wanda choked back a sob, wishing, for just a moment, that she could really be THE SCARLET WITCH that everyone thought she was and not just wanda maximoff, young and scared and out of control and so stupid. she wished the reality sheâd created could have stuck, wished that the fighting had stopped so she could go back to pretending to be human, raising the babies she would never have in a palace run by a pleased father and happy siblings. wanda was the human child. she hungered for that now.
âit is my fault,â she said, her heart pounding harder and faster in her chest, because it was true. sheâd said the words. why did you do that? she didnât have to say them, she knew she shouldnât have said them, she knew the CONSEQUENCES and yet sheâd muttered them anyway, let them fall from her lips tasting bitter and cold.
the world would be safer without her in it. the world would be happier if she never existed at all.
come on, kid. follow my voice.
        c o m e   h o m e .
                                     h o m e .
he hadnât said it out loud â but did he know? could he possibly know? wandaâs heart ached and her mind strained against her â you donât have a home, but even as the thought pushed its way inside her she thought about the compound. she did remember the pancakes and the way they laughed about it. she remembered how normal it had been, the way she dreamt families were like, the way they were in books and magazines even in sokovia. she remembered the way tony stark felt like a person rather than a name on a bomb, and how she almost, almost believed that maybe he saw her in the same way.Â
WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION, she thought, WHO MUST BE KEPT AWAY FROM EVERYONE ELSE.
he was fighting to reach her â risking everything to get closer, with his shield up. for the briefest of moments, she was convinced that he was doing it to attack â but that didnât feel right. his voice, the way his mind was working â he just⌠wanted to help.
âiâm so sorry,â wanda whispered, her voice long lost in the chaos of her magic, her own voice ringing in her heads, three words that destroyed so many â
wanda could at least save this one life. she took so many⌠and she thought about the pancakes. the smell of syrup and butter and jam and home, the sound of laughter, the feeling of warmth â and thereâd been no pietro; there, heâd died and it wasnât because of her, he wasnât crumpled on the ground at her feet, dead eyes staring up at her because it had been her fault â it was another life, a softer one â
wanda maximoff just wanted to go home.
she clung to the memory of exploding pancakes harder than sheâd clung to anything before â and she clenched her fists. her power stopped, freezing, glowing red energy surrounding them in stagnation, and the world went silent. wanda braced herself and squeezed her eyes shut, imagined the faces of her found family smiling back at her, let out a controlled breath from between her lips. she opened her eyes, gazing out at the graveyard that had once been genosha, staring at IRON MAN, wishing desperately that she was capable of this. âiâm sorry, stark,â she said, just in case, âfor everything.â
there were so many mistakes to make up for. so little that sorry could cover.
she could get a handle of this. she could stop it. she was the scarlet witch and these powers were hers.
she opened her palms and released her magic â but instead of exploding outwards, it hurled itself back into her â red and bright and red â and she spread her arms wide like she was welcoming them back into herself with a gracious and friendly hug. but her eyes were red, her teeth clenched as she drew it all towards herself, feet lifting gently a few inches off the battle-ridden ground â and when it was done she fell.
her body collapsed forward and she caught herself on the ground, hands unfeeling to the dirt and debris beneath her. slowly, wanda lifted her head, looking out at the desicated battlefield where stark was still alive.
She was in his head. He knew that as soon as he met her gaze, and part of him flinched despite himself. A thread unraveled, tugging on others -- space. aliens. Ultron. Fear threatened to strangle him, harsh and unyielding (Thorâs fingers around his throat, lifting him off the ground like he was nothing--
He fought the fear aside and re-focused on the girl in front of him. This - this he knew well: the anger, the rage, the helplessness... the guilt. How many times had he walked the same road, stared into the same abyss, wished upon the same falling meteor that time could be rewritten, that reality could be undone, that he could simply -- cease
âWanda,â he called out to her, held out a hand, his heart breaking all over again for her. âWanda -- no; you never had anything to apologise for.â
And then -- she opened her hands. He winced within his armour, grit his teeth and waited for the blast...Â
The power fell away, the readouts dropping to nothing, and instead, she fell, a puppet with her strings cut, and he was painfully reminded of the way heâd fallen, a lifetime ago; dropping from space in a suit rendered powerless and useless, eyes closed and ready for the end.
He lunged forward, but he was too late to grab her (oh, just another way in which everything he did was too little, too late) but he bit his lip and dropped to his knees beside her, the armour peeling away.Â
âHey,â he said, placing a hand on her shoulder, and smiling, meeting her gaze. âYou did it. You won. Youâre amazing, Wanda. Absolutely amazing.âÂ
He had so many things he wanted to say, but the moment stretched between them like spun glass, and he was terrified that dropping something as clumsy as mere words into the web would shatter this fragile peace between them. âHere,â he said instead, opening his arms. âMay I?â and he moved to pull her into a hug.Â