iwantofloataway

I hope I make a pretty corpse ><

I feel like all I'm good for is my body and never nothing else

I hope I die in my sleep tonight

I want to isolate myself from everyone, nobody will ever love me even thinking about someone loving me in the future seems impossible like I'll die before any of that happens

I want to be pretty in a "your so creepy and weird.." type of way

I wanna die and I want them all to feel horrible for how they treated me ,I want my death to be so gruesome and disgusting

I hate having this anxious feeling in my stomach when someone brings up plans to hang out.. it makes me want to just block them completely and never go anywhere

I wish people would stop talking to me I just want to be alone.. I don't want to hang out I don't want to talk to you about what I've been doing today or how I am or how you are I just don't want to talk and I don't want any friends I just want to keep to myself and never show up anywhere

Despite everything, it's still you