first place.â
The parking garage suddenly feels too small, too warm. Katsuki stares at you, heartbeat starting to thud harder beneath his ribs again in a way that has nothing to do with fighting anymore. He starts thinking of every single moment today where his thoughts remained the same as yours.
You laugh softly then, but thereâs no humor in it.
âAnd the worst part is,â you murmur, eyes dropping briefly toward the concrete floor, âI still wanted you to come sit next to me. I keep thinking I want the goodbye kiss that I never got. I can never fully leave you behind and I think itâs just because I donât want to. Last year when you messaged me, I found myself excited at the thought of us getting back together.
The words hit him harder than any fight tonight did.
Just honest enough to split something open clean down the middle.
Katsuki stares at you like he genuinely forgot how to move for a second. Because heâd prepared himself for anger; âresentment, perhaps. Even the mischellanious instant where youâd be maybe telling him you moved on and he was pathetic for still carrying pieces of this -you- around like shrapnel under his skin.
He didnât prepare himself himself for this right now in any of his overthinking scenarios.
You standing in front of him at nearly two two in the morning, exhausted and vulnerable and still admitting you wanted him back once too. The million dollar question is: do you still?
The fluorescent lights of the parking lot above you the two of you flicker faintly. Somewhere deeper in the garage, a car alarm chirps once before falling silent againâKatsuki barely hears any of it.
âWhen I saw your message,â you continue more quietly, âI remember staring at my phone like an idiot for an hour before answering.â A weak laugh leaves you. âMy friend literally had to pry it out of my hands because I kept rereading it.â
His chest tightens painfully.
Because he remembers sending that message.
Sitting alone in his apartment after patrol with alcohol burning down his throat while he typed and deleted different versions of I miss you for nearly twenty minutes before settling on something colder instead. Something easier.
âWhy would you fucking unblock me?â
Pathetic.
âYou sounded angry,â you admit softly. âBut I still kept hoping maybe underneath it⌠maybe you missed me enough to try again.â
Katsuki looks away sharply, jaw flexing hard.
He did.
Thatâs the worst fucking part.
He remembers pacing around his kitchen waiting for your replies like his life depended on them. Remembers the stupid spike of hope every time his phone buzzed. Remembers ruining the entire conversation because the second things started feeling vulnerable again, panic crawled viciously straight up his spine and turned everything mean.
Same old him as always.
âYou told me I never changed,â he mutters roughly.
Your expression shifts slightly at that. Not regret exactly. Something sadder.
âBecause you hadnât.â
The honesty stings immediately because part of him knows youâre right. Back then heâd still been treating love like a fight he needed to win before somebody could abandon him first. Katsuki drags a hand hard down his face before laughing once under his breath. Bitter. Exhausted.
âYeah,â he mutters. âProbably deserved that one.â
Silence settles again after that. Raw, void of the hostility every other silence between you tonight. However, this time, the hostility of any previous silence between you tonight, is missing. Everything is raw and open like an oozing, fresh wound.
Had that been the case, heâd known better of.
Youâre still standing near his car with your arms folded tightly across yourself like youâre physically holding your own chest together. Katsuki notices your fingers trembling slightly against your sleeves.
Youâre nervous.
That realization hits unexpectedly hard too. Because he also forgot what it felt like knowing he could still affect you like this.
âI hated you for a while,â you admit suddenly, voice quieter now. âOrâI tried to, at least, at least.â You shake your head faintly. âI wanted to, anyway. It wouldâve made moving on easier.â
Katsuki doesnât interrupt.
Doesnât trust himself to.
âBut then stupid things kept happening,â you continue, eyes unfocused now like youâre talking more to yourself than him. âIâd hear someone laugh like you at work and my whole day would get weird after. Or somebody would burn coffee and suddenly Iâd remember your apartment.â Another soft, embarrassed laugh. âThereâs this hero overseas that yells exactly like you during meetings. I almost walked out the first time because I started tearing up.â
Something dangerously warm starts spreading low in Katsukiâs chest.
Not ego. Not satisfaction.
Something worseâHope.
Small and so fragile and so, so terrifying. and plainlyâ
You finally look back up at him then, expression open in a way he hasnât seen in years.
âAnd honestly?â you say quietly, âI think part of me kept waiting for you to come after me.â
That one nearly knocks the air clean out of him.
Because he wanted to.
God, he wanted to.
He remembers standing in airports during patrol assignments wondering what country you were in. Remembers opening your chat box dozens of timesâ knowing which one it was simply by how many weeks ago was your last conversationâ just to close it again before typing anything. Remembers seeing your name finally appear in his Instagram chat box instead of âUserâ and feeling his stomach drop so hard he had to sit down.
But wanting something and knowing how to hold onto it were always two different things for him.
Katsuki swallows hard before speaking.
âYou said you wished you never met me.â
Your face changes instantly. Pain flickers there, between your worried brows so quickly he almost misses it.
âI know.â
âYou meant it?â
âNo,â you answer immediately.
Too fast for it to not be honest. Katsuki would crack up a cocky smile if the sound of its admission didnât hook directly beneath his ribs.
You inhale shakily afterward, eyes dropping again.
âI said it because I wanted to hurt you back,â you admit. âAnd because youâd just spent an hour making me feel stupid and calling me a liar for telling you i loved you.â
The words land heavy between you both. Katsuki feels nausea twist unpleasantly in his stomach because he remembers that night perfectly now more than any other time.
Not just the fight.
Your face.
The way you looked at him like you were begging him to give you one reason to stay softer with each other instead of turning everything into a bloodbath.
And he had spectacularly failed, spectacularly.
âYou really thought I didnât love you?â you ask suddenly, quieter now.
And since the answer to your question is humiliating, Katsukiâs throat feels tight.
ââŚYeah.â
You stare at him for a long moment after that. Then you laugh again, but this time it sounds closer to heartbreak.
âKatsuki,â you whisper softly, âI moved across the world and still couldnât stop loving you properly.â
That one hurts.
Not in a bad way.
Worse.
Because suddenly all three years between you feel unbearably visible at once. Every missed call never made. Every airport not boarded. Every message typed and deleted. Every lonely apartment. Every night spent pretending this wasnât still sitting unfinished between you both. It never actually had to be that way.Â
Katsuki looks at you standing there beneath harsh garage lighting with tired eyes and shaky hands and too much honesty spilling out at once and realizes, with horrifying clarity, that if you were to claim your goodbye kiss; if you so as kissed him right now, he genuinely doesnât think heâd survive it quietly.
Neither of you says anything for a while after that.
The parking garage hums quietly around you, fluorescent lights buzzing overhead in uneven intervals while rainwater drips somewhere deeper in the structure with slow, hollow echoes. The city outside has started slipping into that strange hour between night and morning where everything feels softer around the edges. Traffic is thinner now. The distant sounds of Musutafu blur together into something low and tired beneath the concrete silence.
Katsuki can hear your breathing.
Not because the garage is particularly quiet, but because heâs standing too close to you again after three years and his body keeps locking onto every tiny thing automatically.
The way your shoulders rise slightly every time you inhale. The faint tremble still lingering in your fingers. The exhaustion sitting beneath your eyes.
You look nothing like the polished, untouchable version of yourself he built up in his head over the past few years. Standing here now, you just look human again.
Real enough to ache over.
To you⌠Does he look that way too?
âLetâs go, Iâll take you home.â Katsuki shifts his weight once before dragging a hand through his hair roughly. âWe should probably get outta here before Mina decides to come back and interrogate us.â
The corner of your mouth twitches faintly. âThat implies she never actually left.â
âSheâs probably hiding behind a concrete pillar right now.â
âShe absolutely is.â
The tiny bit of shared amusement loosens something dangerously fragile between you both.
Katsuki unlocks the car with a sharp click of the key fob. Then you glance toward the passenger side before looking back at him again, uncertainty flickering briefly across your expression like youâre second-guessing whether this is a good idea.
Honestly, heâs wondering the same thing.
Because every second around you tonight has felt like standing near something unstable with no self-control left to keep his hands off it.
Still, he opens the passenger door for you anyway.
You hesitate only a second before climbing inside.
The interior of the car smells faintly like leather, rain, and burnt caramel coffee from whatever drive-through Kirishima dragged him through earlier this week. Soft dashboard lights glow low against the dark while droplets of rain slide slowly down the windshield overhead. The city reflects across the glass in blurred streaks of neon and gold.
Katsuki rounds the front of the car slowly, pulse thudding heavier with every step.
By the time he slides into the driverâs seat, the air inside already feels too warm.
Youâre sitting angled slightly toward the window, arms folded loosely across yourself while the glow from passing streetlights softens the side of your face. Your makeupâs mostly worn off by now. Thereâs still a faint smear of eyeliner and mascara at the corner of your eye.
He has to physically stop himself from reaching over to wipe it away.
Silence settles again, but itâs different inside the car.
The enclosed space presses everything tighter together until even breathing feels too noticeable.
Katsuki rests one hand against the steering wheel without starting the engine. âSo what now?â
You let out a quiet breath through your nose before leaning your head back against the seat. âI donât know.â you sigh âI didnât really think this far ahead.â
âYeah,â he mutters. âMe neither.â
Rain starts tapping lightly against concrete again. Thin at first. Then steadier.
Your eyes drift toward the sound automatically. âIt always rains when we talk about serious shit.â
Katsuki snorts softly before he can stop himself. âThatâs because you always picked fights during storms.â
âI did not.â
âYou absolutely did.â
A small laugh escapes you then, quieter than before but real enough that something in his chest twists painfully around it. God, he missed that sound. Missed sitting beside you while conversations slipped this easily between silence and teasing without either of you forcing it.
A newer realization scares him a little; It would be so easy to fall right back into this. Too easy.
You turn toward him slightly then, knees shifting against the seat. âCan I ask you something?â
âTch. You usually do anyway.â
Your eyes narrow faintly at the automatic attitude, but thereâs no real heat behind it now. âWhy didnât you come after me?â
The question settles heavily into the space between you both.
Katsukiâs jaw tightens immediately.
Outside, headlights slide briefly across the windshield before disappearing down the garage ramp. He watches the reflections fade instead of looking directly at you.
âDidnât think you wanted me to.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â
Of course it isnât.
You were always annoyingly good at pulling honesty out of him even when he fought it.
Katsuki exhales slowly through his nose before speaking. âBecause I thought if I showed up and you looked happier without meâŚâ He laughs once under his breath, rough and humorless. âDidnât think I could handle that. Itâd just fucking prove iâm hard to love and youâre better without me.â
The space between you afterward feels fragile.
When he finally looks over, your expression has softened into something unbearably tender.
Fuck, fuckâFuck.
âYouâre an idiot,â you murmur quietly.
Thereâs no cruelty in it. Maybe a tad of acceptance. A smear of sadness.
Your eyes flick downward briefly then back to his face, and suddenly Katsuki becomes painfully aware of how close youâre sitting. The center console feels too small now. The air feels thick with old history and exhaustion and everything neither of you managed to bury properly.
His gaze drops to your mouth before he can stop it.
He notices immediately when your breathing changes.
Slight.
Barely there.
But enough.
The tension inside the car shifts all at once after that.
Not explosive and immediate, like heâs used to. Itâs slow and dangerous. Like something pulling tighter inch by inch.
Katsukiâs fingers flex once against the steering wheel. âTell me to stop looking at you like that.â
Your throat moves subtly when you swallow.
âYou first.â
Fuck. Shit!
The flirtiness in your tone hits him hard enough to feel somewhere low in his stomach.
Rain streaks slower down the windshield now, blurring neon lights outside into smeared ribbons of color while the heater hums faintly beneath the dashboard. The whole car feels suspended outside time somehow. Separate from the rest of the city. With nothing left to do but park at the side of the road, Katsuki swerves the steering wheel towards his new direction.
When he shuts off the engine, youâre the one who moves first.
Barely.
Just enough to lean a little closer and more tentative toward him. Youâre giving him room to pull away if he wants to.
Katsuki doesnât. Neither pull away, nor want to.
His hand reaches for your face almost automatically, rough palm settling carefully against your jaw like muscle memory never left him at all. The contact pulls a shaky breath from you instantly, and that sound alone nearly destroys whatever restraint he still has left.
He kisses you before he can think too hard about it.
And it feels exactly like coming home to something he convinced himself no longer existed.
Warm.
Familiar.
Devastating.
You make this tiny broken noise against his mouth the second the kiss lands properly, fingers grabbing instinctively at the front of his shirt like you need something solid to hold onto. Katsuki feels his entire chest cave inward around the feeling of you kissing him back just as desperately. His lips ache with buzzing numbness and he tries his very best to even remember the steps to a kiss heâs trained to fit perfectly into.
Three years of missing each other crashes together all at once inside that kiss.
His other hand slides against your waist, pulling you closer over the center console while rain drums steadily overhead. Your lips part against his almost immediately, breath shaky and uneven as the kiss deepens into something messier. Hungrier.
Katsuki kisses like heâs starving.
Always has.
Like every emotion he doesnât know how to say properly gets forced violently through his hands and mouth instead.
You remember that instantly.
He feels it in the way your fingers tighten against him. The way your breathing starts breaking apart every time he kisses you harder. The way you lean into him like you missed this just as badly as he did.
When you finally pull back for air, neither of you gets very far.
Your forehead rests shakily against his while both of you breathe the same recycled air inside the dark car. Katsukiâs hand is still cupping your jaw. Your fingers are still twisted tightly into his shirt.
With one swift movement, Katsukiâs hand forces your jaw right into his, your lips slamming against each other's once again.
The kiss turns rough immediately.
Not careless âNever careless with you.
Katsukiâs just overwhelmed by the sheer force of finally having you this close again after years spent trying to convince himself he could survive without it.
Your breath catches sharply against his mouth when he kisses you deeper this time, fingers twisting harder into the front of his shirt while the center console digs awkwardly against your hip from how far youâve leaned toward him. Rain continues sliding steadily down the windshield outside, blurring neon lights into streaks of gold and red across the dark interior of the car.
Katsuki barely notices any of it anymore.
All he can focus on is you.
The warmth of your mouth.
The familiar way you melt and tense at the same time whenever he kisses you too hard.
The shaky inhale you keep failing to steady every time his thumb brushes beneath your jaw.
His chest feels unbearably tight.
Because this isnât nostalgia anymore.
It isnât just memory. Youâre actually here. Actually kissing him back with enough desperation that it almost hurts.
A strained sound escapes him before he can stop it, muffled against your lips while he pulls you even closer over the console. His hand slips from your jaw into your hair, fingers curling carefully at the base of your neck like he physically cannot stand another inch of distance between you both.
You break the kiss first this time, but only barely. Only enough for more air.
Your lips still brush his when you speak.
âKatsukiââ
His name falls apart halfway through your breath, soft enough that he nearly loses whatever remains of his self-control entirely.
Because you still say his name the same way.
But now he knows it means something. He can accept it means something.
Katsukiâs forehead presses hard against yours while he tries and fails to regulate his breathing. The inside of the car suddenly feels too hot, thick with condensation and recycled air and of unresolved feelings collapsing violently into each other all at once.
âYou gotta stop lookinâ at me like that,â he mutters hoarsely.
Your brows pull together faintly. âLike what?â
âLike you and i willââ He cuts himself off immediately, jaw tightening hard enough to ache.
The words refuse to come out cleanly.
You stare at him for a second too long after that, your expression softening into something that almost looks painful.
âKatsuki,â you whisper quietly, âI literally just told you I couldnât move on.â
Yeah. He knows.
And somehow hearing it still doesnât feel real.
âBut if we yâknowânow,â he coughs âmaybe youâll regret it.â
His eyes search your face automatically like heâs trying to find evidence that this is temporary. That youâll wake up tomorrow and realize kissing him again was a mistake. That eventually youâll remember all the reasons loving him became unbearable in the first place.
The fear must show somewhere across his expression because your hand suddenly lifts toward his face.
Your fingertips brush against the side of his jaw where the faint razor burn still sits from earlier tonight, and the tenderness behind the touch nearly destroys him more effectively than the kissing did.
âKatsuki, are you talking about sex?â you murmur softly, whispering the last word extensively.Â
A weak huff of laughter leaves him despite himself. His lower lip pouts out.
âYou always get this line between your eyebrows whenever you get shy like this.â
Your thumb smooths unconsciously against the spot moments later like muscle memory. Katsuki feels his stomach twist painfully around the familiarity of it.
God.
He missed this.
Not even the kissing specifically. Not even the sex. (And heâs missed these two plenty)
Just this.
You knowing him so instinctively that his body reacts before his brain catches up.
âI wouldnât regret it. Iâve wanted it so much even though I was convinced itâd never happen again. I canât regret doing something that I want to do.â
Your words settle heavy enough in his chest that suddenly he needs to kiss you again before he says something humiliating.
His mouth crashes back against yours harder this time.
You make another soft noise into the kiss immediately, one that sounds dangerously close to heartbreak, and Katsuki swears he feels the sound straight through his ribs. His hand tightens carefully at the back of your neck while your fingers slide upward into his hair, slightly damp strands catching between your knuckles.
The angle is awkward across the center console.
Neither of you cares.
Your knee bumps clumsily against the gear shift while Katsuki leans further toward you, broad shoulders pressing you deeper into the passenger seat unintentionally from the sheer force of how badly heâs kissing you now. Every breath between you feels uneven. Messy. Shared.
Three years disappears frighteningly fast like this. Just temporarily drowned beneath the overwhelming relief of finally touching each other again.
Katsuki feels your hand trembling slightly where it cups the side of his face.
The realization makes him pull back barely enough to look at you.
Your lips are swollen now. Eyes glassy beneath the dashboard glow while your breathing comes apart in shallow bursts that mirror his almost exactly. Then your expression shifts suddenly, something vulnerable flickering across it fast enough to make his chest tighten again.
âWhat if we do this again?â you ask quietly. âWhat if we try again and it ruins us worse this time?â
The question lands hard because itâs real. Not dramatic or hypothetical. Youâre genuinely afraid. Because itâs been over three years since youâve kissed, even more since you were intimate with each other, since you held an actual conversation.
And honestly? So is he.
Katsuki stares at you in the dim car lighting while rain taps softly overhead, your fingers still resting against his jaw like youâre scared to let go completely.
Then, slowly, he turns his head just enough to press a kiss against the center of your palm,vermillion eyes locked in yours..
The gesture feels strangely vulnerable coming from him.
âI think,â he says roughly afterward, eyes still fixed on yours, too sceptical, âit already ruined us the first time.â His thumb brushes carefully against your waist, then, sensually across your ribs âDidnât stop either of us from wanting it again.â
It feels strangely fragile now that the adrenaline of finally kissing each other has settled slightly. Not awkward exactly. Just painfully real in a way neither of you can hide from anymore.Â
Neither of you seems fully willing to let go first.
You look mentally exhausted. The kind of exhaustion that seeps into your bones and bleeds across the surface of your skin; heart beating fast, eyes wide open and desperate. Katsuki, for worse luck despite it all, probably looks the same.
Your eyes drift downward briefly before you let out a small breath through your nose. âThis is probably a terrible idea.â
Katsuki huffs quietly. âYeah.â
âBut I really donât care right now.â you admit âdo you?â
âHell nah!â
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yes, babe, youâre sick and twisted, will you come back to bed- what? yes, of course youâre evil and irredeemable. now can you please cuddle with me
âšââĄâ what the heart wants (pt. 3) | dk x bk x reader ââĄââš
| part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 coming soon... |
ââ´ď¸Ë・â recommended to read other parts first, but not required! izuku's girlfriend realizes she has a teeny tiny crush on his best and oldest friend, katsuki. at least, it starts that way. or maybe, you've all felt this way for a long time, and just need that little push... â・Ëâ´ď¸â 10k wc
٠࣪â cw: 18+, smut, reader x izuku established relationship, buildup and yearning, fem!sub!reader, softdom!izuku, switch!katsuki, oral sex (m & f!receiving), praise kink, slight dacryphilia, slight size kink, manhandling, teasing, spitting, voyeurism (just to be safe), edging (also to be safe), somnophilia (reader is woken up w/head), reader is mentioned having hair, barely proofread so please excuse any mistakes and let me know if i forgot any tags!
٠࣪â author's note: finally finished this omg. been feeling very deadbeat writer lately lol. part 4 is currently in the works and to be posted soon :) these three are so fun to write i <3 them
for you, it starts with a dream.Â
you are no stranger to sex dreams. sometimes they're about your boyfriend, sometimes they're about someone you haven't seen in ten years, it doesnât really matter. usually afterwards, you wake up with a little smirk; izuku performs his usual analysis of your face upon waking, kisses your jaw and asks: whatâd you dream about, baby? he always seems to know about your unconscious escapades, because when you mumble about having a dirty dream he giggles and ask who the star was.
this particular morning, however, you turn away from his still sleeping form without even opening your eyes. your heart is pounding in your chest, and youâre afraid that if you lay too close to him, izuku will somehow hear it, or sense it. he seems to have a freaky ability to notice every shift in your mood, every step your body takes away from perfect homeostasis.Â
izuku kissing you and looking at you and perceiving you is the last thing you need right now. if he makes eye contact with you for long enough heâll know that youâre being weird and heâll surely ask you about it, so you need to buy yourself some time to calm down.
not that you have anything to hide. not really.Â
you decide to craft the perfect exit, sitting up with purpose, but not too abruptly.Â
heâs already groaning and starting to reach for you when you swoop down, plant a kiss on his forehead and say, âmorning love, i have to pee real quick,â before swinging your legs over the side of the bed and scrambling towards the bathroom.
itâs the right choice. his voice, scratchy with sleep, calls, âno, stayyyââ a yawn cutting him off before he continues, âbaby, come back anâ cuddle with meeeâŚâ
you canât help but snort. âi will literally be right back!âÂ
as you scurry down the hallway to the toilet, you pat your hands on your cheeks, tapping to try and dispel the heat simmering there that threatens to boil over.Â
you veer into the bathroom and sit on the edge of the tub, rubbing your eyes vigorously to clear your head; when you close them, you can still picture the dream, every gory little detail. what strikes you more than the actual events in the dream is the feeling of it, one that still lingers in your chest.Â
youâd been in your bed; nothing too crazy!Â
the visuals are hazy in the way dreams are after waking, but you know youâd been gripping and clawing at someoneâs broad back, with taught muscles rippling under your fingers. you remember the feeling of hot breath at your neck, with the occasional kiss or nip tugging vulnerable moans from your lips.Â
whoever it was was grinding into you deep and slow, tip kissing your cervix with each thrust. with your ankles locked around his torso, you prevented him from getting too far away, keeping your hips practically flush.Â
you remember feeling overwhelmed, overcome, something stirring in your gut that felt an awful lot like an intense, focused affection. the whole dream held an air of warmth and connection, like something familiar.Â
youâd carded you hands through soft locks, pulling and tugging at the strands, wanting whoever it was to kiss you. when you looked up at him, finally focusing your gaze, all too familiar eyes met yours â eyes the color of fresh blood, or a ripe cherry. the hair youâd been playing with blonde and spiked, but softer than youâd thought possible.Â
in the dream, youâd cupped his cheek, and his skin felt silken, damp with a sheen of sweat; youâd kissed him hard, kissed him messy, kissed him like you needed his lips to survive. you distinctly recall that thereâd been a string of spit connecting you to each other when he pulled away.Â
right before slipping back into consciousness, youâd gasped his name like a prayer, like confessionâŚ
âkatsuki, ka-katsuki!âÂ
when you open your eyes now, ass freezing against the chilled porcelain of your bathtub, your lips part, forming an oh. you allow yourself a small chuckle as you relish in the feeling of the dream before it dissipates.Â
it really isnât a big deal, right? now that youâre waking up more, the disorientation you felt upon waking is fading. that was⌠confusing, certainly, but with a clearer head you can acknowledge, it was just a dream. nothing to worry about. nothing here to overthink!
before leaving the bathroom, you flush the toilet so izuku doesnât wonder and go ahead and wash your hands; maybe it will help you feel a little less⌠dirty.Â
you give yourself a once over in the mirror, wiping any trace of the dream from your face. not that youâre hiding it, you just donât really want to endure the teasing that will absolutely occur if you admit that you had a sex dream about kacchan.Â
god, you shudder at the thought. izuku never let you live it down. itâs best to keep it to yourself.
back in your bed, he wraps himself around you the second your body hits the mattress, nuzzling your face with his nose and planting kisses all over your cheeks. it makes any more thoughts regarding the dream vanish from your mind. instead, you just bask in the steady stream of adoration. Â
âyou took forever,â he mumbles, and you laugh because really, thereâs no way you were gone for longer than five minutes. ânext time âm coming with you.â
itâs a good thing youâre so head over heels in love with him, because the intensity with which he cares for you, loves you, needs you isnât for the faint of heart. âso needy,â you chide, curling into him and adjusting your position until you fit like two puzzle pieces. one of his emerald curls is sticking out above the others and you twist it around your finger.Â
for just a moment, you see a flash of blonde hair instead. all of the sudden it feels a little harder to get a good breath.
soft lips are pressing against the hollow of your throat when he murmurs, âcanât help it.â he tucks his head into your chest, biting once before resting his cheek against the soft flesh of your breast.Â
âizuku,â you murmur.Â
âhm?â
âcan you grab my phone?â without moving from his position, the arm slung over your waist gropes around behind you, searching your nightstand. he strains, trying to grab the phone without getting up from his comfortable position, until he finally grasps it and holds it above his head, mumbling something that sounds like âhereâ into your skin. âthanks,â you say, taking it from him.Â
at first you go through the motions; checking your notifications, responding to a few texts, and briefly skimming your email before opening instagram to check your feed. of course, the first photo is of a certain explosive pro hero, suit half off and tied at the waist to expose a tight white tank top. flexed biceps fill your field of vision when you hold the screen closer, peering over the photo with a particularly attentive eye.Â
katsuki looks good. like, suspiciously good. the last time you remember him posting on instagram wasâŚ. well, you honestly canât remember the last time he posted. despite the little blue checkmark by his name, his profile was pretty much empty, save for semi-annual posts announcing hero rankings and obligatory photo ops with hero safety commission officials.Â
well, his profile used to be empty, but it isnât anymore. clicking his account and scrolling down, you find at least ten new posts. theyâre all shots of katsuki in his suit, at his desk, on patrol; theyâre great photos, and heâs even smiling in a couple of them. he looks ruggedly handsome in all, with over half exposing the definition of his bare arms. someone has to be behind this.Â
âhey,â you say, âdid kacchan hire a new publicist or something?â
izukuâs voice is muffled when he answers, âyeah, after that incident with the camera guy, remember?âÂ
ah, yes, the incident where katsuki had rather unceremoniously destroyed a camera belonging to a nosy reporter. sure, the reporter was kind of asking for it, trying to force an interview while katsuki was in the middle of a dangerous job, but still, the footage made him look pretty bad. heâd dropped two spots in the rankings, and complained about it for days afterwards.Â
âright, rightâŚâ your reply is absentminded, as youâre too busy grinning to yourself and typing out a comment under the most recent post:Â
someone tell him to put those guns away, i feel threatened
unable to stop yourself, you like and comment under all of the new posts. the hero fangirl inside of you seemingly takes over your body as you appreciate this latest photo campaign.
his new publicist is great at their job, with each photo serving a specific purpose: some to make him look sexy, some to make him appear tough on the outside and soft on the inside, some giving him a certain⌠approachability. considering his reputation, itâs no small feat â one photo, clearly a candid, shows him tenderly scratching a stray cat behind the ears, and you giggle at the vulnerable expression adorning his features.
once youâve admired all the new posts, you click your phone off, tossing it behind izuku and burying your hands in his hair. it earns you a gentle little sigh, encouraging you to scratch softly at his scalp.Â
âitâs about time,â you joke. âhe could be in the top five easy if he just locked in.â
izuku laughs, shifting his head so that he can gaze up at you. âkacchan has always struggled with his attitude.â
âthatâs a nice way of putting it,â you mutter, kissing his temple before shifting towards getting up. âcâmon babe, letâs get up and make breakfast.â
âspeaking of kacchanâŚâ izuku mumbles, stretching like a cat before rolling himself out of bed. âwhat do you think it would take to get him to come over and cook for us right now?â he says it with the cadence of a joke, but you know heâs secretly wistful, and you share in the sentiment.Â
âmore than either of us can give him,â you sigh ruefully as you slide into slippers and wrap a throw blanket around your shoulders. âiâll put the kettle on.â
later that week, katsuki drives you to an appointment.Â
it feels a little like torture, being trapped in a car with him. all you can seem to think about is how good he smells, and how nice this is, and how for some reason you kinda wanna reach out and touch his armâŚ. you surprise yourself when you do it, and his muscles tense beneath your fingertips. but he doesnât pull away.Â
if you didnât know better, youâd notice the tick of his jaw, or the way he readjusts his grip on the wheel, gripping it harder. youâd notice the glances he keeps sneaking when he thinks you arenât looking.Â
but you do know better. so even if all these things register somewhere in the back of your mind, you ignore them.Â
if you didnât know better, youâd have sent him off with a smile and a wave and a thank you. youâd have said goodbye in the car, instead of walking around to his window.Â
it seems maybe you donât know better after all.Â
thereâs no plan when you tap on the glass, no plan when you find yourself patting his shoulder. your body reaches for him without your permission, wanting to touch, to feel. itâs without forethought when your lips press against the sizzling skin of his cheek, and you pull away fast, like youâve been burned. thatâs why you turn and bolt, trying to ignore the heat in your cheeks as you run away.Â
after your appointment, you think about that car ride the entire train to ua. something about it felt charged, like a spark that had turned into a proper flame and was now demanding your attention. it was something that had been simmering quietly, ever since that dream youâd had; easy to ignore at first, but not anymore.Â
your arrival at uaâs campus aligns with the end of the last classes of the day. luckily, you come around often enough that youâve been awarded your own permanent visitorâs pass, and it allows you to breeze right through security and make a beeline for izukuâs classroom.
he had promised to get off as early as possible today, so the two of you could spend some quality time together.
you hate that youâre almost nervous to see him. itâs not like you really have a reason to be. no crazy lines have been crossed â itâs perfectly acceptable to platonically kiss your friend of several years on the cheek, right?Â
except that something about it didnât feel⌠platonic. being really honest with yourself, you can acknowledge that maybe you kissed katsuki to prove your gut feeling wrong. if you kissed him and felt nothing, then that was that, nothing more to it. but you hadnât felt nothing.Â
in fact, youâd distinctly felt something. like a bloom of warmth in your chest that spread into your tummy, through each limb and to the tips of your fingers and toes.Â
thereâs this nasty whisper of guilt churning along with the warm feeling too. you listen to it, let it guide you to the truth.
you feel guilty. you feel guilty because you feel like you crossed a boundary. you feel like you crossed a boundary because⌠something about that kiss felt like more than friendship. and what about izuku⌠what would he say if you told him about it? probably nothing. almost certainly nothing. so why does it feel like youâve done something wrong? maybe because of the way your gut twisted when you got close to katsuki. something about the way he smells, the way his skin feels, the way it made your heart flutter⌠well, youâre only human, canât help your bodyâs reactions.
so then why do you want to chase that feeling?Â
all these thoughts flood your mind in a rapid succession, and your heart starts to pound as the implications of this realization hit you: for whatever reason, youâve developed a little crush on your boyfriendâs best friend.Â
just as you come to this conclusion, you reach the door to izukuâs classroom. thereâs no time for you to pause a moment and gather your thoughts, because the last few students are trickling out the open door and izuku sees you from his desk, breaking into a smile and waving.
thereâs only time to take a deep breath in, and then let it out. youâll deal with⌠whatever it is youâre feeling later, when youâre by yourself and can process through it.Â
you and izuku chat passively as he finishes up the last of his work, grading a couple of late assignments and answering some emails. true to his word, he finishes much earlier than he usually does.
on the train home, you sit in a comfortable silence, hand wrapped around his arm as you gaze out the window and he fiddles with his phone. he squeezes your leg gently and you glance over at him.Â
âdid we have dinner plans?â he half whispers, gesturing to the map on his screen. it indicates youâll need to get off soon if you plan on stopping at the store before heading home.Â
you nod. âwe have leftovers from the last time kacchan came over, remember? theyâre in the freezer, shouldnât take too long to heat up.â his face brightens a little bit as he nods, rubbing the same spot on your leg softly, as if to say: alright, you can go back to your window gazing now.Â
the next few minutes pass quietly, until you notice from the corner of your eye that izuku is analyzing his phone with an intense look on his face.
when you look over, your heart drops into your ass; heâs got katsukiâs instagram pulled up, and one of your comments is at the top of the screen, clear as day. as he swipes through the profile, you notice that he pulls up the comment section on each photo he looks at, although his face doesnât give any more away.Â
in fact, as he scrolls, he develops this little smile on his face. when he sees the photo with the cat, he laughs quietly and screenshots it.Â
turning to face him, you lay your head against his shoulder, peering at his screen with a casual air, trying to make it seem like you havenât been watching him for the last five minutes. although, you donât think he even notices you, too engrossed in checking out pictures of katsuki.
âwhatcha lookinâ at?â you murmur, calling his attention to you. in reply, he enthusiastically shows you the photo currently on the screen. itâs the same one youâd seen a few weeks prior, with kacchanâs arms all flexed and sweaty, smirk burning your skin through the screen.Â
izukuâs voice is shaky with the effort he uses to keep it quiet. his excitement is radiating out of him in waves, contagious and frankly, adorable. you want to cup his face and squeeze his cheeks, but instead you just sit and listen as he launches into all of the subtleties of the photo you hadnât even noticed: how itâs a different version of the hero suit usually kacchan wears, how heâs not wearing his gloves in this photo but he is holding them, how he took a picture of izukuâs hair for the exact shade of green and sent it to his developer, how healed the scars on his arm look.Â
izuku zooms in with a flick of his fingers, showing you the pale pink marks that curve around his friendâs arm. heâs right, but thatâs not what youâre paying attention to, raking your eyes over the bulge of muscles that lie underneath the scars instead.Â
like he can read your thoughts, he says, âyâknow, i think heâs been working out more too.â you quirk an eyebrow, and he seems to take it as an invitation to go on. âkacchan looks so buff in this, donât you think? or this oneââÂ
as he proceeds to show you several pictures (all of which youâve already seen) youâre not really paying attention to the photos anymore. youâre focused instead on the man holding the phone.Â
izuku is beaming, glowing really, when he talks about katsuki. someone who doesnât know him as well as you do might not be able to see it, but to you he almost appears to be⌠blushing.Â
the more you stare, the more you think that heâs definitely flushed, even if it is only slightly. thereâs this glimmer in his eyes, and you realize with a start that it feels so familiar because itâs what he looks like when he talks about you.Â
ââor this, with the cat? babe, did you see this one?â he interrupts your train of thought and you blink, looking back at the photo in his hand.Â
âi love that one,â you say.Â
âi think itâs my favorite,â izuku agrees. âhe looks so⌠soft. itâs definitely good for his image and all, butâŚâ heâs looking at katsuki with such gentleness, such adoration, that you feel like your heart skips a beat. âiâm just happy that other people might get to see him how we do, see what heâs really like.â
for some reason, it feels like you might start to cry. you take one of his hands in both of yours, kiss his knuckles before intertwining your fingers. âyeah,â you agree. âour kacchan is a big softy.âÂ
he just presses a kiss to your temple and goes back to his instagram admiring, but youâre done looking for now. youâre afraid if you look at izukuâs face for even a second longer youâre going to burst into tears on this train, and then youâd have some real explaining to do.Â
later that night, after the two of you have cooked and cleaned and showered and not watched the movie on the tv, you lay in your bed. the lights are off, and your bedroom is shrouded in darkness. itâs good, and with izuku sleeping soundly beside you, it forces you to close your eyes and take deep breaths and think.Â
having a crush while being in a relationship isnât unheard of. it isnât even the end of the world. sometimes feelings can be complicated and that doesnât mean you have any intention of acting on them.Â
still, you canât shake that feeling from the train. every time you think about izukuâs face when he talked about katsuki, a wave of emotions crashes over your head, overwhelming and confusing. some almost sad, twinged with the strangest sense of grief and jealousy.Â
but mostly? thereâs just completely unbridled joy. you feel so overcome with a euphoric sense of jubilation that it fills your cup and runneth over.
tears slip and slide their way down your cheeks now, and you let them.Â
there arenât really words for this feeling. itâs like the crushing freedom of recognizing the truth. you want to cling to the past, cling to what you know, cling to whatâs comfortable, but deep down you know that you canât.Â
itâs like a veil has been lifted, and now everything is so bright and so high definition it hurts your eyes, but god, thereâs so much to look at.Â
you fall asleep like this, swimming in a cocktail of melancholy and exhilaration and fear and curiosity and shame and tears.Â
and love, too. thereâs lots of that in your heart when your eyes finally flutter closed and sleep curls around your mind like a cat, lulling you back to dreamland where your brain can process while your body rests.Â
this time the dream is different.Â
youâre alone, in a room and a place you donât recognize. itâs a house, or maybe an apartment â itâs unclear, everything is fuzzy around the edges.Â
youâre sitting in a chair in a living room. vaguely, you register an open window, with fresh air filtering in. you stand, moving to run your hands through the undulating curtains, but youâre stopped in your tracks when you hear a sound come from your left.Â
unaware of it until this moment, you turn to see a hallway, unlit, beckoning. itâs more like a tunnel, and the door the end is closed, just begging for you to open it and find out whatâs on the other side. right now in this moment, it feels as though the whole world is waiting for you on the other side, and youâll stop at nothing to see it. as you drift down the tunnel in almost a trance, you think that your palms might be sweating, but you canât be sure.Â
and then one of them rests against the knob, and you pause. lean in, press your ear against the door, and listen.Â
thereâs this familiar cadence, familiar tone and lilt to the voices you hear. what they say isnât clear, but the occasional moan, or gasp, says it all. a chime of laughter, a gruff chuckle. the sound of panting and skin against skin.Â
your heart is pounding in your chest and in your clit, and your knees rub together as you listen, body fully against the door now.Â
you can almost see behind the door, like a flash of light blinking in and out in your mind; see the tongues dancing and hands being pressed down into the pillows; practically hear the breathless little whimpers and taste the sweat and sex on the air and you want to go in, you want to see, you want to touch, and when you hear the name, izuku, tone pleading and wrecked, when you hear that oh so familiar, condescending little hum in responseâŚ
your eyes fly open and you shoot straight up in bed, sweating, blood pumping furiously like youâve just gone for a run. izuku jolts awake beside you, instinctively scanning the room before turning to you and running his hands over your arms to check for signs of injury. once he seems satisfied that youâre physically unharmed, he studies your face; his posture is hunched and heâs holding back a yawn, but his eyes are sharp and alert, trying to trace the source of your unease.
with a gravelly voice still heavy with sleep, he asks, âhey, whatâs wrong?âÂ
you press your hand to your chest and rub the spot over your heart, trying to trick it into slowing itâs rapid fluttering. sitting up so fast has disoriented you a little, and you fall back to the mattress, tugging izuku with you and curling into his side. âi jusâ had a dream,â you whisper, âmâokay, sorry.âÂ
turning on his side to face you, he gently pulls you closer and rubs soothing circles into your back as you nestle your head under his chin. face pressed into his chest, you focus on the sound of his heartbeat, letting it lull you into a relaxed state.
itâs starting to feel like your dreams are trying to tell you something. thereâs this idea rolling around the line between conscious and subconscious, and you cling to it, coaxing it forward and into the light. a simple concept, really.Â
the heart wants what it wants.Â
when you wake the next morning, still wrapped tight in izukuâs loving embrace, you know what you want. you feel a little lightheaded as you finally, truly admit it to yourself.
you have feelings for katsuki. crazy, intense feelings of yearning and longing and all that. real feelings. and youâre pretty sure izuku does, too. maybe youâve both had them for a while now. and you want, you need⌠something you donât know how to define yet.
but first things first, you have to find some way to confirm your suspicions.Â
when sunday rolls around, you find yourself anxiously anticipating katsukiâs arrival. itâs pretty typical for the three of you to have dinner at the weekâs end, but today feels different, or maybe itâs just you who feels different. you flit about, wiping counters that have already been cleaned and sweeping the same part of the floor three times.Â
âare we expecting royalty this evening?â izuku calls cheekily after your second pass with the vacuum. heâs sitting at the table, poring over a pile of papers he needs graded by tomorrow. you scoff and unceremoniously yank the cord out of the wall, and he chuckles, focus still directed to the work in front of him. âkacchan isnât that judgmental, whatâs going on?â
âi justâŚâ you sigh. pause for a moment to think things through. âi guess iâm just a little⌠worried.âÂ
he looks up at you then, patting his lap to call you over. his tone is laced with concern when he says, âwhat are you worried about?â
you cross the room and sit, smoothing your clothes as you perch on the edge of his thigh, and he rolls his eyes, tugging you all the way on to his lap and squeezing your waist gently.Â
âdo you think he ever feels⌠like, taken advantage of?âÂ
âlike⌠by us?â you nod and izuku loosens his grip on your waist, resting a hand atop your thigh as the other taps his chin. âhonestly, iâve never thought about it. although i guess we are kind of dependent on him sometimes, and we have to consider the fact that we live together so he always ends up coming over here, plus the fact that we donât have a car and he ends up spending more on gas, and sometimes he has to bring his fancy cooking stuff with him which could be an added hassleâŚâ he looks at you with wide eyes. âgosh, i hope he doesnât. maybe we should say something tonight.â
you nod again. âyeah, maybe we should. just so he knows how much we care, yâknow?âÂ
when katsuki arrives soon after, he seems a little distracted and irritable. you ask him about work and he just grunts in response, and when you lightly kick at his shin and say, âhello, earth to kacchan?â, he starts.
âthe hell was that for?â
tilting your head, you say, âyou seem a little out of it, are you feeling alright?â when you reach forward to feel his forehead, he lurches away from your hand, nearly smacking against the wall behind him.Â
âyes woman, youâre being paranoid. go away and let me cook in peace.â is it your imagination, or is there the faintest rouge tickling his neckline?
you try and help him anyway, despite his groans that youâll mess up his process.
