Search and Destroy

You bring colour into my life.

Yea that's right Ryan, get yourself some calcium boy.

Sooooooo I know Valentines Day is a load of shit. When I was single I used to hate it, and was just a nice excuse to hang out with my girls and get drunk. Since I was in New Zealand last year, I didn't see Sam on V Day, and the same for this year. I promised him that when I come to Nottingham next I will take us out to one of our favourite restaurants - Annie's Burger Shack. And that I did, nothing too mushy but just something to say thanks for having sex with me and spooning me while I sleep for a year and a bit. We had a lovely time and the meal was spot on. I guess when you're a couple it's sort of hard to ignore Valentines, because other people wanna ask what you're doing for it, what did you get each other, and if you say nothing they just give you this stupid look of, 'omg you must not love each other then!' But when you're single it's cool to get drunk and eat chocolate. Sam said I could open my presents early because we're not seeing each other for a while. I got a pair of earrings and a Game Boy Colour. I guess what I'm trying to say is... He's fucking awesome.

I still need a job. ffs. 

He's the reason why I don't feel as shit everyday.