『k i t t y』

"when you've lactated once, you'll always be able to lactate again" is doing numbers on me today. like, once your tits know how to produce milk, you don't get to go back to them not being capable of filling and rounding with milk again. they will always be a little more developed, a little rounder, a little heavier. ready to fill with milk after far, far less effort than it would take to start from scratch. your body has permanently changed itself to be better equipped to feed and nourish, to swell without too much hassle and the right stimulus. it's part of what's so scary yet alluring about making myself lactate. the permanence. the concept of changing my body forever. i can't go back to when my breasts were less developed. once i do it, i will always be changed.

You mention fakeboy and detrans kink on your nsfw blog a few times and now people treat your blog as if it’s the only thing you post about

That’s pretty much to say: I don’t want to be a fakeboy blog specifically. It’s not my biggest kink and can feel unhealthy mentally for me sometimes

Thanks to T making me comfortable in my body and my sexuality- I went from being a sex repulsed pre-t boy to a kinky sex positive tboy

Pre-t me would have been disgusted by the things I’m into now and I think that’s improvement.