âkatsuki bakugou, are you kicking me out of my own kitchen?â you tease, crossing your arms and giving him a playful glare.Â
despite his sour mood, he cracks a smile and rolls his eyes, shoving your face away with no real fight. âthink i cook in this kitchen more than you do,â he argues back. âso yeah, iâm gonna call the shots.â
from the table in the other room, izuku calls, âyeah, kacchan loves to call the shots.â
âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â katsuki barks, and you laugh, hopping up on to the counter and giving up any hopes of making yourself useful. with the look he gives you, you think he really does prefer this, you out of the way and sitting pretty while he works.Â
heâs still distracted at the table after the meal has been cooked and plated, and he looks downright sick when you and izuku talk to him about how much you appreciate him. you can tell that your boyfriend is concerned, but thereâs something in the way that katsuki refuses to look at you both that tells you itâs something deeper thatâs bothering him.
itâs not surprising when he abruptly announces his departure.Â
katsuki has never been a good liar, and itâs obvious his excuses for leaving are just that â excuses. when you close the door behind him, thereâs this feeling of anxiety thatâs swirling in your chest, like something left unsaid that needs to be heard, trying to claw itâs way out of your windpipe. izuku materializes behind you, and you turn, looking at him imploringly.Â
âyou agree he was being weird, right?â
he nods, then says, âi think iâm gonna go check on him.â
except that he canât, because a small part of you needs to be alone with katsuki again. clarity is currently a valuable and finite resource, and right now you need it more than izuku does.Â
âwait â let me. will you get started on cleaning up?â he gives you a wry smile, assuming youâre just trying to avoid the worst of the evening chores, but doesnât say anything; just kisses your temple and turns towards the kitchen. even though there was no lie, you didnât even say anything, you feel a little guilty again. it feels like youâre hiding something from him, and you despise the foreign feeling, so used to telling him everything.Â
still, your inquiring spirit wins out against the discomfort, and you grab a robe and run out the door, down the hallway and the stairs, and around the block. heâs just reaching his car, and you call after him ââkatsuki, wait!â
when you stumble to a stop before him, chest heaving with the effort of your brief but furious sprint, he seems to be sizing you up, debating something in his head. one of his hands rests on top of the car, and itâs seriously, unbelievably unfair that he looks like a freaking super model even now, when he supposedly isnât feeling well. the way his lips are curved into the slightest pout is unbearably endearing, and you find that your breathlessness has another source when he leans over you just slightly, letting his imposing frame hang in your entire field of vision.Â
when you start to speak, he cuts you off, saying ââhold onââ before launching into some awkward spiel about charms and his agency and something about his publicist, but you arenât really listening because youâve noticed the box in his car, eyes widening when he reaches for it and holds it out to you.Â
inside rests a bracelet with dynamight charm attached, and you inspect it with awe.Â
âkatsuki...â
he says he basically got it for free but itâs become instantly priceless to you, and you have to fight the sudden urge to wrap your arms around him and never let go. the way heâs looking at you, you wonder if heâs thinking something similar â youâre not sure youâve ever been the target of such softness from him.
you snap the box shut and shove it in your pocket, too overwhelmed to look at it for even a second longer. it breaks the tension, and he trains his eyes on the ground like heâs afraid you might scold him.
instead, you say, âizuku wanted me to check on you.â the lie passes your lips before you can think twice about it.Â
whatâs even the point of lying about that? you wanted to check on him, too, but itâs like⌠you canât stand this being your idea. it feels too vulnerable, too dangerous to admit that you think of him when heâs not around, even if he was just there.Â
you say your goodbyes when the tension in the air is too thick to tolerate anymore, scurrying back inside. before you return to the kitchen, you slip the bracelet box in your purse hanging by the door. you can show izuku later, for now it feels like a secret gift meant just for you, and you alone.Â
âeverything okay?â izukuâs voice winds down the hall, beckoning you.Â
âyeah,â you call. âheâs just tired.â
your second attempt of the night to be helpful is once again thwarted when izuku stubbornly refuses to let you help him with the dishes. âplease go sit down,â he insists. âyou can be my cheerleader, or something. i got it.â
so you watch him, sharing jokes and feeling awfully beloved at this moment in time.Â
heâs started on making tea when you get an idea, just a small one, a harmless one. itâs inspired by a memory of a conversation youâd somehow forgotten about until now.Â
âhey izuku?â you ask. he hums in response, not looking up from the cups heâs preparing. ââmember when you said you used to have a crush on kacchan? like when you were younger?âÂ
his head snaps up sharply, like heâs suddenly very interested in your conversation. he looks at you suspiciously. âyesâŚ?â
âand you said you got over it because you were sure he didnât feel the same way?â you fiddle with your thumbs, trying to appear nonchalant. deciding to change tactics, you lean back with your hands flat against the table and stare him down.
raising his brow slightly, he says âyes baby, why do you ask?â
âwhat if he did?âÂ
some of the stress visibly drains from izukuâs face, and he cracks a smile. âohhh, are we playing the rhetorical question game again?âÂ
you snort. âwhat, iâm not allowed to ask questions?â
izuku finishes pouring the hot water into the pot and sets the kettle down, then crosses the room to wedge himself between your legs. he eyes you for a second before answering. âwell, i donât know⌠but he didnât, so⌠itâs kind of a moot point, right?â
âi guessâŚ.â you say, intentionally trailing off. âlike, do you think we would still be together? if you had known about something like that?â
it feels a little unfair, manipulating izuku in this way. sure, itâs pretty harmless; you only brought up something the two of you have already discussed. still, you already know exactly what heâs going to say before he says it, know exactly the right way to soften him up before planting the seed of an idea in his mind.Â
âaww, babe. i would search for you in any universe, in any lifetime. every part of me is constantly yearning for you, and i would do anything to make you mine. you know that, right? itâs important to me that you know that.âÂ
even if you knew he was going to say it, or something like it, izukuâs sappy romanticism makes your heart sing. somehow, his cliched declarations of love and loyalty melt you into a puddle each and every time.Â
âyeah,â you say with a timid smile. âof course. and me too, just for the recordââÂ
bracing himself against the table, he leans into your space and looks down at you with hungry eyes. theyâre cloudy in a way that tells you youâre starting to lose him a little; itâs time to wrap it up.Â
itâs fine, you said everything you needed to, and his caging arms are becoming particularly distracting. your body responds to izuku like an instrument in the hands of a practiced musician; reaching out, you grip his bicep, then lazily run your hand up and down his arm, tracing the lines of scar tissue with your fingers. itâs no accident that his muscles are on display for you now. youâve never been subtle with your ogling of his exquisite form, and he knows exactly how to entice you, having memorized the subtle movements that get you right where he wants you. right now itâs like heâs practicing scales, warming you up for a real performance.Â
youâre nearly tunnel visioned for your boyfriend, but thereâs something thatâs keeping you from getting completely lost in his verdant eyes, something tugging at the back of your mind. itâs like a familiar sound, although you canât place where youâve heard it before.Â
for half a second, your eyes flicker to the window, registering how itâs open, and you recognize the familiar curve of a black sedan parked outside⌠but before you can think about it too hard, izuku is distracting you again.
he exhales a little huff and curves his neck down until his nose nearly touches yours. âmy love,â he breathes âare you going somewhere with this?â
a shiver runs down your spine. youâre just about ready to give in and let him get his hands on you and make some real music, but you just have one more question.Â
âi just⌠like, what if you found out he had a crush on you now?âÂ
âall i know for certain is that iâm with you, and thatâs never going to change.â he ghosts your jaw with his lips, gently nipping at your earlobe. âis that all?âÂ
after a nearly imperceptible nod from you, he pulls back just enough to make eye contact.
âcan we have sex now?â
the last dream of your trilogy as good as confirms your suspicions.Â
itâs that same night, after you washed izukuâs hair in the shower and he carried you to bed.Â
youâve had plenty of sex dreams about him. most of them are about him, actually, like you canât get enough, even while youâre asleep. and this one feels no different⌠youâre perched in his lap, pawing at his pants like a cat in heat, trying to loose his cock so you can beg him to use it.Â
no different until you feel a second set of hands curl around your biceps, pulling you back and flush with a muscled chest.Â
âgreedy little thing, aren'tcha?â katsuki observes, turning your head so he can see your face. you can feel izuku press against you from the other side, so youâre completely enveloped by larger bodies, and trapped between them you feel like a mouse in a cage with nowhere to run. the only difference is you want to be the subject of their experimenting, want them to use you however they see fit.Â
âi-i, uhmââ
âdonât lie,â izuku interrupts. his tone is smooth like honey but his words are carry another undertone, one that reminds you what happens when you lie. he shares a condescending look with katsuki as you fumble in your head for the right words to say.Â
âi-i want⌠what i want?â you finish, voice lilting in question at the end.Â
katsuki snorts. âwow, dâyou come up with that yourself? really specific.â he uses his grip on your arms to turn you to face him. youâre perched on your knees between the two men, palms pressed into katsukiâs thighs for support as izuku shifts suspiciously behind you. âsorry sweetheart, but right now i think right now weâre gonna do what i want.â
âw-wait, whatâre youââ you start, but falter when you feel a hand press into the back of your head, not pushing per se, but guiding your gaze down, down, down.Â
âyâknow what i want?â izukuâs voice is a siren song in your ear, and you try to look at him, but katsukiâs grip on your chin and izukuâs palm on your head keep you facing forward. âi think i want you to help kacchan feel good⌠can you do that?âÂ
you lift your eyes to katsukiâs piercing red ones and gulp when a shiver runs through you, the pulsing between your legs growing stronger with every heartbeat. heâs looking at you with blown pupils and slightly parted lips, like heâs not even sure how he got himself in this position but heâll be damned if heâs going to waste the opportunity.Â
thereâs a gleam in your eye when you slide your hands higher up his legs. he feels impossibly big beneath your fingers, which splay across the tensed muscles of his upper thigh. looping a few fingers around his belt, you tug on it, not enough to take it off, just enough to tantalize. the set of his jaw is offset by the desperate look in his eyes, which flit between you and izuku behind you.
you start to slide the belt undone, movements painfully slow, feeling watched from every angle. the throbbing in your core is enough to send a trickle of sweat down your back; if you donât get some attention, and fast, you fear you may combust on the spot.Â
âyeah,â you murmur, meek but determined. you flit your eyes up to katsukiâs one more time before unbuttoning his jeans, biting your lip when you get a look at whatâs inside.Â
his boxers are forming an angled tent, the front damp and sticky from the pre thatâs gushing from his tip. you let out a quivering breath and lean closer, not touching yet, just inspecting. everything feels slow and warm and unhurried as you stare, learning the slight curvature of his dick through the clothing. when you slide your fingers into his waistband to test something, he lets out the shakiest groan and bucks his hips a little.Â
âif you just sit anâ stare for any longer you might as well take a picture,â he mutters, and you smirk.Â
âreally? izuku, hand me myââ
âchrist,â katsuki huffs, and izuku chuckles behind you.Â
âlater, later, câmon baby. focus, okay?â
so you do, finally tugging the waistband down and letting his veiny cock spring free. it slaps against his lower stomach â you and izuku simultaneously react with small little gasps.Â
âso prettyâŚâ he coos as you gather the glob of saliva pooling in your mouth, leaning down and spitting, watching as the slick lands right on target and cascades down his length in little rivulets. behind you, izuku hums in approval.Â
some of your spit sticks to your lip, and katsuki moves like he means to wipe it off, choosing instead to smear it around your face with a slight sneer, which grows even wider when a whimper escapes your lips. you relish in the feeling of his thumb applying gentle pressure, and while heâs got you occupied, izuku pulls your panties down without grace, just enough to expose the slick mess between your legs.Â
you finally lean down, settling your hands tentatively on katsukiâs legs to support yourself, and speculatively lick the sticky, salty pre and spit from his tip. he moans, puts his hand on your head like part of him wants to force it down but he doesnât, just letâs it rest there without pressure as you take your time opening up for him.Â
slowly, slowly, you finally part your pretty lips and run your tongue down the underside of his shaft, taking him fully in your mouth. itâs disorienting, adjusting to his particular girth and length, tip hitting the back of your throat far sooner than youâd anticipated. you gag a little, saliva pooling, and feel his cock twitch against the inside of your cheek.
âgood fuckinâ girl,â he exhales, finally applying just that little bit of pressure to keep you choking for just a second longer, grunting with pleasure when a few tears prick the corners of your eyes. izuku coos in your ear and rubs soothingly at your lower back, before he presses into it, like heâs asking you to arch.
they seem to be on some mission to overwhelm you; as katsuki holds you down, izuku pulls your hips up and into the air, spreading your legs just a little bit so he can wedge his face between them. the steeper angle forces you to lower your hands down to either side of katsukiâs hips, and he grips at your hair to help guide your head.Â
izuku licks a long line up your slit from behind, causing you to moan without restraint; the reverberations rattle through katsukiâs bones and he canât help but buck his hips one more time. it sends a fresh wave of tears cascading down your cheeks.Â
when you slide off his cock, itâs with a loud, squelching pop â just for a second, so you can catch your breath. you pause, mind reeling as izuku focuses attention on your pretty little hooded bundle of nerves thatâs been begging to be touched. only when katsukiâs thumb traces along your scalp do you refocus, locking eyes with him and sinking down again. hollowing your cheeks as he helps you strike a steady pace. everything is too much but itâs so good: katsukiâs fingers are tugging on your hair, and your breaths come short and quick. everything feels hazy as your brain goes a little dumb, the lack of oxygen going straight to your cunt.
izuku fucks you with his tongue, groaning into you when you clench around it. your pussy is soaked, each of his movements resulting in lewd, creamy sounds as he drinks up every drop of arousal you have to give. getting lost in the sensations, your pleasure coils tight in your gut, making every muscle contract and every nerve scream.Â
time, and your perception of it, are skewed. somehow, everything feels stretched to last hours, in this position, always kept right on the edge but never crossing the line into oblivion. your nails digging into skin, your muscles all locked with unspent release, as youâre kept perched⌠on the edgeâŚ. and the edge and the edge and the edgeâŚ
slowly, you start to shift back into the land of consciousness.Â
the first thing you register is how impossibly warm you feel, heat pooling between your thighs and burning you from the inside out.Â
next, the position youâre in: one leg is hiked higher than the other, dangling over izukuâs shoulder and held in place gently by one of his strong hands; the other is curled around his back, his head practically resting against the meat of it, settled comfortably in between the two.Â
third, the way he pulls away from your lapping at your messy cunt as he finally coaxes you from sleep, one of his hands reaching for one of yours, grounding you, calling your attention and focus to him.Â
âmorning, sweetheart,â he mumbles, planting teasing kisses along your inner thigh.Â
you shift and squirm with the blinding, all consuming need to cum. thereâs no telling how long izuku has had to work you up; for such a large and strong man, his touch can be so achingly gentle. everything in you is coiled tight like a rubber band thatâs about to snap.Â
âplease,â you plead, and he squeezes your hand, then lets it go, bringing it down to slide one finger into your needy cunt. it glides in with no resistance, and he clicks his teeth, always so fascinated with the way you suck him right in each and every time. a second finger follows after the first slides in so easily, and he curls them, pushing at the fluttering walls of your pussy, tugging a shaky sigh from your lips.Â
when he attaches his mouth to your clit, sucking and swirling his tongue, your thighs squeeze around his ears and your back starts to arch off the mattress. sleep is still lingering in the edges of your vision, so you squeeze your eyes shut and tangle your fingers in his hair. when he nips at your clit, it precipitates your orgasm; gasping his name, you cum on his fingers as they graze against that extra sensitive, spongy spot inside of you that always makes your toes clench.Â
you're panting with an arm over your eyes when he lovingly places a little kiss right on your clit, before sliding up your underwear and emerging from underneath the covers, hair all tousled and face flushed. he gives you a toothy grin, grabby hands moving up and down your sides.
you tug him up and kiss him, tasting your own arousal on his tongue. smirking a little, you rake your hands through his curls, messing them up even more. âgood morning, izuku.â
he just laughs, kissing you again and nestling into your neck, inhaling deeply and letting out a little sigh.Â
as you lay there, skin still prickled with heat, your mind spins, turning the dream over and over and over. if you had doubts about what it is you really want before, theyâre all gone now. Â
you move through the rest of the morning in a slight daze, going through the motions and thinking about your dream the whole time. itâs burned behind your retinas, demanding to be noticed every time you look at izukuâs face.Â
for the rest of the week, itâs practically the only thing you can think about. youâre on edge, all jumpy and tense.Â
one morning, you and izuku grab coffee before work. without thinking about it, you wear your new bracelet, metal cool against the skin on your wrist beneath your sleeve. you shift your arm, and the chain catches the light.
when the barista notices it, you freeze, suddenly feeling caught in an omission of the truth. you know izuku notices your strange reaction, know he notices your over the top recovery when you emphasize how it was a gift from your boyfriendâs friend.Â
heâs heard you call katsuki your friend many times over, so why was he suddenly just izukuâs friend?Â
you could talk to him about it. you should talk to him about it⌠but truth be told, after your dream, youâve been needy and tunnel visioned, and the only thoughts that linger in your mind are wicked ones. the more you think and ponder everything, the more things youâve noticed, little interactions that seemed like nothing at the time and suddenly hold more weight in this new light.
the three of you are like a powder keg just waiting to explode â the only needed now is a spark. Â
âi wanna go to the beach,â you announce.Â
izuku glances up at you from his position on the floor. he has student profiles and personal notes heâs taken sprawled over the floor, poring over them carefully to sort them based on quirk type. when heâs done, each student will have an individual quirk improvement plan for their summer break. so izuku, always so thoughtful and just a little overkill.Â
âthat sounds like fun,â he agrees, leaning back against your legs when you tug on one of his curls. âhm?â
âwhen is your next full day off?â you ask, reaching for your phone. âwe should make a day trip out of it. i have some time off saved up, so i can probably go wheneverâŚâ you start to craft a text, typing furiously as izuku thinks for a second.Â
he looks down at the work in front of him. âif i get these done before next weekend, maybe we could go then.â youâre still typing when he stops talking, finally hitting send on the following:
you: take next saturday off? :) we wanna go to the beach
âhey,â izuku says, turning to rest his arm on your legs. âdo you think that will work?â
you start, looking up from your screen and clicking it off. he glances down, eyes narrowing almost imperceptibly, but he just tilts his head at you. âyes,â you breathe. âand... i invited kacchan. is that okay?â
âyeah, of course,â he says like it's obvious, turning around again. in your lap, your phone buzzes once, then twice. you open it.Â
you: take next saturday off? :) we wanna go to the beach kacchan: done kacchan: i will pick you up
saturday goes better than you could have anticipated. youâve put yourself in the perfect position, an abundance of eye candy to enjoy while you lounge on the sand.Â
when izuku gets clearly flustered and awkwardly excuses himself with an obvious lie about filling his water bottle, you and katsuki sit in an awkward silence. it stretches for a long moment, too long, before you both canât take it and start speaking at once.
âiâ"
âso-"
cutting yourselves off, the two of you fall silent once more. the more you refuse to address the elephant in the room, avoiding each otherâs eyes and, in your case, distracting yourself with the sand on the beach, the more unbearable the tension in the air becomes. itâs stifling, making the sun beating down from above feel hotter, brighter. eventually you just canât take it anymore.Â
âheâs not really filling his water bottle,â you manage.Â
âobviously,â katsuki replies, glancing in the direction izuku scurried off, then back at you. his expression is serious, focused. the double entendre in his words is not missed on you when he says, âso... whyâs he so worked up?â
why is izuku so worked up? youâre not a mind reader, so thereâs no way to know for sure... but izukuâs probably the most observant person you've ever met. heâs definitely been keeping mental tabs of your unexplained behavior over the last month or so, and if you had to take a stab at it, youâd guess he just pieced at least part of the puzzle together.Â
with his eyes boring holes into the side of your face, it feels safe to assume that katsuki is or has been piecing little things together on his own.Â
âitâs probably⌠my fault.â you admit, with caution. âiâm⌠i donât have a very good poker face.â
he quirks a brow, leaning on one of his arms to span a little of the very intentional distance between your bodies. âpoker face?â your heart is pounding in your chest as you stare him down, refusing to be the one to break eye contact. his lip curls into a mean little smirk. âwhat have you got to hide?â
you flush, heat rising in your cheeks as you break, looking away and out over the water. ânothing.â
katsuki doesnât reply, just sucks his teeth and stands. âgonna make sure deku wasnât kidnapped or somethinââ he says, jabbing his thumb in izukuâs direction. he starts to strut away when you feel a wave of anxiety.Â
âwait, katsukiââÂ
he turns over his shoulder to smile at you. âeverything is gonna be fine,â he says, sounding calm and collected, almost serene. he shakes his head at your pained expression.
as he continues away, you can hear him grumbling about paranoia and dramatics, and it makes you smile.Â
your smile grows even bigger a few minutes later when you see them heading back towards you on the beach.Â
right away, you can practically smell the tension. they stand just slightly too far apart, with katsukiâs hands shoved deep into his pockets. his face carries a wistful expression, and something about it makes him look⌠younger. harder. Â
what happened in that bathroom?
your half baked plan working feels almost too good to be true, but it feels true when they sit down on either side of you. both sit close, closer than earlier and maybe closer than they should, and they keep sneaking knowing glances over your head like they think you canât see, only of course you can see.Â
you know that feeling in your chest right before a storm? the wind picks up, the scent of petrichor is rich on the air waves and a distant rumble of thunder rolls across the sky⌠these are the signs. but the feeling, like you want to hide and run into the thick of it at the same time, like you want to witness the way the force of nature rattles the world around you, but youâre scared... this feeling courses through you now, and curiosity burns in your gut right along side apprehension.Â
the feeling lingers the rest of the day, and amplifies on the car ride home. you all sit in relative silence, with you gazing out the window in the front seat and izuku watching anxiously from the back. katsukiâs eyes stay locked on the road ahead of him, jaw set in a line that refuses to budge.Â
when he drops you and izuku off at your apartment, itâs with few words. you want to spill your guts so badly, but you know that you need to talk to izuku first. the two of you owe it to each other.Â
bags dropped by the door, you turn to each other right away.Â
you go first. âi have to tell you somethingââ
âi think you have feelings for kacchan and i think i do too,â izuku blurts out, covering his mouth with both hands as soon as the words are uttered. his eyes are wide and brimmed with shiny tears that threaten to spill over as you open your mouth to speak, and then close it again.Â
then you laugh. it starts small, then bubbles out of your throat, uncontrollable laughter that causes your own tears to leak from your eyes. until this moment, you hadnât realized how tightly wound youâve been. all at once, the stress and tension melt from your body and you laugh in relief and cry as izuku starts to laugh, too.Â
you reach for him, and he pulls you close, sinking to the ground while you both just sit with the overwhelming mix of emotions that fill the room.Â
âwell... thatâs what i was going to say,â you finally manage after several minutes, and it sets you both off again, more laughter and more tears and soon youâre going over the timeline of events and sharing things youâve never said out loud before.Â
itâs late into the night, and youâve both ridden a rollercoaster of emotion. now though, youâre settled into a somewhat comfortable silence, everything finally laid out in the open. thereâs only one thing thatâs missing.Â
âwe should call him,â you murmur into the quiet air of the apartment. youâre perched in izukuâs lap, head tucked into his chest. he hums.Â
âor we could invite him over.â
you glance at him. âyou think heâs still awake?â he shrugs.Â
âcanât hurt to try.â
so you pull out your phone, thumb trembling slightly as you pull up a group chat with three names. you look at izuku again. âyou type first.â he nods, swallowing thickly.Â
izuku <3: hey you: are you up?
maybe thirty seconds have passed when both of your phones buzz.Â
kacchan: iâm on my way over.Â
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Bakugo x reader (ONESHOT)
Synopsis: Bakugo doesn't know how to get your attention, and he doesn't want you to notice him for his brute waysâleading him to posting things on his story that he hopes you'll be interested in.
You've never noticed Bakugo's lingering gaze towards you in classâwell how could you? You'd never know unless you have eyes at the back of your head since he sits behind you. Then again, you didn't notice either when his voice goes softer when talking to you during group projects.
He initially thought you were just dense, but you noticed immediately when someone from the support course started crushing on youâso why have you not noticed his crush on you?
He couldn't help but get lost in his thoughts as he stared at the ceiling of his dorm room. Maybe he's already blown his chance because you saw him as some sort of brute.
For what may be the first and only time, Katsuki Bakugou, one of the most promising student-hero in Japan, felt caught up because of a crush.
It was so stupid. He's not the type of guy to bottle up his emotions. If anything, he's the opposite with his explosive personality. It felt so restrictive to stay quiet about his thoughts.
He isn't asking for much. Just a glance, a smile, and maybe a conversation. The smile doesn't even have to be towards him! Just a smile in his direction!
Maybe... Maybe he doesn't even like you! Yes, yesâhe's just a little infatuated right now.
He thought about it for a moment, if he could get advice from someone.
Shitty-hair probably doesnt have any experience with girls.
Pikachu might have some, but he'd die before going to that guy for advice.
Mina? Nah she would tell you.
"Everyone's so goddamn useless," Bakugo groaned as he burried his face in a pillow, pushing so hard one might mistake it for suicide by suffocation.
Oh who was he kidding... He totally has a crush on you.
In a beat his phone buzzed with a notification. He didn't immediately check it, taking his sweet time suffocating himself out of sheer frustration.
Finally, he lazily opened his phone to seeâand boy does he regret not checking sooner.
It was a notification of you and your like to his Instagram storyâwhich is him playing the drums to a song in the background.
: I like that song too!
Bakugo quite literally felt his world quiet down for a moment, as if presenting him with a chance, a solution on how to get closer to you.
It felt embarrassing, almostâto try and get your attention through posting on social media. But hey, a guy's gotta try.
Bakugo read your chat through the notification over and over, contemplating on what to reply. He can't seem too desperate, but he can't push you away either, but he also can't be bland. How annoying!
Finally, he opened your chat to reply. His hands hovered over the keyboard for a while before hitting send.
Dynamight: i dont like that song. it was Pikachu's idea to cover it.
Yikes, too cold.
: Oh that's a shame.
: Well, you didn't seem like the type of guy to like that kind of genre anyway.
He stared at your chat longer than he should've. A minute passesâhe wants to keep your conversation going for longer, but he's out of replies.
It'd be suspicious if he started asking questions or be too nice... But then again, he does want you to notice him.
Dynamight: tf is that supposed mean?
Dynamight: you should stop listening to crappy music
Forgive him, he's racking his brains to not sound desperate.
: What's your idea of good music if your taste is so superior?
Bakugo chuckled as he read your reply. He might be going insane, but he swears he could hear your voice through the screen.
Dynamight: *spotify playlist link*
Dynamight: no need to thank me for blessing you
Since you noticed him via that Instagram story, he started posting more and more.
It was subtle at first, just the usual stuff he'd add to his story. An ugly picture of his friends, a game, a manga page he found cool.
Then it started to become... Performative.
He heard from Mina that you liked sunsets, so he started posting them more often. All the little things that reminded him of you went to his story. Even the random flowers he walked pass in the streets.
Along with that, he started posting more pictures of himself, at the gym, during drills, and random fitchecksâhoping dreaming you'll compliment him.
The bakusquad definitely noticed the change, especially Mina, who was more observant and better at reading people than the others. They all had their suspicionsâbut they were all sure on one thingâBakugo was trying to get someone's attention. The question they couldn't find the answer to was: who?
You, however, didnt seen too interested, as you'd only like his stories once in a while and never reply.
Bakugo was going insane trying to think of what would get you attention. He tried posting drum covers again to artists he knows you like, yet to no avail, his effort were met with only a like.
Even in class it was almost the same. You and him weren't close at all, but in a class of only 20 students, it shouldn't be that hard to have an interaction.
He'd be lying if he said he wasn't overthinking it sometimes. That maybe he was too rough and arrogant in your first chat, that maybe he had driven you away.
If so, he was done! If you're not going to notice him with all the effort he was making, maybe you're simply not interested.
That was it, he's not going to post anymore stories or be performative for your attention. He felt stupid he even tried that method in the first place.
A week passes and instead of his usual story every other day, it reduced to basically zero. No one can pinpoint the reason, but it's visible Bakugo has become more irritable in classânot until report cards were issued and his grades was on top.
He randomly posted it on his storyâhis report card with scores all above 90, and kirishima's, with scores better than his previous grade. He captioned it "hardwork pays off. Even though tutoring @RedRiot was harder than actually studying."
He felt pretty proud of himself, and for once, he posted something not for anyone's attention but rather, his own gratification.
Barely an hour passes after he posted his story when he gets a notification... From you.
: Dude, you gotta tutor me!! Im actually failing T°T
Maybe Bakugo hasn't gotten over his little crush afterall.
⎠đ˛Öźđ˘ âyour a dutiful princess sent to marry the barbarian dragon king of the scarlet region for the sake of an alliance, only to find yourself caught between your terrifying new husband and the fiercely loyal dragon hybrid who slowly becomes just as possessive of you as the king himself.
â§ź đľď¸ â§˝ âż pairings ă â¸â¸ katsuki bakugo x fem!reader x eijiro kirishima đ˛ genre ⨞ tropes ă alternative universe (au: fantasy), romance, arrange marriage, polyamorous romance, mature themes, explicit sexual scenes, pwp đ˛ contains ă áľáľ nsfw, 18+ only mdni, language, some world building, barbarian/dragon king!katsuki, dragon hybrid!eijiro, princess!reader, political marriage slight misogyny, slight jealousy, smut, threesome, dirty talks, virgin!reader, dom!katsuki, softdom!eijiro, oral (m & f receiving), unprotected piv sex, multiple orgasm, size kink, praise kink, breeding kink, slight degradation, missionary, cowgirl, cuckholding, spit roasting, pet names (princess, sweetheart, queen, good girl) ęŠ â.Ë word count ă 18.8k ę
ę° star speaks ęą âŽ this idea was originally supposed to be just katsuki x reader but considering kiri is katsukiâs dragon companion in the fantasy au made me want to add him. . . and a lot of you thought the same because kiribaku x reader won the poll ( thank you to everyone who voted btw ) đ also, this is my version of the fantasy au considering there is not that much lore behind it. this took forever so here it is, ya nasties, hope you enjoy! âšđš
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you were a princess, born with noble and royal blood that carried the weight of generations before you. it was a quiet certainty that had never once been questioned as it settled into every part of your life from the moment you first opened your eyes.
as the youngest princess of the emerald empire, your place in the world had been decided long before you were old enough to understand what it meant, long before you could even speak your own name.
your older brother was raised to be the heir, the future king who would rule with authority and knowledge, taught to lead and command and carry the legacy of your family forward, while you were something else entirely. you were softer in appearance but just as important. a princess who would one day be placed where she was most useful, a piece in the quiet and constant game that was the monarchy.
you were loved, there was never a doubt about that.
it showed in the way your parents looked at you, in way your brother indulged you, in the way the entire palace seemed to soften around your presence. you were the only princess, the youngest child, and you were treated as something precious, something to be protected and cherished, and they spoiled you in ways that made your life comfortable and warm, but even in that warmth there were rules that never changed.
your family was traditional, deeply so, and their love never wavered from the expectations they held for you.
from a young age, you were taught what it meant to be a woman in your position, and those lessons were repeated so often that they became second nature, something you accepted without hesitation.
a womanâs first duty was to be a wife, to stand beside her husband and give him children, however many he desired, without complaint, without question, because that was her purpose. the second duty followed naturally, to be a mother, to raise those children, to nurture them while the husband worked and ruled and carried on the responsibilities outside the home.
it was a cycle that had existed long before you and would continue long after, and you saw it in the women who came before you, in your mother who carried herself with quiet grace as she fulfilled her role, in your grandmother, in your great grandmother, and every woman in your lineage who had done the same without hesitation.
you never questioned it, not once, because it was all you had ever known, and there was a kind of comfort in that certainty.
this is what you are meant to be.
the thought came easily and without resistance, and you accepted it as truth.
while your father spent his time guiding your older brother through the complexities of ruling, teaching him about politics, the history of their land, the alliances and conflicts with foreign nations, you were guided down a different path entirely.
your mother oversaw your upbringing with careful attention, shaping you into what she believed a proper royal woman should be. she taught you discipline, how to hold yourself, how to move, how to speak with intention and restraint, and she taught you grace, the kind that made every action appear effortless even when it was practiced a thousand times before.
you spent countless hours learning what was expected of you, your days filled with lessons in etiquette where every gesture mattered, where the way you held a teacup or greeted a noble could reflect not just on you but on your entire family. you learned to dance, not simply for enjoyment but as a skill, something that would be required of you in court and gatherings, your steps precise and controlled under the watchful eyes of your instructors. you studied cultures beyond your own, memorizing traditions, customs, and expectations of other lands so that one day you would not embarrass your future husbandâs court.
and above all else, you were taught obedience. it was a necessity. it would allow you to become the perfect wife you were meant to be.
you listened, you learned, and you never resisted, because there was nothing in you that wanted to. you were good, you were proper, you were everything they needed you to be.
so when the time finally came, when you reached the age where marriage was no longer a distant idea but an immediate reality, you did not protest when the arrangements were made, you did not question the decision when your future was decided for you.
you were told where you would go, who you would marry, and what it would mean for your kingdom, and you accepted it with the same quiet understanding you had always carried.
that was how you found yourself leaving the emerald empire, the only home you had ever known, and being sent to the scarlet region.
the difference between the two lands was impossible to ignore, it settled into your senses the moment you crossed the borders, the shift so stark that it almost felt unreal.
the emerald empire lived up to its name in every sense, a land rich with deep green forests that stretched endlessly, fields of flowers that bloomed in colors that softened the eye, rivers that reflected the sky like glass as they wound through the kingdom. the air there had always felt light, fresh, filled with the scent of earth and life, and the palace itself stood tall and elegant among it all, a place that felt open and welcoming even in its grandeur.
the scarlet region was something else entirely.
it rose from the land like something carved from the bones of the earth itself, a kingdom built atop a massive dark mountain that seemed to loom over everything around it. the stone was not polished or soft in appearance, it was jagged in places, heavy as if it had been shaped by fire and force rather than careful hands. the ground beneath it was uneven, darkened by ash and heat, and the closer you came, the more you could feel the difference in the air. it was thicker, warmer, carrying the faint scent of smoke that never fully disappeared.
the mountain itself stretched high, its peak often hidden behind dark clouds that clung to it as if they belonged there, and somewhere deeper within. there was the constant reminder of the volcano that gave the region its name, a presence that could not be seen fully but was always felt. it was not a place of soft beauty, it was a place that demanded attention. it felt alive in a harsher, more dangerous way, and yet there was something undeniably powerful about it.
the fortress that stood upon it was just as imposing, built from the same dark stone, rising high with sharp edges and heavy walls that spoke more of strength than elegance. it was not delicate, not meant to impress with grace, but with dominance, with the kind of presence that made it clear this was a kingdom that did not bend easily.
this was where you were meant to belong now, far from the green and gentle lands of your home, in a place that burned in scarlet and shadow, where everything far less forgiving.
and yet you stepped forward without hesitation, because this was your duty, and you had always known that one day you would be sent away to fulfill it.
you knew since you were ten.
the memory had settled into you quietly, it wasnât a shock to you, it was inevitable. it had always been waiting for you even before you were old enough to understand what it meant.
it had been a warm afternoon in the emerald empire.
you had been seated beside your mother, your hands folded neatly in your lap as you were taught to do, your back straight even then because discipline had already rooted itself deep into your bones.
your father and your older brother had been speaking across the long table, their voices calm but firm, their words carrying weight even if you did not fully grasp them at the time. you remembered the way your motherâs hand rested lightly over yours, a silent instruction to listen, to pay attention, to understand that what was being discussed was important.
it was then that you first heard of the treaty.
not just a simple agreement, not just a passing arrangement between two lands, but something far more binding, something that would shape the future of both nations and, though you did not know it yet, your own life.
the emerald empire, prosperous and abundant, a land overflowing with natural wealth, had long held resources that other nations sought after. among them, the most prized were the emeralds themselves, stones that were not only symbols of status and power but also held practical value in trade, crafting, and even in certain forms of energy use that had been developed over time.
the scarlet region, in contrast, was not a land of abundance in that sense, but it held something far more dangerous and far more valuable in times of unrest.
power.
military strength that few could rival.
the treaty, as it had been explained in terms that would later become clearer to you as you grew older, was both an agreement of peace and a formal alliance. it was structured with precision, written in language that left little room for misinterpretation, signed under the authority of both ruling powers to ensure its permanence.
the emerald empire shall supply the scarlet region with an agreed upon and consistent quantity of emerald resources, the amount determined through mutual negotiation and subject to periodic reassessment under stable conditions.
in return, the scarlet region shall provide military support to the emerald empire, offering protection, reinforcement, and armed assistance in times of conflict, threat, or war, under the obligations defined within the alliance.
it was balanced and it made sense, even to those who were not directly involved in politics.
one land provided wealth, the other provided strength. together, they ensured stability, or at the very least, the illusion of it.
but treaties like that were rarely sealed by ink alone.
they required something more binding, something that ensured loyalty beyond written words.
and that was where you came in.
the alliance was finalized not only through the signatures of two rulers but through a betrothal.
between you, the youngest and only princess of the emerald empire and the sole heir of the scarlet region, katsuki bakugo.
you did not know his name at ten in the way you would come to know it later.
back then, it had just been a name spoken among many others, one that held importance but did not yet carry weight in your mind. you had simply listened, your gaze lowered as expected, your fingers resting against your motherâs as she gently squeezed your hand once, a quiet reassurance or perhaps a reminder.
this is your duty.
as you grew older, the details became clearer.
the scarlet region did not follow the same traditions as your homeland. where the emerald empire upheld strict customs, where succession was determined by lineage and only passed on upon death to the oldest son, the scarlet region operated under a different set of rules, ones that were far less rigid and far more dangerous.
there, a ruler could step down whenever they deemed it appropriate. there was no obligation to rule until death. there was no enforced waiting.
at first, it sounded almost freeing, almost progressive in a way that contrasted your own structured upbringing. but as you learned more, as history lessons became more detailed and less softened for your ears, you began to understand what that truly meant.
power did not remain in the hands of those who were unwilling to give it up.
not for long.
stories, whispered at first and then later taught more directly, spoke of rulers who had been found lifeless in their chambers, their bodies still and cold before any official declaration of abdication had been made. others were said to have fallen ill suddenly, their decline too quick, too convenient, leaving the throne open for the next in line.
poison.
assassination.
betrayal.
these were not rare occurrence, they were part of the system.
the scarlet region thrived on strength, and strength was proven not just in battle but in the ability to take and to hold power by any means necessary. it was a land where weakness was not tolerated, where hesitation could mean death, and where loyalty was often conditional.
they were barbaric in nature, as many in your homeland described them, though never in official statements. it was a quiet understanding, one that lingered beneath formal diplomacy.
and yet, despite that, or perhaps because of it, they were powerful.
that power was what your kingdom needed.
that power was what secured your fate.
katsuki bakugo had ascended the throne in his early twenties, far earlier than most rulers in your own land would have ever been allowed to. but his case had been different.
his father had never wanted the crown. that much had been made clear in every account you had heard.
he had ruled because he had to, because the position had been his responsibility, but there had never been any true desire behind it. and so, the moment he believed his son was capable, the moment he was certain that the boy had grown into someone strong enough to take over, he stepped down.
willingly.
a rare occurrence in a land where most rulers had power taken from them rather than surrendered.
that was how katsuki became king.
young, powerful, and already carrying a reputation that spread far beyond the scarlet region itself.
they called him the dragon king.
the title alone was enough to spark curiosity when you first heard it, but the explanation behind it made it something else entirely.
he rode a dragon.
not just any beast, not just some distant creature tamed through force, but one bound to him in a way that was deeper, more personal, more dangerous.
eijiro kirishima is a dragon hybrid and katsukiâs right hand, his closest companion, his weapon, and his ally.
the stories described them as inseparable, two forces that moved as one, their presence on the battlefield enough to turn the tide of war before it had even fully begun. it was said that when the dragon king took flight, when the skies burned with the presence of that creature beneath him, there was no room left for doubt.
fear followed then victory followed short after⌠always.
and now, that same man was the one you were meant to marry.
though the pair interested you more than anything.
hybrids were rare.
even in lands filled with strange creatures, old bloodlines, and ancient magic that had existed long before kingdoms were ever built, hybrids remained uncommon enough to be spoken about with curiosity and caution. stories about them traveled across nations in whispers and rumors, changing slightly depending on who told them, but one thing always remained the same.
once a hybrid found the one they belonged to, their loyalty became absolute.
it was said they did not serve the way ordinary soldiers served a king. it went deeper than duty and far beyond simple obedience. the bond between a hybrid and their chosen master was something fierce, instinctive, almost animalistic in nature. once formed, it lasted for life.
they protected, obeyed, and stayed.
even death itself was said to struggle separating a hybrid from the one they devoted themselves to.
you had heard stories growing up in the emerald empire. servants whispered about dragon shifters in hushed voices while preparing your baths or brushing your hair. noble women spoke of them with fascination during gatherings while men discussed them as weapons that could change the outcome of wars. some stories painted hybrids as dangerous beasts pretending to be human while others claimed they were more loyal than any knight sworn by oath.
you had never seen one before.
not until now.
the realization settled into you the moment the large doors of the throne room opened.
the room was massive, carved from dark stone that stretched high above your head into towering ceilings supported by enormous pillars etched with old markings and scars from time. fire burned from iron braziers mounted against the walls, their flames casting flickering orange light across the gloomy chamber. unlike the bright halls of the emerald empire filled with sunlight and polished marble, this place felt heavy.
ancient.
the air itself carried the faint scent of smoke and iron.
your footsteps echoed softly as you walked forward.
the kingâs council and court lined both sides of the long walkway leading toward the throne, their eyes fixed entirely on you. warriors stood among nobles instead of guards standing separately from politicians like in your homeland. here they seemed to blend together into one brutal court where strength mattered just as much as status.
you could feel their stares. some were curious. some judgmental. some openly assessing you as though trying to determine whether the foreign princess walking toward their king was worthy enough to stand beside him.
still, your posture never faltered. not once.
your head remained high, your expression calm and serene exactly as you had been taught since childhood. every movement was graceful and measured as you walked across the dark stone floor.
your dress stood out immediately against the dullness of the castle.
soft lilac silk flowed around your body with every step, the fabric delicate and elegant beneath the firelight. silver embroidery climbed along the sleeves and bodice in intricate patterns resembling vines and blooming flowers from your homeland. sheer layers of fabric draped from your arms and trailed lightly behind you across the floor.
in this dark place of stone and ash and smoke, the dress almost looked unreal.
the only other strong color in the room came from the red-haired hybrid standing beside the throne.
his hair was bright like burning crimson beneath the firelight, wild and striking against skin. large dragon wings rested folded behind him, the scales along them dark red and gleaming faintly. even from where you stood, you could see sharp scales trailing along parts of his neck and arms while red horns stuck on his forehead.
and his eyes never left the king.
you understood the stories then.
slowly, you reached the foot of the stairs leading toward the throne.
without hesitation, you lowered yourself into a proper curtsy, bowing your head respectfully. though you were royalty yourself, you stood in a foreign kingdom before another ruler. your mother had drilled that lesson into you countless times growing up.
respect the customs of the land you stand in.
your voice was soft and composed when you spoke. âmy king.âthen you lifted your gaze and finally saw him properly.
katsuki bakugo sat sprawled across the throne like he had been born for it⌠like the throne itself belonged beneath him.
his vermillion eyes locked onto yours immediately, sharp and intense enough to make your breath still for a moment. his ash blond hair looked messy and untamed as though no one would dare attempt controlling it.
he looked dangerous, beautifully dangerous.
his entire torso was bare, leaving every inch of hard muscle exposed beneath the firelight. scars littered parts of his skin, old marks that only made him appear even rougher, even more intimidating. his body looked carved from stone itself, broad shoulders leading down to a powerful chest and strong arms wrapped with strips of orange fabric around his forearms and hands.
a dark red cape lined with thick fur rested across his shoulders, the heavy material falling behind him while the fur framed his neck. black tattered pants hung low on his hips tucked into worn brown boots that looked made for battle instead of ceremony. and around his neck hung layered necklaces made from stone, jade, teeth, and rough beads that clicked softly whenever he moved.
beside his throne rested a massive broadsword. the blade alone looked large enough to split a man in half.
the room had gone silent.
completely silent.
your eyes remained locked with his as he slowly stood from his throne. the movement alone shifted the atmosphere in the room. he descended the stairs with slow swaggering steps, each one heavy against the stone floor. he did not rush. he looked like a predator approaching something that had caught his attention.
his eyes never left yours.
not once.
when he finally stopped in front of you, his body towered over yours easily.
you suddenly understood why stories about him spread across kingdoms because there was something overwhelming about him, something that demanded attention.
your breath caught quietly in your throat when he suddenly lifted a hand and pinched your chin between his fingers. his touch was rough as it was warm. he tilted your head upward slightly so he could look at you better.
the entire room seemed to hold its breath.
you could feel his gaze dragging across your face slowly, studying every detail in silence for several long seconds⌠then his lip curled.
âtch. at least they had the decency to send me a pretty little princess.â his voice was rough and deep, carrying easily through the silent throne room.
heat crept beneath your skin instantly.
before you could even react, he scoffed and released your chin before turning away slightly. âi might actually kill them then myself if they had given me one that looked like a mountain troll.â
a few people in the court laughed nervously.
you stayed perfectly still.
then katsuki waved a hand dismissively. âeijiro, send the woman to her quarters.â
the command was directed toward the red-haired hybrid beside the throne.
unlike katsukiâs permanent snarl and sharp gaze, the hybrid smiled warmly at you the moment his name was called.
and somehow, in this cold dark throne room filled with warriors and strangers, that smile was the first thing that felt welcoming.
you walked through the dark halls of the castle in silence, the sound of your footsteps echoing softly against the stone beneath your shoes as the heavy doors of the throne room closed behind you.
in the corridor, the walls were made from dark stone carved rough in some places and smooth in others as though parts of the castle had been built directly into the mountain itself. large torches lined the hallways every few feet, their flames flickering wildly and casting shifting shadows across the walls and floors. the firelight painted everything in deep shades of orange and gold, but it did little to soften the gloom surrounding the place.
there were no large windows letting sunlight spill through the halls. no fresh scent of flowers drifting through open corridors. instead the air carried traces of smoke, leather, iron, and something faintly earthy that reminded you of ash after rain.
in front of you, eijiro walked at an easy pace as he guided you through the winding halls just as the king had ordered.
your eyes drifted toward him quietly.
back in the throne room, nearly all of your attention had been trapped on katsuki bakugo himself. it had been impossible not to stare at him when he looked the way he did sitting upon that throne like some wild king from ancient stories.
now, with the two of you alone in the halls, this was the first time you truly got a proper look at the dragon hybrid.
your gaze slowly scanned over him.
like katsuki, his torso was completely bare beneath the warm firelight, exposing toned muscle across his back and shoulders that shifted with every step he took. his body looked strong in a different way than the kingâs. where katsuki carried sharpness and intimidation, eijiro looked sturdy and grounded⌠protective.
metal pauldrons rested over his shoulders, dark and jagged in shape almost resembling broken pieces of rock layered over one another. leather bracers wrapped around his forearms while fitted leather pants and armored boots completed the rest of his attire. several knives rested securely along the belt around his waist.
but none of that held your attention for long. your eyes kept returning to the scales.
patches of deep red scales spread across parts of his arms and shoulders, blending into his tan skin naturally. more scales traced along the sides of his face near his jaw and temples, catching the firelight whenever he moved.
his hair was a vivid red that matched the horns protruding from his forehead. large leathery wings remained tucked behind him neatly despite their size, the dark red membranes shifting slightly every now and then as he walked.
you had never seen anything like him before.
your staring lasted just a second too long.
eijiro glanced over his shoulder before a grin spread across his face. âyâknow, princess, if you keep staring at me like that iâm gonna start thinkinâ you like what you see.â
heat rushed to your face instantly. your eyes widened before you quickly looked away. âiâm so sorry,â you said softly, your voice embarrassed. âi did not mean to stare.â you hesitated for a moment before glancing back at him carefully. âit is just... this is my first time seeing a hybrid in person. let alone a dragon hybrid.â
eijiro let out a warm chuckle. âhey, donât worry about it,â he said easily, waving a hand dismissively. âseriously. thereâs no need to apologize. i get that a lot.â
his relaxed tone eased some of your embarrassment almost immediately.
you looked at him again, more carefully this time. âdoes it bother you?â
ânah.â he shrugged. âpeople get curious. especially people from other kingdoms. honestly, iâd probably stare too if i saw somebody with giant wings for the first time.â
you found yourself smiling faintly at that. the sight seemed to encourage him further.
