Top surgery has made transxeninity much more physical to me now, since my decision not to get nipple grafts was inspired by two of my kintypes, and I generally relate to my kintypes in a gendered/xenine way.
The two in question are rodents (male rodents don't have nipples) and Thomas Jerome Newton (a fictional alien who also doesn't have nipples). I've effectively physically transitioned to both an alien and a rodent.
Also, they let me listen to music while I was undergoing anesthesia, and I listened to an industrial playlist, which was still going when I woke up, meaning industrial was playing the entire time I was getting the top surgery. I have xenogenders/neogenders related to this genre of music so this feels like part of my transxeninity/trans-something-unrelated-to-the-binary-ness as well.
I'm a system and this is the collective "I" BTW but I as an alter feel this a lot in particular.















