Just wanna stay busy so that I don't have time to feel.

normalize to distance yourself once you feel unwanted.

overthinking is no joke. that shit eats you up on the inside.

note to self: if they want to, they will.

Do you ever just miss a bond you had with someone? Like regardless of what happened between you two, you miss the conversations, the laughs you guys had over the stupidest things, or the way that they were there for you when you weren't at the best. The little things matter.

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

When you can physically feel your heart breaking dropping into a bottomless hole that's what true heartbreak is and it fucking hurts so much