âplus,â he continued with a grin, âyouâve been pretty respectful about it. some people act weird.â
âweird?â
âyeah.â he snorted. âeither theyâre terrified or they ask if i breathe fire.â
your brows lifted slightly. âcan you?â
eijiro barked out a laugh so suddenly that it echoed through the hallway. âokay, see? that oneâs fair.â
you lowered your gaze quickly, suddenly feeling foolish. âi apologize. that was inappropriate.â
âhey, no.â he shook his head immediately. âiâm messing with you. i do breathe fire. only on my dragon form though.â
his easygoing nature made conversation strangely comfortable despite how unfamiliar everything around you was. for a moment, the tightness sitting in your chest since arriving at the scarlet region loosened slightly.
âso,â eijiro said after a moment, glancing at you curiously. âwhatâs the emerald empire really like?â
your expression softened. âIt is beautiful,â you answered quietly. âvery different from here.â
you looked around the dim hallway before continuing.l âthere are gardens everywhere. flowers grow along most parts of the palace grounds and the walls are covered with vines and roses during warmer seasons.â
eijiro listened closely. âsounds nice.â
âIt is peaceful,â you admitted. âthe air smells sweet during spring.â
âhuh.â he smiled. âguess this place probably feels kinda⌠intense compared to that.â
you hesitated before nodding slightly. âa little.â
he laughed softly. âyeah, sounds about right.â
for a few moments the two of you continued walking while talking quietly.
you asked him questions about the castle, about the scarlet region, about dragons and hybrids. he answered all of them openly, seeming almost excited by your curiosity rather than annoyed by it.
in return, he asked about your home, what kind of things you liked, whether all nobility in the emerald empire were taught so formally.
âpretty much,â you admitted softly.
âthat sounds exhausting.â eijiro said.
âit can be.â you let out the faintest laugh.
eijiro glanced at you again before speaking carefully.âyou nervous?â
you knew immediately what he meant. your fingers tightened lightly together.
âabout the king?â
he nodded.
you were quiet for a moment before speaking honestly. âi do not think he likes me.â
eijiro suddenly laughed. not cruelly, almost fondly. âtrust me,â he said, shaking his head. âyouâd know if katsuki doesnât like you.â
âI would?â your brows furrowed slightly.
âoh, definitely.â he grinned. âheâs not exactly subtle.â
you thought back to the throne room. to the way katsuki had looked at you, the roughness in his voice, and to the way his fingers had held your chin.
your face warmed slightly at the memory.
eijiro noticed immediately and grinned wider. âsee?â
you quickly looked away. âi simply assumed he was displeased by this arrangement.â
âwell,â eijiro admitted, rubbing the back of his neck, âhe definitely wasnât happy about being forced into marriage at first.â
your chest tightened slightly, but before you could speak, he continued.
âkatsukiâs just bad with people sometimes. especially women.â
you blinked. âwomen?â
âpretty women,â he corrected with a teasing grin.
you looked down immediately, embarrassed at his constant compliments towards you.
eijiro laughed softly again before continuing more gently. âseriously though, donât overthink him too much. heâs rough around the edges but heâs a good person. youâll see pretty soon how he actually is when he dislikes somebody.â
the conversation slowly drifted again before you asked quietly, âhow long have you known him?â
eijiroâs expression softened immediately. âsince we were kids.â
you looked up at him curiously while he smiled faintly down at you.
âhunters caught me when i was eight,â he explained. âdragon hybrids sell for a lot depending on where you are.â
your eyes widened slightly. you remembered learning about how hybrids treated in some parts. some were either killed and butchered to be sold for their parts, or they were sold for entertainment. hybrids were rare as it is, but dragon hybrids were even more rare making them more valuable.
âthey kept me trapped for a while.â his tone remained casual but you still felt sadness curl in your chest. âkatsuki found me,â he continued. âhe was around eight too. little psycho fought grown men with a knife.â
you stared at him as you listened, trying to take it all in.
âseriously. kid was terrifying⌠and i was a kid!â eijiro laughed.
you could strangely imagine it. after seeing katsuki earlier, just from that brief interaction, you can already tell he was much of a menace at eight as he is now.
âhe saved you.â you said.
âyeah.â his voice softened. âand i stayed with him after that.â
âyou are loyal to him. iâm not surprised.â your gaze drifted toward his wings.
eijiro looked at you for a moment before nodding once. âalways.â
something about the way he said it made the old stories about hybrids echo through your mind again.
once a hybrid found the one they belonged to, their loyalty became absolute.
eventually, the two of you stopped in front of a massive pair of doors at the end of a quieter hallway.
âwelcome to your new quarters, princess.â eijiro pushed them open.
you stepped inside slowly and was met with an enormous room.
dark stone walls surrounded the space but heavy curtains in deep crimson softened parts of it while large fur rugs covered portions of the floor. a massive fireplace burned along one side of the room, filling it with warmth. shelves carved from black wood lined the walls while candles flickered across various surfaces. the bed itself was enormous, layered with thick dark fabrics and furs.
despite the roughness of the castleâs aesthetic, the room still felt strangely luxurious.
eijiro watched your reaction carefully. âi know itâs probably completely different from your home,â he said, rubbing the back of his neck. âbut the king made sure your quarters were comfortable for you.â
your eyes widened slightly. âhe did? really?â
eijiro smiled sheepishly. âwell... not really.â
your brows lifted in confusion at that.
âbut he approved of all the things brought to your room! so thatâs something!â
you could not help the soft laugh that escaped you. he reminded you strangely of a large puppy, earnest and friendly.
âthank you, eijiro. truly.â you nodded politely.
his grin returned immediately. âno problem. you are the future queen of the dragon lord. i live to serve you for you are his.â
his.
he stepped back toward the doorway. âiâll send your new servants in to help with your bath before you retire for the night.â
âthank you.â you nodded again.
âget some rest, princess.â with that, he stepped outside and slowly closed the large doors behind him.
silence settled over the room.
you stood there for a long moment before slowly walking deeper inside, taking every little thing in. finally, you sat down carefully on the edge of the massive bed. your fingers brushed against the heavy sheets beneath your hands.
it was soft, warm⌠and foreign.
your gaze drifted slowly around the unfamiliar room.
this is my home now.
and for the first time since arriving in the scarlet region, the reality of it truly settled into your chest.
the last couple of weeks quickly fell into a repetitive pattern that slowly wore away at your patience no matter how hard you tried to remain understanding about the situation.
every morning you would wake up inside your chambers high within the dark stone walls of the scarlet fortress and ask one of the servants or guards whether the king was available, only to receive the same carefully rehearsed answers in return.
the king was occupied. the king was handling important matters. the king had already left the castle grounds before sunrise.
after hearing those excuses day after day, you eventually stopped asking as often because humiliation started creeping beneath your skin each time another servant avoided your eyes while informing you that your own betrothed apparently had no time for you.
most of your days were spent alone inside your chambers afterward. you ended up reading nearly every single one of the books on your shelves out of sheer boredom.
the books inside the scarlet region were nothing like the gentle romances and elegant poetry collections kept inside the libraries of the emerald empire. these stories were brutal and excessive and strangely honest about the people who lived within this kingdom.
there were tales about ancient wars fought between dragon riders that ended with entire mountainsides collapsing beneath fire and bloodshed. there were stories about barbarian kings who conquered lands with their bare hands and queens who poisoned enemies during feasts. some books were so violent that you occasionally found yourself staring blankly at the pages afterward trying to understand how someone even thought to write such horrifying details.
others were scandalously inappropriate.
one evening you accidentally spent an entire hour reading a story about a warrior taking a noblewoman against a castle wall. one of your handmaidens nearly dropped a tray in shock after realizing what you were reading. afterward she refused to look you directly in the eyes for the rest of the night while you quietly closed the book and pretended not to understand why her face had turned bright red.
still, despite the strange books and lonely silence surrounding most of your days, there was one part of your routine that you genuinely began looking forward to.
eijiro.
the dragon hybrid visited you almost every single day without fail.
sometimes he would arrive during breakfast and keep you company while the two of you ate together inside your chambers. other times he would take you through different sections of the castle while explaining the history behind certain halls and statues carved into the stone walls.
he told stories easily and enthusiastically, often speaking with his hands while his large red wings shifted behind him whenever he became excited.
unlike katsuki, who felt sharp and difficult to approach, eijiro was warm in a way that made conversation come naturally.
he answered your endless questions without irritation.
he explained the volcanoes surrounding the scarlet region and the old traditions involving dragon riders. he told you about battles fought generations ago and pointed out ancient carvings etched into the fortress walls. sometimes he made you laugh without meaning to. sometimes you caught yourself smiling more around him than you had since arriving here.
over time, your nervousness around the hybrid slowly faded.
and if you were being honest with yourself, there were moments where you quietly wondered who exactly you were supposed to be marrying. because while katsuki bakugo remained nothing more than a distant shadow constantly avoiding your presence, eijiro kirishima was the one actually beside you every day.
by the time three weeks had passed since your arrival in the scarlet region, you realized with growing disbelief that your wedding was only a week away.
a single week and yet you still had not properly spoken to katsuki since the first day you arrived. the realization irritated you more than you cared to admit.
that evening you sat in front of the vanity mirror inside your chambers while slowly brushing through your hair with careful strokes. soft firelight flickered across the room while one of your handmaidens prepared fresh oils nearby. you were waiting for eijiro again because he promised earlier that morning he would visit after finishing training with the soldiers.
you had begun expecting him.
which was exactly why surprise shot through you when the chamber doors suddenly burst open hard enough to slam against the stone walls.
your head snapped upward immediately.
katsuki bakugo stood in the doorway.
for a second, the entire room felt painfully still.
his broad figure nearly filled the entrance as firelight danced across his exposed skin and the heavy fur draped around his shoulders. his ash blonde hair looked slightly messy like he had run his hands through it repeatedly and those sharp crimson eyes locked onto yours instantly with an intensity that made your breath catch inside your throat.
it had been weeks since you last saw him.
weeks.
slowly, you stood from your seat before lowering your head respectfully. âmy king,â you greeted softly. âwhat an honor it is to finally be graced by your presence.â
katsuki stared at you for a moment before clicking his tongue. âquit talking like that,â he muttered as he stepped further inside the room. âyou sound like one of those damn council fossils.â
you lifted your gaze carefully toward him. âforgive me. i was simply trying to greet my future husband properly.â
âyeah, well, stop it.â he said, and despite his harsh tone, his eyes remained fixed on you far too intensely for comfort.
you slowly set the brush down against the vanity table. âto what do i owe this sudden visit?â you asked calmly. âi assumed you were occupied with your duties⌠as usual.â
something unreadable flashed across his expression at that.
then you continued before he could answer.
âit has been difficult, i must say. when the king is always occupied with âstate affairsâ and his right hand is the only one willing to provide a tour of the grounds.â
katsukiâs jaw immediately tightened. âhair-for-brains has been babysitting you?â he asked sharply.
you frowned slightly at the insult. âeijiro has been kind,â you corrected as you stepped away from the vanity. âhe told me about the volcanoes, the dragon-kin, the hybrids, and the history of this region. he has been a better guide than my own betrothed.â
a rough laugh escaped katsuki though there was no real amusement behind it. he moved closer until the warmth rolling off his body surrounded you completely. âkirishimaâs an idiot who gives away secrets for free,â he scoffed. âif you wanted to know about this kingdom, you shouldâve come to the source, not the help.â
your eyebrows lifted slightly. âi tried,â you answered, your voice firmer than expected. âevery time i approached your chambers, your guards informed me you were busy breathing fire at your generals. eventually i began wondering if you were hiding something.â
for the briefest second, something shifted across his face. his stare softened just enough to notice before the scowl returned again. âi wasnât hiding,â he said roughly. âi was preparing. do you have any idea what it takes to merge an emerald seat with a scarlet throne? despite the treaty, the court is looking for a reason to tear you apart the moment you step onto the altar.â
the words struck harder than you expected. your breath caught quietly in your throat and for a moment, you simply stared at him.
you had known this marriage was political from the very beginning. kingdoms did not bind themselves together through royal blood for romance. this union meant trade routes, military alliances, security, power, stability between two lands that could strengthen each other greatly. you understood that. you had been taught that since childhood.
but despite understanding all of that, despite knowing nobles could be cruel and proud and difficult, a part of you still had not expected that there were truly people within this castle who looked at you and saw someone unworthy.
you had crossed an entire continent for this marriage, you had left your home behind, your family, your kingdom, everything familiar, and somewhere within these dark stone halls, there were people waiting for you to fail.
they were watching and judging you, hoping youâd slip and fall and break you neck on the way down.
katsuki reached toward you suddenly, his gloved hand hovered near your chin. for a brief second, it looked as though he intended to touch you. then his jaw tightened sharply and he pulled his hand back with visible irritation, almost seeming angry at himself for the impulse.
âi didn't have time for royal pleasantries,â he growled. âbut since you and shitty hair seem to have hit it off so well, i suppose youâve learned enough to hold your own.â
despite yourself, your lips twitched faintly. âiâve learned that the king is temperamental, guarded, and apparently very jealous of his second-in-command,â you said softly, tilting your head.
katsuki froze, his eyes widened for the briefest moment before narrowing into dangerous slits, a low sound rumbled from deep in his chest.
it sent a chill crawling down your spine.
âjealous?â he repeated sharply. âdon't flatter yourself. i just don't like whatâs mine being lectured by a soft-hearted mutt.â
his words made something uncomfortable twist in your chest.
your his property.
slowly, you stepped closer toward him until barely any space remained between your bodies. you could feel the heat radiating from him like fire against your skin.
âis that all i am to you?â you asked quietly. âproperty?â
katsuki stared down at you, his pupils shifted strangely. the sharp crimson of his eyes darkened until the color looked molten beneath the torchlight.
when he leaned closer, your breath caught, his forehead nearly brushed yours. âyouâre a week away from being the queen of the scarlet region,â he said in a low gravelly rasp. âyouâre not property, princess.â his gaze dragged across your face slowly, too slowly. âyouâre the only thing in this godforsaken fortress that isn't made of ash.â
your heart stumbled painfully inside your chest. before you could respond, he continued.
âand if you think iâve been busy playing soldier, youâre wrong.â he leaned even closer, close enough that you could feel his breath against your lips. âiâve been making sure that when you finally walk down that aisle, no one is left alive who thinks they can challenge us.â
us.
âeijiro kept you distracted,â he muttered. âi kept you safe.â
silence filled the room after that.
your mind struggled to keep pace with everything he was saying.
you had thought he hated this arrangement. thought he was avoiding you because he wanted nothing to do with you. yet now he stood before you speaking about protecting you as though it had become his responsibility long before you ever wore his name.
âthere are truly people here who oppose me that much?â you asked quietly.
katsuki scoffed. âthere are people here whoâd oppose the sky if it changed color for too long.â he stepped back slightly before dragging a rough hand through his ash blonde hair.
âthe scarlet court is full of old bastards obsessed with bloodlines and strength. youâre foreign, soft, and refined. they think emerald nobles spend more time playing music than surviving winters. despite the benefits this wedding can give our kingdom, they donât think youâre fit to be queen.â
âthat is not true.â your brows furrowed faintly.
âi know that,â he snapped immediately. âthey don't.â his jaw clenched again. âthey think youâll break.â
something stubborn rose inside your chest at that. you lifted your chin slightly. âand what do you think?â
his eyes locked onto yours instantly, intensely burning. âi think,â he said slowly, âthat anybody who crossed kingdoms to marry into this hellhole without crying halfway through has more spine than half the idiots sitting in my council chamber.â
heat rushed unexpectedly into your face.
before you could answer, katsuki abruptly turned away. âcome with me.â
âwhat?â you blinked.
âyou heard me.â he strode toward the door.
confusion crossed your face immediately. âyour majesty, where are we going?â
âtch. just move.â
you hesitated only a second before following after him and the moment you reached him, his hand suddenly grabbed yours. your breath caught sharply. his grip was large and rough and overwhelmingly warm around your hand.
before you could react properly, he yanked you forward behind him. âquit dragging me,â you gasped softly.
âquit dragging your feet.â
the chamber doors burst open as he pulled you into the corridor.
the dark halls stretched endlessly ahead, lit by fire torches burning against black stone walls. shadows flickered across the floors as servants quickly moved aside at the sight of the king storming through the castle with his future queen in tow.
you struggled slightly to keep pace with his long strides. âwhere are we going?â you asked again.
âyou ask too many questions.â
âthat usually happens when someone drags another person through a castle without explanation.â
he shot you an irritated glance over his shoulder. âyou wanted to know why iâve been busy so badly, right?â
you blinked. âyesâŚâ
âthen shut up and keep walking.â
despite his harsh tone, he never let go of your hand, not once. and somehow that fact lingered in your mind more than anything else.
katsuki continued dragging you through the castle halls with long aggressive strides that forced you to keep close behind him if you did not want to stumble over the hem of your dress. his hand remained wrapped tightly around yours, rough and calloused from years of swordsmanship and battle, his warmth almost startling against your softer skin.
you tried not to stare too openly at everything around you, but it was difficult. the scarlet region fascinated you. even after weeks of exploring with eijiro it still felt foreign to you.
your eyes drifted upward as you noticed enormous carvings etched into the high ceilings.
âthose are incredible,â you murmured softly.
katsuki glanced upward briefly before grunting. âhm.â
you looked back at him. âwhat do they mean?â
âtheyâre old carvings.â
âi can see that.â
his eyes flickered toward you and for a second, you thought you caught amusement there, almost hidden. âsmart mouth,â he muttered.
âi was simply asking.â you blinked innocently at him.
he clicked his tongue before finally answering. âthey tell the story of the first kings. every ruler in the scarlet region traces their bloodline back to them.â
you looked back toward the carvings again with interest. the dragons were enormous in the stone art, wings spread wide across the ceiling while warriors stood beneath them holding weapons toward the sky.
âso the real dragons did come first?â
âobviously.â
âyou do realize not everyone grew up here, yes?â
âannoying.â he let out a sharp exhale through his nose. despite the insult, he still answered. âbefore the kingdoms were built, dragon ruled these mountains. then people started worshipping them. eventually the strongest warriors bonded with them.â
âbonded?â your eyes widened slightly.
âdragon pacts.â his grip tightened faintly around your hand as he continued leading you down another hallway. âsome humans formed bonds with dragon-kind. loyalty for loyalty. strength for strength.â
your thoughts immediately drifted toward eijiro. âis that why hybrids exist?â
âpartly.â
âyou sound reluctant to explain.â you looked at him curiously.
âbecause you ask too many damn questions.â
âand yet you keep answering them.â
he shot you another look over his shoulder. this time you definitely saw it, the corner of his mouth twitched. gone almost immediately.
heâs enjoying this.
you followed him down a massive staircase leading deeper into another section of the castle. the air grew warmer the lower you went, enough that you could feel heat brushing against your skin.
âwhy is it hotter here?â you asked.
âlava tunnels under the mountain.â
your eyes widened. âthere is lava beneath the castle?â
âweâre built into a volcanic mountain, princess. what did you think was under us?â
you stared at him. ârocks?â
he barked out a laugh suddenly, a real one. rough and sharp but genuine enough that it echoed through the corridor. âunbelievable.â
heat crept into your cheeks at the sound. you had not expected him to laugh, especially not because of you.
the two of you continued walking until the hallway opened into a massive chamber lined with weapons mounted against the walls. swords. axes. spears. shields. some looked old enough to belong in museums while others appeared freshly sharpened.
you slowed immediately. âthis is beautiful.â
âitâs an armory.â katsuki snorted.
you stepped closer toward one of the blades hanging on the wall. the sword was massive, far larger than anything you had ever seen used back home.
âpeople actually fight with these?â you asked.
âwhat the hell do you think theyâre for?â he spat, his eyebrows furrowing as he spoke.
you glanced at him carefully. âyou truly speak as though every question pains you.â
âbecause half your questions have obvious answers.â
âfor you, perhaps.â
he stared at you for a moment before crossing his arms over his bare chest. âyou really know nothing about this place.â
there was no mockery in his voice this time. only observation.
you looked down briefly. âi was taught about diplomacy between kingdoms and trade agreements and court etiquette. not weapons and volcanoes and dragon pacts.â
silence settled between you for a brief moment.
then katsuki spoke again, quieter this time. âthat explains a lot.â
âwhat does that mean?â you looked back at him.
he shrugged. âyou walk around this place looking at everything like you got dropped into another world.â
âperhaps i did.â
his gaze lingered on your face longer than necessary. you felt suddenly aware of how close he stood, how large he was compared to you, and how intense his eyes became whenever he looked directly at you.
your fingers tightened slightly around the fabric of your dress, trying to steady yourself before you cleared your throat softly. âwhat are scarlet region weddings like?â
âwhy?â katsukiâs brows furrowed immediately.
âbecause iâm marrying you in a week.â you said with an obvious tone of sarcasm.
âunfortunate for you.â
you ignored that as you asked again. âi would like to know what to expect.â
he sighed dramatically before leaning against one of the stone pillars nearby. âthereâs a ceremony.â
you waited for more, but he stared back blankly.
ââŚthat tells me nothing.â
âthereâs fire. vows. drinking. fighting.â
your eyes widened. âfighting?â
âfriendly fighting.â
âthose are two words that should not belong together.â
âdepends who you ask.â he shrugged.
you could not help the quiet laugh that escaped you.
katsukiâs eyes flickered toward your mouth immediately at the sound. you noticed it again and suddenly forgot how to breathe correctly for a second.
âwhat about emerald empire weddings?â he asked abruptly.
you blinked at the sudden question. âours are more formal.â
âsounds boring already.â katsuki rolled his eyes as if he regrets asking.
âthere is music and dancing.â
âboring.â
âpoetry readings.â
he looked at you, horrified.
you smiled despite yourself. âdecorated gardens.â
âif anybody forced me into a garden for my own wedding iâd burn it down.â he said, his expression tight as if he was already picturing it in his head.
you laughed at the look on his face while katsuki stared at you like he had never heard that sound before, like he wanted to keep hearing it. the realization made warmth spread slowly across your chest.
maybe he truly was avoiding me because he did not know what to do with me.
and somehow that thought felt far more dangerous than hatred ever could have been.
a week passed after your walk through the castle with katsuki, and somewhere within those seven days, something between the two of you shifted. it was not a dramatic shift. there had been no grand confession or sudden tenderness that transformed him into a different man overnight.
katsuki bakugo remained exactly who he was. he was still rough around the edges, still aggressive in the way he spoke, still impatient whenever somebody irritated him which happened often enough that you were beginning to think irritation was simply his natural state of being.
but despite that, things changed.
he was still busy constantly buried beneath matters of court and military discussions and whatever else dragged the dragon king away for hours at a time, but now he made space for you within those busy days.
sometimes he would appear at your chambers without warning only to stay for a few moments.
you would be seated near the fire reading one of the strange books from the scarlet region shelves when the door would suddenly swing open, revealing katsuki standing there with his arms crossed over his chest.
âwhat are you reading?â
you had looked up in surprise the first time it happened. âa history book.â
he narrowed his eyes suspiciously. âwhy?â
âbecause i enjoy learning.â
âsounds miserable.â
yet he still walked over and glanced down at the pages resting in your lap before grunting.
another time, he had appeared during your evening meal and simply sat down across from you without invitation. you remembered staring at him while servants awkwardly scrambled to bring another plate.
âyour majesty?â
âwhat?â
âyou are in my chambers.â
âobviously.â
then he started eating your food as though he had always belonged there.
sometimes he barely spoke during those visits. he would simply sit nearby while you read or embroidered or drank tea. strangely enough, the silence never felt uncomfortable.
other times, he joined you and eijiro during your walks through the castle grounds.
those were perhaps your favorite moments.
eijiro would be speaking enthusiastically about some story from his childhood only for katsuki to suddenly appear beside the two of you with an irritated scowl already on his face.
âwhy the hell are you telling her that story again?â katsuki would ask.
âbecause she likes hearing it,â eijiro would laugh.
âyour stories are stupid.â
âyou listened to all of them too.â
âshut up.â
yet he would stay, always.
and slowly, without realizing it, you started learning him in pieces.
you learned that he hated overly sweet wine but liked stronger drinks that burned your throat. you learned that he became quieter whenever he was exhausted instead of louder. you learned that although he complained constantly, he still noticed everything around him with sharp frightening precision. you learned that whenever he was thinking deeply, his fingers tapped against whatever surface was nearest. you learned that he looked at you intensely even during moments when he thought you were not paying attention.
and before you fully realized it, the day of your wedding arrived.
you stood outside the massive doors leading toward the throne hall with your heart pounding heavily inside your chest. the halls around you glowed with torchlight while distant music echoed through the stone corridors.
your wedding dress felt heavier than anything you had ever worn before.
scarlet region wedding attire differed greatly from the soft flowing gowns worn in the emerald empire. instead of delicate fabrics and flowers, your gown was designed like something worthy of a queen standing beside a warrior king.
the dress clung tightly around your torso with dark crimson fabric embroidered with thin golden threads shaped like dragon scales. the sleeves draped long around your arms while black sheer fabric layered beneath the heavier crimson silk. gold chains decorated your waist and hips, hanging against the fabric with tiny ruby stones attached to them that caught the firelight whenever you moved.
the neckline dipped lower than dresses from your homeland normally allowed, exposing the tops of your collarbones where matching gold jewelry rested against your skin. even your veil was different. instead of white lace, dark red fabric trailed behind you like smoke.
you barely recognized yourself.
then, the massive doors slowly opened and heat rushed into the hall immediately.
inside, the throne room had transformed completely. huge fires burned from enormous iron braziers positioned throughout the chamber while crimson banners hung from the towering walls. drums echoed loudly through the room in a deep steady rhythm that vibrated through your chest. warriors stood lining the aisle holding torches while musicians played harsh beautiful melodies from instruments unfamiliar to you.
this was nothing like emerald empire weddings filled with soft music and flower petals.
before you knew it, you were walking down the aisle and all eyes turned toward you immediately. the eyes of court katsukiâs councilmen, foreign guests from distant lands, warriors dressed in heavy armor, and nobles covered in jewels and furs.
you spotted katsukiâs parents seated near the front. the former king looked relaxed despite the importance of the ceremony while his wife sat beside him watching everything sharply. you had met them during your first week in the scarlet region and quickly realized katsuki had inherited more from his mother than his father. mitsuki bakugo possessed the same fierce presence as her son though hers carried far more control.
your gaze shifted toward the opposite side where your own family sat. your mother already looked emotional, clearly trying not to cry. your father sat tall with pride written across his face. your older brother, however, looked like he was considering starting a war simply to drag you back home.
you almost smiled. when your eyes met his, you gave him a reassuring look.
iâm alright.
slowly, your attention moved again, then you spotted eijiro.
the dragon hybrid stood near the front dressed in dark ceremonial armor lined with crimson detailing. the moment he saw you looking toward him, his entire face lit up with the biggest grin.
it was so warm and genuine that you nearly laughed. you quickly hid the smile threatening your lips before finally looking ahead.
and there he was.
katsuki.
your future husband stood waiting near the throne platform.
for once, his chest was not bare. instead, he wore ceremonial battle robes made from black and deep crimson fabric layered with pieces of dark armor over his shoulders and forearms. fur lined the heavy cape hanging behind him while gold clasps shaped like dragon claws held it together across his chest. thick leather belts wrapped around his waist where a dagger rested beside an ornate sword.
he looked terrifying, beautifully terrifying.
his vermillion eyes locked onto yours instantly and as you approached him, you noticed his gaze slowly travel over your body, from your face, to your dress, to the jewelry against your skin, then back to your eyes again.
the look in his expression made heat crawl into your cheeks.
the ceremony began shortly after.
instead of gentle vows spoken softly between lovers, scarlet region traditions felt almost ritualistic.
the officiant stood before a massive fire while chanting ancient words in the old tongue of the region. wine was poured into ceremonial goblets. your hands and katsukiâs were bound together briefly with crimson cloth symbolizing unity through blood and kingdom.
through most of it, you barely listened because katsuki kept staring at you, and somehow, you realized you were staring back just as much.
the rest of the room blurred around you. time itself felt strange and distant. until finally the officiant spoke again.
âseal this union beneath fire and blood.â
eyes widened slightly and before you could even fully process the words, katsuki suddenly grabbed the back of your neck. a sharp breath escaped you then he pulled you toward him.
his lips crashed against yours.
the kiss stole every coherent thought from your mind instantly.
he kissed you firmly without hesitation, one hand gripping the back of your neck while the other settled against your waist. heat flooded through your entire body as his mouth moved against yours with rough confidence that left your knees weak beneath the heavy layers of your gown.
oh gods.
your fingers instinctively grabbed the front of his ceremonial robes. you could hear distant cheering erupting around the throne room, but it sounded muffled beneath the pounding of your heartbeat.
when he finally pulled away, your lips tingled painfully, you stared at him completely stunned. katsukiâs eyes looked darker somehow, his thumb brushed briefly against your waist before he stepped back.
the celebration afterward became a blur of noise and firelight and endless drinking.
true to scarlet region tradition, there were fights just like katsuki mentioned.
warriors and duelists stepped into the center arena one after another while crowds roared around them.
sero hanta from katsukiâs inner circle defeated one soldier after a brutal sword fight that ended with both men bleeding and laughing. denki kaminari won his own match shortly afterward while shouting obnoxiously toward cheering spectators.
eijiro fought next.
you found yourself watching in amazement as the dragon hybrid moved with terrifying strength and speed before ultimately defeating his opponent.
then came katsuki.
the entire room seemed to erupt when the king stepped forward. his opponent looked almost honored to stand across from him.
the fight started with swords.
metal clashed violently beneath roaring cheers while sparks flew from each impact. katsuki fought like something feral unleashed into battle. he was aggressive, brutal, and overwhelming.
eventually the swords were discarded. then they were on the ground beating each other bloody.
you sat perfectly composed at the royal table, but beneath it, your hands gripped tightly against your dress. stress twisted painfully in your chest.
suddenly, warmth covered one of your hands.
you looked beside yourself and found eijiro smiled reassuringly at you. âdonât worry,â he said gently. âkatsukiâll be fine. iâve seen him survive worse.â
you swallowed slightly. âthat is not comforting.â
he laughed softly. âwhen we were sixteen he fought three mountain raiders at once after getting stabbed in the shoulder.â
âwhat?â your eyes widened in horror.
âhe won.â
âthat really does not make it better.â
eijiro grinned at your expression of worry.
your eyes shifted back toward the fight where katsuki slammed the other man hard into the ground making you winced. âbesides⌠itâs not him iâm worried about,â you admitted quietly.
eijiro blinked before immediately understanding, then he chuckled. âah.â
you looked at him helplessly. âthat poor soldier.â
âtrust me, heâs honored.â
you stared at him incredulously, not entirely sure what to reply to his reassurance.
eijiro leaned closer slightly before explaining. âin the scarlet region, itâs tradition to fight for the person you love.â
your brows furrowed.
he nodded toward the arena. âme and the others fought earlier because weâre unwedded. itâs meant to show strength, protection, and devotion for our future partners.â then he looked toward katsuki. âbut katsukiâs fight is different.â
âdifferent how?â your stomach tightened.
eijiroâs smile softened. âthe longer the fight goes and the more blood he draws from his opponent, the deeper the devotion is believed to be.â
you froze completely.
eijiro continued quietly. âheâs fighting for you, my queen.â
shock rushed through you instantly. you had never heard of this tradition before, never read about it, never learned it during your lessons back home. yet suddenly everything felt different watching katsuki fight down there beneath roaring firelight.
every brutal strike, every drop of blood, every second that continued was for you.
eventually the soldier finally collapsed from exhaustion and blood loss.
the room erupted into cheers.
breathing heavily, katsuki straightened before immediately turning his head toward you, his eyes locked onto yours across the hall then slowly, a smirk twitched against the corner of his mouth. he walked directly toward you afterward. you noticed the blood that stained his knuckles, his lip was split slightly, yet he looked almost pleased with himself.
once he reached the table, he dropped into the seat beside you and threw one arm casually across the back of your chair. âyou look pale,â he said.
you stared at him. âyou nearly killed that man.â
âheâll live.â
âwhy does everything think thatâs comforting?â you replied back.
he snorted then his eyes dragged slowly across your face. âyou watched the whole thing?â
you swallowed softly. ââŚyes.â
âgood.â his smirk deepened slightly.
the grand hall roared with celebration, the air thick with smoke from roasted meats, the bitter tang of ale, and the deafening clash of warriors re-enacting battles for entertainment.
you sat at the high table, your new husband beside you, a solid, immovable presence. katsuki downed the last bit of his wine, a deep, dark scarlet that matched the banners of his kingdom. he swallowed it like it was water, not savoring it, just consuming it. the heavy goblet clunked onto the wooden table.
then his arm, which had been draped loosely around the back of your chair, moved. his hand landed on your shoulder, a firm, heavy pat. once. twice. a third time, each impact a little heavier, a little more deliberate.
your shoulder tingled under the weight.
he stood up. the noise in the hall seemed to dip for a moment, the crowdâs attention shifting to their king. he held his hand out for you, palm open, fingers curled slightly while you looked at his hand, confused.
the festivities were still raging. it was relatively still early. then you turned your head to meet his eyes. dark red, like cooled lava, intense and utterly focused on you. in that instant, the confusion evaporated, replaced by a cold, clear understanding that rushed from your head down to your toes.
it was time. your duty. the consummation.
your fingers, trembling slightly, reached out and grabbed his hand. his grip was instantaneous, tight, almost crushing as he pulled you to stand. you rose, your wedding gown suddenly felt like a ridiculous, fragile costume.
as you stood, you noticed katsukiâs eyes flick to eijiro who sat on your other side, giving him a quick knowing look.
eijiroâs smile faded into a serious nod, his own crimson eyes understanding. they seemed to speak without words, a silent communication that made your eyebrows furrow.
what did that mean? what had they planned?
but before you could dwell, katsuki was pulling you away from the table, his stride long and purposeful. he didnât walk with you; he dragged you.
your hand was captive in his, and he led you through the archway out of the hall, into the colder, darker corridors of the castle. the warmth and noise of the feast died behind you, swallowed by the silence of the passageways.
katsuki looked intense, his profile sharp in the torchlight. his jaw was set, his brows slightly lowered. he didnât look at you as he walked, his focus was on the path ahead, on getting to where he needed to be.
silence filled the space between you, thick and heavy. it wasnât peaceful. it was a tension that crawled over your skin, a prickling awareness of where you were headed, of what was about to happen in the dark, private heart of his domain.
he didnât lead you to the wing where your chambers had been for the past few weeks. he turned down a different corridor, one guarded by two massive stone dragons carved into the archway. he stopped before a door of dark, aged oak reinforced with iron bands.
âthis is my chambers,â he said, his voice a low rumble in the quiet hall. ânow itâs ours. i had the servants move your things here this afternoon.â his tone was matter-of-fact, final. there was no discussion. this was where you would live⌠with him.
katsuki opened the door. it swung inward without a sound.
you were met with a room similar in structure to your old one but vastly different in spirit. it was bigger, dominated by a massive bed with a dark wood frame and black linens. the air smelled like himâlike smoke, leather, and something wild. weapons lay around not as decoration, but as tools temporarily set aside: a sword on a table, its edge gleaming; a pair of axes leaning against a chest; pieces of armor on a stand. scrolls and maps were piled haphazardly.
it was chaotic, masculine, and utterly his.
âitâs very⌠you,â you said softly, stepping inside after him.
âitâs a fucking room,â he grunted, closing the door behind you. the click of the latch was loud in the silence. âit serves its purpose.â
you turned to face him, now alone in the intimate space. the tension from the corridors condensed here, in the few feet of space between you. he finally looked at you directly, his sharp eyes sweeping over your body in the elaborate dress.
âyou wore this shit all day,â he stated, not a question. âmust be heavy.â
âthey told me it is the traditional gown of the scarlet region for a royal wedding,â you replied, your voice gentle. âthey told me it represents power and prosperity.â
âit represents a lot of fucking fabric,â he said, a slight, sharp smirk touching his lips. âyou look⌠good in it. but iâll prefer you without it.â
your cheeks warmed at his blunt words. you didnât know how to respond to such directness.
he stepped closer, until you were face to face. his warmth radiated against you. one of his calloused hands came up to gently play with a strand of your hair that had escaped its intricate styling.
the contrast was startling, the brute king touching you with such deliberate softness.
âdo you know whatâs about to happen now, hm?â he asked, his voice lower, gravelly.
you swallowed, your eyes wide. âi-i know my duty to my husband,â you whispered. âto⌠consummate the marriage. to bond both our kingdoms.â
his fingers continued their slow movement through your hair. âduty. bond.â he snorted softly. âi may be a brute, princess. i may be have a temper and called a barbarian. but i wonât do anything to you if youâre not ready.â the words were gruff, but the meaning underneath was startlingly clear.
he was giving you a choice, within the cage of this marriage.
your body reacted to his soft touches. a shiver went down your spine that wasnât entirely fear. your eyes closed for a moment, feeling the rough texture of his fingers against the sensitive skin of your neck, behind your ear.
it was soothing and terrifying all at once.
you opened your eyes to find him watching your face intently, studying every flicker of reaction.
âi⌠i want to,â you promised him, your voice timid but clear. âi am ready.â
a low sound, like a grumble of satisfaction, emanated from his chest. his eyes darkened, shifting from assessing to predatory. his fingers left your hair and traced down your shoulder to the back of your gown, finding the complex laces of the corset.
âyou love learning, right? reading those historical books,â he said, his voice now a seductive murmur as his fingers began to work the first lace. âso learn this. in the scarlet region, we donât consummate marriages like they do in other kingdoms. itâs not clinical. itâs not prude.â
another lace loosened.
your breath hitched as the structure of the dress began to give way.
âthey call us brutes. barbarians.â another lace. âand theyâre right.â the final lace came free with a soft pull. âwe fuck like animals. and tonight, i will make sure every single morsel and peasant in this kingdom knows what weâre doing. i wonât hold back.â
you shivered as his words washed over you, crude and thrilling.
the last of the fabric, freed from its bindings, pooled around your legs and slid to the floor with a whisper of silk. you stood before him, bare except for the delicate necklaces on your neck.
his eyes raked over your body, no longer obscured. his gaze was hot, possessive, and utterly focused. his warm, calloused hands followed his eyes, roaming everywhereâyour shoulders, the curve of your waist, the outside of your thighs. his touch was firm, mapping you.
your breathing became uneven, shallow as you watched him.
âfuck,â he breathed out, the word almost reverent in its roughness. âlook at you.â
then he grabbed you, not gently. his hands hauled you into his arms, your bare body pressing against the warm fabric of his attire. you felt the hard planes of his chest, the muscles of his arms. for a second, you were enveloped in his scent and strength before he threw you onto the bed. you landed on the black linens with a soft gasp, the cool fabric against your skin.
he hovered over you, still fully clothed, a giant silhouetted against the torchlight.
his eyes grew darker, hungrier. he didnât bother with ceremony. his own clothes were removed with swift, efficient movements, the ornate jacket torn off, the shirt pulled over his head and discarded carelessly on the ground, the trousers shoved down and kicked away until he was bare like you.
you shyly eyed his body from where you lay on the bed. he was⌠gorgeous. carved from muscle, scars mapping old battles across his skin.
âsee something you like, huh?â he growled, noticing your wide-eyed look.
âyouâre⌠very b-big,â you whispered, your politeness clinging to you even in this raw moment.
âha! damn right i am,â he said as he moved onto the bed, kneeling between your legs. his hands pushed your thighs apart, making you shyly whine at the sudden exposure.
your palms came up to push against his chest lightly, a reflexive gesture of modesty. âi⌠i havenât done anything like this before,â you confessed softly, your eyes pleading for understanding.
katsukiâs eyes softened for a fleeting moment. he leaned down, not entering you, but lifting himself up to kiss you.
it wasnât a gentle kiss.
his lips crashed onto yours, hot and demanding. his tongue invaded your mouth, a battle you couldnât hope to win but were compelled to join. there were bites; sharp nips on your lower lip that made you gasp, and shared spit, and breaths that grew ragged. you whined into his mouth, small sounds of overwhelm that only spurred him on. he groaned, a deep sound from his chest, and the wrestling of tongues was wet, messy, and utterly intoxicating.
âgonna taste every part of you, wife,â he muttered against your lips before breaking away.
he moved down your body, his hands holding your hips firmly. his mouth found your core, and he didnât hesitate. he ate you out with the same aggressive dedication he did everything else. his tongue was relentless, exploring, licking, pushing inside you while grunted against your skin.
âso fucking sweet⌠like a prize⌠all mineâŚâ
âs-shitâoh! katsuki⌠so g-goodâŚâ you moaned, a high, shaky sound.
katsuki groaned in between your thighs, his mouth moving messily on your mound, swishing vibrations through you that amplified the pleasure he was already giving you.
your body writhed on the bed from the shocking, unprecedented sensations crashing through you. your hands gripped the black sheets. you were confused by what you were feeling; this building, tightening coil of pleasure deep inside you, something you had no name for.
âi⌠f-feelânghhâŚâ you gasped.
âlet go,â katsuki commanded, his voice thick. âjust let go for me.â
and you did.
the coil snapped, and a wave of intense pleasure broke over you, making you arch off the bed with a sharp cry. he kept working you through it until you collapsed back onto the linens, trembling.
he moved back up, his body aligning with yours. his cock, heavy and hard, pressed against your slit.
âi canât fucking wait any longer. i need to be inside you⌠been wanting you since i laid eyes on you,â he said, his voice dark with promise. âiâm gonna enter you now and youâre gonna take all of me like a good wife, hm?â
you were delirious in pleasure. just from that one orgasm, you felt indescribable pleasure from your husband. slowly but surely, you wanted everything and anything he was willing to give you. âp-please.â you begged.
katsuki glided his cock into you slowly, an inch at a time. you moaned at the intrusion, a mix of pleasure from before and the new, stretching feeling. he grunted, his own control evident in the slow pace.
âso f-fuuucking tight⌠wrapping around me like a damn viceâŚâ he breathed.
you held onto him, your arms around his shoulders as he slowly inched deeper until he was fully seated inside you. it was a fullness that stole your breath, gasping as you clutched onto him. âhaââ
âpainful?â he asked, his eyes searching yours.
âa little⌠but⌠itâs fading,â you whined softly. âp-please⌠move.â
âhow can i deny such an honest plea?â katsuki teased, chuckling at your expression before he began to move.
his thrusts started slow but quickly gained speed and force. he fucked you on your back with a driving rhythm that shook the bed frame. each thrust punched a moan or a whine from your lips.
âoh! ahângh⌠sâgood.â you threw your head back.
âsuch a good little wife⌠taking her king so perfectlyâŚâ he growled, his praise landing on you like a brand, making you cling to him tighter.
he paused for a moment, looking down at where your bodies joined. âfuck⌠youâre so small⌠made for meâŚâ his thrusts became deeper, more harder. âgonna fill you up⌠gonna put my heirs right in here.â his desire was raw in his words, each slam of his hips a promise of possession beyond tonight.
âkatsuki⌠please!â you begged, your nails clawing down his back.
âplease what? need more, huh? you gonna cum again fro me?â katsuki groaned as he continued to plow into you.
âi⌠i donât knowâf-fuck!â you bit down on his shoulder as you ground up at him, meeting his thrusts.
âyou do know, baby. feel it. come undone for me again.â katsuki nipped at your ear.
and you did, another peak crashing over you as he drove into you relentlessly, his own release following with a roar that echoed in the dark chamber, filling you with his cum as he collapsed atop you, breathing heavily into your neck.
but he didnât stop.
the moment your second orgasm faded into tremors, katsuki kept driving into you, his hips setting a brutal, possessive rhythm that stole the air from your lungs. each thrust was a deep, claiming slam that made the bedposts creak in protest.
