Nuclear of Her

It's been a while and I still can't stop thinking of you.

My heart has been leaking and bleeding since the day I hurt you. Please plug the holes with your forgiveness. I am sorry. I have shown you what an idiot I can be by making that mistake. Now it is your turn to show me what a darling you can be by giving your anger a break. I am sorry.

Go fuck yourself Shahril.

I'm not perfect. I made mistakes. But I fixed, change myself. For you. For us. I really do. I'll show you. I am.

I'm really afraid the moment I can never able to see you happy, with me. I want to make you happy, because of me. I want all the moment share with you. This is new. I fixed. I want it back, us. Iloveyou, I really do.

I don't know what I'm doing right now. I just want to be with you. Everything, everytime, every second of it. Imissyou. If this thing make me worst or dying, I'm really on to it. Oh God please take me now. I can't handle this. All I want is her. Iloveher. Imissher.

Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet. There is nothing they won’t tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness. However, the moment you betray them, reject them or devalue them, they become the worse type of person. Unfortunately, they end up hurting themselves in the long run. They don’t want to hurt other people. It is against their very nature. They want to make amends and undo the wrong they did. Their life is a wave of highs and lows. They live with guilt and constant pain over unresolved situations and misunderstandings. They are tortured souls that are not able to live with hatred or being hated. This type of person needs the most love anyone can give them because their soul has been constantly bruised by others. However, despite the tragedy of what they have to go through in life, they remain the most compassionate people worth knowing, and the ones that often become activists for the broken hearted, forgotten and the misunderstood. They are angels with broken wings that only fly when loved.