Mio.

don't you just love it when people complain about you for something you didn't do? just love that. (situation got resolved, kind of hilarious actually)

i have some....emotions going on right now. but i'm afraid if I take them out of my brain in any way shape or form, it'll be too real. and I don't know if i'm ready to say it out loud yet. at least not yet.

i need my manager to stfu and listen to me when I say we need to hire another person to help us. the workload is too much for the people we have. but of course idk if my manager actually will listen or not

anyway today was kinda boring.

my cats are expensive but it's worth it cuz I love them

today was uneventful. except for 3 things:

coworkers offered to help out with car trouble- they know mechanics and were more than willing to ask around. God I appreciate them

we were told we were getting catering from the best burger place in town tomorrow. hell yeah

bitch ass liar of a former coworker showed up. was cordial of course but after everything I was told after they left, I don't know how much I can trust them.

also I somehow screwed up brownies in a highly specific way? still don't know what happened but it's still edible so it's fine probably

so who was gonna tell me you get your ID checked when you buy sharpies? have I just never bought sharpies in the past? like what

also shit's expensive and I hate that I'm nice and I do stuff for other people. fuck

anyways.

anyways i'm tired and I don't wanna get up early.

so I meant to run errands today, but unfortunately paycheck didn't hit today so that has to wait till tomorrow.

today was my lazy day.

scooped cat litter, made dinner, did nothing else productive.

and then got ice cream and chips.

overall a pretty solid day.

holy fuck my feet hurt.

so much to do at work before I left, was running around so much.

then had to get dinner for me and my roommate cuz he's more broke than I am.

AND NOW I'M IN SNEZHNAYA WOOOOOOO

also the new Caesar dipping sauce from McDonald's is good in a way I can't quite explain? like I don't feel like I should like it, something seems off, but I do like it? idk

here's today's actual post lol

god I'm tired. and there's still so much to do. fuck

i just need to get through tomorrow. and then I can rest.

but first dear God I need a haircut. like badly. that's first. and then I can be lazy.

Apologies for not posting yesterday! genuinely thought I did. I must've been too tired and forgot.

anyways yesterday was fine and chill. not too bad. meh

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL CAT DAY!!!!!!!!

i hated working today. so fucking busy. just ew.

popcorn shrimp are delicious.

fuck this heat

today was average as fuck.

also what's with families like ALWAYS coming in 10-15 minutes before closing? (at least in my area) like bro what

god I don't want to work tomorrow

more fuckass problems with my car. yippee. i'm effectively without air conditioning in my car for the hottest months of the year.

i hate paperwork. why is adulting so weird and complicated and difficult and why does the government need so much damn paperwork.

today was fun. and tiring.

drove for roughly 2 hours today, went to therapy, shopped for two hours, spent $80 (worth it), took a fatass nap, and had a delicious dinner.

a day very well spent. have to do the drive again tomorrow but it's fine.

i do miss my cats though. hope they haven't caused too much chaos while I'm away.

you ever just so done with a day and then on your lunch break you drop your plate of spaghetti on accident and start SOBBING? yeah that was me

anyways I hate people

i've become too important at work

i get to have tomorrow can't wait

my guy friends are dumbasses

I have no energy. I just wanna have a day off already. ugggghhhhh why are higher ups and managers so dumb fuck

anyways I'm bored tired and have no energy.

also I love my cats. I love my babies so very much.

fucking hate my perception of time due to ADHD. like sometimes 2 hours feels like it went by in an instant, and other times what felt like 15 minutes was actually 5. tf

soooo I saw a spicy book today with my name on the front cover. will not divulge, but I do have a (somewhat) uncommon name, so it felt *very* uncomfortable to know of its existence. very weird experience.

i've been randomly getting headaches more often, and I don't know why. I drink plenty of water, so I know it's not that. Maybe it's the weather? idk

today was somehow incredibly slow and then went by really fast.

i have been once again asked to make the most anxiety inducing car ride of my life by myself. this time I have experience and more time, but still.

too many thoughts tonight, too little time to type it all out. will most likely forget by morning. yay ADHD

today happened. am very tired so keeping this short.

pharmacist didn't believe me about my prescription until the computer spat out my information at her. (she was very nice and probably just following procedure)

HALLOWEEN STUFF IS COMING OUT IM SO HAPPY YAY

accidentally broke some glass today. was all good.