âk-katsukiâŚâ you moaned, the name a broken sound on your lips. your hands scrambled against his sweat-slicked back, fingers digging into the hard muscle.
âthatâs it, weâre not done yet. just like that, babyâoh, fuck,â he grunted, his voice rough with strain and pleasure. âmoan for me. let the whole fucking castle know who you belong to.â his own moans were guttural that vibrated through his chest into yours. âso fucking good. taking me like you were made for itâŚâ
katsukiâs hands, which had been braced on either side of your head, slid down to grasp your thighs. his calloused palms caressed the soft skin of your legs as he held them open, his grip firm, almost bruising in its intensity. he used that leverage to pound into you harder, deeper.
you arched off the bed, a sharp whine tearing from your throat as he hit a spot inside you that sparked white behind your eyelids. âright there⌠oh, gods, right there!â you sobbed.
âi know. found your sweet spot, huh? that feel good?â he growled, a smirk in his tone. âi feel you clenching around me, princess. greedy little thing.â
the sound of your bodies meeting was obscenely wet, a rhythmic slap of skin on skin that underscored every groan and whimper.
then, with a sudden, powerful shift, he manhandled you. his hands left your thighs to grip your waist, and in one fluid, dominant motion, he flipped the two of you around. you gasped as the world spun, finding yourself straddling him, his cock still buried impossibly deep inside you. the new position made you feel him even more profoundly, every inch of him stretching you.
âah! fuck!â you moaned, eyes wide, hands flying to his chest to steady yourself.
âlook at you,â he rasped, his vermillion eyes blazing up at you. âriding your king as if youâre riding a dragon yourself. so fucking perfect for me.â his hands settled on your hips, thumbs stroking the bone. âcâmon. show me what my good little wife can do.â
you were obedient, eager to please. tentatively, you lifted yourself up, a slow, trembling movement that made you both moan as he slid partially out. then you lowered yourself back down, sheathing him fully, a grunt punched from his lips.
âfuck yes. thatâs it⌠just like that,â he praised, his eyes watching your face with a dark, satisfied smirk. your expression was one of overwhelmed bliss, mouth slightly open, eyes glazed. he cooed at you, the sound strangely tender coming from him. âsuch a pretty queen. taking her king so well. now⌠set the pace fâme.â
your confidence grew with his constant praise. you started to bounce on him, slowly at first, then faster, finding a rhythm. each descent made your breath hitch, each rise brought a needy whine. your arched your back, your hair spilling over your shoulders.
âkatsuki⌠itâs so⌠i feel so fullâŚâ you whimpered.
âyou are full,â he agreed, his voice thick. âfull of me. and you look so fucking small wrapped around me⌠perfect fit.â his lust for you bled into the words, the awe in his gaze as he looked at where your bodies joined.
but the heat from the friction on your inner thighs began to burn, making you slow your movements with a pout and a soft whine of discomfort.
katsuki chuckled, a low, rumbling sound. âtired already? my delicate little flower.â he cooed at you, his thumbs still caressing your hips. âitâs okay. let me help, hm?â
instead of bouncing, you began to grind on him out of desperation. circular motion drew a deep groan from him. then you leaned forward, collapsing against his chest, tucking your face into the hot skin of his neck. you were surrounded by his scent, his heat, and it was intoxicating.
âplease⌠please, katsuki,â you begged, your voice muffled against him. âi needâfuck⌠i donât know what i need anymore⌠need more.â
âshhh,â he cooed, one hand cupping the back of your head, his fingers tangling in your hair. the other stayed on your hip, possessive. âi know what you need.â
katsuki planted his feet firmly on the bed, gaining leverage. and then, with a single, powerful beat of his hips, he started ramming up into you. he was fucking up into you from below, each upward thrust spearing you deeply, knocking the air from your lungs.
âahângh⌠yes! right there!â you shrieked, a sound of pure, unadulterated pleasure. your moans and whines became a continuous stream against his neck.
âjust let me do all the work,â he grunted, his own breathing becoming ragged. âa king serves his queen⌠especially in bed.â his thrusts were relentless, powerful pistons driving you up and down on his cock even as you lay pliant against him. you were putty in his hands, letting him use your body exactly as he wanted, your face hidden in the safety of his neck.
the sounds filled the room; his guttural grunts, your high-pitched whimpers, the wet slap of his hips meeting yours, the creak of the bed, the filth coming out of your husbandâs mouth. it was sinful.
âgonna breed you so deepâfuckâfill this perfect cunt with my heirs⌠mark you inside and outâŚâ
your only replies were broken syllables, your desire for his praise making you sing with every rough compliment.
katsukiâs thrusts started becoming erratic, sloppy, losing their military precision as his own peak approached.
âiâm close⌠fuck, Iâm so close,â you whined, your body tightening around him.
âi am too,â he gasped, his voice strained. he pulled back just enough to look at your face.
your expression was one of utterly ruined bliss. your eyebrows were drawn together, lips swollen and parted, eyes half-lidded and hazy. you looked so pretty to him, so perfectly claimed.
katsuki leaned up and placed a sudden, soft kiss on your forehead, a shocking gesture of tenderness amidst the carnal frenzy.
you clutched at his biceps, your nails biting into his skin. âk-katsuki⌠iâm gonnaâŚâ
he grunted, and with effort, he stopped thrusting.
before you could even whine in complaint at the denied release, his arms were scooping you up. katsuki stood from the bed in one powerful motion, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as you clung to him, his cock still buried to the hilt inside you.
âwh-whatâŚ?â you gasped, startled.
âtch. patience,â he growled, his own need evident in the tension of his body.
he gripped your thighs firmly, his hands huge and warm. and then he began to move you himself, bouncing you on his cock as he stood there, using the strength of his arms and the leverage of his stance to fuck you onto him.
the thought of it⌠of him manhandling you so easily, picking you up and using your body like this, made you physically shiver. that shiver traveled inward, making your inner walls clench tightly around him, which drew a ragged groan from his throat.
âfuck⌠you just got tighter,â he breathed, his pace increasing. âyou like that? like when i just take whatâs mine and use you?â
âyes⌠yes, i do like it. please⌠iâm close again, katsuki, pleaseâhaâŚâ you begged, your head falling back.
katsuki hummed, coaxing you over the edge. âgive me another one, my good girl. cum again for your king and iâll give you a reward.â
that promise, coupled with the overwhelming sensation of being fucked in mid-air by your powerful husband, was too much. a coil tightened deep in your belly, winding to its breaking point.
âshit! iâmâfuck, iâmâŚ!â
âthatâs it. let go,â he commanded.
âk-katsukiâŚâ you whine, the sound muffled, as another wave of sensitivity makes you clench around him, where heâs still buried deep inside you.
a low, guttural groan vibrates through his chest and into yours. âfuck,â he rasps, his voice wrecked. one large, calloused hand comes up to cup the back of your head, his fingers tangling in your disheveled hair.
âgonna make you cum again. come on, baby. come undone for me again. you want to, donât you?â
you nod frantically, a desperate little mewl escaping you as you moved desperately up and down on him.
âsay it.â
âyesâcum⌠gonna cum fâyou. only you.â
he smirks, that feral, triumphant curl of his lips while his free hand grips your hip, fingers digging in, helping you find a rolling rhythm even as he holds you locked to him. the sound of your slick skin meeting his, the wet slap of each movement, fills the heavy air of the chamber, mingling with his grunts and your broken cries.
âso good for me.â thrust. âso fuckinâ tight.â thrust. âall mine.â thrust. âgonna keep you full of me.â thrust. âalways.â thrust. âbreed you so deep youâll feel it for days.â thrust.
when the next orgasm rips through you, itâs slower, deeper, a molten unspooling that has you sobbing into his mouth, your body seizing around him in rhythmic pulses. he follows you over with a sharp, choked-off roar, his hips jerking up to bury himself to the hilt as he spills hot inside you, his grip on your hair tightening almost painfully.
before you can even form a coherent thought, heâs capturing your mouth again. this kiss is messy, sloppy, all hungry tongue and possessive pressure. itâs wet and it steals the air from your lungs. you can taste yourself on him, salty and sweet.
he pulls his head back just a few inches, his eyes blazing down at you, pupils blown wide with lust. his lips are swollen, his breathing harsh. âlook at you,â he growls, the words rough with awe. âmy perfect little wife. took me so damn well. fuckinâ gorgeous fâme.â
katsuki nuzzles into your hair, his lips brushing your temple. his voice is a low, satiated rumble. âsince youâve been so good⌠so obedient⌠you get your prize.â
prize? oh yeah, he said something about a prize. your hazy mind struggles to comprehend.
you feel him shift beneath you, still intimately connected, as he lifts his gaze from the top of your head to the chamber door.
âei. get in here.â
your entire body goes rigid. confusion floods you, cutting through the blissful fog. your eyes fly open, wide and bewildered, staring at the carved wood of the door.
eijiro? as in kirishima? now? why? while weâre⌠weâre like thisâŚ!
âkatsuki?â your voice is small, trembling. âwhat are you talking about?â
the door swings open silently. and there he is.
eijiro kirishima fills the doorway, his broad shoulders nearly touching the frame, his chest bare, the hard planes of his abdomen and the dark trail of hair leading downward on full display. his crimson eyes, usually so warm and friendly, are dark, intense, and they lock onto the two of you immediately⌠onto you, specifically.
was he outside this entire time?
you feel the burn of his gaze like a physical touch, sweeping over katsukiâs hands on your bare skin, over the curve of your spine, over the intimate join of your bodies.
a hot, shameful flush explodes across your face and chest. you try to shrink further into katsuki, but heâs already moving, walking with you still impaled on him, one arm hooked under your thighs. he walks you both towards eijiro, and the casual display of his strength makes your head spin.
âiâm not stupid,â katsuki says, nonchalant as if he wasnât still buried inside you. he stops a few feet from eijiro. âsaw the way he looked at you for weeks. like you were water in a desert. and youâŚâ he glances down at you, his smirk deepening. âyou greedy little thing got attached to your friendly dragon babysitter, didnât you? spoiled princess.â
your heart hammers against your ribs. âi didnâtâi didnât mean to make you feelââ
katsuki cuts you off with a low chuckle, his free hand stroking a soothing line down your sweat-damp back. âshh-shh. you didnât do a damn thing wrong, princess. you just⌠showed me something.â his eyes slide back to eijiro, hungry and possessive. âshowed me what turns my blood to fuckinâ fire. the depravity of it. the idea of him,â he thrusts up shallowly, making you gasp, âwanting whatâs mine. touching whatâs mine.â
he shifts his gaze fully to eijiro. âiâm right, arenât i?â
eijiroâs eyes havenât left you. a slow, deep hum resonates in his chest, a sound more beast than man. âi am bound to you, my king,â he says, his voice thicker, rougher than youâve ever heard it. âmy life is yours. my loyalty.â his tongue darts out to wet his lips. âand what is yours⌠is yours to command.â
katsukiâs grin is all sharp edges and dark promise. he looks down at you again, his expression turning curious. âso? is it okay with you, my greedy baby? if i share you? if he gets to have a taste of what belongs to me?â
the question is so blunt, so shockingly crude, that your mind blanks. but your body betrays you instantly. a violent, involuntary clench around katsukiâs still hard length, a fresh trickle of wetness that has nothing to do with fear.
katsuki grunts, his head throwing back with a sharp hiss. âfuck! see that, shitty hair?â he says, talking about you as if you werenât clinging to him. âgot even tighter just hearing it. her pretty little cuntâs begging for it.â
âseems eager to please,â eijiro murmurs, taking a step closer. the heat radiating from his body rivals katsukiâs.
âsheâs a good girl,â katsuki agrees, his voice dropping to a coaxing rumble directly in your ear. âarenât you? can you be good for me, hm? for us?â
the choice is no choice at all. not with katsukiâs seed still leaking from you, not with eijiroâs hungry eyes devouring you.
âyes, please. iâll do anything for you.â you nod, eagerly, desperately, a whine caught in your throat.
âgood,â katsuki purrs. he gives a single nod to eijiro.
in one smooth motion, katsuki pulls himself from your sensitive flesh, a gasp ripped from your lips at the sudden emptiness and the cool air on your wet skin. then his hands are on your waist, and heâs transferring your weight.
eijiroâs arms come up to catch you, and he is just as hot, just as solid as katsuki. youâre cradled against a chest that feels like carved stone, your bare skin flush against his, and you bury your flaming face in his neck, breathing in his scent of smoke, spice, and something wild.
katsuki strides over to a large ornate chair near the bed and sinks into it, sprawling with kingly indolence. heâs still gloriously naked, his cock hard on his belly. âalright,â he says, his voice a command. âi wanna watch. kirishima⌠eat her out. clean up my mess. then get her ready for you.â
eijiro lets out another one of those low, rumbling hums. âas my king commands.â he carries you to the bed as if you weigh nothing and lays you down gently on the rumpled silk. your eyes are glued to him as he hooks his thumbs in the waistband of his pants and pushes them down.
your breath hitches at the sight.
heâs⌠huge. thick and long, already fully erect, the tip flushed and leaking. the sight sends a jolt of pure, dizzying arousal straight to your already throbbing core.
âlike what you see, princess?â katsuki asks from his chair, a dark amusement in his tone. heâs lazily stroking himself, his eyes glued to the scene.
âsheâs blushing all over,â eijiro notes, his voice softening as he kneels on the bed between your spread legs. his gaze is a physical weight, traveling over every inch of your exposed body; your peaked nipples, the flutter of your stomach, the glistening, well-used flesh between your thighs, dripping with katsukiâs release. he leans over you, caging you with his arms, his face inches from yours. his eyes search yours. âcan i kiss you, sweetheart?â
you nod, wordless.
eijiro no longer waits. his mouth immediately captures yours.
itâs nothing like katsukiâs kiss. where katsuki is fire and possessive, eijiro is deep, lingering warmth. itâs sweet, almost reverent at first. a soft press of lips that quickly deepens into something more devouring. his tongue sweeps into your mouth, tasting you slowly, thoroughly. itâs no less possessive, but itâs a different kind of claim.
âgood girl,â katsuki grunts from the side. âlet him taste you.â
eijiro breaks the kiss with a soft sound, trailing his lips along your jaw, down the column of your neck. âso sweet,â he murmurs against your skin, his hot breath making you shiver. âso perfect.â he moves lower, taking a nipple into his mouth, suckling gently before swirling it with his tongue. he pays equal attention to the other, his hands skimming down your sides as he kisses a path over your trembling stomach.
he doesnât stop until his face is level with your aching core. the scent of sex and katsuki is thick in the air. eijiroâs eyes lock with yours, holding your gaze with an intensity that pins you to the bed.
âlick her clean, ei,â katsuki orders, his hand moving faster on his own length.
eijiro doesnât look away from you. âwith pleasure,â he rumbles.
his tongue was broad, hot, and surprisingly soft. it drags through your soaked folds in one long, deliberate stripe. he gathers katsukiâs cum and your own on his tongue, his eyes fluttering closed for a second as he savors it. a low groan vibrates from his throat into your flesh.
âfuck yes,â katsuki breathes. âdoesnât she taste so good?â
eijiro opens his eyes again as he hummed in agreement, watching your face as he does it again. and again. each slow, languid lap makes your back arch off the bed, a broken moan tumbling from your lips.
heâs cleaning you with a thoroughness that is obscene, worshipful, and unbearably erotic.
then he zeroes in on your clit.
his mouth closes over the swollen bud and he eats you like a man starved. his tongue flicks and circles, then presses hard and flat against you before spearing deep inside your entrance, fucking you with it, tasting both of you mixed together.
âoh godsâeijiro!â you cry out, one hand fisting in the sheets above your head, the other tangling in his red hair.
the sounds he was making were filthy. wet, sucking noises, his low growls of appreciation, your escalating whines and sobs.
âso good,â eijiro mumbles against your flesh, his words muffled. âtaste like heaven. so fucking perfect.â he shifts, his hands sliding under your thighs to hike them over his shoulders, spreading you wider, opening you up for his devouring mouth.
âthatâs it,â katsuki praises from his throne, his grunts joining the symphony. âmake her cum on your tongue. show me how good my wife tastes.â
you tear your eyes from the ecstasy on eijiroâs face to look at your husband. katsuki is stroking himself in earnest now, his gaze locked on where eijiroâs head is buried between your legs. he looks utterly captivated, a smirk of pure male satisfaction on his lips.
âk-katsuki! eijiâughângh,â you wail, feeling the coil within you wind impossibly tight.
âcum for him,â katsuki commands, his voice rough. âgive him your reward for being so patient.â
eijiro redoubles his efforts, sucking your clit into his mouth while thrusting two thick fingers inside you, curling them to stroke that perfect spot.
the dual assault shatters you. you scream, your body bowing off the bed as a brutal orgasm tears through you, your vision whiting out at the edges as you clamp down around his fingers.
eijiro rides it out with you, drinking every drop, until you collapse back onto the sheets, boneless and trembling. and when he finally lifts his head, his chin glistening.
âthatâs it, baby,â katsukiâs voice is a low, approving rumble as you tremble through the last waves of your climax under eijiroâs mouth. âso good for us. but weâre not done.â he stood up from his seat before standing in front of you, his fingers, still tangled in your hair, give a gentle but firm tug, guiding your face up to look at him. his eyes are molten, dark with a possessive heat that makes your insides flutter anew. âup. on your hands and knees for me. show me how well my queen can listen.â
your body, still humming with pleasure, obeys before your mind fully catches up.
you push yourself up, limbs shaky, and maneuver onto your hands and knees in the center of the massive bed. the silk is cool against your flushed skin. you feel exposed, vulnerable, and utterly wanton.
katsuki moves with a predatorâs grace. he moved to sit on the bed, positioning himself right in front of you. he shifts to sit up against the carved headboard, his back supported, his legs spread.
heâs the picture of royalty, a king surveying his spoils. and you are on display before him.
a moment later, the bed dips behind you. eijiroâs large, warm hands settle on your waist, his thumbs stroking the dip of your spine. he leans in, pressing a hot, open-mouthed kiss to the small of your back, then another higher up, his breath fanning over your sensitive skin.
a desperate, hungry sound escapes you, a whine thatâs almost a sob. you push your hips back instinctively, seeking more of his touch, more of anything.
the refined manners of the emerald kingdom, the years of etiquette lessons, the poised grace of a princessâitâs all gone, incinerated in the scarlet heat of this room, of these men.
you are need and hunger given form.
katsuki watches you, a low chuckle vibrating in his chest as he thought of the same thing. âlook at you,â he muses, his voice thick with dark amusement. âwhereâs my polite little princess now? huh? all those pretty curtsies and soft-spoken words⌠fucked right out of you.â he leans forward slightly, his gaze searing into you. âgood. that girl belonged to them. this?â he gestures at you, trembling and eager on your knees. âthis is mine. youâre my wife. my queen. and youâre in the scarlet region now. i could fuck you raw in front of my entire war council and not a single bastard would bat a fucking eye.â the sheer, brutal ownership in his words makes you clench around nothing, a fresh trickle of wetness slicking your inner thighs.
katsuki sees it, his smirk widening. âbut i wonât do that. âcause this⌠this filthy, desperate, perfect look on your face⌠thatâs for me. and for him.â he nods toward eijiro behind you. âno one else.â
his attention sharpens, focusing solely on you. his voice drops, softening into a coaxing, dominant croon thatâs somehow more overwhelming than his shouts. âcâmere, pretty. closer to me.â you shuffle forward on your knees until youâre between his spread legs, his hard, thick cock standing proudly just inches from your face. the musky, masculine scent of him is overwhelming.
âi know you havenât done this before,â he says, his tone surprisingly gentle, like heâs instructing you in a sacred rite. âthatâs okay. iâm gonna tell you exactly what to do. just be my good girl and follow my words, yeah?â
âi will. mâgood girl,â you nod, your eyes wide and fixed on him, on the ruddy tip already beading with pre-cum.
âyes you are,â he praises you. âfirst⌠just taste me. use that pretty little tongue.â
leaning forward, you tentatively extend your tongue and lick a slow, careful stripe over the broad head. the taste is salty, uniquely him, and it sends a jolt of pure lust straight to your core.
âfuck,â katsuki hisses, his hips giving a tiny jerk. âjust like that. perfect. so fuckinâ obedient for me.â his hand comes to rest on the top of your head, not pushing, just holding. ânow⌠wrap your hand around me. show me how big i am for my queen.â
you reach out, your fingers seeming so small as you wrap them around his girth. you canât quite close your thumb and forefinger. a soft, awed sound leaves your lips. â⌠so big.â
katsukiâs chuckle is ragged. âsee? you need both hands. go on.â
you bring your other hand up, stacking it over the first, and finally manage to form a loose ring around him. the heat of him is incredible, the skin like velvet over steel. you begin to stroke, up and down, watching in fascination as his expression tightens with pleasure.
âyes⌠just like that⌠f-fuck, your hands are so soft,â he groans, his head falling back against the headboard for a moment before he forces it up to watch you. âdoing so good. such a fast learner for me.â
meanwhile, eijiro is worshiping your back. his mouth is everywhere, sucking dark marks onto your shoulders, licking a hot path down your spine, biting gently at the swell of your ass. each touch, each possessive mark, makes you whimper and push back into him, your strokes on katsuki becoming less coordinated.
âso eager,â eijiro murmurs against your skin, his voice a gravelly vibration. âso perfect for him. for us.â
emboldened by their praise, by the fire coursing through your veins, you lean in again. this time, you drag your tongue from the very base of katsukiâs shaft all the way to the tip in one long, slow, wet lick.
katsukiâs reaction is instantaneous. a sharp, guttural âhnng!â rips from his throat, and his hand fists in your hair. âshit! whereâd that come from, you greedy little thing?â but heâs grinning, all fierce pride.
you donât answer with words, instead you open your mouth and take the head of his cock inside, sucking gently as you had seen done in erotic book and illustrations.
âoh, fuck yes,â he moans, his fingers tightening on your hair. âjust like that⌠take me deeper now. slowâjust like that. good girlâŚâ
you obey, sinking down inch by agonizing inch. heâs so big, stretching your lips wide, filling your mouth until you feel him nudge the back of your throat. your eyes water, but you hold there, breathing harshly through your nose.
âlook at that,â katsuki breathes, awe in his tone. he glances over your head, his eyes meeting eijiroâs. âsheâs taking me so well⌠now itâs your turn, ei. fuck her. fill her up while she sucks me off.â
eijiroâs answering growl is pure hunger. you feel the blunt, hot head of his cock nudge against your dripping entrance, still stretched and sensitive from before. âgonna put it in now, sweetheart,â he coos, his voice a rough contrast to his gentle warning. âgonna fill you up just like your husband wants.â
you moan around katsukiâs length, the vibration making him curse and thrust his hips up minutely.
the sensation is overwhelming. the stretch and burn as eijiro slowly pushes inside you from behind, and the heavy fullness in your mouth.
âthatâs it⌠take him,â katsuki groans, his hand guiding your head down a little further, helping you take more of him. âffuuuck, your mouth⌠so hot and tight.â
eijiro bottoms out with a deep, satisfied sigh, his hips flush against your ass. âgods⌠sheâs s-so tight,â he rasps.
then he begins to move. slow and deep thrusts that have you seeing stars. each forward drive pushes you further onto katsukiâs cock, making you gag softly. each withdrawal pulls a desperate whine from your throat.
âlisten to her,â katsuki pants, his own hips beginning to move in tiny counter-thrusts to eijiroâs rhythm. âlisten to those pretty little sounds she makes for us. fuck her harder, shitty hair. make her fucking feel good.â
eijiro obeys, his grip on your hips turning vice-like. his thrusts become harder, faster, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room accompanied by his guttural grunts and your muffled cries. âso good⌠taking us both⌠our perfect queen.â
katsukiâs control is fraying. his thrusts into your mouth become less measured, more urgent. âgonna cum⌠fuck, youâre gonna make me cum down your pretty little throat,â he snarls, his voice strained. he fists your hair tightly, holding you in place as his pace turns erratic. âyou want that? want me to cum in your mouth?â
youâre eyes stayed on his as you hummed in agreement.
âthen earn it, baby. cum for eijiro while you suck me like the good girl you are.â katsuki says.
the challenge, the sheer depravity of it, ignites something frantic in you.
determined to feel that shattering pleasure again, to please him, you bob your head faster, taking him as deep as you can manage, hollowing your cheeks and swirling your tongue around the sensitive head on each upstroke.
katsuki throws his head back with a ragged roar, his entire body tensing. âyes! just like that! fuck, baby! iâm gonnaâ!â
the first hot, salty pulse hits the back of your throat. he holds you there firmly as he empties himself with sharp, jerking thrusts, groaning your name mixed with filth and praise. âtake it all. swallow it⌠be a good girl for your husbandâŚâ
as you struggle to swallow, tears streaming down your cheeks, katsuki cups your jaw with his other hand, his thumb stroking your cheek. his eyes are blazing, demanding. âlook at me,â he commands, his voice raw. âgive me your eyes while you swallow my cum.â
you force your watery gaze up to meet his. the connection is electric, intimate and degrading all at once. you see the raw possession, the awe, the unadulterated lust as you gulp him down.
âso fucking good⌠perfect girl,â he whispers, his thumb wiping a stray tear. he glances at eijiro over your shoulder. ânow make my wife cum.â
with a look from katsuki, eijiro changes his angle, driving into you with deep, punishing strokes aimed directly at that spot inside you that makes you see white.
you fall forward, your arms giving out, but katsuki is there. you collapse against his chest, your face buried in his neck as eijiro pounds into you from behind. âah! hnghâf-fuuuck. mâclose. so close.â
âthatâs it⌠let go⌠cum on my cock,â eijiro grunts, his rhythm becoming brutal, relentless. âgonna fill you up⌠breed youâŚâ
katsuki holds you to him, one arm wrapped around your back, his other hand stroking your hair. his mouth is at your ear, a constant stream of filth and praise. âfeel him? feel how deep heâs fucking my cum deeper into you? youâre gonna be dripping with us for days⌠our perfect, shared little wife⌠come on⌠let me see you fall apart.â
âkatsuki, eiji!â you scream into katsukiâs skin as an orgasm more intense than any before tears through you, a convulsing, mind-breaking wave that has you clamping down on eijiro so hard he shouts.
âfuck! sheâsâ!â eijiroâs thrusts become erratic, then he slams home one final time, burying himself to the hilt as he roars his release.
you feel the hot rush of his seed joining katsukiâs inside you, the overwhelming fullness making you sob through the last tremors of your own climax. ângh⌠fuâno more. ahâŚâ
katsuki holds you through all of it, whispering praises into your hair. âi got you. just ride it out⌠thatâs my girl, took us both so wellâŚâ
slowly, gently, eijiro slips out of you, leaning forward to press a tender kiss between your shoulder blades. âyouâre incredible,â he murmurs, his voice reverent.
you are utterly spent, a boneless, trembling mess between them.
katsuki shifts, lying back and pulling you with him so youâre sprawled half on his chest. eijiro settles behind you, his big body curling around yours, one heavy arm draping over your waist to splay possessively on katsukiâs stomach. you are sandwiched in their heat, in their scent, filled with their essence.
the last thing you feel is katsukiâs lips brushing your forehead and his final, drowsy murmur. âours.â the last thing you hear is eijiroâs low, content hum of agreement against the back of your neck.
then the world dissolves into warm, dark, satiated nothing.
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For better or for worse - Chapter VII
âş Summary: âI always suspected you were on that side of things.â
Or Alastor discovering his wife's thoughts about their marriage.
âş Warning: None
âş Authorâs note : We're getting closer and closer to the prologue's timeline. I never thought I'd write so much about this idea, but I'm having a lot of fun writing it. I always love reading your feedback, your reactions, and your ideas about what might happen next! Thank you so much for your engagement! Enjoy the chapter, I hope you like it! English isn't my native language, so I apologise for any mistakes. I'll do my best to make it enjoyable to read!
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Prologue - Chapter I - Chapter II - Chapter III - Chapter IV - Chapter V - Chapter VI
âCan you believe it?! I invited him over to discuss the future of this mess that is our marriage, and he didnât even show up!â You exclaim, pacing back and forth in Luciferâs living room. Heâs comfortably settled on his sofa, dressed in what can only be described as his lazy attire.
âLittle angel, you know Iâll always be on your side. ButâŚyou also have to admit that youâve been gone for almost seven decades, soâŚâ
âSo you think heâs getting revenge?â
âPossibly, heâs a sinner, and thereâs nothing worse than them around here,â Lucifer states immediately. âBut I also say you should focus on yourself and see the bigger picture.â
âIf Lilith returned, would you welcome her with open arms?âÂ
âAbsolutely. There isnât a single day I could consider pushing her away if she comes back. Sheâs my everything.â Luciferâs voice weakens with each word until it becomes a broken whisper.
You stop pacing and sit down beside your suffering friend. His strained, deeply pained expression tugs at your heartstrings. All you can offer is a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear⌠but you know perfectly well that none of your words will comfort his aching heart. Because nothing has been able to soothe yours. You place a friendly hand on his back, stroking it in a circular motion to offer your support.
âSometimes I think I deserve whatâs happening to me. I know I needed time to process everything, and I think Iâm afraid I wonât take that time anymore, that one day Iâll wake up and simply accept the idea that my husbandâŚex-husbandâŚis a murderer. Iâm afraid that accepting who he is will mean losing a part of my humanity, and that Iâll end up accepting more and more of his things without flinching. That the horror of his crimes will fade, and thatâŚthe idea that he kills wonât be so terrible anymore.â You lower your eyes, your voice struggling to communicate, fluctuating as emotion tightens in your throat. âI did what seemed best at the time: run away, take time to reflect, and then run away again when I felt I was going to accept that part of him just to get back to that life by his side that I miss so much. I know⌠I know deep down that the mature thing to do was to talk to him, to ask for that time, to express my feelings and my boundaries, and see how that conversation would end⌠I should have asked him for that conversation long before seven decades of silence. I know I shouldnât resent his silence in return; if itâs his revenge, I should accept it. But⌠itâs so hard, because he agreed to come. He gave me the impression that he really wanted to have a discussion since he was the first to bring it up.â
The silence froze the moment in an atmosphere of peaceful melancholy. You feel comfortable opening your heart to a soul who shares your grief and understands the pain of losing your life partner so suddenly. Lucifer spreads his wings, one of them cradling you in a soft, warm embrace that brings tears to your eyes. You wish your parents were with you; they always knew everything, they always had a solution to offer when you faced a problem in your marriage. You feel the weight of distance pressing heavily on your shoulders, and for the first time since arriving in Hell, you agree with Adam; you feel regret.
âI wouldnât say youâre blameless in this whole affair, but⌠I think youâre blaming yourself far too harshly. Youâre human, you have a beating heart, and you still possess a sense of morality that many here have lost. Thatâs admirable. Being afraid of becoming a monster with a murky morality is perfectly natural,â Lucifer began, his gaze lost on the horizon. âWhen I first began to develop feelings for Lilith, she was still Adamâs wife. I no longer dared approach Eden. I blamed myself alone in my room for succumbing to temptation and bringing sin into Paradise. I recited verses of prayers to seek forgiveness and banish these feelings, but I always returned to that tree, watching from afar as this woman begged for her freedom.â You felt Luciferâs wing flutter against you, mirroring the tension in his jaw as he recounted a still-open wound. âI led humanity to its doom through my own desires, even though Iâm supposed to be a creature of God, free from corruption and flaws. But you know, as much as I hate sinners, I would still make the same choice if I could go back in time, because in my mistakes, I found beauty: my wife, my daughterâŚand now our friendship.â
Your shoulders tremble with the sobs you hold back. Before you know it, tears are streaming down your cheeks, ending their journey on the backs of your clasped hands. Your breath is shallow, sometimes ragged with the emotion that grips your throat. Lucifer draws closer, your shoulders touching. His wing invites you to rest against him, and your head settles against his.
âYou have the right to feel hurt and betrayed. Never blame yourself for feeling your emotions. You took the time you needed to take this step; now itâs his turn to take his time to come to you. This chaos will give birth to something beautiful in the future, I have faith.â Lucifer finishes, his hand gently stroking your back with a comforting pressure.
You bury your face against him, your tears staining his pink duck-egg sweater, but he doesnât push you away; on the contrary, he tightens his embrace. A sudden dampness forms against your hairâŚohâŚLucifer is crying too, sharing with you the pain of his wifeâs loss. You are two deeply wounded souls trying to find warmth in the arms of a friend.
Year 3 of the Extermination - Hell
âThree years! Three years without a word! Even the Sinners are wondering where heâs gone!â
âI donât know if youâre worried or angryâŚâ Lucifer mutters, choosing from his collection of dramas featuring ducks.
âBoth! Is he avoiding me so much that he wants to fake his death? Or worse, did he die during one of the exterminations? But he disappeared after the first one, so it doesnât make sense⌠Lucifer, I feel like Iâm going crazy. Why do I have to like this man so much? Heâs a murderer who enjoys killing.â
With a heart-wrenching sigh, you slide to the floor, your back against the sofa cushion, under the gaze of Lucifer, who has grown accustomed to your mood swings over the past three years. He was the one who understood you best⌠he himself had shared those famous mood swings since Lilith's disappearance, and you were there for him every single one. You sold your apartment to move in with your best friend and support each other through this ordeal. Besides, you couldn't bear waking up to find cannibals feasting on the first sinners they encountered on the street. Lucifer's home was isolated from the pentagram, offering you a small, protective bubble far from the atrocities of Hell. Sometimes when you go into town, you lose track of how many days have passed since your last outing. But you always find the same carnage, the same chaos, so what's the point of counting the days when they all look the same? Eternity sometimes weighs heavily on your shoulders. Some days, standing before your mirror, you observe your reflection, a face frozen in time, untouched by age. You haven't changed since the moment you died, and it was still just as confusing when you took the time to really think about it.
"Ducktanic or Twilduck?"
"Can I choose 'or'?"
Silence falls between you. Neither of you breaks the silence for a truly long time. You even manage to hear the echo of hell's chaos, though you never hear it from here. You sit awkwardly, the subtle pressure of discomfort beginning to take root in your abdomen. Then you give up the silent struggle, reluctantly choosing one of Lucifer's films, which accepts your answer with a satisfied nod.
Year 5 of Extermination - Hell
âVaggie, this is my aunt. Aunt, this is my girlfriend!â
Charlie had invited you over for tea so you could meet someone very special to her. You get up from your garden chair, walk around the round table, and extend your hand toward the young girl with white hair. You offer a gentle smile, which seems to relax her a little. Poor thing, she must have been stressed about meeting someone from Charlie's family. You've watched the Princess of Hell grow up and dream of a better future, which she now seems to share with her girlfriend. From her earliest childhood, Charlie has considered you family, calling you her aunt and a dear friend she confides in, especially since her mother's disappearance. You can never replace Lilith, but sometimes your presence is worth far more than an answering machine.
Nevertheless, you can't shake the strange feeling that Vaggie is gazing at your wings, not with the usual greed of sinners, but with a far more complex feeling that you can't quite define. Apprehension? Doubt? Perhaps it's related to the extermination orchestrated by Heaven? Angels have earned a terrible reputation.
"I'm happy to meet you." You shake Vaggie's hand.
"The pleasure is mutual."
A shiver runs through you, like an electric current when you touch your niece's girlfriend's palm. Your muscles tense. An angel? The underlying warmth of her touch allows you to perceive the comfort of Heaven, which only the touch of one of your own kind can bring.
"Are you alright?" Charlie asks, a hand on your shoulder. Clearly nervous that the encounter isn't going well. âEverythingâs fine, my dear. Iâm just touched that you trust me enough to meet your girlfriend.â Your hand caresses Charlieâs cheek as she leans against your touch.
The day unfolds pleasantly. Your eyes crinkle tenderly at the bright gleam of a powerful affection that shines in the two girlsâ eyes every time they look at each other. What a beautiful bond unites them. A love so deep you can almost hold it in your hands. You were happy for your niece. You saw her as a child, clinging to her motherâs skirts whenever you passed them. She was a child who always lit up at Luciferâs dreamy inventions, who adored it when you flew with her in the garden, and who deeply loved Lilithâs songs. Today, that child has grown up, blossoming into the beautiful young woman she is.
You hug Charlie as she's about to leave with Vaggie. You hold her as if she's become the toddler you used to carry to sleep. Your chest feels like it could burst with pride and adoration for your niece.
"Don't hesitate to call me for anything, even your big project. I'll always be here." You place a kiss on her forehead. "And don't worry, I won't tell your dad until you do. It'll be our little secret."
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" She hugs you back, her hold so tight it almost chokes you. "You're the best! I'll call you soon!"
Year 7 of Extermination - Hell
Lucifer's cry echoes throughout his entire house. He shouts your name until he finds you on the sun lounger on the veranda, a book in one hand and a glass of lemonade in the other. You look up at him, sunglasses perched on the end of your nose. He grabs your shoulders, shaking you like an apple tree as his excited howl pierces your eardrums. When he finally stops, your hair is a mess, your sunglasses have fallen off your nose, and your glass is almost empty. Your thighs are soaked with lemonade. You take a deep breath to quell the frustration inside you, hoping for your best friend's sake that he has a valid reason for depriving you of a drink you'd just finished making.
"Charlie invited me to her hotel! She invited me! Me! Come with me right now!" He grabs your arm and forces you to your feet. He flies you into your room and throws you inside. âGet dressed! You have two minutes!â
You blink, slowly retracing all the events that unfolded so quickly. You sigh, searching your wardrobe for something to wear. Charlieâs hotel⌠Oh, that rings a bell. She hadnât wanted your help because she desperately wanted to prove to her parents that she could build something with her own two hands. To respect her wishes, you kept your nose out of her business. You werenât even aware that sheâd opened the doors of her project to the public. You hoped the sinners hadnât been cruel to her dreams, but you seriously doubted it⌠They werenât exactly known for restraint in their cruelty.
Lucifer hurriedly kicks open your door, sending the hinges flying. You jump at the sudden movement. Luckily, you've just finished getting dressed. Your heart is pounding, still reeling from his dramatic entrance. Rebukes form on your tongue, but only a scream escapes you as he grabs your arm and teleports you into the flames in front of his daughter's hotel.
"Lucifer!" you shout through gritted teeth to contain your frantic heartbeat.
"Hurry, she's waiting for us!"
He rushes to the door. You rub the bridge of your nose, taking a few seconds to calm your thoughts and your still-shaken heart. Without knowing exactly why, Lucifer's father-daughter relationship deteriorated over the years until it was reduced to a few calls a year, then to complete silence, plunging Lucifer into an even deeper depression. He had lost not only his wife, but also his daughter. He could only fill the void in his life with his obsession with ducks and your friendly presence when the darkness of his thoughts became too much to bear alone. As for you, Alastor's absence no longer gripped you with its sharp thorns, transforming into a dull, background ache. Always present, but never overwhelming. You still made coffee for him, but Lucifer drank it instead of leaving you with a cold cup to pour down the sink. You still cooked for two, but this time Lucifer ate with you, so you no longer had to pack leftovers in a Tupperware container for your next meal.
When you regain your composure, Lucifer is standing frozen in the doorway, watching you over his shoulder. You raise an eyebrow at his behavior, a mischievous smile playing on your lips.
âWhat? Youâre telling me you need me to hold your hand to go see your daughter?â
âMe? Pfft! No, absolutely not! I⌠I was just making sure you were still here.â Lucifer exclaims hastily in defense, sometimes searching for his words.
âThen knock.â
He hesitates; you could swear you see a bead of sweat forming on his temple, yet you donât move from your seat, arms crossed. You dare him to prove heâs not lying.
âYou donât believe me? Fine, Iâll prove itââ He stops mid-sentence, the handle turns, the door opens. âOh, Charlie! How Iâve missed you!â
Luck seems to be on Luciferâs side. The blond bursts into the doorway like a tornado and hugs his daughter, who is clumsily holding on. You were truly wondering how this child, who used to adore watching her father, had become so tense around him. Had something happened that you hadn't witnessed while Lilith was still there? No memory surfaced as your steps led you inside the hotel. You pulled Lucifer away from his daughter, who was about to choke in his embrace.
âLu, youâll kill her as soon as you find her,â you teased.
âAuntie, youâve come!â exclaimed the princess, throwing herself into your arms, earning an indignant gasp from Lucifer.
âItâs been a while. How are you?â Vaggie appeared beside Charlie, a smile on her face.
Lucifer crumbled on the spot, slowly realizing that you knew his daughterâs girlfriend before him, but also that you were on good terms with both of them. You feel his eyes piercing holes in the back of your head, and you do everything you can to focus on your niece and the fallen angel before you.
Your body tenses, you feel your world shatter into hundreds of pieces, like glass exploding against the floor. Your eyes scan the lobby, and you can't see anyone but the scarlet man with the wide smile. For a moment, the unmistakable sound of a radio crackles, drawing grimaces from the other hotel guests. Your wings spread; you can't hide the hurt in your expression, nor the anger that burns in your eyes like a wildfire in a dried-up forest. How long had he been back? Why hadn't you heard from him?
âLet me introduce you! This is Alastor, heâs been helping me run the hotel since the beginningâŚâ
Charlieâs voice fades in your mind as she introduces each resident, thankfully Lucifer fills the silence. You tremble, your fists clench until your nails dig painfully into your skin. You channel your suffering, your indignation, as best you can. He couldnât have warned you; you moved in with Lucifer, and no sinner can contact himâitâs the most logical explanation. Yet, despite this, you canât convince yourself; your heart bleeds like a wound reopening.
You sit down at the bar while Lucifer and Alastor break into song for some inexplicable reason. You donât need to order a drink; the hotel bartender has already served you. Your eyes widen as if youâve just been slapped. You remember that drink, the one the bartender at Mimzy's club always gave you when you came. Husk offers you a thin smile, the only confirmation you need to feel the tears welling up in your eyes. It was overwhelming to suddenly return to a past you thought was forever beyond your reach. It was a mix of relief and nostalgia. The missing pieces of your past life are slowly falling into place, not with the perfection of a brand-new puzzle, but like one that has survived generations.
âSoâŚâ Angel Dust begins, leaning against the bar. âWhatâs your story with the radio psycho?â
âMmh?â
âThe looks.â Angel Dust clarifies. âHe looked at you like he was going to rip your head off. If it werenât for Charlie in your arms, I could have sworn he was going to. Did you steal his snack or something?âÂ
âIf she stole anything from him, it certainly wasnât his snack,â Husk retorts, a bottle in his hand. You smile awkwardly.
âWe have a complicated relationship.â
âComplicated how?â Angel leans toward you, intrigued by the story.
âItâs a very long story.â
âThatâs fine, I like them very long.â the porn star coos, glancing at Husk, whoâs frowning behind the bar.
âYou probably werenât even born yet when we already knew each other,â you reply, ignoring the obvious innuendo, just as you used to do with Adam.
Oh, the door opens and Mimzy walks in. Was it you, or was today supposed to be the day for a reunion?
ââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââ
âIâll try to arrange a meeting with Heaven for you, but I wonât be able to go with you.â Lucifer relents and allows his overjoyed daughter to go to Heaven for an interview with the Seraphims.
Youâd never had the chance to truly spend time with the higher angels, but you knew at least that Charlie would be happy up thereâŚat least, as long as she didnât run into Adam and his right-hand woman, Lute. Those two were particularly difficult to deal with; even you tended to avoid them when they were together. Lucifer loosens his grip, freeing his daughter, then turns to you, offering you his arm so you can leave together. Your gaze instinctively goes to Alastor, who has been scrutinizing you intently. His fixed smile widens with extreme tension. His fingers around his staff tighten to contain the burning rage in his chest. You were so close, and yet you seemed so distant, so out of his reach beside Lucifer. He didn't know exactly why his chest tightened uncomfortably, but he felt it and had to act to stop the discomfort. With an elegant step, he approached you, sliding his long fingers along your arm, preventing Lucifer from pulling you away. The tension between the two men rose again. Once more, you were at the center of an electric duality, and you still didn't enjoy being there. Especially when you were certain that behind Alastor's need to hold onto you, a part of him took pleasure in challenging Lucifer.
"Let's go," you said, breaking their silent contest.
You felt Alastor's grip tighten around your wrist, the static of the radio crackling to express your ex-husband's profound disapproval. But you couldn't bring yourself to look at him. You had imagined every possible scenario for your reunion, every excuse, every explanation imaginable. But nothing could have prepared you for the reality of things, and even less for the reality of him showing up at your niece's hotel rather than through the radio you've been turning on every morning for the past seven years, hoping to hear him.
Seven yearsâŚit's ridiculously short compared to what you put him through. Perhaps it was also guilt that drove you to run away, to avoid him. Perhaps it's because living with this void, this dull ache, has become a habit, and you're afraid to break it. Perhaps you're afraid of living with him again and discovering that your lifestyles no longer mesh, that you're now too different⌠that you must separate for good. Perhaps you're still angry at him, at yourself, and incapable of having a meaningful and productive conversation in your current state. Perhaps it was all of that and none of that at the same time.
