Actually, I do kinda wanna talk about RTAH seriously.
I have LOVED them so much and I have HATED them so much. I have defended them and I have criticized them.
They completely lost my trust at some point and that was when I stopped watching their content. I still sometimes engaged with it, because you can't help but check in on your old friends, no matter how much they hurt you.
I said I wanted to see RT crash and burn, and now that it's happening, it feels so very bittersweet, because I honestly stand by what I said, but seeing the people, who you've spent countless hours laughing with, cry... It hurts. It hurts seeing Geoff cry, it hurts seeing Barbara cry, it hurts seeing Jack be devastated etc...
I spent so many Mondays watching the RT Podcast, Wednesdays watching On The Spot and Fridays watching Off Topic, that I've lost count of how much time I've given them.. It never felt wasted, because you got to spend it with amazing people in the community, laughing and crying along with you. So it hurts deeply. I left them, but I loved them, and in some ways, I will always love them.
I have found my community elsewhere, but they were a part of my journey to find them and I will always be grateful for that
















