Hi. Being young and navigating…the cheesiness of love. I’ve found that people enjoy their ego being stroked and often that’s how they choose love contenders. My whole phase right now is know your worth. Do you not want to choose to be valued…to be cared for? In my youth I will not settle and I will not settle to believe this is all I will obtain. I will not compete. I will not subject myself to be in situations of dangerous situations like bitches tryna fight me or the birds questioning my sanity for to them settling and the strength of knowing your whole existence was under-minded and disrespected. Loss taught me love & loss taught me the importance of loyal to self. And to sit at that table. Of self love. Of respect. Of loyalty and just embodying that energy u know. Sometimes you just have to try for yourself you know and it’s okay to be alone. It’s okay to choose loneliness. And it’s okay to be alone. Not saying it’s everything, but just saying it’s okay. We all need and crave connection and intimacy and we all crave to be wild.
Honestly being in the streets really changes you and it changes the way you connect to others as well as maintain those connections. Like I’m talking real life surviving out here. It’s such a dull lonely experience and one where you only really have the means for yourself and you have to make choices. I wouldn’t trade my life experience because it has its luxuries & it has its moments, but all in all I am eternally grateful and I take responsibility for all of the things I’ve allowed to fall. I love me. I love my life. And honestly I’m scared to take that leap and I guess this is why I go this route bc the traumatic events and experiences that happened due to ppl I trusted and some had love for really is scaring. Yes you can move forward, but you’ll never forget. You’ll never forget. So sometimes it’s best to just move forward.



