You manage a weak, forced, ridiculously small, and insincere smile.
"I'll come back, we still need to talk... but not now." Then you turn to Lucifer. "Let's go."
Alastor opens his lips, his voice rising into the air, but the flames already engulf you, carrying you out of his reach once more. Once again, you're being taken from him. You were always so close, and yet you always ended up disappearing. The heat of the flames still licks his skin with a sharp pain. His smile widens, compensating for the frown that contorted his face into a grimace.
ââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââ
But you kept your word; you returned a few days later. Or rather, it would be more accurate to say that Charlie had called you for help. The extermination was imminent, and her encounter with Heaven had gone very badly. Adam had promised to come specifically to her hotel. She had managed to ask the cannibals for help, and you couldn't help but grimace in disgust at their presence in the hotel. You had escaped your apartment precisely because you could no longer stomach their diet. Every morning a new corpse, every day a new morbid spectacle. Your wings curled around you, embracing you in an attempt to reassure you. You kept your gaze fixed on the hotel door, tracing your path through the crowd, eager to eat the exorcist angels. You suddenly felt the weight of their gaze upon you, the only publicly winged being right under their noses. A hand landed on the small of your back, guiding you through the crowd, which dispersed almost instantly. A shiver runs down your spine.
âWell, my dear, it would seem youâve whetted the appetites of our cannibal friends.â Alastorâs distinctive laugh crackles in your ears, its undertones softening into the deeper, more resonant timbre of his human voice.
âIt would seem so.â you breathe, eager to return to the comfort of the hotel. âYou promised them angelic âchicken wingsâ to persuade them?â
âIâd say I offered a hypothesis to help your niece.â He emphasizes the word, implicitly demanding an explanation of your connection to Charlie and her family.
âVery charming of you.â
Your fingers find the doorknob, and you fling the door open. A sigh of relief escapes you as the cannibalsâ excitement is muffled by the doors. You relax in Alastorâs grip, his hand still resting on the small of your back. For the first time, you truly lift your face to look at him, so close that you can make out the smallest details of his features. Your shoulders brush against each other. The scent of his perfume fills your senses, transporting you back years, your heart at peace and a sweet feeling warming your chest. You lean your face against his shoulder. You don't touch him; your head barely tilts, but he feels it, he sees it. Alastor freezes for a moment, his fingers sliding along your hip, imperceptibly drawing you closer, his claws digging into your flesh, not painfully, but enough so that you can't banish his presence from your mind. As if his mere presence weren't enough to completely control your thoughts.
"I have some free time... shall we find a quiet place?" you ask, barely a whisper, a sound only he can hear.Â
âLet me lead you to a place where we wonât be disturbed.â Alastor hums, his voice crackling softly, enveloped in the bubble of intimacy that has formed around you.
âLead the way.â
Neither of you breaks eye contact despite the tension in your neck with every second spent in this position. You don't know what's going through his mind, or if he feels his chest heaving with a sea of ââconflicting emotions, but you certainly do. You fear that looking away will make him disappear, that this silence you both understand is just a dream. You struggle to control your legs and force them forward. Alastor doesn't move either; his grip on your hip tightens. You feel a slight pain as his claws dig dangerously into your skin. But this proves to you that it wasn't a hallucination, that he wasn't fake.
"Alastor, I-"
"AUNT!" Charlie exclaims, running down the stairs to pull you from Alastor's grasp. She hugs you tightly, tears in her eyes, and pulls you into the bedroom. âI mustâŚwe mustâŚAUNT, HELP ME.â
âSweetheart, calm down, breathe deeplyâŚâ
You try to reassure her through her frantic breathing. You barely manage a glance at Alastor, missing his inhuman, forced smile. His antlers grow on his head, anger burns in his chest. You almost catch a glimpse of the growing frustration in his changing eyes. You are pulled away from him again, your voice fading as Charlie drags you along.
ââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââ
You never accepted the idea that Alastor was the one fighting Adam, but no one listened when you explained your point of view. You don't question your husband's...ex-husband's...ability; nevertheless, you were the only one who knew Adam, who truly knew him. For years, you endured his numerous displays of strength just to elicit a glance of admiration from you. You know his power; he's an arrogant man, a bit dim-witted, but certainly not powerless. You should have gone to Alastor immediately when his barrier shattered into a thousand pieces with a single punch; you should have...
You let out a cry, stifled by your fluctuating self-control. The hotel had been repaired thanks to Lucifer's powers and the collective efforts of the residents. Nevertheless, Alastor remained nowhere to be found. He wasn't dead, you knew it deep down, especially since you hadn't found his body⌠but he remained elusive. Every day, you went to his hotel room, and every day it was still just as empty.
Except today. For the first time, he stood in his room, his shirt open, a cigarette in his mouth, a glass of whiskey in his hand. Under ordinary circumstances, your cheeks might have flushed at the sight of your husbandâŚex-husband. Perhaps you might even have been bold enough to compliment the spectacle or sneak up behind him for a better view. But you couldn't tear yourself away from the image of his torso, marked by a deep wound, still open, still bleeding, barely closed by the green stitches of his power. If only you had raised stronger objections, if only you had joined him on the roof sooner, if only you had silenced his ego and exchanged roles.
âDonât give me that look. I know perfectly well what youâre thinking, and I wonât be the target of your misplaced guilt.â Alastor pulls you from your tormented spiral, looking over his shoulder. âIâm perfectly fine; itâs just a slight setback.â
âYou only drink when youâre feeling down.â You move closer.
âIâve changed, my dear. Iâm not really the man you knew anymore.â His biting voice hissed with underlying pain. âHow long has it been? Eighty years since we had any real contact? So donât talk like you know me.â
âThatâs trueâŚâ You grit your teeth, accepting his petty barbs. He was angry, frustrated, absolutely beside himself, but even now, you can see his fingers gripping the edge of the table until they broke a piece of it. He was controlling himself as best he could, enduring a life he no longer controlled. âBut you didnât deny it.â
A dry laugh escaped him as he took a deep drag on his cigarette before stubbing it out against the wooden furniture, pivoting to face you. He closed the distance between you until you could feel the warmth emanating from his body. His hand cupped your cheek, sliding along your jaw before finding refuge against your neck. His touch was light, like a breeze dancing through the leaves of a treeâsoft and warm. He wasnât trying to possess you; he was trying to anchor your presence beside him, struggling to grasp that you were truly there. He never apologized, and you didnât need his apologies, because deep down, you sensed the turmoil within him. You couldnât blame him, not when it had taken you decades to come back to him. It wasn't easy for you...but that didn't mean it was easy for him.
Your hand rests against his, your eyelids half-close, savoring the shared tenderness. Oh, how terribly you've missed this. Your other hand closes the gap, your fingers hovering over his exposed skin, tracing their path along his sternum before settling a few centimeters from the open wound.
âIâm sorry⌠terribly sorry.â Your voice breaks, your vision blurs. âI canât heal youâŚâ
You confess, as one might confess a grave crime in the privacy of a confessional. By nature, you are a Winner, your powers far weaker than Adamâs. The piece of the apple from the Garden of Eden amplifies your powers, but only those that can cause the most harm. A logic of Paradise that eludes you, but which you curse more than anything, unable to heal a gaping wound that causes him so much pain.
âThatâs convenient, I didnât ask you to.â Alastor hums, leaving your neck to wipe away the first tear. âYouâre terribly sensitive. You never stop crying.â
âThe last time was back in the 1930s, almost a century ago.â You protest.
â1929 to be exact,â he states, his smile widening. âA great year.â
âBecause I criedâŚ?â
âNo. It was the year of the Great Crash.â He laughs softly, recalling âhappyâ memories of that year.
âOnly you would call it the Great Crash.â
His laughter fades a few seconds after your lighthearted exchange. His eyes take in the faint smile on your lips, barely perceptible, like a lighthouse on the horizon blending with the stars. But this time, your smile is genuine. Only the guilt clouding your eyes obscures the picture, yet you are still as ravishing as he remembered.
In the distance, you hear Charlie and Lucifer's voices calling for you for the opening of a new wing of the hotel, or something like that. Alastor's ears perk up; he seems to have heard too. You are reluctant to leave him like this, and he refuses to see you go again. Nevertheless, he couldn't risk letting anyone but you see his wound. Your face turns toward the closed door of his room, a frown forming a frustrated pout. Alastor narrows his eyes, savoring your hesitation, relishing your desire to stay and take care of him.
"Alastor... I'm going to tell them I'll stay with youâ"
He leans in, capturing your lips in a kiss, silencing the few words that remain on your tongue.
ââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââ
Your cheeks burning, you're still thinking about that kiss. The astonishing softness of his lips, the tenderness of his hand against your cheek, and the cocktail of emotions he shared with you in that simple exchange. You fan yourself with your hand to try and calm your racing heart. It was your second kiss⌠you felt like it was the very first. Butterflies danced a ballet in your stomach, replaying over and over the precise moment when he leaned down to close the gap between your lips, drowning out the voices of the father and daughter searching for you. You let out a muffled cry into your hands, earning suspicious glances from the sinners in the park where you were sitting.
âLord, give me strengthâŚâ you murmur under your breath so only you could hear.
You can't stay still; you have to go for a walk, or you might explode. Alastor should be arriving soon for your private moment. With the extermination thwarted and the hotel rebuilt, you can finally see each other without interruption. The outcome of this day is crucial for the future of your marriageâŚor your divorce. Yet, you feel no anxiety; the ghostly warmth of her lips lingers on yours, offering a tangible hope that you might be able to move forward⌠Perhaps you will manage to find a balance between your normality and hisâŚ'his normality'.
Lost in your own bubble, your steps guide you to a quiet corner of the park where only a few sleepy demons from their drunken night before are present; you don't notice the silhouette behind you until threads envelop you, depriving you of your movements. NoâŚwere they electrical cables? You aren't given the luxury of pondering the origin of your restraints before an electric current courses through every cell of your body. The searing pain pierces you. Your voice catches in your throat, so overwhelming is the suffering. You feel your world darken, your silhouette carried into the air. The last vision you have is of a man with glowing red eyes against a blue screen.
ââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââââââ â§ăâŠăâ§ ââââ
âSoâŚyou kidnapped me because you have a problem with Alastor?â you ask slowly, as if you were talking to a child and trying to make them understand the gravity of their misdeed. âYou do realize that this approach is a littleâŚshaky, donât you?â
âYou two are definitely a perfect match. You really enjoy your own voice.â Vox declares, annoyed by your rambling.
âThe audacity of a man! You talked for twenty minutes about everything my husband did to you and how you wanted to get revenge by kidnapping me. You know you talked more about him in a few minutes than I did in several years?â You bristle at the audacity of this square-headed man.
âThe problem definitely isnât with me here, babe.â
You take a deep breath to calm your nerves while Velvette assesses the size of your wings, and especially your feathers. Her nimble fingers glide along your feathers. She mentioned making one dress, and a second one if you wanted, since the main product comes from you. It practically takes her and Valentino to fully extend a wing.
âDoesnât your back ever hurt?â Valentino leans over you, one elbow resting on the back of your chair.
âI shrink them daily, but to satisfy your curiosity, Iâm giving them their full flight length.â
Your wings tremble, and the two Overlords release their grip. With a sharp jolt, a gust of wind rises in Voxâs office, sending all the organized papers on his desk flying. Youâd be lying if you said it wasnât on purpose. A pang of satisfaction stirs in your chest as you witness Voxâs annoyed reaction.
âSorry, I was trying to blow you out of the room.â
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I have a Yandere Alastor idea, if youâre still accepting requests:
In this alternate universe, the reader was Alastorâs childhood friend, and because of that, she prevented him from becoming a serial killer and a cannibal. When both of them reached adulthood, they got married and were very happy⌠until the event: Alastor and his wife were hunting in the forest when they were mistaken for deer and killed. However, since Alastor and the reader were good people, they went to Heaven and became angels.
Now hereâs my idea: at the end of Season 2, after the explosion, a portal is created â and from it fall Angel!Reader and Angel!Alastor. (Fun details: the readerâs magic complements Angel!Alastorâs magic, and the two of them become much stronger when they are close to each other. The reader also has healing magic, and her angelic form is a doe.) Until they manage to return to their own world, both of them will stay at Charlieâs hotel.
I imagine the relationship between Angel!Alastor and Angel!Reader as very romantic: she always sits on his lap whenever theyâre on the couch or a chair; they feed each other snacks; Angel!Alastor doesnât like other people touching the reader and always âcleansâ her whenever a stranger makes contact; they are always close to each other; and the reader gives Angel!Alastor lots of little kisses on the cheek whenever she can. (I used Moxxie and Millie as reference.)
The original Alastor, however, finds it strange to see another version of himself who is happy and even married â especially one who never became a murderer. Since Angel!Alastor and Angel!Reader are never apart, the original Alastor tries to come up with plans to separate them temporarily just so he can spend some time alone with the reader. (And since Angel!Alastor doesnât trust the original Alastor, he never lets the reader stay alone for long.)
As time goes by, the original Alastor starts developing feelings for the reader: anger because he will never have a reader of his own; jealousy because he hears the angelic coupleâs intimate moments every night⌠What could happen next?
LOVE THIS hopefully i can make this good enough
You're Not My Husband!
Alastor x reader Mature themes | MDNI | Smut |
The battle with Vox had ended, and with it went the constant, gnawing fear of war with Heaven. The Hazbin Hotel still stoodâits walls cracked, its lobby scarred by violenceâbut something essential was missing. Victory had not brought peace. It had brought quiet, and that quiet felt hollow.
Charlie had proven redemption was not just a hopeful fantasy but a tangible possibility. Vaggie had finally embraced every facet of who she was, wings and all, without flinching. Even Lucifer, begrudging as he was, had stood his ground when it mattered. Yet the cost lingered in the air like smoke after a fire.
Angel Dust was gone.
Not deadâworse. Driven away by the suffocating weight of shame, by Valentinoâs invisible leash tightening around his throat, by the belief that he had nearly destroyed the only family that had ever chosen him. His room sat untouched, the door closed, his laughter conspicuously absent from the halls.
Alastor, however, appeared untouched by grief.
He moved through the lobby with a jaunty hum, his cane tapping rhythmically against the marble floor. His staff was whole again, his power settled comfortably beneath his skin, humming like a well-tuned radio frequency. The wound in his chestâonce a grotesque reminder of near-defeatâhad faded to little more than an inconvenience he stubbornly ignored.
He was, by all outward appearances, in excellent spirits.
Lucifer watched him from across the lobby, arms crossed, irritation etched into every sharp line of his face as he leaned against a fractured pillar. âOh, I thought you left,â he muttered, his voice thick with disdain.
Alastor didnât even slow his pace. âMy, my, Iâm surprised you havenât died from that weapon, considering how weak you are, Lu,â he replied smoothly, his grin sharpening.
Luciferâs eyes flared. He pushed off the pillar and rolled up his sleeves. âYou better watch it, pal, or Iâllââ
âSir,â Vaggie cut in sharply, stepping between them with her spear angled downward but ready. âYouâre still injured. Maybe sit down before you make it worse.â
Before either demon could retort, the air itself seemed to fracture.
A blinding, prismatic light erupted from the center of the lobby, radiating outward in shimmering waves that bent color and shadow alike. The temperature shifted. The scent of ozone and something impossibly clean filled the space.
Charlie gasped, hands flying to her mouth, eyes shining with unrestrained hope. âOh! It must be Emily!â
Alastorâs grin falteredâjust slightly. One brow arched as the light intensified.
Then a figure dropped from above, landing with feline grace, boots barely making a sound as they met the floor. His back was to the group, posture relaxed yet alert. He wore a cream-colored coat that shimmered like pearls in sunlight, embroidered with subtle gold accents. His hair was a soft, vibrant red, neatly styled, and his presence alone felt⌠wrong here, like a hymn echoing in Hell.
âGood heavens,â the stranger murmured.
When he turned around, the lobby fell into stunned silence.
The newcomer and the Radio Demon locked eyes.
For a brief, surreal moment, it felt as though reality itself hesitated.
Then, in perfect, horrified unison, they spoke.
âWhat the fuck?â
âWho are you?â the angel demanded, his voice sharp but controlled.
âI could be asking you the same question,â Alastor snapped back, shadows at his feet flickering like living ink.
The angelâs expression shifted suddenly, alarm flashing across his face. He threw out an arm protectively. âStay behind me, darling!â
He turned sharply, eyes searchingâthen widening in panic.
âDarling?!â
A scream cut through the air from above.
The angel didnât hesitate. He leapt, coat flaring as he caught a falling figure mid-air with effortless strength. A woman, light as breath, clung to him as he landed. She had soft deer-like ears, delicate features, and an aura that radiated warmth and grace so intense it made the demons in the room recoil instinctively.
âMon cĹur,â he whispered, holding her bridal-style, his voice trembling despite himself. âAre you alright, my dear?â
âOh, my stars, Alastor!â she gasped, arms tightening around his neck. âI was frightened you fell, and suddenly I did tooâŚâ Her gaze drifted as she took in the jagged crimson walls, the broken furniture, the infernal atmosphere. Her ears drooped. âW-where are we, love? Who are you all?â
âI donât know, darling,â the angel replied quietly, eyes scanning the room with growing concern. âBut we seem to be in quite the predicament. Stay close to me, my love.â
Her eyes finally landed on the Radio Demon.
She blinked. Then blinked again, slowly looking between the two identical figures.
ââŚMy,â she said softly. âThere are two of you.â
The lobby seemed to tense as one.
Alastor felt something unfamiliar coil in his chest. Genuine shockâraw and unscripted. He stared at the woman, at her untainted grace, and then at the version of himself standing beside her, radiating warmth instead of menace.
âI assure you, my dear,â the Radio Demon said, his voice dropping into a static-laced snarl as his grip tightened around his cane, knuckles whitening, âthere is only one Alastor. And I have no idea who this sentimental trespasser thinks he is.â
The angel ignored him, gently setting the woman on her feet. âAre you certain youâre alright? You didnât fall too hard, did you?â
She smiled, brushing a kiss against his cheek. âIâm quite alright, sweetface. And⌠I donât sense any danger coming from these beings.â
Charlie stepped forward hesitantly, her excitement barely contained. âOkay, wow, this is⌠a lot. Umâhi! Who are you guys? We were actually expecting EmilyâŚâ
âOh! My apologies,â the woman said, offering a graceful curtsy. âMy name is Y/N. And this is my husbandââ
âAlastor,â the angel added warmly, offering a polite smile that looked profoundly wrong on that familiar face. âA pleasure to meet you all.â
Vaggie leaned toward Charlie, whispering, âHe looks like a nicer version of our Alastor.â
âOh shit,â Charlie muttered, then shook herself. âOkayâuhâcan you go back? How did you even get here?â
âWell, we came from Heavenââ Y/N began, then paused, staring at her hands as faint dark mist curled around her feet. Her breath caught. âOh goodness⌠honey? Have we⌠fallen from grace?â
Her eyes glassed with worry.
âWe will figure something out,â the angel said firmly, golden light flaring in his eyes. âThis was clearly a mistake.â
âThere was no mistake,â the Radio Demon hissed. âIf you are me, then you belong down here.â
The angel straightened, gripping his cane as he looked the Radio Demon up and down with clear disdain. âWe are not the same, good fellow. I possess far more class than you, obviously.â
Alastor tapped his cane once, sharply. âI assure you, youâre nothing of the sort.â
He stepped forward.
The angel replied, stepping to meet him without hesitation. âAnd Iâd advise you to watch yourself. I wouldnât want my vines catching on that tacky coat of yours.â
Golden, thorned vines erupted from the floor, radiant and alive, while pitch-black shadows poured from the Radio Demonâs silhouette like smoke.
âALASTOR, NO!â Charlie screamed.
âMaybe this isnât a good idea, loveââ Y/N started, but pride had already locked the two in place.
Alastorâs neck snapped as his demonic form surged forth, antlers branching like jagged lightning. The angel doubled in height, radiant wings unfurling, antlers forged of glowing gold. Heaven and Hell mirrored one another in violent symmetry.
âBOYS!â Y/N shouted, stomping her foot.
The sound cracked through the air like a gunshot.
Both Alastors froze instantly, snapping their heads toward her.
âYou are both acting like fools,â she snapped, arms crossed.
The angel shrank back to normal, blinking. ââŚWait. Me too?â
âYes, you too.â
She turned to Charlie. âWho is in charge here?â
âThat would be me,â Charlie said weakly. âCharlie. Princess of Hell. Owner of the hotel.â
Y/Nâs expression softened immediately. âItâs lovely to meet you, dear. And I do apologize for my husband.â
The angel stepped behind her. âSorry, love, I was justââ
She didnât look at him.
He sighed, shoulders slumping. âYes, dear,â he said quietly, glaring at the Radio Demon over her shoulder.
Baxter peeked out from behind his laptop. âIt appears theyâre from another dimension. The destruction of the angelic weapon likely caused a localized rift. Itâll take time to calculate the next window.â
âWow, okay!â Charlie clapped her hands nervously. âWell, until then, you guys can stay here! We have plenty of rooms. Iâll put you in the suite next to Alastor and my dad.â
âOh, thank you so much,â Y/N said warmly.
âAlastor?â Charlie called.
âYes, Princess?â both replied at once.
They glared.
Vaggie pinched the bridge of her nose. âThis is going to be a nightmare. How about we call you âAlâ,â she pointed at the angel, âand you stay Alastor.â
Charlie nodded quickly. âCan you please show them where theyâll be staying in the meantime?â
Al made a face. âMust it be him? Surely you can show us, Princess. You seem far more suitable than⌠this.â
The Radio Demon laughed, sharp and distorted. âWhy, nonsense! I am the host.â
He leaned in close, voice dropping to a whisper thick with static. âTry to keep up, old boy. Itâs a long walk to the penthouseâand Iâd hate for you to trip on your own self-righteousness.â
Alastor led the way down the corridor with long, unhurried strides, his cane clicking sharply against the floor in a rhythm that felt deliberateâmeasured, territorial. The hotelâs upper halls were dimmer than the lobby, the lighting tinged red and gold, casting warped shadows along the walls where wallpaper peeled in curling strips and framed portraits watched with too many eyes.
Beside him, Al walked with a protective hand settled at the small of Y/Nâs back, his touch instinctive and constant. His posture was relaxed, but his nose wrinkled faintly as he took in the surroundingsâthe warped dĂŠcor, the heavy scent of brimstone, the faint hum of distant screams bleeding through the walls like bad insulation.
Alastor noticed.
âOh, I do hope it suits your tastes,â he said mockingly, his grin stretching wide as he glanced back at them. âAlthough I must say, itâs a far cry from the fluffy clouds and harp music youâre used to, I imagine.â
Alâs golden eyes flicked toward the peeling wallpaper, then to the flickering lights overhead. âWe had gardens, actually,â he replied smoothly. âLush, vibrant greenery. Fountains. Trees that sang when the wind passed through them. Not thisâŚâ He gestured vaguely at the corridor. ââŚdelightful shade of scab red youâve chosen.â
Y/N tilted her head, studying the walls thoughtfully. âI think it adds a bit of character,â she said after a moment, smiling. âI like it.â
Alâs expression softened instantly, the tension in his shoulders easing as he looked down at her. âOf course you would, my dear,â he said warmly, pressing his thumb against her back in a gentle, reassuring stroke.
Alastorâs smile twitched.
She glanced ahead again, ears flicking as something occurred to her. âOh! Alastor?â she asked suddenly, looking up at the Radio Demon. âWhere is your wife?â
Alastor let out a sharp laugh, the sound buzzing faintly with static. âMy dear, I am a solo act,â he replied lightly. âIâm not particularly one forââ He paused, eyes sliding pointedly toward Al and Y/N before narrowing. ââŚdomesticity. Such as this.â
He made a vague, dismissive motion in their direction.
Al shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
Y/N blinked, clearly surprised. âOh my,â she murmured. âAre you not⌠lonely?â
Alastor chuckled, low and dark, the sound reverberating faintly through the hallway. "Of course not, my dear! I find that other people are simply⌠clutter." He leaned in closer to her, his eyes turning into radio dials. "I have my broadcasts, my deals, and my dignity. What more could a man want?"
Al stepped between them instantly, his golden antlers shimmering with a warning light. "The only thing he wants is power, evidently," Al remarked dryly. He turned his back on the demon, guiding Y/N further into the room.
They reached the end of the corridor, where a pair of large, ornate doors loomedâpolished brass accents gleaming against dark wood carved with elaborate, almost predatory designs. Alastor stopped abruptly, planting his cane with a decisive tap.
âHere we are,â he announced grandly. âThe Executive Suite. Conveniently placed directly between my own quarters and the Kingâs.â His eyes gleamed. âDo try to keep the celestial humming to a minimum. Some of us enjoy the sound of a good thunderstorm. And do refrain from 'blessing' the linens. I find the smell of sunshine and rainbows quite tiresome.â
He turned slightly, grin sharpening again. âWeâll be having dinner shortly. Why donât you come down and join us?â
Al opened his mouth. âAs much as we would like to, weââ
âWeâd love to!â Y/N said brightly, cutting in without hesitation. âThank you so much again for your hospitality.â
Al blinked, then smiled despite himself. âYes,â he agreed softly. âThank you.â
"And I find the scent of sulfur and failure tiresome, yet here we are!" Al retorted over his shoulder, a polite but sharp smile fixed on his face.
Alastor narrowed his eyes. He began to back out of the room, but Y/N called out one last time. "Alastor? If you ever wish for a cup of tea and a chat... our door is open. No one should be alone in a place this loud."
The Radio Demon paused. For a fraction of a second, the static stopped. He looked at herâat the way she held Alâs hand, the way she looked at this 'nicer' version of him with such effortless devotion. It was a mirror reflecting a life he had never even considered, a life that felt like a weakness.
"Iâll keep that in mind," Alastor lied, his voice a smooth, radio-filtered purr. "But I wouldn't hold your breath, darling. Iâm a very busy man."
Alastorâs grin widened. âWell thenââ
Al then reached forward and slammed the doors shut.
The sound echoed down the hall.
Y/N gasped. âHoney!â
Al folded his arms instantly, scowling at the closed doors. âI do not like that man.â
She turned to him, concern softening her expression as she stepped closer. âYou have never acted like this, my love,â she said gently. âPlease⌠why are you behaving this way?â
Al exhaled slowly, the tension draining from his shoulders as he lifted her hand, pressing it against his cheek. His eyes closed briefly. âYouâre right, ma chĂŠrie,â he murmured. âForgive me. I shall behave.â
She smiled faintly, brushing her thumb along his jaw. âThank you. These people may be different from us, but theyâve shown us kindness and hospitality. Dearest...â
He opened his eyes, meeting hers, and nodded. âYouâre right, my love.â
He kissed her knuckles softly, lingering there for just a moment longer than necessary, as if grounding himselfâbefore straightening, resolve settling back into his posture.
The next few days passed in a way no one at the Hazbin Hotel could have predicted.
Al and Y/N didnât merely stayâthey settled.
Where Alastorâs presence always felt like a challenge, a looming performance sharpened to a knifeâs edge, Al felt⌠approachable. He greeted everyone with warmth that never felt forced, his smile easy rather than predatory, his voice calm without losing its authority. It unsettled some at first. Comfort in Hell always did.
Charlie, especially, gravitated toward him.
Whenever she burst in with a new ideaâhalf-formed, overambitious, brimming with nervous excitementâAl would pause whatever he was doing and give her his full attention. No smirk. No mocking laughter. Just focus.
âAs I was saying, Charlie, the dĂŠcor here isâoh, hold on a moment, dear,â he said once, reaching out gently. âYouâve a bit of lint on your collar. There we go! Perfectly radiant.â
Charlie blinked, cheeks warming as she laughed softly.
âNow,â Al continued smoothly, tapping the blueprint she held, âwhat if we shifted the color palette slightly? Something warmer near the entryâinviting, but not overwhelming. You want guests to feel seen, not judged.â
By the time he finished, Charlie was practically glowing, her mind buzzing with fresh inspiration. Vaggie stood beside her, arms crossed as usualâbut her posture was looser, her scowl less severe.
She didnât say it out loud, but she appreciated how Al spoke to her. He never talked over her. Never dismissed her instincts. When she corrected him, he listened. When she disagreed, he adjusted.
Husk, on the other hand, was deeply unsettled.
He watched Al refill glasses without being asked, offer a chair before someone realized they needed one, and remember everyoneâs drink preferences by the second day.
ââŚWhatâs his angle?â Husk muttered into his bottle.
âI donât believe there is one,â Al replied pleasantly, passing by. âThough if there were, Iâd wager itâd be forty-five degrees. Optimal for balance.â
Husk stared after him, baffled. âI hate that I donât hate him.â
Niffty was the last holdout.
She watched Al suspiciously at first, circling him like a territorial cat, clearly offended by how good he was. Too polite. Too clean. Too⌠well-adjusted.
Then one afternoon, she nearly vibrated out of her skin when he gently took one of her knives, examined the dull edge, and frowned.
âMy dear girl,â he said kindly, âthese are far too dull. If one must use a knife, it must be sharpened properly.â
He disappeared into the maintenance room and returned minutes later, handing them backâgleaming, perfect, deadly.
Niffty gasped.
âTheyâre better for stabbing!â she shrieked, hugging them to her chest.
From that moment on, Al was officially acceptedâeven if Niffty insisted on calling him a âgood boyâ in the same tone she used for murder weapons.
Alastor could only glare.
Every time Al helped Charlie brainstorm. Every time Lucifer laughedâactually laughedâat one of Alâs dry observations. Every time the staff relaxed in a way they never did around him, Alastor felt something coil tighter in his chest.
He hated it.
Hated how soft this version of him was. How open. How unguarded.
Weak, he thought bitterly.
Good to the point of boredom.
He stood near the edge of the lobby, arms crossed, watching Al demonstrate breathing techniques to Vaggie during training, golden light briefly outlining her stance as he nodded approvingly.
Y/N noticed his expression and chuckled quietly.
Alastor turned sharply. âAnd what, pray tell, is so amusing?â
She giggled again, not even trying to hide it. âYou look like an angry cat.â
Alastorâs smile twitchedâa sharp, jagged movement that threatened to crack his porcelain-perfect composure.
âAn angry cat?â he repeated, his voice dropping into a low, static-laced rumble. âI assure you, my dear, I am far more predatory than a common house pet.â
Y/N didnât flinch. Instead, she leaned in slightly, eyes bright with amusement. âOh, I donât know. The way your ears flatten when Al helps Charlie⌠and that little tail-flick of yours? Itâs quite the display of pique.â
She tilted her head thoughtfully. âMy Alastor used to do the exact same thing whenever I suggested he wear a color other than red.â
Across the lobby, Al was holding a blueprint for Charlie, gesturing with a glowing golden pointer.
âNow, Charlie, if we move the lounge area closer to the windows, the natural lightâor what passes for it hereâwill boost serotonin levels significantly,â he explained. âAnd Vaggie, your stance earlier was excellent, but remember to breathe through the strike, not after.â
âHeâs insufferable,â the Radio Demon hissed, turning back to Y/N. âA walking sunbeam. Nauseating. How do you stand the constant⌠helpfulness?â
Y/Nâs smile softened, something wistful flickering in her eyes. âIt wasnât always like that,â she said gently. âHe was sharp. Cold. Very, very lonely. He thought being âthe bestâ meant standing alone at the top.â
She folded her hands together. âIt took years of me refusing to be intimidated by his shadowsâof stayingâbefore he realized that having a partner didnât take away his power. It gave him something to use it for.â
She reached toward Alastorâs sleeve, then hesitated, letting her hand fall.
âYouâre so busy protecting your image,â she continued quietly, âthat youâve forgotten how to actually live in the world youâve built.â
Alastorâs eyes flickered, briefly transforming into radio dials.
âI live quite well,â he snapped. âI am the master of my domain. Beholden to no one.â
âIs that why you look at my husband with such longing?â she asked softly.
He let out a sharp, discordant laugh. âLonging? I look at him with disgust! He is a watered-down, lobotomized version of me!â
âNo,â Y/N said calmly, stepping closer. âYou look at him because he is the version of you that got everything he wanted without losing his soul to do it.â
She met his gaze without fear. âYouâre jealous, Alastor. Not of his lightâof his peace.â
Before he could respond, a loud THUD echoed from the kitchen.
Niffty burst out, clutching her knives. âThe sparkly one made them better!â
Al followed her, wiping his hands with a silk handkerchief. âA sharp tool is a safe tool, Niffty darling! Nowâwhoâs ready for afternoon tea? I believe I found chamomile that hasnât turned into sentient sludge.â
Everyone drifted toward the dining hall without hesitation.
Even Lucifer.
Laughing.
âCome along, Alastor,â Y/N said gently, offering her arm. âDonât be a sourpuss. Iâm sure thereâs enough tea for two of you.â
Alastor stared at her arm. Then at the group. Then adjusted his bowtie, his grin tight and dangerous.
âI suppose I can tolerate a cup,â he said coolly, stepping forward. âIf only to ensure he doesnât poison me with excessive sugar.â
The dining hall was thick with a tension that even the finest jambalaya couldn't mask. Al pulled his chair back just enough to guide Y/N onto his lap, his arm wrapping around her waist with possessive tenderness. He plucked a small, sugar-dusted pastry from a plate and held it to her lips, watching with a doting, soft-eyed expression as she took a bite.
Y/N leaned her head against his shoulder, her ears twitching contentedly. "Thank you, love."
The sight was enough to make Husk choke on his drink. "I still canât get used to this," he rasped, wiping his mouth. "Itâs weird seeing... you... just be the total opposite of, well, you."
Alastor scoffed, the sound a harsh burst of static. He rolled his eyes so far back they nearly disappeared. "The sooner he leaves, the better," the Radio Demon muttered, his grip tightening on his silverware.
"Agreed," Al countered smoothly, though his smile didn't reach his eyes this time. He pulled Y/N a fraction closer. "The farther my wife is from you, the better."
The Radio Demonâs eyes began to glow a deep, threatening crimson, the radio dials in his pupils spinning. Al didn't flinch; instead, his own golden eyes glinted with a celestial fire, a sharp, predatory grin mirroring his counterpart's perfectly.
"Please, guys," Y/N pleaded softly, sensing the air beginning to crackle with power. "No need to fight."
"Sorry, love," Al murmured, though he didn't break eye contact with his shadow.
"Fucking weak," Alastor spat, the word dripping with venom. "Look at you. Why are you like this? Trapped in the clutches of sentimentality like a common house pet."
Alâs smile turned sharp as a razor. "Iâm not weak, old pal. In fact, I can take you on right here and right now. I suspect my 'virtue' packs a punch you aren't prepared for."
Alastor snarled, his neck cracking as he began to grow, shadows bleeding from his silhouette. Al matched him, his own angelic aura flaring into a blinding, white-hot halo.
The table shook. Plates rattled. Charlie reached out a hand to stop them, but Y/N was faster.
She abruptly stood up. "No more of this! Enough!"
Her voice wasn't loud, but it had a weight to it that silenced the room. She stood between the two towering entities, her chest heaving. "If you all start arguing and doing a little contest based on your pride, then I swear I will beat you both and tie you to a chair until you get along! Do you hear me?!"
The two Alastors glared at each other over her head, their pride too great to back down first.
SLAM!
Y/N brought her hand down on the table with a force that cracked the wood. "Do you understand me?!"
Alâs golden glow flickered and died. He shrank back down to his normal size, looking remarkably like a chastised schoolboy. "...Yes, dear."
The Radio Demon opened his mouth to deliver a witty, soul-crushing retort. He wanted to tell her that no one commanded himânot a King, not a Seraphim, and certainly not a woman with a penchant for sweets.
But as his eyes met Y/Nâs, he saw a spark of something. It was a fierce, maternal authority mixed with a terrifying, quiet resolve. It was a look he hadn't seen in decadesânot since a small house in New Orleans. It was the look his mother gave him when he had crossed a line.
The static in the air died. The shadows retreated. Alastor cleared his throat, adjusting his monocle with a trembling hand. "I understand, my dear," he said, his voice unusually small.
"Good," Y/N said firmly. She smoothed her dress and sat back down in her own seat, picking up her fork as if she hadn't just cowed two of the most powerful beings in the room.
The rest of the table sat in stunned silence. Lucifer leaned over to Vaggie and whispered, "I like her. Can we keep her?"
The rest of the meal passed in a silence so dense it felt almost physical, pressing against the walls and settling heavily over the table. Cutlery clinked softly against porcelain, the sound unnaturally loud in the quiet. Al kept his gaze firmly fixed on his plate, shoulders tense, occasionally stealing cautious glances toward Y/N as though trying to determine whether he had been forgiven for his earlier behavior. Each time their eyes almost met, he would look away again, ears flicking with guilt.
Across from him, the Radio Demon sat unnervingly still. His posture was immaculate, his back straight, hands folded neatly beside his plate. His signature grin remained carved into his face, but it was tighter than usualâstrained, almost brittle, like porcelain pulled too thin. The laughter and easy banter that had followed Al throughout the hotel were conspicuously absent here, replaced by a charged quiet that no one quite knew how to break.
When the plates were finally cleared and the last cups of tea drained, Al pushed his chair back a little too quickly. âI, ahââ he cleared his throat, standing. âI should inspect the perimeter.â
Everyone at the table knew exactly what that meant.
Charlie nodded politely, though her brow creased with concern. âOkay! Just⌠donât go too far?â
âOf course, dear,â Al replied with a small smile that didnât quite reach his eyes.
He didnât look at Y/N as he left, already halfway out the door, cream coat swaying as he disappeared down the corridor that led toward the gardens. Within moments, the faint sound of the door opening to the outside drifted in, followed by silence once more.
Y/N lingered in the parlor, settling into one of the velvet armchairs with a book she hadnât actually been reading. The fire crackled softly nearby, its glow painting warm highlights across the red-and-gold walls.
She sensed him before she saw him.
Alastor moved like a shadow unmoored from its owner, appearing suddenly in the armchair across from her, his presence announced only by the faint buzz of static and the soft tap of his cane against the floor.
âYou have a very⌠effective way of commanding a room,â he remarked casually, though his voice lacked its usual razor-sharp edge.
Y/N looked up from her book and smiled, calm and unbothered. âItâs not about command, Alastor. Itâs about boundaries.â She closed the book gently in her lap. âEven a man as powerful as youâor my husbandâneeds to be reminded that pride doesnât put food on the table or keep a home peaceful.â
Alastor hummed thoughtfully, his fingers tapping a slow, uneven rhythm against the head of his cane. âYou mentioned earlier,â he said, leaning forward slightly, the radio dials in his eyes pulsing faintly, âthat your Alastor had a⌠dark path ahead of him. That he chose to let someone in.â His grin thinned. âTell meâwhat was the turning point? What could possibly convince a man who values his soul above all else to⌠share it?â
Her answer was immediate.
âHis father.â
The effect was instant.
Though the Radio Demonâs posture remained rigid, the shadows in the room flickered violently, as if caught in a sudden, unseen draft. The fire crackled louder for just a moment. Alastorâs hand tightened around his cane, a sharp, involuntary flinch betraying him before he forced himself to go still. He smoothed his expression back into polite indifference, though the static in the air rose to a higher, more agitated pitch.
Y/N didnât seem to noticeâor chose not to.
Her gaze drifted away, unfocused now, fixed on something far beyond the crimson walls of the parlor. âWe were childhood best friends,â she said softly, a small, bittersweet smile touching her lips. âHe went through so much as a child. He was quite the charmer back then⌠brown curls and a smile that could make any girl swoon.â
Something twisted in Alastorâs chest.
He remembered those curls. He remembered the effort it took to keep that smile bright and effortless, even when his ribs ached and the house felt too quiet without his motherâs voice.
âAs we got older,â Y/N continued, her voice dipping into something heavier, âthe world became⌠crueler. His father grew harsher, more demanding. And his motherâŚâ She paused, swallowing. âShe had just recently passed. He was hurting so deeply, Alastor. That cruelty from his father only grew. He was standing on the edge of a very dark wood.â Her hands tightened around the book in her lap. âHe was ready to become a monster because he believed that was the only way heâd never be hurt again.â
âAnd what did you do?â Alastor asked quietly. His voice crawled low and rough, the radio filter no longer sounding performative, but defensiveâlike armor pulled too tight. âHow do you stop a man who has already decided the world deserves his hunger?â
Y/N turned to him then, truly looking at him. Her eyes locked onto his with startling clarity, the kind that felt less like judgment and more like understanding. âI didnât stop him,â she said gently. âI walked into the woods with him.â
Alastorâs breath hitched, just barely.
âI told him that if he was going to be a monster,â she continued, âthen I would be the one to remind him why he was human in the first place. I gave him a place where he didnât have to wear the mask.â Her voice softened further. âBut he chose me. He chose us. So⌠we ran away. We got married.â A faint smile returned. âAnd he became the most successful radio host in our world.â
She reached out then, her hand hovering just inches from Alastorâs clawed fingers resting atop his cane. At the last second, she flinchedâhesitatedâand drew her hand back.
âHe didnât share his soul because he was weak,â she said quietly. âHe shared it because carrying it alone was the heaviest thing heâd ever done.â
Alastor stared at her, his grin frozen in place, thoughts spiraling chaotically beneath the surface. Memories surgedâhis motherâs gentle smile, the way sheâd brushed his hair back and told him he was a good boy, even when the world told him otherwise. He thought of the isolation heâd built around himself, brick by brick, shadow by shadow, until nothing could get in⌠or out.
The silence shattered as the front doors creaked open.
Al stepped back inside, his cream coat dusted with a few stray petals from the garden, golden light faintly clinging to him like an afterimage. His eyes immediately found Y/Nâand then narrowed slightly as he noticed how close she sat to the Radio Demon.
âDarling?â he called, his voice warm but edged with concern, and something elseâpossessive, protective.
Alastor stood abruptly, his chair scraping faintly as his shadows snapped back obediently to his heels. âA charming tale, truly!â he boomed suddenly, his voice returning to its loud, polished broadcast tone. âThough I suspect itâs mostly fiction. Real life is rarely so⌠poetic.â
He turned sharply on his heel, cane clicking loudly against the floor. âNow, if youâll excuse me, I have a hotel to oversee. There are bugs to squash and souls toâwell, you know the drill!â
He didnât wait for a response.
The walk to his room felt longer than usual, the hallway stretching and warping as though Hell itself was conspiring to give him too much time to think. He reached his door, shut it with a decisive click, and leaned his forehead against the wood.
The grin faded.
For the first time in over a century, the Radio Demon stood alone in silenceâand felt the crushing weight of it press in from all sides.
Alastor told himself the curiosity meant nothing.
At first, it was merely observationâclinical, detached, the way one studied a rival before dismantling them. He noticed how Y/N looked at him not with fear, nor awe, nor the brittle politeness most demons adopted in his presence, but with something dangerously unfamiliar.
Kindness.
It unsettled him far more than hostility ever could.
She met his gaze without flinching, without shrinking, without that telltale tightening around the eyes that screamed threat detected. There was no calculation in her expression, no frantic attempt to appease or placate. Just calm attention, as though he were⌠normal.
He hated that.
And yet, as the days passed, he found himself watching her more closely than he intended.
He saw how she moved through the hotel, her presence subtly shifting the atmosphere wherever she went. Not overpowering, not commandingâsimply steady. She spoke gently, but never hesitated. When something needed addressing, she faced it head-on, voice even, eyes clear. There was no fear in her posture, no tremor in her hands when she spoke to himâor anyone else.
At first, he told himself the fascination was purely aesthetic. He could admit that much without surrendering ground. She was beautiful in her angelic formâradiant without being blinding, graceful without fragility. It stood to reason that she must have been striking in life as well. The kind of beauty that lingered, not screamed.
But it wasnât just that.
It was her calm.
The way she listened. The way she chose her words carefully, not out of fear, but intention. The way she offered warmth without expectation, kindness without obligation.
Alastor began to understandâagainst his willâwhy Al had married her.
He watched them together from a distance, his grin fixed as ever, eyes sharp. Al was not weak. That much became undeniable. He could be annoyed, irritated, even sharp when pushed. He had opinions. He had pride. But the moment Y/N entered the room, something in him shifted.
Alâs shoulders would relax. His voice would soften. The tension would drain from him like water from a cracked glass.
He would smile at her.
And she would smile back.
It was sickening.
Alastor thought it was disgustingâthis mutual softness, this ease. A vulnerability so openly displayed it bordered on reckless. He scoffed at it, dismissed it, told himself it was proof of inferiority.
And yet.
He found himself wondering.
If he had someone like her⌠would he have turned out the way he did?
No. Of course he would have, he told himself sharply. The world had carved him into what he was. There had been no alternate ending. No gentler path.
But the question refused to die.
