i wish it wasndttt so hard for me to show love

i hate it so badddd just lviing in the past i wish i cld of had at least one (1) person just to b there for me in any kinf of way. hust someone that i knew had my back and we loved each other. wld have saved me sm traumaa maybe i wld b ovr it by now if i hadnt been so alone

i hate lifeee it feels so hard ik it can b cool but im so traumatized i feel so hurt by so many things it all just weighs me down n i turn into nothinggg my wholee life i just wanna find someone who underdtands me or slmething to save me idk what but nothing everrr does

im so sensitive i hate i hateee ittt aaaaaa it makes me feel weak

im triggeredddddd i want my sweeet releaseeee right meow