rexi

“hey!! you know what would be even more stressful right now??? starting to seriously question your sexuality during one of the most stressful times of your life at the moment haha”

so now i’m starv!ng myself and i’m questioning my

sexuality babey!!!!!

i am so sorry for all y’all and i hope things get better soon ❤️

i’m getting nostalgic for when i used to get bullied, what the hell is wrong with me

and i remember asking “what if someone is very overweight but looses enough weight to be at a healthy bmi through starving themselves?” and she said it doesn’t count

she told me that you have to be under a bmi of 18 to have anorex!a and said that anyone from people who purposely starve themselves to a bmi of under 18 to fucking cancer patients have anorex!a (even if they don’t starve themselves on purpose)

i’ve already binged this week and i’m not looking forward to tomorrow haha :)

fucking why?!!!!

girl, i’m a failure and you’re actually drop dead gorgeous

mother fucking chronic illness and eat!ng d!sorders

i cannot fast or do long term restriction for the fucking life of me, not if i want to stand up for more than 30 seconds.

i’ve been suffering with neurological problems years longer than i have my eat!ng d!sorder, but it’s gotten a lot worse since i’ve had the latter.

the lack of control i have from my neurological disorders is almost the perfect storm for the development of an e.d.

no one talks about this and i know it’s not just me.

i’m so fucking tired 💞

Jalapeño Turkey Wraps

ingredients

La Banderita Carb Counter Tortillas (50 each)

1 Tbsp. jalapeño pepper jelly (45)

1 triangle Laughing Cow creamy light cheese (30)

2-3 slices of turkey lunch meat (40-60)

1 leaf of lettuce (5)

Optional: 1 slice of low fat provolone cheese (50)

Optional: 1 Tsp. mustard (3)

instructions

Lay out a tortilla and spread 1 Tbsp. of jalapeño jelly on one half

Spread 1 triangle of Laughing Cow creamy light cheese on the other half

(note: i do this because the cheese doesn’t spread smoothly on the jalapeño jelly and vise versa)

example:

add turkey meat, (opt. mustard, provolone), and lettuce

wrap in a way that the jalapeño jelly and cheese is spread equally in each bite (see above)

cut in half, serve and enjoy 😊

calories:

without provolone/without mustard: 170-190

with provolone/without mustard: 220-240

with provolone/with mustard: 223-243