After everythingâafter the blood, the screams, the deals and the decades of isolationâif he had someone like her, would he have found peace? Would he have been able to set down the constant vigilance, the ever-present hunger, even for a moment?
Would he have been able to relax in her presence?
The thought lingered longer than it should have, curling in the quiet spaces of his mind, warm and dangerous and utterly unwelcome.
And that, more than anything else, made him uneasy.
That afternoon, Alastor moved through the hotel with a meticulous precision that could have rivaled the most masterful of conductors. Every step, every gesture, every tap of his cane was deliberate, orchestrated to perfection. A minor âstructural emergencyâ on the hotelâs balconyâconveniently requiring an angelic touchâhad drawn Al away, leaving Y/N alone in the kitchen, though Alastor insisted this was merely an opportunity to test his own efficiency.
Al lingered at the kitchen threshold, his golden eyes narrowed in a sharp glare that promised celestial retribution if even a single hair on Y/Nâs head was harmed. But she, ever serene, simply patted his hand with a soft smile.
âIâll be fine, love. Go help Charlie,â she said gently, her voice carrying that rare mixture of warmth and authority.
Alâs expression softened slightly at the reassurance, though his hand lingered in hers for a brief, almost imperceptible heartbeat before he finally stepped back, vanishing through the doors to the balcony with the grace of someone both reluctant and protective.
Now, the kitchen was quiet except for the rhythmic bubbling of a pot on the stove. The scent of simmering spices filled the roomâthyme, paprika, garlicâall mingling with the faint, lingering tang of brimstone that seemed permanently woven into the hotelâs air. Y/N wiped her hands on her apron and turned to face the Radio Demon, who had appeared silently behind her.
âNow,â she said softly, tilting her head, âwhat is it that youâre so curious about that you wanted me alone?â
Alastorâs head tilted at the question, one eyebrow raised, his grin stretching wide, static buzzing faintly at the edges of his smile. âWhatever do you mean, dear? I simply thought we could use a head start on tonightâs dinner. A host must always be prepared!â
Y/N chuckled lightly, unimpressed. âAlright, Alastor. What about some jambalaya and cornbread? Perhaps a few beignets for dessert?â
âExcellent choices!â Alastor said, clapping his hands together once. âAnd if I mightâoh! Why donât I suggest a recipe for theââ
âI already have one,â she interrupted, calm and assured, a gentle smile on her lips that seemed to deflate his enthusiasm ever so slightly.
Alastor froze, the radio static in his eyes flickering faintly. âOh?â he murmured, the word sharp and curious.
âItâs yourâwell, Alâsâmotherâs recipe,â she said quietly, reaching for the cornmeal. Her voice held no judgment, only quiet respect, yet even that simple mention struck Alastor like a physical blow.
He instinctively moved to grab a heavy ceramic bowl from a high shelf, his movements a touch too forceful, sending a faint vibration across the counter. The shadows at his feet quivered.
âYou two are a lot alike,â Y/N remarked softly, watching him carefully, noting the tension in his movements, the imperceptible tightening of his jaw.
âI assure you, my dear,â Alastorâs voice dropped an octave, radio static humming with sharp, electric undertones, âwe are not alike in the slightest.â
Y/N stepped closer, the calm radiating from her like sunlight in a cavern. She didnât flinch at the static or the antlered shadow that now loomed behind him. Instead, she reached out, placing her hands firmly over his, guiding the bowl down onto the counter. Her touch was warm, grounding, and yet it demanded attention.
âI know you,â she said softly, her eyes locked on his. âYouâre not my husband, no⌠but you are the version of him who burned all his bridges just to keep warm. You went down the dark path he almost took.â
Alastorâs grip tightened on the counter, porcelain-white knuckles pressing into the wood until it creaked under his claws. The shadows around him writhed like living things, sensing the swell of emotion.
âAnd Iâm sorry,â she continued, her voice like a balm to a wound long ignored. âIâm sorry that you had no one to help you. Iâm sorry that you went through what you went through alone. I see it in your eyes, Alastor. You react just like my husband does when heâs cornered. But the difference is⌠you have made no peace.â
She leaned closer, dropping her voice to a whisper that cut through the white noise of static and chaos around him. âJust like your static⌠your thoughts are chaotic and loud, dear. Youâre trying so hard to drown out the silence of being alone.â
Alastorâs shadow stretched taller against the wall, the jagged antlers behind him seeming to quiver in anticipation of violence he didnât release. His eyes flickered rapidly, the radio dials spinning with intensity, voice crawling into a distorted, haunting timbre.
âIt is⌠dangerous to give pity to a demon like me, Y/N,â he hissed.
She did not recoil. She did not hesitate. Her hands remained on his, warmth seeping into his grey skin as if dissolving the ice built over a century of isolation.
âItâs not pity, hun,â she said gently, a sad, knowing smile on her lips. âItâs recognition.â
For the first time in centuries, the mask on his face slipped just slightly. The grin faltered, the perfect façade cracking to reveal something hollow and aching. His voice dropped, no static, no broadcastâjust him, raw and unshielded.
He saw herânot as a tool, not as a puzzle, not as a nuisanceâbut as the person who could have changed everything.
The silence that followed was no longer oppressive; it was dense, weighted with possibility, with life and choice and memory.
Alastorâs throat constricted. The static in the room thickened, a tangible, suffocating pressure that pressed against his chest.
âRecognition,â he repeated, a distorted, glitching echo of the word leaving his lips. He tried to laughâa sharp, rattling soundâbut it fell flat, a gesture of old habits rather than amusement. âYou speak as if I am a puzzle to be solved, or a stray dog to be brought in from the rain! I am the Radio Demon, my dear! I have toppled overlords, made the streets run red with the blood of those who dared oppose me!â
âAnd yet here you are, with me,â she said softly, voice slicing through the theatrics with precision. âExecuting your little plan to get me alone. Why, Alastor? If you are so superior, why do you crave the perspective of a âpawnâ like me?â
The static spiked violently, a shrill, piercing whistle that made the glassware on the shelves vibrate and quiver. Alastor jerked his hands away from hers, spinning sharply to grip the edge of the sink. His claws dug deep into the porcelain, spiderweb cracks forming beneath them. Shadows twisted and writhed in the corners of the room, responding to the turmoil in their master.
âWhat do you want?â he hissed, voice tight with fury and confusion. âWhy tell me these things? To mock me with a ghost of a life I never had? To show me how ânobleâ your version of him is?â
âNo,â she replied, calm and unwavering. âIâm telling you because youâre hurting, Alastor. And youâve been hurting for so long that youâve mistaken the ache for power.â
Her hands moved, lifting the wooden spoon sheâd been using. She began to stir the pot again, slow, rhythmic, grounding herselfâand himâagainst the chaotic hum of his shadows and static.
âIâm telling you because you look at my husband and see a âweakâ man,â she said, voice steady as the beat of the spoon against the metal, âbut I look at you and I see a man who is terrified. Terrified that if the static ever stops, youâll have to hear your own heart breaking. You donât have to be the Radio Demon with me. You donât even have to be a âgoodâ man. You just have to⌠be yourself.â
Alastorâs shoulders shook, his jagged grin faltering entirely. The weight of her words settled into his chest, spreading warmth through cracks he didnât know existed. For the first time, his shadow didnât writhe with violence or threatâit lay flat, tentative, wary, as if even it recognized her honesty.
âIâm not scared,â he admitted finally, voice stripped of its filter. Hollow, dry, human. âI am⌠just⌠confused.â
He did not turn to her fully, though the corner of his eye caught her form, calm and composed, a lighthouse in the storm of his mind.
âI know I am not a good man like your husband,â he murmured, the words bitter but honest. âEven if I had⌠even if I hadnât followed through with my darker impulses⌠I enjoy the carnage. I enjoy the terror. Having power⌠it is the only thing that makes the silence bearable.â
And yet, even as he said it, even as the shadow of his past loomed over him, he felt an unfamiliar tug. An almost unbearable curiosity.
He glanced at her again, this time fully, taking in the calm kindness of her expression, the way her hands moved with such quiet confidence.
âWhy would a woman like youâsomeone who knows the best version of meâeven bother looking at a creature like this?â he whispered, more to himself than to her. âI am the rot in the garden you spoke of⌠the shadow you could have avoided⌠and yet⌠you look at me like⌠like I am not poison.â
Her gaze didnât waver. And for the first time in a century, Alastor didnât feel the need to broadcast, to perform, to hide behind static. He felt something elseâwarmth.
Alastorâs words hung in the air, trembling on the edge of confession, and for the first time, the usual static hum of his presence felt uneven, almost fragile. He could feel the pulse of the shadows at his feet, restless, sensing the shift in their masterâs heartbeatâsomething dangerous, something unknown, and yet⌠not violent.
Y/N turned fully toward him, her amber eyes calm and unwavering. She took a step closer, so close that the warmth from her presence brushed against his cold, grey skin. She didnât flinch at his antlers, didnât shrink from the sharpness of his gaze. Instead, she let herself meet him fully, without hesitation or fear, as though daring him to drop the mask heâd worn for centuries.
âYou asked why I would look at you like⌠like you are not poison,â she said softly, her voice carrying a gentle resonance that made the hair on his arms stand on end. âAnd the answer is⌠because I see the man behind the static. The man behind the shadows and the chaos. You think Iâm looking at your cruelty or your power, but Iâm not. Iâm looking at you, Alastor. Not the Radio Demon, not the monster everyone fears. Just⌠you.â
Alastor stiffened. The words struck him like an unexpected chord, sweet and discordant all at once. He opened his mouth to speak, but no sound came. His static twitched, low and wavering, as if his very essence was struggling to reconcile the honesty of her gaze with the thousand years of carefully honed menace he carried.
âYou⌠you see me?â he rasped finally, his voice stripped of its usual bravado, trembling with something almost like disbelief.
âI do,â she said, a small, sad smile curling her lips. âI see the pain youâve carried, the solitude youâve wrapped around yourself like armor. But I also see the potential for⌠something more. Someone who can stand in his own shadow and still let warmth in. Someone who doesnât have to be alone. Someone⌠who could choose to let someone care, even if itâs terrifying.â
Alastorâs eyes flickered from the corner of her face to her hands, still resting lightly on the counter. His antlers twitched, shadows shivering with agitationâand something else, something unspoken. The warmth in her voice, the unwavering steadiness of her gaze⌠it was foreign. Confounding. And, alarmingly, it was beginning to make the corners of his grin soften.
âWarmth,â he murmured, almost to himself. âI⌠I have not⌠felt it⌠in such a way⌠sinceâŚâ He stopped abruptly, the admission catching in his throat, unfinished, raw.
Y/Nâs gaze didnât falter. Instead, she took another careful step closer, tilting her head, studying him as one might study a delicate instrument, aware of its fragility yet intrigued by its hidden resonance. âYou donât have to fear being seen, Alastor,â she said softly. âIâve seen it. Iâve seen all of it. And⌠it doesnât scare me. It doesnât push me away. Not you, not the darkness. Not the shadows that crawl at your heels. I see the man underneath it all, and I⌠I care for him. For you. Not the legend, not the demonâthe man.â
The room seemed to shrink around him. The sound of the bubbling pot, the ticking of distant clocks, the faint hiss of static in the corners of his perceptionâit all faded into a low, steady rhythm, one that somehow matched the beat of something else inside him. His chest constricted. His claws twitched, not from anger, but from the strange, unfamiliar sensation that was not fear, not lust, not hunger.
It was warmth.
He could feel it, radiating from her, filling the hollow spaces in him that had gone centuries unacknowledged. And with it came a realization he wasnât sure he was ready to admit. The careful mask he had worn, the grin that had become his signature weapon, the laughter that had echoed across Hell like a gunshotâthey were all defenses. Against what? Against this. Against the possibility that someone could see him, truly see him, and not recoil.
Alastorâs jaw tightened. He looked at her from under lowered lids, eyes narrowing slightlyânot in suspicion, but in an almost protective intensity. âAnd if I⌠allowed such⌠warmth,â he began, voice hesitant, faltering slightly, âif I allowed someone to⌠care⌠what would become of me? Would it⌠ruin me?â
Y/Nâs smile softened, and she shook her head gently. âIt wouldnât ruin you, Alastor. It might frighten you, at first. It might make you feel vulnerable, even exposed. But it wouldnât ruin you. And maybe, for the first time, you could⌠relax. Let someone in. Not as a weakness, but as a choice. Because even the strongest shadow can benefit from light, if only to understand its own edges.â
Alastorâs antlers twitched again, the shadows trembling slightly at his feet. He felt a shiver run down his spine, an unfamiliar ache that was neither hunger nor anger. He looked at her again, truly looked, and something in him shifted. The grin he usually wore, jagged and predatory, softened ever so slightly, though his pride would never let him admit it.
He noticed how her eyes didnât waver, even when his shadows writhed and the static climbed in intensity. He noticed how she held herself with such calm, such certainty, yet still radiated warmth. How she spoke with patience and understanding, how her presence seemed to smooth the jagged edges of his mind.
And for the first time, Alastor allowed himself the dangerous, forbidden thought.
If I had someone like her⌠would I have been able to find peace? Could I have relaxed in someoneâs presence without the world crumbling beneath me?
He shook his head almost violently, as though trying to cast the thought aside, yet the echo of it remained, resonating with each pulse of his shadow.
âAnd yetâŚâ he murmured, voice low, almost unrecognizable even to himself. âEven knowing⌠even understanding⌠I⌠I cannot⌠help⌠but wonder⌠if I⌠could haveâŚâ
He didnât finish the sentence. He didnât need to. She understood. She had always understood. And in that understanding, Alastor felt something dangerous stirâa warmth in his chest that had no right to exist, a curiosity about her, about her light, about how she could look at him like he was⌠normal, like he was more than a monster, more than the Radio Demon.
Y/N reached out again, a tentative, gentle gesture, letting her fingers brush against the back of his handânot touching, not holding, just⌠acknowledging. The warmth was deliberate, soft, grounding, and Alastor, for the first time in a century, let himself be affected.
And the thought that followed, quiet, insidious, terrifying, and⌠thrilling, slipped into his mind:
Could I⌠fall for someone like this?
The days that followed blurred together in a way that unsettled more than just the hotelâs residents.
Alastor changed.
Not dramatically. Not enough that anyone could point and accuse him of weakness. But the difference was there, threaded through his behavior like a subtle modulation in a familiar broadcast. His booming laughter no longer filled every room he entered. His commentary, once sharp and needling, softened into dry observations or, more often, silence. He watched more than he spoke, and whenever Y/N was present, his attention inevitably drifted toward herânever obvious, never crude, but unmistakably focused.
He listened when she spoke.
He remembered what she liked.
He found himself⌠adjusting.
When Charlie rambled excitedly about new programs or decor ideas, Alastor no longer interrupted just to hear himself talk. He let her finish. Occasionally, he even offered thoughtful suggestions instead of theatrical mockery. Husk noticed first, blinking in confusion when Alastor simply nodded at him instead of delivering a cutting remark. Vaggie remained wary but couldnât deny the shift. Even Niffty paused mid-scurry once, staring at Alastor as if expecting him to snap at herâonly for him to merely step aside so she could pass.
It was unnerving.
And it was Y/N.
Their conversations became more frequent, more⌠personal. Quiet talks in hallways, in the kitchen, in the parlor when the hotel settled into its late-night hush. She spoke to him like a person, not a threat. She asked questions and listened to the answers without judgment. And Alastorâdamn himâanswered. Not fully. Not recklessly. But more than he ever had with anyone else.
He found himself anticipating her presence.
Looking for her.
Waiting.
The Angel Al noticed everything.
He saw the way the Radio Demonâs posture shifted when Y/N laughed, how the jagged grin softened just a fraction, how the shadows no longer bristled when she came near. He felt the shift in the air, the subtle tightening of something old and dangerous. This wasnât idle curiosity. This wasnât rivalry.
It was fascination.
And fascination, Al knew, could rot into desire if left unchecked.
He refused to give it space.
If he could not confront it directly without causing conflictâor risking Y/Nâs temper, which he knew far too wellâthen he would answer it with presence. With devotion. With reminder.
He became her constant companion.
His hand rested at the small of her back whenever they walked together, fingers warm and grounding. His arm circled her waist without apology. His wings, when unfurled, subtly shielded her from crowded rooms. He spoke her name often, softly, anchoring himself to her in every space they occupied.
Y/N noticed, of course.
She always noticed.
That night, when they finally retreated to their suite, the world beyond the door seemed to exhale. The air inside was cool and faintly perfumed with the heavenly jasmine she favored, the soft glow of the lamps casting warm light across the room. Y/N stood before the vanity, slowly brushing out her hair, her movements unhurried, relaxed.
The door clicked shut behind her.
She felt him before she heard him.
Al stepped up close, his presence immediate and enveloping, arms sliding around her waist with a firmness that made her breath hitch. He pulled her back against his chest, grounding himself in her warmth as if heâd been holding himself together all day purely for this moment.
She smiled at their reflection in the mirror, leaning her head back slightly so it rested against his shoulder. âOh⌠hello, my love,â she murmured, amusement lacing her voice. âAre you alright? Youâre⌠quite clingy tonight.â
His answer wasnât verbal at first.
His grip tightenedânot painful, but possessiveâbefore he lowered his face to the sensitive curve of her neck. His breath was warm, lingering, and his antlers, usually glowing with steady, tranquil light, pulsed faintly, betraying the restless energy beneath his composed exterior.
âIâm alright,â he murmured against her skin, his voice low and vibrating through her. âJust⌠itâs been quite a minute since Iâve had you to myself.â
Her cheeks flushed a deep, dusty rose, heat spreading beneath her skin. âHoneyâŚâ she whispered, half a warning, half an invitation.
He didnât stop.
Slow, deliberate kisses traced along her shoulder, reverent and unhurried, up toward her ear. Each one lingered just long enough to make her breath stutter. She lifted a hand to her mouth instinctively, stifling the soft, involuntary sound that escaped her. âBabyââ
Al turned her gently but firmly in his arms, guiding her to face him. His golden eyes were darker now, burnished with something raw and primal that she rarely saw in the gentler version of him. He leaned down, inhaling deeplyâher hair, her skin, the familiar warmth of her presence anchoring him completely.
âMine,â he whispered, the word carrying weight, devotion, and a flicker of jealousy he didnât bother to hide. It was a vow as much as a claim. âYou are mine my darling doe.â
Y/Nâs smile softened, her gaze filled with warmth as her fingers threaded through his soft red hair, drawing him closer without hesitation. âYes, my love,â she replied, calm and certain, as if the truth of it required no emphasis at all. âIâm yours.â
Al pushed Y/N against the vanity with a firm, possessive grip, his white antlers catching the dim light as he maneuvered her body like she was his most treasured possession. Her doe ears flattened against her head in anticipation, a soft whimper escaping her lips as he wedged himself between her trembling thighs. With effortless strength, he lifted her onto the edge of the vanity, her angel wings fluttering slightly behind her, brushing against the cool surface.
He dropped to his knees, his red hair tousled and wild, and pressed his lips to the sensitive skin between her thighs. Y/N moaned into her hand, muffling the sound as heat flooded her core. Her voice came out shaky, laced with worry. "A-Alastor, please... what if they hear?"
Al looked up at her, his eyes gleaming with dark promise. "No worries, my dear," he murmured, snapping his fingers. A golden light shimmered around them, enveloping the room in a magical barrier. The air hummed faintly with the spell's power, sealing their intimate space from the outside world. "I've made it so no one can hear us. Is that better?"
She nodded, her breath hitching, doe ears twitching as relief mixed with desire.
"Good," he purred, his voice low and commanding. "Now, my dear, let me taste you."
Y/N gasped sharply as his mouth descended, his lips trailing hot kisses along her inner thighs, teasing the soft flesh there. He parted her legs wider, exposing her slick pussy to his hungry gaze. Starting slow, he flicked his tongue over her clit with gentle, deliberate licks, savoring the way her body jerked in response.
"Loveâ" she started, her voice breaking.
"Shh, sweetheart," he interrupted softly, his breath warm against her folds. "Let me enjoy my darling wife, yeah?"
A shaky moan tore from her throat, tears prickling at the corners of her eyes from the building intensity. "Baby, loveâ I can'tâ"
He increased the pace, his tongue lapping faster at her swollen clit, delving into her wetness with fervent strokes. "Yes, you can, my love," he growled against her, the vibrations sending sparks through her. "You will, darling."
Al devoured her pussy like a man starved, his tongue plunging deep into her entrance before circling back to suckle on her clit. He was utterly pussy drunk, lost in the taste of her arousal, the way her juices coated his lips and chin. His hands roamed her body in worshipâcaressing the curve of her hips, tracing the delicate feathers of her angel wings, thumbs brushing over her hardened nipples through her thin top. "You're exquisite, my sweet doe," he praised between licks, his voice muffled but reverent. "So wet for me, so perfect. These thighs... this pussy... all mine to adore."
Y/N shook uncontrollably, her fingers tangling in his soft red hair, gripping tight as she sought purchase. Her hands slid higher, clutching his white antlers for leverage, the bony protrusions warm and smooth under her palms. Al's wings ruffled behind him, a low rumble of pleasure vibrating from his chest as she held on, pulling him closer.
The pressure built relentlessly, her body coiling tight. When she came, it shattered through her like lightningâher angel wings spreading wide in ecstasy, feathers quivering as waves of pleasure crashed over her. She moaned loudly, tears streaming down her flushed cheeks, her hips bucking wildly. She tried to squirm away, oversensitive and overwhelmed, but Alastor held her thighs pinned with unyielding strength, his mouth never ceasing its assault.
He didn't stop. Instead, he slipped two fingers inside her clenching pussy, curling them with expert finesse to stroke that sensitive spot deep within. He pumped them in and out with purpose, his tongue still teasing her clit, drawing out every aftershock. Her wings ruffled erratically, folding and unfurling as fresh tremors rocked her body.
Alastor smirked up at her, his eyes locked on her tear-streaked face, drinking in her vulnerability. He finger-fucked her harder, the wet sounds of her arousal filling the soundproofed room, his praises turning husky. "That's it, my angel... give me everything. You're so beautiful like this, falling apart for your husband."
Overstimulation hit her like a tidal wave, her moans turning into desperate pleas, but he pushed her through it until she was a quivering mess. Finally, he pulled away, his fingers glistening with her cum, and rose to capture her lips in a deep, claiming kiss. She gasped into his mouth, tasting herself on his tongue.
"Good girl," he whispered against her lips, his voice tender yet triumphant. "I knew you could be a good girl for me, darling."
Y/N's chest heaved with ragged breaths, her body still trembling from the aftershocks of her release. She leaned back against the mirror of the vanity, her angel wings partially folded but twitching with residual sensitivity. Al's hands slid up her sides, thumbs brushing the undersides of her breasts as he pulled her into another kiss, slower this time, letting her taste the remnants of her own essence on his lips. His antlers grazed her forehead lightly, a gentle contrast to the raw hunger in his eyes.
He broke the kiss, trailing his mouth down her neck, nipping at the soft skin there. 'My beautiful wife,' he murmured, his voice a low radio static hum that sent shivers racing down her spine. "You've given me such a gift. But I'm far from done with you." He groaned softly, the sound rumbling from his chest as he inhaled her scent.
Y/N whimpered softly, her doe ears perking up slightly as his fingers hooked into the hem of her top, tugging it upward. She lifted her arms obediently, letting him strip the fabric away, exposing her bare breasts to the cool air. Her nipples hardened instantly under his gaze, and he wasted no time, leaning in to capture one peak between his lips. He sucked firmly, his tongue swirling around the sensitive bud while his hand kneaded the other breast, rolling the nipple between his fingers. A deep moan escaped him, vibrating against her skin as he savored her taste.
"AhâAla-," she gasped, her hands finding his shoulders, nails digging into the fabric of his coat. Her wings fluttered behind her, brushing against the vanity's edge.
He hummed in approval, the vibration traveling straight to her core, reigniting the ache between her legs. Switching sides, he lavished the same attention on her other nipple, grazing it with his teeth just hard enough to make her arch into him. "These are perfect," he praised, his free hand sliding down her stomach to dip between her thighs again. His fingers teased her soaked folds, circling her entrance without entering, drawing out fresh moans from herâand a low groan from him as he felt her wetness coat his digits.
She bucked her hips instinctively, seeking more friction, but he pinned her down with his weight, his body pressing her further into the vanity. "Patience, darling," he chuckled darkly, releasing her breast with a wet pop. "I want to savor every inch of you." He let out a ragged groan, his breath hot against her collarbone.
Standing fully now, Al shrugged off his coat, letting it fall to the floor in a heap. His shirt followed, revealing the lean, toned muscles of his chest, marked faintly with old scars from battles long past. Y/N's eyes roamed over him hungrily, her hands reaching out to trace the lines of his body, fingers lingering on the base of his antlers as he bent to kiss her once more. He moaned into her mouth, the sound muffled but intense.
With a swift motion, he unbuckled his pants, shoving them down along with his underwear. His cock sprang free, thick and hard, the tip already glistening with precum. It throbbed visibly, veins pulsing along its length, and Y/N's breath caught at the sight. She reached for him tentatively, wrapping her fingers around his shaft, stroking from base to tip with a feather-light touch.
Al groaned deeply, his wings unfurling slightly behind him, red feathers ruffling as pleasure coursed through him. "That's it, my love," he encouraged, thrusting shallowly into her hand, another moan tearing from his throat. "Touch your husband like you mean it."
Emboldened, she pumped him firmer, her thumb swiping over the slit to spread his precum, making his length slick. He watched her with hooded eyes, one hand bracing on the vanity beside her head, the other guiding her wrist to set a rhythm. But soon, his control waveredâhe captured her hand, bringing it to his lips to kiss her knuckles before stepping closer. A guttural groan escaped as he felt her grip tighten briefly.
"Enough teasing," he growled, lifting her hips slightly to position himself at her entrance. The head of his cock nudged her pussy, parting her folds as he rubbed it up and down, coating himself in her arousal. Y/N's doe ears flattened again, her wings spreading wide in anticipation, feathers quivering. Al moaned low, the friction against her slick heat driving him wild.
"Please," she whispered, tears of need gathering in her eyes once more. "I need you inside me."
With a triumphant grin, Al thrust forward, burying himself to the hilt in one smooth motion. Her walls clenched around him, hot and wet, pulling him deeper. They both moaned in unison, the sound echoing softly in their enchanted bubbleâhis a deep, resonant groan that vibrated through his body into hers. He paused for a moment, letting her adjust to his girth, his forehead resting against hers.
"Tight as ever," he breathed, starting to rock his hips slowly. Each thrust was deliberate, grinding against her clit with every inward push. Y/N's legs wrapped around his waist, heels digging into his back to urge him on. Her hands clutched his antlers again, using them as leverage to meet his movements. Al groaned with each slide, the sensation of her pussy gripping him pulling more sounds from his lips.
He picked up the pace, fucking her with steady, powerful strokes that made the vanity creak beneath them. His wings beat once, twice, fanning warm air over their joined bodies. "Feel that, darling? How perfectly you take me," he panted, one hand slipping between them to rub circles on her clit, heightening the sensations. A sharp moan broke from him as her inner muscles fluttered.
Y/N cried out, her body arching as pleasure built anew. Tears streamed down her cheeks, mixing with sweat, but she didn't careâonly the feel of him filling her, stretching her, mattered. "Yesâoh god, babyâharder," she begged, her voice breaking.
Obliging, he slammed into her faster, the wet slap of skin on skin filling the room. His fingers dug into her hips, holding her steady as he chased their mutual release. Her pussy fluttered around him, signaling her impending climax, and he angled his thrusts to hit that spot inside her relentlessly. Groans poured from him with every deep plunge, his control slipping as ecstasy built.
"Cum for me again, my angel," he commanded, his voice rough with desire. "Milk my cockâshow me how much you love it." He moaned loudly, the words barely coherent through his pleasure.
The words tipped her over the edge. Her orgasm ripped through her, walls spasming wildly around him as she screamed his name. Her wings flared out fully, knocking a few bottles from the vanity in her thrashing. Al followed moments later, burying deep as he spilled inside her, hot ropes of cum flooding her pussy. He roared softly, a series of deep groans accompanying his release, his antlers glowing faintly with angelic energy, wings enveloping them both in a cocoon of feathers.
They stayed locked together, panting and spent, as the golden barrier around them shimmered. Al peppered her face with gentle kisses, wiping away her tears with his thumb. "My perfect doe," he whispered. "Forever mine."
Y/N smiled weakly, nuzzling into his neck, her ears twitching contentedly. "And you're mine, love. Always."
After some aftercare, Al carefully draped the covers over Y/Nâs sleeping form, his expression softening from one of genuine adoration to something far more deliberate, measured, and precise. His eyes lingered on her delicate featuresâthe subtle rise and fall of her chest, the faint twitch of her ears as she shifted in her sleep, the tiny curl of her lips that seemed to hold some private, unspoken thought. There was a warmth in him, one he had never allowed to surface so freely before, but it was quickly replaced by calculation. He knew the extent of the Radio Demonâs range, the sharp precision with which his counterpart could sense every nuance of sound. The sensitivity of those delicate deer ears wasnât just a quirk; it was a tool, a weapon if wielded correctly. With a snap of his fingers, Al had crafted a carefully contained sphere of silence that enveloped the master suite, shielding the Princess, the King, and the hotel staff from the auditory evidence of what had occurred, while purposefully leaving a tiny, strategic leak that seeped directly toward the room next door.
It was a subtle, exquisite little reminder. A celestial middle finger, wrapped in silk, polished to perfection, a message that only the Radio Demon could decipher: some things were forever beyond his reach.
Next door, Alastor was undergoing a torment unlike any he had ever known, a slow, burning torture of the senses that no amount of static, no volume of noise, could drown out. He, the master of sound, the conductor of chaos, the unparalleled Radio Demon, was now subject to an auditory onslaught so intimate and precise that it cut him to the bone. He lay rigid beneath the sheets of his bed, eyes wide, staring at the ceiling as the static in his skullâa constant companion he had used as armor for decadesâfailed utterly to drown out the reality of the room beside him.
The rhythmic creak of the bed, the sharp, ragged intake of breath, the wet, unmistakable slap of flesh against fleshâevery sound etched itself into him, sharper than any blade.
He twisted and turned, claws digging into the tangled sheets, his dark tail lashing in agitation, not from disgust but from the sudden, terrifyingly hot rush of blood coursing through him. Every nerve in his body screamed in a way it hadnât for centuries. The voiceâher voiceâwas the cruelest, most exquisite weapon.
âAlastorâŚâ
She had whispered his name. Even if she meant the other one, the sound was his alone, impossibly intimate, searing through him with all the force of a live wire. Every vibration of the word carried a weight he could not bear, a connection that, by all rights, should not have existed. The syllables hit him with a precision only someone who knew him, all of him, could ever achieve.
He thrashed beneath his covers, tossing them aside in desperation, trying in vain to block the sound, but nothing could mute the memory, the essence of her voice reverberating in his bones. It was maddening. Infuriating. And disturbingly, painfully arousing in ways that made him clench his fists and hiss under his breath.
Finally, unable to endure a single second longer of the relentless auditory assault, Alastor snapped. A hiss, a crackle, and a puff of smoke later, he had vanished from his room, reappearing in the dimly lit lobby bar, chest heaving, bowtie slightly askew, claws still trembling as if the effort of restraint had been a physical trial.
Husk, polishing a glass as always, looked up with a frown, immediately noticing the state of his boss. âWhatâs wrong, boss? Rough night?â he asked, sliding a bottle of something strong toward him without hesitation, familiarity in his movements belying concern.
Alastorâs claws dug into the polished edge of the bar, leaving faint scratch marks. âYou donât hear it?â he rasped, the static in his voice fluctuating violently as though his control over his usual broadcast persona had weakened. His eyes, normally sharp and predatory, flickered with raw, unfiltered frustration. âYou⌠you donât hear it?â
Husk tilted his head, one ear twitching as he glanced around the silent lobby. âHear what? Itâs quiet as a grave down here. Even the Kingâs snoring has stopped.â
Realization hit him like a physical blow. The Angel had done this deliberately, with malicious artistry. He had orchestrated a private, intimate broadcast of marital ecstasyâprecisely tuned, perfectly placedâdesigned solely to torment Alastor, tailored with exacting precision so that he could hear every sound, every breath, every small, intimate detail that made him want to tear his hair out and simultaneously grind his teeth in impotent rage.
âNevermind,â he hissed finally, snatching a glass with shaking fingers and pouring himself a drink. The rye burned all the way down, a sharp, bitter comfort, but it did nothing to erase the sound, nothing to dull the memory of her whisper, her softness, her unguarded, trembling acknowledgment of the other version of himself.
He lifted the glass with a trembling hand and took a long, searing gulp, tasting fire and humiliation in equal measure. How, he wondered bitterly, was he supposed to face her in the morning? How could he look at herâthe woman who knew the most intimate, private, and unspoken parts of his alternate selfâand remain himself? How could he possibly reconcile the image of her calling out in pleasure with the cold, meticulously curated mask of the Radio Demon that he had worn for centuries?
He felt like a child caught eavesdropping on a conversation far too adult for him, like a beast in the cage of his own mind, clawing at the walls and screaming in frustration, powerless to stop what he had heard or how it had affected him.
And yet, beneath the frustration, beneath the scorching wave of irritation, there was something elseâa seed of dangerous curiosity, a warmth that he could neither name nor fully suppress. He realized with a sudden, shocking clarity that his shadow, huddled like a shivering animal at his feet, mirrored his embarrassment almost perfectly. The darkness itself seemed unnerved, as though even it were unprepared for this new, confusing sensation that stirred through him.
He pressed his clawed hands to his face, dragging them down to his jaw, gripping his own cheeks as if physical restraint could keep the chaos at bay. His teeth ground together in a jittery rhythm, but the sound didnât matter; it would never matter. The memory of her voice would not be erased. It would linger, a stubborn, infuriating echo embedded in the very fabric of him, reminding him of something he hadnât felt in centuries: desire, longing, and the maddening, destabilizing power of seeing himself through someone elseâs eyes.
The Radio Demon, the predator, the master of all he surveyed, sat there in the dimly lit lobby, claws white, chest heaving, shadows pooling at his feet, completely undone, utterly human in his fury and fascinationâand utterly, irrevocably aware that this was far from over.
Morning broke over the hotel in a way that felt entirely too bright for Alastorâs liking. The hum of the building had returned to its usual frequency, the clink of distant cutlery and the muffled footsteps of staff filtering through the halls, but for him, there was no comfort in routine. He sat stiffly at the kitchen counter, posture immaculate despite the faint dark circles beneath his eyes, fingers wrapped around an untouched mug as though it were an anchor. The scent of fresh coffee filled the room, rich and bitter, but even that familiar pleasure failed to steady him. His ears twitched at every sound, hyper-aware, oversensitive, betraying the exhaustion he would have rather died than admit to.
That was when Alâthe Angelâstrolled in.
He moved with infuriating ease, sleeves rolled up, wings tucked neatly as he reached for the coffee pot. One look at Alastor was all it took. A slow, smug smile spread across his face, the kind that said I know exactly what you heard. He didnât say anything at first, just poured himself a cup, humming softly under his breath, deliberately off-key.
Alastorâs jaw tightened. âGood morning,â he said sharply, his voice crackling faintly, smile rigid and brittle.
âOh, it is,â Al replied pleasantly, shooting him a sideways glance as he stirred his coffee. âYou look⌠tired, my friend. Rough night?â His tone was syrupy sweet, every word carefully chosen to press where it hurt most.
Alastorâs grip on his mug tightened just enough to spiderweb a fine crack along the porcelain. âI slept fine,â he lied smoothly, though his ears flicked back, betraying him entirely.
Before Al could push further, Y/N entered the kitchen, hair slightly tousled, expression soft and serene in a way that made Alastorâs chest do something deeply inconvenient. She greeted them both with a warm smile, but her eyes lingered on Alastor for half a second longer than necessary, her brow furrowing just a touch.
âAre you alright?â she asked gently. âYou look exhausted.â
The Angel laughed quietly into his coffee. âHeâs just⌠sensitive this morning,â Al said lightly, then leaned closer to Y/N as if sharing a secret. âArenât you, Radio Demon?â
Alastor shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
Al, clearly enjoying himself far too much, set his mug down and straightened. âIâll be back later. Need to check on Charlie,â he said, then leaned down, brushing a kiss to Y/Nâs cheek. As he did, he murmured just loud enough for Alastor to hear, âBe careful, my dear. He seems a bit⌠delicate today.â
Y/N blinked, confused, while Alastor bristled. Al smirked, casting one last triumphant look over his shoulder before leaving the kitchen, the door clicking shut behind him.
For a moment, there was silence.
Alastor cleared his throat, suddenly very interested in the surface of the counter. His usual swagger faltered, replaced by something awkward and uncharacteristically hesitant. âMissâahâY/N,â he began, then stopped, radio static fluttering faintly at the edges of his voice. He shifted, clearly debating with himself, before finally straightening and offering her a strained but polite smile. âMay I⌠have a word?â
She nodded immediately. âOf course.â
He gestured stiffly toward the side of the kitchen, guiding her a few steps away from the counter. When he turned to face her, there was color in his cheeksâactual colorâand his eyes refused to quite meet hers.
âI want to preface this by saying,â he began, words coming out a bit too quickly, âthat this is not a complaint, nor is it a judgment of character, nor is itâwellâitâs merely a logistical concern, really.â
Her eyes widened slightly, and she leaned in, attentive. âOkayâŚ?â
He inhaled, then blurted out, âIfâpurely hypotheticallyâthere were to be a next time, perhaps you might consider⌠keeping it down.â
There it was. Out in the open.
Y/N froze. Then, slowly, the realization dawned on her face. Her cheeks flushed a deep, vivid red, ears flicking in pure mortification. âOh my godâIâAlastor, Iâm so sorry,â she rushed out, words tumbling over one another. âI didnât even think anyone could hear, I mean Al did that silence thing and I just assumedâand I really didnât mean to make you uncomfortable or disturb you orââ
She kept going, rambling nervously, hands twisting together as embarrassment overtook her completely.
Alastor stared at her.
The flustered apology, the genuine concern, the way she looked at him not with fear or mockery but with earnest regretâit hit him far harder than the sounds ever had. His blush deepened, spreading beneath his eyes as he raised one hand quickly, palm out.
âItâsâahâitâs quite alright,â he said, voice softer now, less static, more⌠real. âTruly. I only wished to make the request. Nothing more.â He cleared his throat again. âJust⌠please keep it down.â
She nodded rapidly. âI will. Absolutely. I promise.â
Satisfiedâand more unsettled than he cared to admitâAlastor inclined his head politely and stepped back, giving her space. She shot him one last apologetic smile before hurrying out of the kitchen, clearly intent on finding her husband as quickly as possible.
Alastor remained where he was, staring after her long after sheâd gone, heart doing something profoundly irritating in his chest. He lifted his coffee at last, took a sip, and grimaced faintly.
Cold.
He set the mug down again, shadows curling at his feet, and exhaled slowly.
Later that day, the energy in the hotel was a mix of excitement and melancholy. Baxter stood in the main lobby, adjusting his glasses and shuffling through his notes with the precision only he could muster. âWell,â he began, clearing his throat, âit seems that the dimensional rift has stabilized enough for your return. Youâll be heading home shortly.â
Charlieâs shoulders slumped slightly, her usual effervescence dampened by the news. âAlready? So soon?â she said, pouting just a touch. âI mean, Iâm really glad I got to meet both of you, but⌠I was kind of hoping weâd have a bit more time.â
Alâs hand found Y/Nâs, squeezing it gently as he exhaled a breath he hadnât realized heâd been holding. Relief softened his features. âItâs alright, my dear,â he murmured. âHome is waiting. Somewhere safer. Somewhere familiar. Weâll be together, and thatâs what matters.â
Y/N nodded, a small smile tugging at her lips, but her eyes flicked toward the doorway just as she noticed a familiar figure slipping silently away. Alastor, the Radio Demon, had excused himself, his hands clasped behind his back, his expression unreadable.
Something in Y/Nâs chest tightened, a mixture of concern and intuition, and she followed quietly, keeping just far enough behind to avoid startling him. She found him standing on one of the upper balconies, gazing out over the jagged red horizon, shadows pooling around his feet in a restless wave.
âWell, Alastor,â she said softly, her voice carrying just enough to reach him. âIt was truly a pleasure knowing you.â
He turned slowly, one eyebrow quirking, and a harsh laugh escaped him, as if the words themselves were ridiculous. âReally?â he asked, his usual bravado struggling to mask a flicker of something softer.
âYes,â she replied gently, stepping closer. âI mean it.â
There was a pause, and for a heartbeat, the Radio Demon allowed himself to simply be. No clever quips. No predatory games. Just the quiet recognition that someoneâsomeone extraordinaryâhad seen him as more than the chaos he cultivated.
Without another word, she stepped forward and embraced him. Her arms were warm, firm, and grounding, and the gesture seemed to pull at something inside him he hadnât dared touch in decades.
âI hope,â she whispered into the crook of his neck, âthat you will be able to find your peace.â
Alastor stiffened momentarily but then awkwardly returned the hug, his sharp edges softened under her touch. âThank⌠you,â he murmured, almost faltering on the words.
She pulled back slightly, her hand brushing against his chest. âYou have shadows⌠you have your own demons,â she said softly, her voice carrying a confidence that made him pause, âbut I know someone will be there for you, regardless.â She smiled, and in that small gesture, there was the weight of understanding, of care, of hope.
Then, slowly, deliberately, she pressed her hand against his chest. A gentle, radiant glow spread outward, warm and luminous, and Alastor felt a strange, soothing sensation ripple through him. The wound that had long burned and throbbed along his chestâpainful and stubbornâhealed, knitting together as if it had never been.
âWhatââ he breathed, stepping back, eyes wide, hand instinctively pressing against the newly healed skin. âHow did youâ?â
She smiled, soft and knowing. âA parting gift,â she said simply.
Alastor let out a soft, incredulous chuckle. âThank you, my dear,â he said, voice low, reverent even, and a faint warmth crept through him, something foreign yet welcome.
She straightened, a serene smile on her lips, and began to step away. âY/Nâwait,â he called, his voice barely above the wind.
She turned, tilting her head slightly, her smile gentle and luminous. âYes?â
He swallowed, shadows flickering faintly around him. âSafe travels.â
âThank you. Be good,â she replied, a playful lilt in her voice.
âNo promises,â he murmured, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, watching as she disappeared from view.
Alastor stood there long after she had gone, the glow of her touch still faintly lingering against his chest. A small, genuine smile broke through his usual mask of jagged perfection. For the first time in centuries, the emptiness that had clung to him felt⌠a little lighter.
Night had fallen over the hotel, the crimson skies deepening into a rich, molten red that glimmered like liquid fire. The lobby was alive with bittersweet energy. Staff, friends, and residents alike had gathered, their expressions a mixture of joy for their impending return and sadness at the thought of parting ways. Baxter fussed nervously, checking the portalâs stability for the hundredth time, while Charlie hovered near the edge, her usual enthusiasm tempered by a twinge of melancholy.
Al and Y/N stood hand in hand, the faint glow of the portal illuminating their faces. The swirling light painted them in gold and crimson hues, highlighting the serenity in Y/Nâs features and the rare softness in Alâs usually composed expression.
âAre you ready, my dear?â Al asked, his voice calm but carrying an undercurrent of anticipation.
Y/N nodded, squeezing his hand. âAs ready as Iâll ever be. Itâs⌠itâs been wonderful, Al. Truly.â
The portal swirled higher, casting prismatic reflections across the walls, and the air buzzed faintly with magical energy. Slowly, they began to ascend, Alâs hand gripping hers tightly as they were lifted from the ground, moving with effortless grace into the open maw of the dimensional rift.
Y/N turned slightly, her eyes bright, and waved to the assembled group. âGoodbye, everyone! Thank you for everything!â she called, her voice carrying over the hum of the portal.
Charlie waved frantically, a smile bright despite the sadness tugging at her heart. âGoodbye! Safe travels! Come back soon!â
Vaggie raised a hand, Husk and Niffty following suit, and even Alastorâthe Radio Demon himselfâstood near the edge of the group, watching quietly. His jaw was tight, but his eyes held that same faint glint of reluctant warmth, a softening of his usual predatory gaze.
As Y/Nâs gaze swept across the group, it finally settled on him. Alastor met her eyes, and for a heartbeat, the chaos of Hell and the noise of the portal faded from his perception. He gave a subtle nod, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
âGoodbye, Y/N,â he whispered, his voice low, threaded with a quiet sincerity.
She returned his smile, soft and full of unspoken gratitude, her hand still firmly clasped in Alâs. âGoodbye,â she whispered back, her voice carried on the wind and the faint shimmer of the portal.
With that, they ascended fully into the light, the portalâs swirl enveloping them completely. The golden-and-crimson glow reflected off their hands as they soared upward, leaving Hellâand the hotelâbehind.
