S.O.S

h.o.m.e

four letter word

how come it means so much

more than its actual word

h.o.m.e

a four letter word

“far more than a piece of soil

yet less than a piece of soul”

h.o.m.e

a four letter word

a piece of myself

where my memories rewind

back to where love is

h.o.m.e

a four letter word

where myself can be

with l.o.v.e

where i wanna be

h.o.m.e

a four letter word

aint a fixed place on the map

wherever i roam

it’s my piece of home

I met a guy.

I don’t know what to call him

So I said, I’m N. What’s yours?

He told me his name

And we became friend

I met a guy

He’s my friend now

We hang out in the winter

We did crazy things together

And we became closer

I met a guy

In the September

He didn’t have a place to crash

So he slept at mine

I told him my pain

He was there with me

I started to like him

I met a guy

We slept together

Again, and again

I don’t wanna fall for him

Trust no girl like me, I said

And we got distanced

I met a guy

I didn’t know what to call him

A friend or a fuck friend

I want to ask him

But he likes another girl

I met a guy

We’re just friends now

He asks that girl out

Over the X-mas break

And I said nothing

So we’re just friends

I met a guy

He came back from the trip

Brought me food and stuff

He still likes that girl

And I’m still his friend

I met a guy

He lives on the same floor

But we dont meet anymore

Things got so weird now

He wanted to be on his own

So we became distanced

I met a guy

The guy that I like

Has a crush on another

He’s younger than I am

So I’ll just help him out

And we’re still friends

I met a guy

Who noticed of me

Understood my pain

Or made me feel naked

Inside and outside

My pain was still there

But it wasn’t suck

I want to see him more

I wrote and sent him things

But we’re just friends

I met a guy

The guy I still like

Still likes other girls

But I don’t bother

Cuz I know he aint mine

So we’re just friend

I met a guy

Whom I like enough

Made my heart beat fast

Every time we met

But we’re just friend

I met a guy

But he aint mine

He’s just my friend

The type I wanna be keep

I miss you,

This is the story of a lonely boy and his girl, 

The girl he loves 

The girl that he always wants to be with 

“I finally told her I loved her,” he said after 3 months of dating

From Eugene to Portland, 

Chasing for the missing girl, 

The trip that I didn’t plan to be there

“Where is she,” he asked 

Keeps chasing to finally meet her at the House of Vintage 

Where she finally meets him

 and his heart is beating fast again, as it hasn’t for a while.

“Where is she,” he asked when we were at the 86 Street that night

The flashing neon sign of the motel where we were 

Shining his heart the way to the girl he loves 

All the way to Jones where she might be 

All girls are there, but not the girl that he loves 

He longed for a crazy night 

Smoking and drinking with the girl he loves 

Turned out to be a sober night without her 

Oh lonely boy, with a broken heart 

“Where is she,” he asked

And the night is still long without her

He’s the lonely boy in Portland

Falls for a girl that he didn’t plan for 

Her smile, her touch, her hair 

Keeps his head spinning 

Adrenaline gets high 

His heart flustering 

Out of control 

Marlboro is on his lips thinking about the girl he loves

This is a story about a lonely boy in Portland

Cuối trưa

Lần này về,  Sài Gòn xa lạ quá!  Như một người bạn cũ đã lâu ngày không gặp, Đã đổi thay cảm giác đến ngỡ ngàng. Nhưng lại những thói quen góc phố quen, Thân thuộc tưởng chừng chẳng đổi thay điều chi  Là ta đã thay đổi, Hay hơi thở Sài Gòn đã không còn như xưa?  Lần này về, Để lại một nỗi niềm thương nhớ. Là ta đã không đủ can đảm để mang chúng theo, Chỉ dám ngắm nhìn nó phai mờ theo thời gian.  Lần này về,  Không hứa hẹn một điều chi,  Chỉ thầm lặng mong chờ một ngày đi rồi sẽ về.  Lần này về, Để lại một tình yêu dang dở Mà ngay chính ta đã không nhớ nó bắt đầu từ lúc nào.