J

(shaking and covered in blood) todays episode was great

you'll be sad for a while and then you'll stop giving a fuck and that's the best feeling ever

im so full of emotions i never show

why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

everyone avert your eyes [expresses a standard human emotion] [illogically experiences shame even with only myself as witness]

acts like an animal looking for a private place to die (experience a very basic + necessary feeling)