The portal finally closed with a shimmering snap, leaving the lobby silent for a brief, echoing moment. Only the soft murmur of the staff remained, and the faint glow that lingered in Alastorâs eyes told a story of something quietly changedâa reminder of the warmth, the kindness, and the impossible peace that had touched even a creature as dark and solitary as the Radio Demon.
A month had passed since Al and Y/N had returned to their own dimension, and on the surface, everything at the hotel had slipped neatly back into its familiar rhythm. The halls still echoed with distant arguments and laughter, the air still hummed with magic and old grudges, and Alastor still strode through it all like he owned the placeâwhich, in many ways, he did.
Yet some things refused to settle.
Alastor found himself pausing more often than usual, his cane tapping idly against the floor as his thoughts drifted where they had no business going. He remembered Y/Nâs face with startling clarity: the warmth in her eyes, the way she looked at him not with fear or awe, but with simple, unguarded kindness. He remembered her voice, steady and gentle, even when speaking to a monster like him.
He smiled at the memory, faint and private.
Peace. He had scoffed at the idea his entire existence, dismissed it as a lie told by the weak to justify complacency. And yet⌠if such a thing existed, perhaps it wasnât a place. Perhaps it was a feeling. A moment. A presence.
Would he ever find it? He doubted it. Truly, he did. Old habits, old wounds, old sins clung too tightly.
Still.
That afternoon, as he went about his dutiesâmentally outlining themes for his next broadcast, debating whether to lean into carnage or comedyâhe strolled down one of the hotelâs long corridors, the crimson carpet muffling his footsteps. His thoughts were elsewhere, drifting lazily through frequencies and half-formed ideas.
And thenâ
Thump.
A solid collision jolted him back to the present as something warm splashed across the front of his coat.
Coffee.
Dark liquid spread over the pristine red fabric, dripping slowly toward the floor.
Alastorâs smile sharpened instantly, static crackling faintly in the air as his head snapped downward.
âWatch it, youââ
He stopped.
Standing directly in front of him was a doe.
A sinner, unmistakably so, with soft antlers and warm, expressive eyes, her ears flicking anxiously as she stared up at him in horror. Her form was demonic, yesâtail, hooves, faint markings along her skinâbut there was something achingly familiar about her. Something that struck him straight through the chest.
She was beautiful. Not in a polished, predatory wayâbut in a quiet, earnest one.
Alastorâs breath caught.
ââŚY/N?â he whispered, the name slipping from him before he could stop it.
She blinked rapidly, clearly flustered. âOh my goodness, I am so sorry!â she rushed out, her words tumbling over one another. âI sincerely apologize, misterâI wasnât looking where I was going andâoh!â
Her eyes widened as recognition dawned.
âOh! Mr. Radio Demon!â she exclaimed. âIâm so sorry, I really am!â
Alastor didnât move. Didnât speak. He simply stared at her, his grin frozen in place as the world seemed to tilt ever so slightly off its axis.
She fumbled with her cup, setting it aside before stepping closer, gently brushing at his coat with frantic concern. âIâm so sorry, I didnât mean to spill it on youâoh goodness, itâs everywhereââ
She paused, then quickly pulled a neatly folded handkerchief from her pocket and held it out to him. âHere, please, take this.â
Her voice was nervous, polite, sincere.
Real.
Alastor finally found himself again, the static receding as his expression softenedâjust a fraction.
âItâs quite alright, my dear,â he said smoothly, taking the handkerchief. âAccidents happen.â
She let out a relieved breath. âIâm really sorry, Mr. Radio Demon.â
âPlease,â he replied, dabbing at the stain with measured elegance, âcall me Alastor.â
She smiled then, small and shy, her ears tilting back slightly. âIâm sorry, Alastor. Truly. I can pay for your dry cleaning if youâd like.â
He chuckled softly, the sound warm rather than mocking. âThat wonât be necessary.â
He tilted his head, studying her more closely nowâthe familiar gentleness in her posture, the kindness that radiated from her even here, in Hell of all places.
âMay I ask,â he continued, voice lowering pleasantly, âwhatâs your name, darling?â
âOh!â she said, straightening a bit. âIâm Y/N. Nice to meet you. Iâm⌠kind of new here.â
His eyes widened, just slightly.
âWell,â Alastor said after a beat, his grin easing into something genuine, âwelcome to the hotel.â
Her cheeks flushed faintly. âThank you.â
He felt it thenâclear and unmistakable. That same warmth. That same strange, comforting pull in his chest.
âPerhaps,â he added casually, tapping his cane against the floor, âsometime I could show you around. Properly, of course.â
Her smile grew, brighter now, more confident. âIâd like that.â
And as they stood there in the hallway, coffee-stained coat and all, Alastor realized that for the first time in a very long while, something inside him felt⌠familiar.
Not power. Not hunger.
But something close.
Something almost like peace.
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alastor, who comes back to hotel from an overlord meeting with a twitch in his eye and a white-knuckled grasp around his mic, pouring off waves of irritation that leaves the others scrambling.
alastor, who says nothing but a sharp crackle of your name, a silent command for you to come with him as he makes his way to the room he claimed as his own.
alastor, who is deathly silent in the elevator, only tapping his claws against his mic as he watches the floors pass, his other hand resting heavy on the small of your back.
alastor, who bolts the bedroom door shut and commands you with a single word. âstrip.â
alastor, whose eyes grow hungrier and whose smile grows wider and bigger the more you undress for him.
alastor, who fucks you so roughly against the wall first that you swear you see stars as he ruts up into your heat like his life depends on it.
alastor, whose claws dig into the delicate flesh of your skin as he rams into you, and the smell and taste of your blood only pulls him deeper into his daze of lust-fueled fury.
alastor, who rasps and crackles absolute filth into your ear as he maneuvers your knees up to your chest on his bed so he can fuck into you deeper. âsuch an obedient pet for me, arenât you, darling? always so good and willing. i think that deserves a reward, donât you?â
alastor, who allows you to cum first (and licks it up with that long, silver tongue of his) before using you to chase after his own pleasure.
alastor, whose antlers grow and eyes redden further as he approaches his climax, baring his teeth to leave a bite mark in the juncture of your shoulder and laving his tongue over the blood that trickles from the wound.
alastor, who buries himself as deep as he can possibly go inside you before reaching his end and collapsing on top of you as you feel his antlers shrink back and his chest heave with breath.
alastor, who relaxes slowly and even hums a soft, barely-there purr as you gently rub at his pointed ears and caress his scarlet tresses.
alastor, who allows himself just a few minutes of silence before getting himself up and dressed to run a bath for you.
alastor, who forces you to eat the stew he made for you after, even if youâre not hungry. âeat up, my dear. i canât have my darling doll too weak to take me next time, hmm?â
alastor, who smiles to himself for days when he sees the bruise from his bite mark poking from the edge of your collar.
I have a Yandere Alastor idea, if youâre still accepting requests:
In this alternate universe, the reader was Alastorâs childhood friend, and because of that, she prevented him from becoming a serial killer and a cannibal. When both of them reached adulthood, they got married and were very happy⌠until the event: Alastor and his wife were hunting in the forest when they were mistaken for deer and killed. However, since Alastor and the reader were good people, they went to Heaven and became angels.
Now hereâs my idea: at the end of Season 2, after the explosion, a portal is created â and from it fall Angel!Reader and Angel!Alastor. (Fun details: the readerâs magic complements Angel!Alastorâs magic, and the two of them become much stronger when they are close to each other. The reader also has healing magic, and her angelic form is a doe.) Until they manage to return to their own world, both of them will stay at Charlieâs hotel.
I imagine the relationship between Angel!Alastor and Angel!Reader as very romantic: she always sits on his lap whenever theyâre on the couch or a chair; they feed each other snacks; Angel!Alastor doesnât like other people touching the reader and always âcleansâ her whenever a stranger makes contact; they are always close to each other; and the reader gives Angel!Alastor lots of little kisses on the cheek whenever she can. (I used Moxxie and Millie as reference.)
The original Alastor, however, finds it strange to see another version of himself who is happy and even married â especially one who never became a murderer. Since Angel!Alastor and Angel!Reader are never apart, the original Alastor tries to come up with plans to separate them temporarily just so he can spend some time alone with the reader. (And since Angel!Alastor doesnât trust the original Alastor, he never lets the reader stay alone for long.)
As time goes by, the original Alastor starts developing feelings for the reader: anger because he will never have a reader of his own; jealousy because he hears the angelic coupleâs intimate moments every night⌠What could happen next?
LOVE THIS hopefully i can make this good enough
You're Not My Husband!
Alastor x reader Mature themes | MDNI | Smut |
The battle with Vox had ended, and with it went the constant, gnawing fear of war with Heaven. The Hazbin Hotel still stoodâits walls cracked, its lobby scarred by violenceâbut something essential was missing. Victory had not brought peace. It had brought quiet, and that quiet felt hollow.
Charlie had proven redemption was not just a hopeful fantasy but a tangible possibility. Vaggie had finally embraced every facet of who she was, wings and all, without flinching. Even Lucifer, begrudging as he was, had stood his ground when it mattered. Yet the cost lingered in the air like smoke after a fire.
Angel Dust was gone.
Not deadâworse. Driven away by the suffocating weight of shame, by Valentinoâs invisible leash tightening around his throat, by the belief that he had nearly destroyed the only family that had ever chosen him. His room sat untouched, the door closed, his laughter conspicuously absent from the halls.
Alastor, however, appeared untouched by grief.
He moved through the lobby with a jaunty hum, his cane tapping rhythmically against the marble floor. His staff was whole again, his power settled comfortably beneath his skin, humming like a well-tuned radio frequency. The wound in his chestâonce a grotesque reminder of near-defeatâhad faded to little more than an inconvenience he stubbornly ignored.
He was, by all outward appearances, in excellent spirits.
Lucifer watched him from across the lobby, arms crossed, irritation etched into every sharp line of his face as he leaned against a fractured pillar. âOh, I thought you left,â he muttered, his voice thick with disdain.
Alastor didnât even slow his pace. âMy, my, Iâm surprised you havenât died from that weapon, considering how weak you are, Lu,â he replied smoothly, his grin sharpening.
Luciferâs eyes flared. He pushed off the pillar and rolled up his sleeves. âYou better watch it, pal, or Iâllââ
âSir,â Vaggie cut in sharply, stepping between them with her spear angled downward but ready. âYouâre still injured. Maybe sit down before you make it worse.â
Before either demon could retort, the air itself seemed to fracture.
A blinding, prismatic light erupted from the center of the lobby, radiating outward in shimmering waves that bent color and shadow alike. The temperature shifted. The scent of ozone and something impossibly clean filled the space.
Charlie gasped, hands flying to her mouth, eyes shining with unrestrained hope. âOh! It must be Emily!â
Alastorâs grin falteredâjust slightly. One brow arched as the light intensified.
Then a figure dropped from above, landing with feline grace, boots barely making a sound as they met the floor. His back was to the group, posture relaxed yet alert. He wore a cream-colored coat that shimmered like pearls in sunlight, embroidered with subtle gold accents. His hair was a soft, vibrant red, neatly styled, and his presence alone felt⌠wrong here, like a hymn echoing in Hell.
âGood heavens,â the stranger murmured.
When he turned around, the lobby fell into stunned silence.
The newcomer and the Radio Demon locked eyes.
For a brief, surreal moment, it felt as though reality itself hesitated.
Then, in perfect, horrified unison, they spoke.
âWhat the fuck?â
âWho are you?â the angel demanded, his voice sharp but controlled.
âI could be asking you the same question,â Alastor snapped back, shadows at his feet flickering like living ink.
The angelâs expression shifted suddenly, alarm flashing across his face. He threw out an arm protectively. âStay behind me, darling!â
He turned sharply, eyes searchingâthen widening in panic.
âDarling?!â
A scream cut through the air from above.
The angel didnât hesitate. He leapt, coat flaring as he caught a falling figure mid-air with effortless strength. A woman, light as breath, clung to him as he landed. She had soft deer-like ears, delicate features, and an aura that radiated warmth and grace so intense it made the demons in the room recoil instinctively.
âMon cĹur,â he whispered, holding her bridal-style, his voice trembling despite himself. âAre you alright, my dear?â
âOh, my stars, Alastor!â she gasped, arms tightening around his neck. âI was frightened you fell, and suddenly I did tooâŚâ Her gaze drifted as she took in the jagged crimson walls, the broken furniture, the infernal atmosphere. Her ears drooped. âW-where are we, love? Who are you all?â
âI donât know, darling,â the angel replied quietly, eyes scanning the room with growing concern. âBut we seem to be in quite the predicament. Stay close to me, my love.â
Her eyes finally landed on the Radio Demon.
She blinked. Then blinked again, slowly looking between the two identical figures.
ââŚMy,â she said softly. âThere are two of you.â
The lobby seemed to tense as one.
Alastor felt something unfamiliar coil in his chest. Genuine shockâraw and unscripted. He stared at the woman, at her untainted grace, and then at the version of himself standing beside her, radiating warmth instead of menace.
âI assure you, my dear,â the Radio Demon said, his voice dropping into a static-laced snarl as his grip tightened around his cane, knuckles whitening, âthere is only one Alastor. And I have no idea who this sentimental trespasser thinks he is.â
The angel ignored him, gently setting the woman on her feet. âAre you certain youâre alright? You didnât fall too hard, did you?â
She smiled, brushing a kiss against his cheek. âIâm quite alright, sweetface. And⌠I donât sense any danger coming from these beings.â
Charlie stepped forward hesitantly, her excitement barely contained. âOkay, wow, this is⌠a lot. Umâhi! Who are you guys? We were actually expecting EmilyâŚâ
âOh! My apologies,â the woman said, offering a graceful curtsy. âMy name is Y/N. And this is my husbandââ
âAlastor,â the angel added warmly, offering a polite smile that looked profoundly wrong on that familiar face. âA pleasure to meet you all.â
Vaggie leaned toward Charlie, whispering, âHe looks like a nicer version of our Alastor.â
âOh shit,â Charlie muttered, then shook herself. âOkayâuhâcan you go back? How did you even get here?â
âWell, we came from Heavenââ Y/N began, then paused, staring at her hands as faint dark mist curled around her feet. Her breath caught. âOh goodness⌠honey? Have we⌠fallen from grace?â
Her eyes glassed with worry.
âWe will figure something out,â the angel said firmly, golden light flaring in his eyes. âThis was clearly a mistake.â
âThere was no mistake,â the Radio Demon hissed. âIf you are me, then you belong down here.â
The angel straightened, gripping his cane as he looked the Radio Demon up and down with clear disdain. âWe are not the same, good fellow. I possess far more class than you, obviously.â
Alastor tapped his cane once, sharply. âI assure you, youâre nothing of the sort.â
He stepped forward.
The angel replied, stepping to meet him without hesitation. âAnd Iâd advise you to watch yourself. I wouldnât want my vines catching on that tacky coat of yours.â
Golden, thorned vines erupted from the floor, radiant and alive, while pitch-black shadows poured from the Radio Demonâs silhouette like smoke.
âALASTOR, NO!â Charlie screamed.
âMaybe this isnât a good idea, loveââ Y/N started, but pride had already locked the two in place.
Alastorâs neck snapped as his demonic form surged forth, antlers branching like jagged lightning. The angel doubled in height, radiant wings unfurling, antlers forged of glowing gold. Heaven and Hell mirrored one another in violent symmetry.
âBOYS!â Y/N shouted, stomping her foot.
The sound cracked through the air like a gunshot.
Both Alastors froze instantly, snapping their heads toward her.
âYou are both acting like fools,â she snapped, arms crossed.
The angel shrank back to normal, blinking. ââŚWait. Me too?â
âYes, you too.â
She turned to Charlie. âWho is in charge here?â
âThat would be me,â Charlie said weakly. âCharlie. Princess of Hell. Owner of the hotel.â
Y/Nâs expression softened immediately. âItâs lovely to meet you, dear. And I do apologize for my husband.â
The angel stepped behind her. âSorry, love, I was justââ
She didnât look at him.
He sighed, shoulders slumping. âYes, dear,â he said quietly, glaring at the Radio Demon over her shoulder.
Baxter peeked out from behind his laptop. âIt appears theyâre from another dimension. The destruction of the angelic weapon likely caused a localized rift. Itâll take time to calculate the next window.â
âWow, okay!â Charlie clapped her hands nervously. âWell, until then, you guys can stay here! We have plenty of rooms. Iâll put you in the suite next to Alastor and my dad.â
âOh, thank you so much,â Y/N said warmly.
âAlastor?â Charlie called.
âYes, Princess?â both replied at once.
They glared.
Vaggie pinched the bridge of her nose. âThis is going to be a nightmare. How about we call you âAlâ,â she pointed at the angel, âand you stay Alastor.â
Charlie nodded quickly. âCan you please show them where theyâll be staying in the meantime?â
Al made a face. âMust it be him? Surely you can show us, Princess. You seem far more suitable than⌠this.â
The Radio Demon laughed, sharp and distorted. âWhy, nonsense! I am the host.â
He leaned in close, voice dropping to a whisper thick with static. âTry to keep up, old boy. Itâs a long walk to the penthouseâand Iâd hate for you to trip on your own self-righteousness.â
Alastor led the way down the corridor with long, unhurried strides, his cane clicking sharply against the floor in a rhythm that felt deliberateâmeasured, territorial. The hotelâs upper halls were dimmer than the lobby, the lighting tinged red and gold, casting warped shadows along the walls where wallpaper peeled in curling strips and framed portraits watched with too many eyes.
Beside him, Al walked with a protective hand settled at the small of Y/Nâs back, his touch instinctive and constant. His posture was relaxed, but his nose wrinkled faintly as he took in the surroundingsâthe warped dĂŠcor, the heavy scent of brimstone, the faint hum of distant screams bleeding through the walls like bad insulation.
Alastor noticed.
âOh, I do hope it suits your tastes,â he said mockingly, his grin stretching wide as he glanced back at them. âAlthough I must say, itâs a far cry from the fluffy clouds and harp music youâre used to, I imagine.â
Alâs golden eyes flicked toward the peeling wallpaper, then to the flickering lights overhead. âWe had gardens, actually,â he replied smoothly. âLush, vibrant greenery. Fountains. Trees that sang when the wind passed through them. Not thisâŚâ He gestured vaguely at the corridor. ââŚdelightful shade of scab red youâve chosen.â
Y/N tilted her head, studying the walls thoughtfully. âI think it adds a bit of character,â she said after a moment, smiling. âI like it.â
Alâs expression softened instantly, the tension in his shoulders easing as he looked down at her. âOf course you would, my dear,â he said warmly, pressing his thumb against her back in a gentle, reassuring stroke.
Alastorâs smile twitched.
She glanced ahead again, ears flicking as something occurred to her. âOh! Alastor?â she asked suddenly, looking up at the Radio Demon. âWhere is your wife?â
Alastor let out a sharp laugh, the sound buzzing faintly with static. âMy dear, I am a solo act,â he replied lightly. âIâm not particularly one forââ He paused, eyes sliding pointedly toward Al and Y/N before narrowing. ââŚdomesticity. Such as this.â
He made a vague, dismissive motion in their direction.
Al shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
Y/N blinked, clearly surprised. âOh my,â she murmured. âAre you not⌠lonely?â
Alastor chuckled, low and dark, the sound reverberating faintly through the hallway. "Of course not, my dear! I find that other people are simply⌠clutter." He leaned in closer to her, his eyes turning into radio dials. "I have my broadcasts, my deals, and my dignity. What more could a man want?"
Al stepped between them instantly, his golden antlers shimmering with a warning light. "The only thing he wants is power, evidently," Al remarked dryly. He turned his back on the demon, guiding Y/N further into the room.
They reached the end of the corridor, where a pair of large, ornate doors loomedâpolished brass accents gleaming against dark wood carved with elaborate, almost predatory designs. Alastor stopped abruptly, planting his cane with a decisive tap.
âHere we are,â he announced grandly. âThe Executive Suite. Conveniently placed directly between my own quarters and the Kingâs.â His eyes gleamed. âDo try to keep the celestial humming to a minimum. Some of us enjoy the sound of a good thunderstorm. And do refrain from 'blessing' the linens. I find the smell of sunshine and rainbows quite tiresome.â
He turned slightly, grin sharpening again. âWeâll be having dinner shortly. Why donât you come down and join us?â
Al opened his mouth. âAs much as we would like to, weââ
âWeâd love to!â Y/N said brightly, cutting in without hesitation. âThank you so much again for your hospitality.â
Al blinked, then smiled despite himself. âYes,â he agreed softly. âThank you.â
"And I find the scent of sulfur and failure tiresome, yet here we are!" Al retorted over his shoulder, a polite but sharp smile fixed on his face.
Alastor narrowed his eyes. He began to back out of the room, but Y/N called out one last time. "Alastor? If you ever wish for a cup of tea and a chat... our door is open. No one should be alone in a place this loud."
The Radio Demon paused. For a fraction of a second, the static stopped. He looked at herâat the way she held Alâs hand, the way she looked at this 'nicer' version of him with such effortless devotion. It was a mirror reflecting a life he had never even considered, a life that felt like a weakness.
"Iâll keep that in mind," Alastor lied, his voice a smooth, radio-filtered purr. "But I wouldn't hold your breath, darling. Iâm a very busy man."
Alastorâs grin widened. âWell thenââ
Al then reached forward and slammed the doors shut.
The sound echoed down the hall.
Y/N gasped. âHoney!â
Al folded his arms instantly, scowling at the closed doors. âI do not like that man.â
She turned to him, concern softening her expression as she stepped closer. âYou have never acted like this, my love,â she said gently. âPlease⌠why are you behaving this way?â
Al exhaled slowly, the tension draining from his shoulders as he lifted her hand, pressing it against his cheek. His eyes closed briefly. âYouâre right, ma chĂŠrie,â he murmured. âForgive me. I shall behave.â
She smiled faintly, brushing her thumb along his jaw. âThank you. These people may be different from us, but theyâve shown us kindness and hospitality. Dearest...â
He opened his eyes, meeting hers, and nodded. âYouâre right, my love.â
He kissed her knuckles softly, lingering there for just a moment longer than necessary, as if grounding himselfâbefore straightening, resolve settling back into his posture.
The next few days passed in a way no one at the Hazbin Hotel could have predicted.
Al and Y/N didnât merely stayâthey settled.
Where Alastorâs presence always felt like a challenge, a looming performance sharpened to a knifeâs edge, Al felt⌠approachable. He greeted everyone with warmth that never felt forced, his smile easy rather than predatory, his voice calm without losing its authority. It unsettled some at first. Comfort in Hell always did.
Charlie, especially, gravitated toward him.
Whenever she burst in with a new ideaâhalf-formed, overambitious, brimming with nervous excitementâAl would pause whatever he was doing and give her his full attention. No smirk. No mocking laughter. Just focus.
âAs I was saying, Charlie, the dĂŠcor here isâoh, hold on a moment, dear,â he said once, reaching out gently. âYouâve a bit of lint on your collar. There we go! Perfectly radiant.â
Charlie blinked, cheeks warming as she laughed softly.
âNow,â Al continued smoothly, tapping the blueprint she held, âwhat if we shifted the color palette slightly? Something warmer near the entryâinviting, but not overwhelming. You want guests to feel seen, not judged.â
By the time he finished, Charlie was practically glowing, her mind buzzing with fresh inspiration. Vaggie stood beside her, arms crossed as usualâbut her posture was looser, her scowl less severe.
She didnât say it out loud, but she appreciated how Al spoke to her. He never talked over her. Never dismissed her instincts. When she corrected him, he listened. When she disagreed, he adjusted.
Husk, on the other hand, was deeply unsettled.
He watched Al refill glasses without being asked, offer a chair before someone realized they needed one, and remember everyoneâs drink preferences by the second day.
ââŚWhatâs his angle?â Husk muttered into his bottle.
âI donât believe there is one,â Al replied pleasantly, passing by. âThough if there were, Iâd wager itâd be forty-five degrees. Optimal for balance.â
Husk stared after him, baffled. âI hate that I donât hate him.â
Niffty was the last holdout.
She watched Al suspiciously at first, circling him like a territorial cat, clearly offended by how good he was. Too polite. Too clean. Too⌠well-adjusted.
Then one afternoon, she nearly vibrated out of her skin when he gently took one of her knives, examined the dull edge, and frowned.
âMy dear girl,â he said kindly, âthese are far too dull. If one must use a knife, it must be sharpened properly.â
He disappeared into the maintenance room and returned minutes later, handing them backâgleaming, perfect, deadly.
Niffty gasped.
âTheyâre better for stabbing!â she shrieked, hugging them to her chest.
From that moment on, Al was officially acceptedâeven if Niffty insisted on calling him a âgood boyâ in the same tone she used for murder weapons.
Alastor could only glare.
Every time Al helped Charlie brainstorm. Every time Lucifer laughedâactually laughedâat one of Alâs dry observations. Every time the staff relaxed in a way they never did around him, Alastor felt something coil tighter in his chest.
He hated it.
Hated how soft this version of him was. How open. How unguarded.
Weak, he thought bitterly.
Good to the point of boredom.
He stood near the edge of the lobby, arms crossed, watching Al demonstrate breathing techniques to Vaggie during training, golden light briefly outlining her stance as he nodded approvingly.
Y/N noticed his expression and chuckled quietly.
Alastor turned sharply. âAnd what, pray tell, is so amusing?â
She giggled again, not even trying to hide it. âYou look like an angry cat.â
Alastorâs smile twitchedâa sharp, jagged movement that threatened to crack his porcelain-perfect composure.
âAn angry cat?â he repeated, his voice dropping into a low, static-laced rumble. âI assure you, my dear, I am far more predatory than a common house pet.â
Y/N didnât flinch. Instead, she leaned in slightly, eyes bright with amusement. âOh, I donât know. The way your ears flatten when Al helps Charlie⌠and that little tail-flick of yours? Itâs quite the display of pique.â
She tilted her head thoughtfully. âMy Alastor used to do the exact same thing whenever I suggested he wear a color other than red.â
Across the lobby, Al was holding a blueprint for Charlie, gesturing with a glowing golden pointer.
âNow, Charlie, if we move the lounge area closer to the windows, the natural lightâor what passes for it hereâwill boost serotonin levels significantly,â he explained. âAnd Vaggie, your stance earlier was excellent, but remember to breathe through the strike, not after.â
âHeâs insufferable,â the Radio Demon hissed, turning back to Y/N. âA walking sunbeam. Nauseating. How do you stand the constant⌠helpfulness?â
Y/Nâs smile softened, something wistful flickering in her eyes. âIt wasnât always like that,â she said gently. âHe was sharp. Cold. Very, very lonely. He thought being âthe bestâ meant standing alone at the top.â
She folded her hands together. âIt took years of me refusing to be intimidated by his shadowsâof stayingâbefore he realized that having a partner didnât take away his power. It gave him something to use it for.â
She reached toward Alastorâs sleeve, then hesitated, letting her hand fall.
âYouâre so busy protecting your image,â she continued quietly, âthat youâve forgotten how to actually live in the world youâve built.â
Alastorâs eyes flickered, briefly transforming into radio dials.
âI live quite well,â he snapped. âI am the master of my domain. Beholden to no one.â
âIs that why you look at my husband with such longing?â she asked softly.
He let out a sharp, discordant laugh. âLonging? I look at him with disgust! He is a watered-down, lobotomized version of me!â
âNo,â Y/N said calmly, stepping closer. âYou look at him because he is the version of you that got everything he wanted without losing his soul to do it.â
She met his gaze without fear. âYouâre jealous, Alastor. Not of his lightâof his peace.â
Before he could respond, a loud THUD echoed from the kitchen.
Niffty burst out, clutching her knives. âThe sparkly one made them better!â
Al followed her, wiping his hands with a silk handkerchief. âA sharp tool is a safe tool, Niffty darling! Nowâwhoâs ready for afternoon tea? I believe I found chamomile that hasnât turned into sentient sludge.â
Everyone drifted toward the dining hall without hesitation.
Even Lucifer.
Laughing.
âCome along, Alastor,â Y/N said gently, offering her arm. âDonât be a sourpuss. Iâm sure thereâs enough tea for two of you.â
Alastor stared at her arm. Then at the group. Then adjusted his bowtie, his grin tight and dangerous.
âI suppose I can tolerate a cup,â he said coolly, stepping forward. âIf only to ensure he doesnât poison me with excessive sugar.â
The dining hall was thick with a tension that even the finest jambalaya couldn't mask. Al pulled his chair back just enough to guide Y/N onto his lap, his arm wrapping around her waist with possessive tenderness. He plucked a small, sugar-dusted pastry from a plate and held it to her lips, watching with a doting, soft-eyed expression as she took a bite.
Y/N leaned her head against his shoulder, her ears twitching contentedly. "Thank you, love."
The sight was enough to make Husk choke on his drink. "I still canât get used to this," he rasped, wiping his mouth. "Itâs weird seeing... you... just be the total opposite of, well, you."
Alastor scoffed, the sound a harsh burst of static. He rolled his eyes so far back they nearly disappeared. "The sooner he leaves, the better," the Radio Demon muttered, his grip tightening on his silverware.
"Agreed," Al countered smoothly, though his smile didn't reach his eyes this time. He pulled Y/N a fraction closer. "The farther my wife is from you, the better."
The Radio Demonâs eyes began to glow a deep, threatening crimson, the radio dials in his pupils spinning. Al didn't flinch; instead, his own golden eyes glinted with a celestial fire, a sharp, predatory grin mirroring his counterpart's perfectly.
"Please, guys," Y/N pleaded softly, sensing the air beginning to crackle with power. "No need to fight."
"Sorry, love," Al murmured, though he didn't break eye contact with his shadow.
"Fucking weak," Alastor spat, the word dripping with venom. "Look at you. Why are you like this? Trapped in the clutches of sentimentality like a common house pet."
Alâs smile turned sharp as a razor. "Iâm not weak, old pal. In fact, I can take you on right here and right now. I suspect my 'virtue' packs a punch you aren't prepared for."
Alastor snarled, his neck cracking as he began to grow, shadows bleeding from his silhouette. Al matched him, his own angelic aura flaring into a blinding, white-hot halo.
The table shook. Plates rattled. Charlie reached out a hand to stop them, but Y/N was faster.
She abruptly stood up. "No more of this! Enough!"
Her voice wasn't loud, but it had a weight to it that silenced the room. She stood between the two towering entities, her chest heaving. "If you all start arguing and doing a little contest based on your pride, then I swear I will beat you both and tie you to a chair until you get along! Do you hear me?!"
The two Alastors glared at each other over her head, their pride too great to back down first.
SLAM!
Y/N brought her hand down on the table with a force that cracked the wood. "Do you understand me?!"
Alâs golden glow flickered and died. He shrank back down to his normal size, looking remarkably like a chastised schoolboy. "...Yes, dear."
The Radio Demon opened his mouth to deliver a witty, soul-crushing retort. He wanted to tell her that no one commanded himânot a King, not a Seraphim, and certainly not a woman with a penchant for sweets.
But as his eyes met Y/Nâs, he saw a spark of something. It was a fierce, maternal authority mixed with a terrifying, quiet resolve. It was a look he hadn't seen in decadesânot since a small house in New Orleans. It was the look his mother gave him when he had crossed a line.
The static in the air died. The shadows retreated. Alastor cleared his throat, adjusting his monocle with a trembling hand. "I understand, my dear," he said, his voice unusually small.
"Good," Y/N said firmly. She smoothed her dress and sat back down in her own seat, picking up her fork as if she hadn't just cowed two of the most powerful beings in the room.
The rest of the table sat in stunned silence. Lucifer leaned over to Vaggie and whispered, "I like her. Can we keep her?"
The rest of the meal passed in a silence so dense it felt almost physical, pressing against the walls and settling heavily over the table. Cutlery clinked softly against porcelain, the sound unnaturally loud in the quiet. Al kept his gaze firmly fixed on his plate, shoulders tense, occasionally stealing cautious glances toward Y/N as though trying to determine whether he had been forgiven for his earlier behavior. Each time their eyes almost met, he would look away again, ears flicking with guilt.
Across from him, the Radio Demon sat unnervingly still. His posture was immaculate, his back straight, hands folded neatly beside his plate. His signature grin remained carved into his face, but it was tighter than usualâstrained, almost brittle, like porcelain pulled too thin. The laughter and easy banter that had followed Al throughout the hotel were conspicuously absent here, replaced by a charged quiet that no one quite knew how to break.
When the plates were finally cleared and the last cups of tea drained, Al pushed his chair back a little too quickly. âI, ahââ he cleared his throat, standing. âI should inspect the perimeter.â
Everyone at the table knew exactly what that meant.
Charlie nodded politely, though her brow creased with concern. âOkay! Just⌠donât go too far?â
âOf course, dear,â Al replied with a small smile that didnât quite reach his eyes.
He didnât look at Y/N as he left, already halfway out the door, cream coat swaying as he disappeared down the corridor that led toward the gardens. Within moments, the faint sound of the door opening to the outside drifted in, followed by silence once more.
Y/N lingered in the parlor, settling into one of the velvet armchairs with a book she hadnât actually been reading. The fire crackled softly nearby, its glow painting warm highlights across the red-and-gold walls.
She sensed him before she saw him.
Alastor moved like a shadow unmoored from its owner, appearing suddenly in the armchair across from her, his presence announced only by the faint buzz of static and the soft tap of his cane against the floor.
âYou have a very⌠effective way of commanding a room,â he remarked casually, though his voice lacked its usual razor-sharp edge.
Y/N looked up from her book and smiled, calm and unbothered. âItâs not about command, Alastor. Itâs about boundaries.â She closed the book gently in her lap. âEven a man as powerful as youâor my husbandâneeds to be reminded that pride doesnât put food on the table or keep a home peaceful.â
Alastor hummed thoughtfully, his fingers tapping a slow, uneven rhythm against the head of his cane. âYou mentioned earlier,â he said, leaning forward slightly, the radio dials in his eyes pulsing faintly, âthat your Alastor had a⌠dark path ahead of him. That he chose to let someone in.â His grin thinned. âTell meâwhat was the turning point? What could possibly convince a man who values his soul above all else to⌠share it?â
Her answer was immediate.
âHis father.â
The effect was instant.
Though the Radio Demonâs posture remained rigid, the shadows in the room flickered violently, as if caught in a sudden, unseen draft. The fire crackled louder for just a moment. Alastorâs hand tightened around his cane, a sharp, involuntary flinch betraying him before he forced himself to go still. He smoothed his expression back into polite indifference, though the static in the air rose to a higher, more agitated pitch.
Y/N didnât seem to noticeâor chose not to.
Her gaze drifted away, unfocused now, fixed on something far beyond the crimson walls of the parlor. âWe were childhood best friends,â she said softly, a small, bittersweet smile touching her lips. âHe went through so much as a child. He was quite the charmer back then⌠brown curls and a smile that could make any girl swoon.â
Something twisted in Alastorâs chest.
He remembered those curls. He remembered the effort it took to keep that smile bright and effortless, even when his ribs ached and the house felt too quiet without his motherâs voice.
âAs we got older,â Y/N continued, her voice dipping into something heavier, âthe world became⌠crueler. His father grew harsher, more demanding. And his motherâŚâ She paused, swallowing. âShe had just recently passed. He was hurting so deeply, Alastor. That cruelty from his father only grew. He was standing on the edge of a very dark wood.â Her hands tightened around the book in her lap. âHe was ready to become a monster because he believed that was the only way heâd never be hurt again.â
âAnd what did you do?â Alastor asked quietly. His voice crawled low and rough, the radio filter no longer sounding performative, but defensiveâlike armor pulled too tight. âHow do you stop a man who has already decided the world deserves his hunger?â
Y/N turned to him then, truly looking at him. Her eyes locked onto his with startling clarity, the kind that felt less like judgment and more like understanding. âI didnât stop him,â she said gently. âI walked into the woods with him.â
Alastorâs breath hitched, just barely.
âI told him that if he was going to be a monster,â she continued, âthen I would be the one to remind him why he was human in the first place. I gave him a place where he didnât have to wear the mask.â Her voice softened further. âBut he chose me. He chose us. So⌠we ran away. We got married.â A faint smile returned. âAnd he became the most successful radio host in our world.â
She reached out then, her hand hovering just inches from Alastorâs clawed fingers resting atop his cane. At the last second, she flinchedâhesitatedâand drew her hand back.
âHe didnât share his soul because he was weak,â she said quietly. âHe shared it because carrying it alone was the heaviest thing heâd ever done.â
Alastor stared at her, his grin frozen in place, thoughts spiraling chaotically beneath the surface. Memories surgedâhis motherâs gentle smile, the way sheâd brushed his hair back and told him he was a good boy, even when the world told him otherwise. He thought of the isolation heâd built around himself, brick by brick, shadow by shadow, until nothing could get in⌠or out.
The silence shattered as the front doors creaked open.
Al stepped back inside, his cream coat dusted with a few stray petals from the garden, golden light faintly clinging to him like an afterimage. His eyes immediately found Y/Nâand then narrowed slightly as he noticed how close she sat to the Radio Demon.
âDarling?â he called, his voice warm but edged with concern, and something elseâpossessive, protective.
Alastor stood abruptly, his chair scraping faintly as his shadows snapped back obediently to his heels. âA charming tale, truly!â he boomed suddenly, his voice returning to its loud, polished broadcast tone. âThough I suspect itâs mostly fiction. Real life is rarely so⌠poetic.â
He turned sharply on his heel, cane clicking loudly against the floor. âNow, if youâll excuse me, I have a hotel to oversee. There are bugs to squash and souls toâwell, you know the drill!â
He didnât wait for a response.
The walk to his room felt longer than usual, the hallway stretching and warping as though Hell itself was conspiring to give him too much time to think. He reached his door, shut it with a decisive click, and leaned his forehead against the wood.
The grin faded.
For the first time in over a century, the Radio Demon stood alone in silenceâand felt the crushing weight of it press in from all sides.
Alastor told himself the curiosity meant nothing.
At first, it was merely observationâclinical, detached, the way one studied a rival before dismantling them. He noticed how Y/N looked at him not with fear, nor awe, nor the brittle politeness most demons adopted in his presence, but with something dangerously unfamiliar.
Kindness.
It unsettled him far more than hostility ever could.
She met his gaze without flinching, without shrinking, without that telltale tightening around the eyes that screamed threat detected. There was no calculation in her expression, no frantic attempt to appease or placate. Just calm attention, as though he were⌠normal.
He hated that.
And yet, as the days passed, he found himself watching her more closely than he intended.
He saw how she moved through the hotel, her presence subtly shifting the atmosphere wherever she went. Not overpowering, not commandingâsimply steady. She spoke gently, but never hesitated. When something needed addressing, she faced it head-on, voice even, eyes clear. There was no fear in her posture, no tremor in her hands when she spoke to himâor anyone else.
At first, he told himself the fascination was purely aesthetic. He could admit that much without surrendering ground. She was beautiful in her angelic formâradiant without being blinding, graceful without fragility. It stood to reason that she must have been striking in life as well. The kind of beauty that lingered, not screamed.
But it wasnât just that.
It was her calm.
The way she listened. The way she chose her words carefully, not out of fear, but intention. The way she offered warmth without expectation, kindness without obligation.
Alastor began to understandâagainst his willâwhy Al had married her.
He watched them together from a distance, his grin fixed as ever, eyes sharp. Al was not weak. That much became undeniable. He could be annoyed, irritated, even sharp when pushed. He had opinions. He had pride. But the moment Y/N entered the room, something in him shifted.
Alâs shoulders would relax. His voice would soften. The tension would drain from him like water from a cracked glass.
He would smile at her.
And she would smile back.
It was sickening.
Alastor thought it was disgustingâthis mutual softness, this ease. A vulnerability so openly displayed it bordered on reckless. He scoffed at it, dismissed it, told himself it was proof of inferiority.
And yet.
He found himself wondering.
If he had someone like her⌠would he have turned out the way he did?
No. Of course he would have, he told himself sharply. The world had carved him into what he was. There had been no alternate ending. No gentler path.
But the question refused to die.
After everythingâafter the blood, the screams, the deals and the decades of isolationâif he had someone like her, would he have found peace? Would he have been able to set down the constant vigilance, the ever-present hunger, even for a moment?
Would he have been able to relax in her presence?
The thought lingered longer than it should have, curling in the quiet spaces of his mind, warm and dangerous and utterly unwelcome.
And that, more than anything else, made him uneasy.
That afternoon, Alastor moved through the hotel with a meticulous precision that could have rivaled the most masterful of conductors. Every step, every gesture, every tap of his cane was deliberate, orchestrated to perfection. A minor âstructural emergencyâ on the hotelâs balconyâconveniently requiring an angelic touchâhad drawn Al away, leaving Y/N alone in the kitchen, though Alastor insisted this was merely an opportunity to test his own efficiency.
Al lingered at the kitchen threshold, his golden eyes narrowed in a sharp glare that promised celestial retribution if even a single hair on Y/Nâs head was harmed. But she, ever serene, simply patted his hand with a soft smile.
âIâll be fine, love. Go help Charlie,â she said gently, her voice carrying that rare mixture of warmth and authority.
Alâs expression softened slightly at the reassurance, though his hand lingered in hers for a brief, almost imperceptible heartbeat before he finally stepped back, vanishing through the doors to the balcony with the grace of someone both reluctant and protective.
Now, the kitchen was quiet except for the rhythmic bubbling of a pot on the stove. The scent of simmering spices filled the roomâthyme, paprika, garlicâall mingling with the faint, lingering tang of brimstone that seemed permanently woven into the hotelâs air. Y/N wiped her hands on her apron and turned to face the Radio Demon, who had appeared silently behind her.
âNow,â she said softly, tilting her head, âwhat is it that youâre so curious about that you wanted me alone?â
Alastorâs head tilted at the question, one eyebrow raised, his grin stretching wide, static buzzing faintly at the edges of his smile. âWhatever do you mean, dear? I simply thought we could use a head start on tonightâs dinner. A host must always be prepared!â
Y/N chuckled lightly, unimpressed. âAlright, Alastor. What about some jambalaya and cornbread? Perhaps a few beignets for dessert?â
âExcellent choices!â Alastor said, clapping his hands together once. âAnd if I mightâoh! Why donât I suggest a recipe for theââ
âI already have one,â she interrupted, calm and assured, a gentle smile on her lips that seemed to deflate his enthusiasm ever so slightly.
Alastor froze, the radio static in his eyes flickering faintly. âOh?â he murmured, the word sharp and curious.
âItâs yourâwell, Alâsâmotherâs recipe,â she said quietly, reaching for the cornmeal. Her voice held no judgment, only quiet respect, yet even that simple mention struck Alastor like a physical blow.
He instinctively moved to grab a heavy ceramic bowl from a high shelf, his movements a touch too forceful, sending a faint vibration across the counter. The shadows at his feet quivered.
âYou two are a lot alike,â Y/N remarked softly, watching him carefully, noting the tension in his movements, the imperceptible tightening of his jaw.
âI assure you, my dear,â Alastorâs voice dropped an octave, radio static humming with sharp, electric undertones, âwe are not alike in the slightest.â
Y/N stepped closer, the calm radiating from her like sunlight in a cavern. She didnât flinch at the static or the antlered shadow that now loomed behind him. Instead, she reached out, placing her hands firmly over his, guiding the bowl down onto the counter. Her touch was warm, grounding, and yet it demanded attention.
âI know you,â she said softly, her eyes locked on his. âYouâre not my husband, no⌠but you are the version of him who burned all his bridges just to keep warm. You went down the dark path he almost took.â
Alastorâs grip tightened on the counter, porcelain-white knuckles pressing into the wood until it creaked under his claws. The shadows around him writhed like living things, sensing the swell of emotion.
âAnd Iâm sorry,â she continued, her voice like a balm to a wound long ignored. âIâm sorry that you had no one to help you. Iâm sorry that you went through what you went through alone. I see it in your eyes, Alastor. You react just like my husband does when heâs cornered. But the difference is⌠you have made no peace.â
She leaned closer, dropping her voice to a whisper that cut through the white noise of static and chaos around him. âJust like your static⌠your thoughts are chaotic and loud, dear. Youâre trying so hard to drown out the silence of being alone.â
Alastorâs shadow stretched taller against the wall, the jagged antlers behind him seeming to quiver in anticipation of violence he didnât release. His eyes flickered rapidly, the radio dials spinning with intensity, voice crawling into a distorted, haunting timbre.
âIt is⌠dangerous to give pity to a demon like me, Y/N,â he hissed.
She did not recoil. She did not hesitate. Her hands remained on his, warmth seeping into his grey skin as if dissolving the ice built over a century of isolation.
âItâs not pity, hun,â she said gently, a sad, knowing smile on her lips. âItâs recognition.â
For the first time in centuries, the mask on his face slipped just slightly. The grin faltered, the perfect façade cracking to reveal something hollow and aching. His voice dropped, no static, no broadcastâjust him, raw and unshielded.
