I keep thinking what have you done to me lately. That words spinning in my head like million times pushing me to move and stay away from your zone. It such a nightmare, seriously. I want to cry so bad but I can't. Something inside my head telling me not to cry because of stupid, crazy people like you. That's why I hold on to my anger. My heart is broken. You've made it falling in to pieces. I tried to survive for months hopefully something better happen to me or maybe angels come and save me from this company. I tried to smile and encourage myself day by day so I can come to office with eyes open. This time, you've ruined my confidence with bomb that comes from your sweet lips.
You said that "I am a smart girl. You want me to have a bright career and be a successfull career woman", but at the same time, you are trying to kill me day by day. With a boss like you, I really have no chance to win the arguments. whatever I said are such a waste of time. you will NEVER ever listen to me. I still do not believe how un-guilty you said that "You will make me die? You will make me more stressfull until I die!" Go fuck yourself! you're not even Jesus. You're not the one who have the right to decide whether I die or not. you are not the owner of this world. You're really a monster! You son of a bitch! I hate you.
I know we fight almost everytime we meet. It does not mean you can kill me with the way you want to kill me. Do you know how hard I tried to give my best for that company? Have you ever notice that? I don't think so...
The unspoken words, I will make sure they hit you at the right time. Your over self-confidence and pride, I really want to see it falling in to pieces, like the way you broke my spirit and confidence. Your 'magic words', I will keep it in mind, hoping that it will motivate me to ruin your future. Then you will regret all those words that you ever said to me.
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