[Maniacal bob belcher laughter] I did it I finished!!
But his thoughts kept pulling back to that night, the next morning. The feeling of unfinished business. An open docket in the inbox.
By now it was routine, calling from the phone in the day room. And maybe heād gotten a little careless, but in the enlisted barracks you had to fake a degree of privacy even out in the open. Imagine it for yourself and tune out your fellow bachelors, to keep from going crazy. Plus itās not like he ever talked directly about anythingāhonestly the worst itād gotten was talking about the trial and that was no great secret.
Til...all this itād felt like Vic was in charge of it, but now...maybe he was on the other side of the glass. Maybe it had a hold on him.
Jasonās low chuckle was like the crackle of a hearthfire.
So much for shutting the window on that heat (always pushing, this guy). Vic tried again.
The pull he felt to keep chatting, the thrill of getting to talk to him like this, even if they had to keep it wrapped up, underground, was powerful. But the receiver was solid in his hand. Hardwired to the day room, the barracks, the job, the UCMJ.
Jasonās eyes gleamed half-feral, pleased, āI promised I wouldnāt get you in troubleāā then he was dropping the phone back to the cradle and standing to attention. The ghost of the aching, perfect pantomime dancing in his eyes as the admiralās voice crackled over the intercom
By the time the morning light could grace the spare walls of Vicās regulation hovel, the dark of night had taken its toll.
Vic swallowed hard, glanced furtively to the door, to the bullpen, by some miracle managed to keep his jaw from hanging open. Worried heād be blushing crimson by the time he was due in with the admiral.
Because without having to look at the guy all day long, with the karmic scales of his service once more balanced...heād be golden. Right?
But he just slid down to his biceps, squeezing appreciatively, āYou get these pushing paper?ā
Jason managed, half-breathless, āIāve got hobbies.ā
The hiss of static across the line was roaring, no longer a yoke to the world, the reality that wanted to keep Vic from what he wanted. Suddenly it was a thread binding him to Jason, dragging him back into that warmth.
Aside from the lack of light and a quiet sort of hunger, the first thing he really registered was that his back was cold. It sent a chill of, what, disappointment? through him. Putting him in mind of empty beds and lonely mornings.
Drunk instead on this. The sweat disappearing into the collar of Jasonās shirt. The way his eyes tracked heavily across him, and always that grin. Several times Vic thought about ducking in to kiss him, but itād ruin the view.
Tongues and hand slipping deep at the same time. That knuckle, crooked finger whatever, wide, insistent.
Jasonās head tipped, and after a momentās pause he murmured, āI know, I got a couple minutes, honestāAdmiralās still on line two. Would you?ā
He hung up and collapsed, not just bone tired, heavy, defeated. Mumbled into Vicās collar, āItās 11:35. I guess I gotta get going.ā
Tiner nodded and Harriet pulled the jumper aside a little further. It brought her back to high school, her stupider days. (There were more silk scarves in her past than were strictly fashion choices.) Not this bad maybe.
Keeping his reluctance unspoken, Vic said, āI better hang up.ā
I couldn't get "divulged" in there naturally enough and seeing as it was intended to be an either/or and I both'd every other time I'm giving myself a break lmao. Oh, I also did very much cheat and use words I'd already written >_>;; (I liked the words so much, probably because they were very my lexicon lol). Anyway I'm SO pleased I finally crossed this one off the WIP list!!! [proceeds to immediately load up a new WIP that wasn't a WIP because it was just in notes but NOW!!!]