He saw herânot as a tool, not as a puzzle, not as a nuisanceâbut as the person who could have changed everything.
The silence that followed was no longer oppressive; it was dense, weighted with possibility, with life and choice and memory.
Alastorâs throat constricted. The static in the room thickened, a tangible, suffocating pressure that pressed against his chest.
âRecognition,â he repeated, a distorted, glitching echo of the word leaving his lips. He tried to laughâa sharp, rattling soundâbut it fell flat, a gesture of old habits rather than amusement. âYou speak as if I am a puzzle to be solved, or a stray dog to be brought in from the rain! I am the Radio Demon, my dear! I have toppled overlords, made the streets run red with the blood of those who dared oppose me!â
âAnd yet here you are, with me,â she said softly, voice slicing through the theatrics with precision. âExecuting your little plan to get me alone. Why, Alastor? If you are so superior, why do you crave the perspective of a âpawnâ like me?â
The static spiked violently, a shrill, piercing whistle that made the glassware on the shelves vibrate and quiver. Alastor jerked his hands away from hers, spinning sharply to grip the edge of the sink. His claws dug deep into the porcelain, spiderweb cracks forming beneath them. Shadows twisted and writhed in the corners of the room, responding to the turmoil in their master.
âWhat do you want?â he hissed, voice tight with fury and confusion. âWhy tell me these things? To mock me with a ghost of a life I never had? To show me how ânobleâ your version of him is?â
âNo,â she replied, calm and unwavering. âIâm telling you because youâre hurting, Alastor. And youâve been hurting for so long that youâve mistaken the ache for power.â
Her hands moved, lifting the wooden spoon sheâd been using. She began to stir the pot again, slow, rhythmic, grounding herselfâand himâagainst the chaotic hum of his shadows and static.
âIâm telling you because you look at my husband and see a âweakâ man,â she said, voice steady as the beat of the spoon against the metal, âbut I look at you and I see a man who is terrified. Terrified that if the static ever stops, youâll have to hear your own heart breaking. You donât have to be the Radio Demon with me. You donât even have to be a âgoodâ man. You just have to⌠be yourself.â
Alastorâs shoulders shook, his jagged grin faltering entirely. The weight of her words settled into his chest, spreading warmth through cracks he didnât know existed. For the first time, his shadow didnât writhe with violence or threatâit lay flat, tentative, wary, as if even it recognized her honesty.
âIâm not scared,â he admitted finally, voice stripped of its filter. Hollow, dry, human. âI am⌠just⌠confused.â
He did not turn to her fully, though the corner of his eye caught her form, calm and composed, a lighthouse in the storm of his mind.
âI know I am not a good man like your husband,â he murmured, the words bitter but honest. âEven if I had⌠even if I hadnât followed through with my darker impulses⌠I enjoy the carnage. I enjoy the terror. Having power⌠it is the only thing that makes the silence bearable.â
And yet, even as he said it, even as the shadow of his past loomed over him, he felt an unfamiliar tug. An almost unbearable curiosity.
He glanced at her again, this time fully, taking in the calm kindness of her expression, the way her hands moved with such quiet confidence.
âWhy would a woman like youâsomeone who knows the best version of meâeven bother looking at a creature like this?â he whispered, more to himself than to her. âI am the rot in the garden you spoke of⌠the shadow you could have avoided⌠and yet⌠you look at me like⌠like I am not poison.â
Her gaze didnât waver. And for the first time in a century, Alastor didnât feel the need to broadcast, to perform, to hide behind static. He felt something elseâwarmth.
Alastorâs words hung in the air, trembling on the edge of confession, and for the first time, the usual static hum of his presence felt uneven, almost fragile. He could feel the pulse of the shadows at his feet, restless, sensing the shift in their masterâs heartbeatâsomething dangerous, something unknown, and yet⌠not violent.
Y/N turned fully toward him, her amber eyes calm and unwavering. She took a step closer, so close that the warmth from her presence brushed against his cold, grey skin. She didnât flinch at his antlers, didnât shrink from the sharpness of his gaze. Instead, she let herself meet him fully, without hesitation or fear, as though daring him to drop the mask heâd worn for centuries.
âYou asked why I would look at you like⌠like you are not poison,â she said softly, her voice carrying a gentle resonance that made the hair on his arms stand on end. âAnd the answer is⌠because I see the man behind the static. The man behind the shadows and the chaos. You think Iâm looking at your cruelty or your power, but Iâm not. Iâm looking at you, Alastor. Not the Radio Demon, not the monster everyone fears. Just⌠you.â
Alastor stiffened. The words struck him like an unexpected chord, sweet and discordant all at once. He opened his mouth to speak, but no sound came. His static twitched, low and wavering, as if his very essence was struggling to reconcile the honesty of her gaze with the thousand years of carefully honed menace he carried.
âYou⌠you see me?â he rasped finally, his voice stripped of its usual bravado, trembling with something almost like disbelief.
âI do,â she said, a small, sad smile curling her lips. âI see the pain youâve carried, the solitude youâve wrapped around yourself like armor. But I also see the potential for⌠something more. Someone who can stand in his own shadow and still let warmth in. Someone who doesnât have to be alone. Someone⌠who could choose to let someone care, even if itâs terrifying.â
Alastorâs eyes flickered from the corner of her face to her hands, still resting lightly on the counter. His antlers twitched, shadows shivering with agitationâand something else, something unspoken. The warmth in her voice, the unwavering steadiness of her gaze⌠it was foreign. Confounding. And, alarmingly, it was beginning to make the corners of his grin soften.
âWarmth,â he murmured, almost to himself. âI⌠I have not⌠felt it⌠in such a way⌠sinceâŚâ He stopped abruptly, the admission catching in his throat, unfinished, raw.
Y/Nâs gaze didnât falter. Instead, she took another careful step closer, tilting her head, studying him as one might study a delicate instrument, aware of its fragility yet intrigued by its hidden resonance. âYou donât have to fear being seen, Alastor,â she said softly. âIâve seen it. Iâve seen all of it. And⌠it doesnât scare me. It doesnât push me away. Not you, not the darkness. Not the shadows that crawl at your heels. I see the man underneath it all, and I⌠I care for him. For you. Not the legend, not the demonâthe man.â
The room seemed to shrink around him. The sound of the bubbling pot, the ticking of distant clocks, the faint hiss of static in the corners of his perceptionâit all faded into a low, steady rhythm, one that somehow matched the beat of something else inside him. His chest constricted. His claws twitched, not from anger, but from the strange, unfamiliar sensation that was not fear, not lust, not hunger.
It was warmth.
He could feel it, radiating from her, filling the hollow spaces in him that had gone centuries unacknowledged. And with it came a realization he wasnât sure he was ready to admit. The careful mask he had worn, the grin that had become his signature weapon, the laughter that had echoed across Hell like a gunshotâthey were all defenses. Against what? Against this. Against the possibility that someone could see him, truly see him, and not recoil.
Alastorâs jaw tightened. He looked at her from under lowered lids, eyes narrowing slightlyânot in suspicion, but in an almost protective intensity. âAnd if I⌠allowed such⌠warmth,â he began, voice hesitant, faltering slightly, âif I allowed someone to⌠care⌠what would become of me? Would it⌠ruin me?â
Y/Nâs smile softened, and she shook her head gently. âIt wouldnât ruin you, Alastor. It might frighten you, at first. It might make you feel vulnerable, even exposed. But it wouldnât ruin you. And maybe, for the first time, you could⌠relax. Let someone in. Not as a weakness, but as a choice. Because even the strongest shadow can benefit from light, if only to understand its own edges.â
Alastorâs antlers twitched again, the shadows trembling slightly at his feet. He felt a shiver run down his spine, an unfamiliar ache that was neither hunger nor anger. He looked at her again, truly looked, and something in him shifted. The grin he usually wore, jagged and predatory, softened ever so slightly, though his pride would never let him admit it.
He noticed how her eyes didnât waver, even when his shadows writhed and the static climbed in intensity. He noticed how she held herself with such calm, such certainty, yet still radiated warmth. How she spoke with patience and understanding, how her presence seemed to smooth the jagged edges of his mind.
And for the first time, Alastor allowed himself the dangerous, forbidden thought.
If I had someone like her⌠would I have been able to find peace? Could I have relaxed in someoneâs presence without the world crumbling beneath me?
He shook his head almost violently, as though trying to cast the thought aside, yet the echo of it remained, resonating with each pulse of his shadow.
âAnd yetâŚâ he murmured, voice low, almost unrecognizable even to himself. âEven knowing⌠even understanding⌠I⌠I cannot⌠help⌠but wonder⌠if I⌠could haveâŚâ
He didnât finish the sentence. He didnât need to. She understood. She had always understood. And in that understanding, Alastor felt something dangerous stirâa warmth in his chest that had no right to exist, a curiosity about her, about her light, about how she could look at him like he was⌠normal, like he was more than a monster, more than the Radio Demon.
Y/N reached out again, a tentative, gentle gesture, letting her fingers brush against the back of his handânot touching, not holding, just⌠acknowledging. The warmth was deliberate, soft, grounding, and Alastor, for the first time in a century, let himself be affected.
And the thought that followed, quiet, insidious, terrifying, and⌠thrilling, slipped into his mind:
Could I⌠fall for someone like this?
The days that followed blurred together in a way that unsettled more than just the hotelâs residents.
Alastor changed.
Not dramatically. Not enough that anyone could point and accuse him of weakness. But the difference was there, threaded through his behavior like a subtle modulation in a familiar broadcast. His booming laughter no longer filled every room he entered. His commentary, once sharp and needling, softened into dry observations or, more often, silence. He watched more than he spoke, and whenever Y/N was present, his attention inevitably drifted toward herânever obvious, never crude, but unmistakably focused.
He listened when she spoke.
He remembered what she liked.
He found himself⌠adjusting.
When Charlie rambled excitedly about new programs or decor ideas, Alastor no longer interrupted just to hear himself talk. He let her finish. Occasionally, he even offered thoughtful suggestions instead of theatrical mockery. Husk noticed first, blinking in confusion when Alastor simply nodded at him instead of delivering a cutting remark. Vaggie remained wary but couldnât deny the shift. Even Niffty paused mid-scurry once, staring at Alastor as if expecting him to snap at herâonly for him to merely step aside so she could pass.
It was unnerving.
And it was Y/N.
Their conversations became more frequent, more⌠personal. Quiet talks in hallways, in the kitchen, in the parlor when the hotel settled into its late-night hush. She spoke to him like a person, not a threat. She asked questions and listened to the answers without judgment. And Alastorâdamn himâanswered. Not fully. Not recklessly. But more than he ever had with anyone else.
He found himself anticipating her presence.
Looking for her.
Waiting.
The Angel Al noticed everything.
He saw the way the Radio Demonâs posture shifted when Y/N laughed, how the jagged grin softened just a fraction, how the shadows no longer bristled when she came near. He felt the shift in the air, the subtle tightening of something old and dangerous. This wasnât idle curiosity. This wasnât rivalry.
It was fascination.
And fascination, Al knew, could rot into desire if left unchecked.
He refused to give it space.
If he could not confront it directly without causing conflictâor risking Y/Nâs temper, which he knew far too wellâthen he would answer it with presence. With devotion. With reminder.
He became her constant companion.
His hand rested at the small of her back whenever they walked together, fingers warm and grounding. His arm circled her waist without apology. His wings, when unfurled, subtly shielded her from crowded rooms. He spoke her name often, softly, anchoring himself to her in every space they occupied.
Y/N noticed, of course.
She always noticed.
That night, when they finally retreated to their suite, the world beyond the door seemed to exhale. The air inside was cool and faintly perfumed with the heavenly jasmine she favored, the soft glow of the lamps casting warm light across the room. Y/N stood before the vanity, slowly brushing out her hair, her movements unhurried, relaxed.
The door clicked shut behind her.
She felt him before she heard him.
Al stepped up close, his presence immediate and enveloping, arms sliding around her waist with a firmness that made her breath hitch. He pulled her back against his chest, grounding himself in her warmth as if heâd been holding himself together all day purely for this moment.
She smiled at their reflection in the mirror, leaning her head back slightly so it rested against his shoulder. âOh⌠hello, my love,â she murmured, amusement lacing her voice. âAre you alright? Youâre⌠quite clingy tonight.â
His answer wasnât verbal at first.
His grip tightenedânot painful, but possessiveâbefore he lowered his face to the sensitive curve of her neck. His breath was warm, lingering, and his antlers, usually glowing with steady, tranquil light, pulsed faintly, betraying the restless energy beneath his composed exterior.
âIâm alright,â he murmured against her skin, his voice low and vibrating through her. âJust⌠itâs been quite a minute since Iâve had you to myself.â
Her cheeks flushed a deep, dusty rose, heat spreading beneath her skin. âHoneyâŚâ she whispered, half a warning, half an invitation.
He didnât stop.
Slow, deliberate kisses traced along her shoulder, reverent and unhurried, up toward her ear. Each one lingered just long enough to make her breath stutter. She lifted a hand to her mouth instinctively, stifling the soft, involuntary sound that escaped her. âBabyââ
Al turned her gently but firmly in his arms, guiding her to face him. His golden eyes were darker now, burnished with something raw and primal that she rarely saw in the gentler version of him. He leaned down, inhaling deeplyâher hair, her skin, the familiar warmth of her presence anchoring him completely.
âMine,â he whispered, the word carrying weight, devotion, and a flicker of jealousy he didnât bother to hide. It was a vow as much as a claim. âYou are mine my darling doe.â
Y/Nâs smile softened, her gaze filled with warmth as her fingers threaded through his soft red hair, drawing him closer without hesitation. âYes, my love,â she replied, calm and certain, as if the truth of it required no emphasis at all. âIâm yours.â
Al pushed Y/N against the vanity with a firm, possessive grip, his white antlers catching the dim light as he maneuvered her body like she was his most treasured possession. Her doe ears flattened against her head in anticipation, a soft whimper escaping her lips as he wedged himself between her trembling thighs. With effortless strength, he lifted her onto the edge of the vanity, her angel wings fluttering slightly behind her, brushing against the cool surface.
He dropped to his knees, his red hair tousled and wild, and pressed his lips to the sensitive skin between her thighs. Y/N moaned into her hand, muffling the sound as heat flooded her core. Her voice came out shaky, laced with worry. "A-Alastor, please... what if they hear?"
Al looked up at her, his eyes gleaming with dark promise. "No worries, my dear," he murmured, snapping his fingers. A golden light shimmered around them, enveloping the room in a magical barrier. The air hummed faintly with the spell's power, sealing their intimate space from the outside world. "I've made it so no one can hear us. Is that better?"
She nodded, her breath hitching, doe ears twitching as relief mixed with desire.
"Good," he purred, his voice low and commanding. "Now, my dear, let me taste you."
Y/N gasped sharply as his mouth descended, his lips trailing hot kisses along her inner thighs, teasing the soft flesh there. He parted her legs wider, exposing her slick pussy to his hungry gaze. Starting slow, he flicked his tongue over her clit with gentle, deliberate licks, savoring the way her body jerked in response.
"Loveâ" she started, her voice breaking.
"Shh, sweetheart," he interrupted softly, his breath warm against her folds. "Let me enjoy my darling wife, yeah?"
A shaky moan tore from her throat, tears prickling at the corners of her eyes from the building intensity. "Baby, loveâ I can'tâ"
He increased the pace, his tongue lapping faster at her swollen clit, delving into her wetness with fervent strokes. "Yes, you can, my love," he growled against her, the vibrations sending sparks through her. "You will, darling."
Al devoured her pussy like a man starved, his tongue plunging deep into her entrance before circling back to suckle on her clit. He was utterly pussy drunk, lost in the taste of her arousal, the way her juices coated his lips and chin. His hands roamed her body in worshipâcaressing the curve of her hips, tracing the delicate feathers of her angel wings, thumbs brushing over her hardened nipples through her thin top. "You're exquisite, my sweet doe," he praised between licks, his voice muffled but reverent. "So wet for me, so perfect. These thighs... this pussy... all mine to adore."
Y/N shook uncontrollably, her fingers tangling in his soft red hair, gripping tight as she sought purchase. Her hands slid higher, clutching his white antlers for leverage, the bony protrusions warm and smooth under her palms. Al's wings ruffled behind him, a low rumble of pleasure vibrating from his chest as she held on, pulling him closer.
The pressure built relentlessly, her body coiling tight. When she came, it shattered through her like lightningâher angel wings spreading wide in ecstasy, feathers quivering as waves of pleasure crashed over her. She moaned loudly, tears streaming down her flushed cheeks, her hips bucking wildly. She tried to squirm away, oversensitive and overwhelmed, but Alastor held her thighs pinned with unyielding strength, his mouth never ceasing its assault.
He didn't stop. Instead, he slipped two fingers inside her clenching pussy, curling them with expert finesse to stroke that sensitive spot deep within. He pumped them in and out with purpose, his tongue still teasing her clit, drawing out every aftershock. Her wings ruffled erratically, folding and unfurling as fresh tremors rocked her body.
Alastor smirked up at her, his eyes locked on her tear-streaked face, drinking in her vulnerability. He finger-fucked her harder, the wet sounds of her arousal filling the soundproofed room, his praises turning husky. "That's it, my angel... give me everything. You're so beautiful like this, falling apart for your husband."
Overstimulation hit her like a tidal wave, her moans turning into desperate pleas, but he pushed her through it until she was a quivering mess. Finally, he pulled away, his fingers glistening with her cum, and rose to capture her lips in a deep, claiming kiss. She gasped into his mouth, tasting herself on his tongue.
"Good girl," he whispered against her lips, his voice tender yet triumphant. "I knew you could be a good girl for me, darling."
Y/N's chest heaved with ragged breaths, her body still trembling from the aftershocks of her release. She leaned back against the mirror of the vanity, her angel wings partially folded but twitching with residual sensitivity. Al's hands slid up her sides, thumbs brushing the undersides of her breasts as he pulled her into another kiss, slower this time, letting her taste the remnants of her own essence on his lips. His antlers grazed her forehead lightly, a gentle contrast to the raw hunger in his eyes.
He broke the kiss, trailing his mouth down her neck, nipping at the soft skin there. 'My beautiful wife,' he murmured, his voice a low radio static hum that sent shivers racing down her spine. "You've given me such a gift. But I'm far from done with you." He groaned softly, the sound rumbling from his chest as he inhaled her scent.
Y/N whimpered softly, her doe ears perking up slightly as his fingers hooked into the hem of her top, tugging it upward. She lifted her arms obediently, letting him strip the fabric away, exposing her bare breasts to the cool air. Her nipples hardened instantly under his gaze, and he wasted no time, leaning in to capture one peak between his lips. He sucked firmly, his tongue swirling around the sensitive bud while his hand kneaded the other breast, rolling the nipple between his fingers. A deep moan escaped him, vibrating against her skin as he savored her taste.
"AhâAla-," she gasped, her hands finding his shoulders, nails digging into the fabric of his coat. Her wings fluttered behind her, brushing against the vanity's edge.
He hummed in approval, the vibration traveling straight to her core, reigniting the ache between her legs. Switching sides, he lavished the same attention on her other nipple, grazing it with his teeth just hard enough to make her arch into him. "These are perfect," he praised, his free hand sliding down her stomach to dip between her thighs again. His fingers teased her soaked folds, circling her entrance without entering, drawing out fresh moans from herâand a low groan from him as he felt her wetness coat his digits.
She bucked her hips instinctively, seeking more friction, but he pinned her down with his weight, his body pressing her further into the vanity. "Patience, darling," he chuckled darkly, releasing her breast with a wet pop. "I want to savor every inch of you." He let out a ragged groan, his breath hot against her collarbone.
Standing fully now, Al shrugged off his coat, letting it fall to the floor in a heap. His shirt followed, revealing the lean, toned muscles of his chest, marked faintly with old scars from battles long past. Y/N's eyes roamed over him hungrily, her hands reaching out to trace the lines of his body, fingers lingering on the base of his antlers as he bent to kiss her once more. He moaned into her mouth, the sound muffled but intense.
With a swift motion, he unbuckled his pants, shoving them down along with his underwear. His cock sprang free, thick and hard, the tip already glistening with precum. It throbbed visibly, veins pulsing along its length, and Y/N's breath caught at the sight. She reached for him tentatively, wrapping her fingers around his shaft, stroking from base to tip with a feather-light touch.
Al groaned deeply, his wings unfurling slightly behind him, red feathers ruffling as pleasure coursed through him. "That's it, my love," he encouraged, thrusting shallowly into her hand, another moan tearing from his throat. "Touch your husband like you mean it."
Emboldened, she pumped him firmer, her thumb swiping over the slit to spread his precum, making his length slick. He watched her with hooded eyes, one hand bracing on the vanity beside her head, the other guiding her wrist to set a rhythm. But soon, his control waveredâhe captured her hand, bringing it to his lips to kiss her knuckles before stepping closer. A guttural groan escaped as he felt her grip tighten briefly.
"Enough teasing," he growled, lifting her hips slightly to position himself at her entrance. The head of his cock nudged her pussy, parting her folds as he rubbed it up and down, coating himself in her arousal. Y/N's doe ears flattened again, her wings spreading wide in anticipation, feathers quivering. Al moaned low, the friction against her slick heat driving him wild.
"Please," she whispered, tears of need gathering in her eyes once more. "I need you inside me."
With a triumphant grin, Al thrust forward, burying himself to the hilt in one smooth motion. Her walls clenched around him, hot and wet, pulling him deeper. They both moaned in unison, the sound echoing softly in their enchanted bubbleâhis a deep, resonant groan that vibrated through his body into hers. He paused for a moment, letting her adjust to his girth, his forehead resting against hers.
"Tight as ever," he breathed, starting to rock his hips slowly. Each thrust was deliberate, grinding against her clit with every inward push. Y/N's legs wrapped around his waist, heels digging into his back to urge him on. Her hands clutched his antlers again, using them as leverage to meet his movements. Al groaned with each slide, the sensation of her pussy gripping him pulling more sounds from his lips.
He picked up the pace, fucking her with steady, powerful strokes that made the vanity creak beneath them. His wings beat once, twice, fanning warm air over their joined bodies. "Feel that, darling? How perfectly you take me," he panted, one hand slipping between them to rub circles on her clit, heightening the sensations. A sharp moan broke from him as her inner muscles fluttered.
Y/N cried out, her body arching as pleasure built anew. Tears streamed down her cheeks, mixing with sweat, but she didn't careâonly the feel of him filling her, stretching her, mattered. "Yesâoh god, babyâharder," she begged, her voice breaking.
Obliging, he slammed into her faster, the wet slap of skin on skin filling the room. His fingers dug into her hips, holding her steady as he chased their mutual release. Her pussy fluttered around him, signaling her impending climax, and he angled his thrusts to hit that spot inside her relentlessly. Groans poured from him with every deep plunge, his control slipping as ecstasy built.
"Cum for me again, my angel," he commanded, his voice rough with desire. "Milk my cockâshow me how much you love it." He moaned loudly, the words barely coherent through his pleasure.
The words tipped her over the edge. Her orgasm ripped through her, walls spasming wildly around him as she screamed his name. Her wings flared out fully, knocking a few bottles from the vanity in her thrashing. Al followed moments later, burying deep as he spilled inside her, hot ropes of cum flooding her pussy. He roared softly, a series of deep groans accompanying his release, his antlers glowing faintly with angelic energy, wings enveloping them both in a cocoon of feathers.
They stayed locked together, panting and spent, as the golden barrier around them shimmered. Al peppered her face with gentle kisses, wiping away her tears with his thumb. "My perfect doe," he whispered. "Forever mine."
Y/N smiled weakly, nuzzling into his neck, her ears twitching contentedly. "And you're mine, love. Always."
After some aftercare, Al carefully draped the covers over Y/Nâs sleeping form, his expression softening from one of genuine adoration to something far more deliberate, measured, and precise. His eyes lingered on her delicate featuresâthe subtle rise and fall of her chest, the faint twitch of her ears as she shifted in her sleep, the tiny curl of her lips that seemed to hold some private, unspoken thought. There was a warmth in him, one he had never allowed to surface so freely before, but it was quickly replaced by calculation. He knew the extent of the Radio Demonâs range, the sharp precision with which his counterpart could sense every nuance of sound. The sensitivity of those delicate deer ears wasnât just a quirk; it was a tool, a weapon if wielded correctly. With a snap of his fingers, Al had crafted a carefully contained sphere of silence that enveloped the master suite, shielding the Princess, the King, and the hotel staff from the auditory evidence of what had occurred, while purposefully leaving a tiny, strategic leak that seeped directly toward the room next door.
It was a subtle, exquisite little reminder. A celestial middle finger, wrapped in silk, polished to perfection, a message that only the Radio Demon could decipher: some things were forever beyond his reach.
Next door, Alastor was undergoing a torment unlike any he had ever known, a slow, burning torture of the senses that no amount of static, no volume of noise, could drown out. He, the master of sound, the conductor of chaos, the unparalleled Radio Demon, was now subject to an auditory onslaught so intimate and precise that it cut him to the bone. He lay rigid beneath the sheets of his bed, eyes wide, staring at the ceiling as the static in his skullâa constant companion he had used as armor for decadesâfailed utterly to drown out the reality of the room beside him.
The rhythmic creak of the bed, the sharp, ragged intake of breath, the wet, unmistakable slap of flesh against fleshâevery sound etched itself into him, sharper than any blade.
He twisted and turned, claws digging into the tangled sheets, his dark tail lashing in agitation, not from disgust but from the sudden, terrifyingly hot rush of blood coursing through him. Every nerve in his body screamed in a way it hadnât for centuries. The voiceâher voiceâwas the cruelest, most exquisite weapon.
âAlastorâŚâ
She had whispered his name. Even if she meant the other one, the sound was his alone, impossibly intimate, searing through him with all the force of a live wire. Every vibration of the word carried a weight he could not bear, a connection that, by all rights, should not have existed. The syllables hit him with a precision only someone who knew him, all of him, could ever achieve.
He thrashed beneath his covers, tossing them aside in desperation, trying in vain to block the sound, but nothing could mute the memory, the essence of her voice reverberating in his bones. It was maddening. Infuriating. And disturbingly, painfully arousing in ways that made him clench his fists and hiss under his breath.
Finally, unable to endure a single second longer of the relentless auditory assault, Alastor snapped. A hiss, a crackle, and a puff of smoke later, he had vanished from his room, reappearing in the dimly lit lobby bar, chest heaving, bowtie slightly askew, claws still trembling as if the effort of restraint had been a physical trial.
Husk, polishing a glass as always, looked up with a frown, immediately noticing the state of his boss. âWhatâs wrong, boss? Rough night?â he asked, sliding a bottle of something strong toward him without hesitation, familiarity in his movements belying concern.
Alastorâs claws dug into the polished edge of the bar, leaving faint scratch marks. âYou donât hear it?â he rasped, the static in his voice fluctuating violently as though his control over his usual broadcast persona had weakened. His eyes, normally sharp and predatory, flickered with raw, unfiltered frustration. âYou⌠you donât hear it?â
Husk tilted his head, one ear twitching as he glanced around the silent lobby. âHear what? Itâs quiet as a grave down here. Even the Kingâs snoring has stopped.â
Realization hit him like a physical blow. The Angel had done this deliberately, with malicious artistry. He had orchestrated a private, intimate broadcast of marital ecstasyâprecisely tuned, perfectly placedâdesigned solely to torment Alastor, tailored with exacting precision so that he could hear every sound, every breath, every small, intimate detail that made him want to tear his hair out and simultaneously grind his teeth in impotent rage.
âNevermind,â he hissed finally, snatching a glass with shaking fingers and pouring himself a drink. The rye burned all the way down, a sharp, bitter comfort, but it did nothing to erase the sound, nothing to dull the memory of her whisper, her softness, her unguarded, trembling acknowledgment of the other version of himself.
He lifted the glass with a trembling hand and took a long, searing gulp, tasting fire and humiliation in equal measure. How, he wondered bitterly, was he supposed to face her in the morning? How could he look at herâthe woman who knew the most intimate, private, and unspoken parts of his alternate selfâand remain himself? How could he possibly reconcile the image of her calling out in pleasure with the cold, meticulously curated mask of the Radio Demon that he had worn for centuries?
He felt like a child caught eavesdropping on a conversation far too adult for him, like a beast in the cage of his own mind, clawing at the walls and screaming in frustration, powerless to stop what he had heard or how it had affected him.
And yet, beneath the frustration, beneath the scorching wave of irritation, there was something elseâa seed of dangerous curiosity, a warmth that he could neither name nor fully suppress. He realized with a sudden, shocking clarity that his shadow, huddled like a shivering animal at his feet, mirrored his embarrassment almost perfectly. The darkness itself seemed unnerved, as though even it were unprepared for this new, confusing sensation that stirred through him.
He pressed his clawed hands to his face, dragging them down to his jaw, gripping his own cheeks as if physical restraint could keep the chaos at bay. His teeth ground together in a jittery rhythm, but the sound didnât matter; it would never matter. The memory of her voice would not be erased. It would linger, a stubborn, infuriating echo embedded in the very fabric of him, reminding him of something he hadnât felt in centuries: desire, longing, and the maddening, destabilizing power of seeing himself through someone elseâs eyes.
The Radio Demon, the predator, the master of all he surveyed, sat there in the dimly lit lobby, claws white, chest heaving, shadows pooling at his feet, completely undone, utterly human in his fury and fascinationâand utterly, irrevocably aware that this was far from over.
Morning broke over the hotel in a way that felt entirely too bright for Alastorâs liking. The hum of the building had returned to its usual frequency, the clink of distant cutlery and the muffled footsteps of staff filtering through the halls, but for him, there was no comfort in routine. He sat stiffly at the kitchen counter, posture immaculate despite the faint dark circles beneath his eyes, fingers wrapped around an untouched mug as though it were an anchor. The scent of fresh coffee filled the room, rich and bitter, but even that familiar pleasure failed to steady him. His ears twitched at every sound, hyper-aware, oversensitive, betraying the exhaustion he would have rather died than admit to.
That was when Alâthe Angelâstrolled in.
He moved with infuriating ease, sleeves rolled up, wings tucked neatly as he reached for the coffee pot. One look at Alastor was all it took. A slow, smug smile spread across his face, the kind that said I know exactly what you heard. He didnât say anything at first, just poured himself a cup, humming softly under his breath, deliberately off-key.
Alastorâs jaw tightened. âGood morning,â he said sharply, his voice crackling faintly, smile rigid and brittle.
âOh, it is,â Al replied pleasantly, shooting him a sideways glance as he stirred his coffee. âYou look⌠tired, my friend. Rough night?â His tone was syrupy sweet, every word carefully chosen to press where it hurt most.
Alastorâs grip on his mug tightened just enough to spiderweb a fine crack along the porcelain. âI slept fine,â he lied smoothly, though his ears flicked back, betraying him entirely.
Before Al could push further, Y/N entered the kitchen, hair slightly tousled, expression soft and serene in a way that made Alastorâs chest do something deeply inconvenient. She greeted them both with a warm smile, but her eyes lingered on Alastor for half a second longer than necessary, her brow furrowing just a touch.
âAre you alright?â she asked gently. âYou look exhausted.â
The Angel laughed quietly into his coffee. âHeâs just⌠sensitive this morning,â Al said lightly, then leaned closer to Y/N as if sharing a secret. âArenât you, Radio Demon?â
Alastor shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass.
Al, clearly enjoying himself far too much, set his mug down and straightened. âIâll be back later. Need to check on Charlie,â he said, then leaned down, brushing a kiss to Y/Nâs cheek. As he did, he murmured just loud enough for Alastor to hear, âBe careful, my dear. He seems a bit⌠delicate today.â
Y/N blinked, confused, while Alastor bristled. Al smirked, casting one last triumphant look over his shoulder before leaving the kitchen, the door clicking shut behind him.
For a moment, there was silence.
Alastor cleared his throat, suddenly very interested in the surface of the counter. His usual swagger faltered, replaced by something awkward and uncharacteristically hesitant. âMissâahâY/N,â he began, then stopped, radio static fluttering faintly at the edges of his voice. He shifted, clearly debating with himself, before finally straightening and offering her a strained but polite smile. âMay I⌠have a word?â
She nodded immediately. âOf course.â
He gestured stiffly toward the side of the kitchen, guiding her a few steps away from the counter. When he turned to face her, there was color in his cheeksâactual colorâand his eyes refused to quite meet hers.
âI want to preface this by saying,â he began, words coming out a bit too quickly, âthat this is not a complaint, nor is it a judgment of character, nor is itâwellâitâs merely a logistical concern, really.â
Her eyes widened slightly, and she leaned in, attentive. âOkayâŚ?â
He inhaled, then blurted out, âIfâpurely hypotheticallyâthere were to be a next time, perhaps you might consider⌠keeping it down.â
There it was. Out in the open.
Y/N froze. Then, slowly, the realization dawned on her face. Her cheeks flushed a deep, vivid red, ears flicking in pure mortification. âOh my godâIâAlastor, Iâm so sorry,â she rushed out, words tumbling over one another. âI didnât even think anyone could hear, I mean Al did that silence thing and I just assumedâand I really didnât mean to make you uncomfortable or disturb you orââ
She kept going, rambling nervously, hands twisting together as embarrassment overtook her completely.
Alastor stared at her.
The flustered apology, the genuine concern, the way she looked at him not with fear or mockery but with earnest regretâit hit him far harder than the sounds ever had. His blush deepened, spreading beneath his eyes as he raised one hand quickly, palm out.
âItâsâahâitâs quite alright,â he said, voice softer now, less static, more⌠real. âTruly. I only wished to make the request. Nothing more.â He cleared his throat again. âJust⌠please keep it down.â
She nodded rapidly. âI will. Absolutely. I promise.â
Satisfiedâand more unsettled than he cared to admitâAlastor inclined his head politely and stepped back, giving her space. She shot him one last apologetic smile before hurrying out of the kitchen, clearly intent on finding her husband as quickly as possible.
Alastor remained where he was, staring after her long after sheâd gone, heart doing something profoundly irritating in his chest. He lifted his coffee at last, took a sip, and grimaced faintly.
Cold.
He set the mug down again, shadows curling at his feet, and exhaled slowly.
Later that day, the energy in the hotel was a mix of excitement and melancholy. Baxter stood in the main lobby, adjusting his glasses and shuffling through his notes with the precision only he could muster. âWell,â he began, clearing his throat, âit seems that the dimensional rift has stabilized enough for your return. Youâll be heading home shortly.â
Charlieâs shoulders slumped slightly, her usual effervescence dampened by the news. âAlready? So soon?â she said, pouting just a touch. âI mean, Iâm really glad I got to meet both of you, but⌠I was kind of hoping weâd have a bit more time.â
Alâs hand found Y/Nâs, squeezing it gently as he exhaled a breath he hadnât realized heâd been holding. Relief softened his features. âItâs alright, my dear,â he murmured. âHome is waiting. Somewhere safer. Somewhere familiar. Weâll be together, and thatâs what matters.â
Y/N nodded, a small smile tugging at her lips, but her eyes flicked toward the doorway just as she noticed a familiar figure slipping silently away. Alastor, the Radio Demon, had excused himself, his hands clasped behind his back, his expression unreadable.
Something in Y/Nâs chest tightened, a mixture of concern and intuition, and she followed quietly, keeping just far enough behind to avoid startling him. She found him standing on one of the upper balconies, gazing out over the jagged red horizon, shadows pooling around his feet in a restless wave.
âWell, Alastor,â she said softly, her voice carrying just enough to reach him. âIt was truly a pleasure knowing you.â
He turned slowly, one eyebrow quirking, and a harsh laugh escaped him, as if the words themselves were ridiculous. âReally?â he asked, his usual bravado struggling to mask a flicker of something softer.
âYes,â she replied gently, stepping closer. âI mean it.â
There was a pause, and for a heartbeat, the Radio Demon allowed himself to simply be. No clever quips. No predatory games. Just the quiet recognition that someoneâsomeone extraordinaryâhad seen him as more than the chaos he cultivated.
Without another word, she stepped forward and embraced him. Her arms were warm, firm, and grounding, and the gesture seemed to pull at something inside him he hadnât dared touch in decades.
âI hope,â she whispered into the crook of his neck, âthat you will be able to find your peace.â
Alastor stiffened momentarily but then awkwardly returned the hug, his sharp edges softened under her touch. âThank⌠you,â he murmured, almost faltering on the words.
She pulled back slightly, her hand brushing against his chest. âYou have shadows⌠you have your own demons,â she said softly, her voice carrying a confidence that made him pause, âbut I know someone will be there for you, regardless.â She smiled, and in that small gesture, there was the weight of understanding, of care, of hope.
Then, slowly, deliberately, she pressed her hand against his chest. A gentle, radiant glow spread outward, warm and luminous, and Alastor felt a strange, soothing sensation ripple through him. The wound that had long burned and throbbed along his chestâpainful and stubbornâhealed, knitting together as if it had never been.
âWhatââ he breathed, stepping back, eyes wide, hand instinctively pressing against the newly healed skin. âHow did youâ?â
She smiled, soft and knowing. âA parting gift,â she said simply.
Alastor let out a soft, incredulous chuckle. âThank you, my dear,â he said, voice low, reverent even, and a faint warmth crept through him, something foreign yet welcome.
She straightened, a serene smile on her lips, and began to step away. âY/Nâwait,â he called, his voice barely above the wind.
She turned, tilting her head slightly, her smile gentle and luminous. âYes?â
He swallowed, shadows flickering faintly around him. âSafe travels.â
âThank you. Be good,â she replied, a playful lilt in her voice.
âNo promises,â he murmured, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, watching as she disappeared from view.
Alastor stood there long after she had gone, the glow of her touch still faintly lingering against his chest. A small, genuine smile broke through his usual mask of jagged perfection. For the first time in centuries, the emptiness that had clung to him felt⌠a little lighter.
Night had fallen over the hotel, the crimson skies deepening into a rich, molten red that glimmered like liquid fire. The lobby was alive with bittersweet energy. Staff, friends, and residents alike had gathered, their expressions a mixture of joy for their impending return and sadness at the thought of parting ways. Baxter fussed nervously, checking the portalâs stability for the hundredth time, while Charlie hovered near the edge, her usual enthusiasm tempered by a twinge of melancholy.
Al and Y/N stood hand in hand, the faint glow of the portal illuminating their faces. The swirling light painted them in gold and crimson hues, highlighting the serenity in Y/Nâs features and the rare softness in Alâs usually composed expression.
âAre you ready, my dear?â Al asked, his voice calm but carrying an undercurrent of anticipation.
Y/N nodded, squeezing his hand. âAs ready as Iâll ever be. Itâs⌠itâs been wonderful, Al. Truly.â
The portal swirled higher, casting prismatic reflections across the walls, and the air buzzed faintly with magical energy. Slowly, they began to ascend, Alâs hand gripping hers tightly as they were lifted from the ground, moving with effortless grace into the open maw of the dimensional rift.
Y/N turned slightly, her eyes bright, and waved to the assembled group. âGoodbye, everyone! Thank you for everything!â she called, her voice carrying over the hum of the portal.
Charlie waved frantically, a smile bright despite the sadness tugging at her heart. âGoodbye! Safe travels! Come back soon!â
Vaggie raised a hand, Husk and Niffty following suit, and even Alastorâthe Radio Demon himselfâstood near the edge of the group, watching quietly. His jaw was tight, but his eyes held that same faint glint of reluctant warmth, a softening of his usual predatory gaze.
As Y/Nâs gaze swept across the group, it finally settled on him. Alastor met her eyes, and for a heartbeat, the chaos of Hell and the noise of the portal faded from his perception. He gave a subtle nod, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
âGoodbye, Y/N,â he whispered, his voice low, threaded with a quiet sincerity.
She returned his smile, soft and full of unspoken gratitude, her hand still firmly clasped in Alâs. âGoodbye,â she whispered back, her voice carried on the wind and the faint shimmer of the portal.
With that, they ascended fully into the light, the portalâs swirl enveloping them completely. The golden-and-crimson glow reflected off their hands as they soared upward, leaving Hellâand the hotelâbehind.
The portal finally closed with a shimmering snap, leaving the lobby silent for a brief, echoing moment. Only the soft murmur of the staff remained, and the faint glow that lingered in Alastorâs eyes told a story of something quietly changedâa reminder of the warmth, the kindness, and the impossible peace that had touched even a creature as dark and solitary as the Radio Demon.
A month had passed since Al and Y/N had returned to their own dimension, and on the surface, everything at the hotel had slipped neatly back into its familiar rhythm. The halls still echoed with distant arguments and laughter, the air still hummed with magic and old grudges, and Alastor still strode through it all like he owned the placeâwhich, in many ways, he did.
Yet some things refused to settle.
Alastor found himself pausing more often than usual, his cane tapping idly against the floor as his thoughts drifted where they had no business going. He remembered Y/Nâs face with startling clarity: the warmth in her eyes, the way she looked at him not with fear or awe, but with simple, unguarded kindness. He remembered her voice, steady and gentle, even when speaking to a monster like him.
He smiled at the memory, faint and private.
Peace. He had scoffed at the idea his entire existence, dismissed it as a lie told by the weak to justify complacency. And yet⌠if such a thing existed, perhaps it wasnât a place. Perhaps it was a feeling. A moment. A presence.
Would he ever find it? He doubted it. Truly, he did. Old habits, old wounds, old sins clung too tightly.
Still.
That afternoon, as he went about his dutiesâmentally outlining themes for his next broadcast, debating whether to lean into carnage or comedyâhe strolled down one of the hotelâs long corridors, the crimson carpet muffling his footsteps. His thoughts were elsewhere, drifting lazily through frequencies and half-formed ideas.
And thenâ
Thump.
A solid collision jolted him back to the present as something warm splashed across the front of his coat.
Coffee.
Dark liquid spread over the pristine red fabric, dripping slowly toward the floor.
Alastorâs smile sharpened instantly, static crackling faintly in the air as his head snapped downward.
âWatch it, youââ
He stopped.
Standing directly in front of him was a doe.
A sinner, unmistakably so, with soft antlers and warm, expressive eyes, her ears flicking anxiously as she stared up at him in horror. Her form was demonic, yesâtail, hooves, faint markings along her skinâbut there was something achingly familiar about her. Something that struck him straight through the chest.
She was beautiful. Not in a polished, predatory wayâbut in a quiet, earnest one.
Alastorâs breath caught.
ââŚY/N?â he whispered, the name slipping from him before he could stop it.
She blinked rapidly, clearly flustered. âOh my goodness, I am so sorry!â she rushed out, her words tumbling over one another. âI sincerely apologize, misterâI wasnât looking where I was going andâoh!â
Her eyes widened as recognition dawned.
âOh! Mr. Radio Demon!â she exclaimed. âIâm so sorry, I really am!â
Alastor didnât move. Didnât speak. He simply stared at her, his grin frozen in place as the world seemed to tilt ever so slightly off its axis.
She fumbled with her cup, setting it aside before stepping closer, gently brushing at his coat with frantic concern. âIâm so sorry, I didnât mean to spill it on youâoh goodness, itâs everywhereââ
She paused, then quickly pulled a neatly folded handkerchief from her pocket and held it out to him. âHere, please, take this.â
Her voice was nervous, polite, sincere.
Real.
Alastor finally found himself again, the static receding as his expression softenedâjust a fraction.
âItâs quite alright, my dear,â he said smoothly, taking the handkerchief. âAccidents happen.â
She let out a relieved breath. âIâm really sorry, Mr. Radio Demon.â
âPlease,â he replied, dabbing at the stain with measured elegance, âcall me Alastor.â
She smiled then, small and shy, her ears tilting back slightly. âIâm sorry, Alastor. Truly. I can pay for your dry cleaning if youâd like.â
He chuckled softly, the sound warm rather than mocking. âThat wonât be necessary.â
He tilted his head, studying her more closely nowâthe familiar gentleness in her posture, the kindness that radiated from her even here, in Hell of all places.
âMay I ask,â he continued, voice lowering pleasantly, âwhatâs your name, darling?â
âOh!â she said, straightening a bit. âIâm Y/N. Nice to meet you. Iâm⌠kind of new here.â
His eyes widened, just slightly.
âWell,â Alastor said after a beat, his grin easing into something genuine, âwelcome to the hotel.â
Her cheeks flushed faintly. âThank you.â
He felt it thenâclear and unmistakable. That same warmth. That same strange, comforting pull in his chest.
âPerhaps,â he added casually, tapping his cane against the floor, âsometime I could show you around. Properly, of course.â
Her smile grew, brighter now, more confident. âIâd like that.â
And as they stood there in the hallway, coffee-stained coat and all, Alastor realized that for the first time in a very long while, something inside him felt⌠familiar.
Not power. Not hunger.
But something close.
Something almost like peace.
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