Ivy 🎧

Don't leave a dry eye left in the back of place

Is it hard to stay clean?

And if you all keep believing, I'll keep believing

For you to love me again

If you don't like me now

I will change for you

Makin' all variety of vows I'll never keep

I try to remember the wrath of the devil

Was also given him by God

I'd surely lose myself

Everything I have found dear

I've not found by myself

Try and sometimes you'll succeed

To make this man of me

The alcohol served its tour

And it's headed straight for my skin

Leaving me daft and dim

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I've shattered now, I'm spilling out

Upon this linoleum ground

I'm reeling in my brain again

Before it can get back to you

Oh, what am I supposed to do without you?

You know where you are with

Floor collapses, floating

Bouncing back

And one day, I am gonna grow wings

That I've been the best I can be, but

I don't think I could stand to be

Where you don't see me

On sunny days I go out walking

I end up on a tree-lined street

I look up at the gaps of sunlight

I miss you more than anything

'Cause I'm awful just to see

'Cause all my hair's abandoned all my body

All my agony

Know that I will never marry

Baby I'm just soggy from the chemo

But counting down the days to go

To will herself out of existence

She gave it a try

She closed her eyes

She didn't know how it'd feel

She just hoped that it wouldn't hurt

It almost worked

Yeah, you held me the whole way through

But I couldn't say the words like you

A haunted house with a picket fence

To float around and ghost my friends

No, I'm not afraid to disappear

I don't even think that you care like I do

I should stop, heaven knows I've tried

One day, I will stop falling in love with you

Some day, someone will like me like I like you

Until then, I'll drink my coffee, eat my pie

Pretend that we are more than friends

Then, of course, I'll let you break my heart again

A half run over cat left in the street

And you're the maggot craving

Rotten flesh left outside in the heat

Lost boys never spend their lunch money, yeah

Lost boys never grow up, never get old

Lost boys, find me

And my heart is full of doubt

I got toxins in my bloodstream

You tried hard to suck 'em out

And it feels like medication

And it's good for me, I'm sure

But it don't matter how your love feels anymore

It'll never be the cure

Running through the halls of your haunted home

And the toughest part is that we both know

What happened to you

Why you're out on your own

Merry Christmas, please don't call