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If you've been following me since 2014, you'll know about my love for SHINee and my bias Jonghyun which also was in the very beginning of my kpop career. I am literally so sad and upset, to know that he's gone just makes my first memories of kpop hurt even more. Like I haven't stopped crying since earlier this morning. I can't even look at his face or watch anything with him in it because I'll just start crying again. You'll also know that I got into kpop when I was going through severe depression and anxiety. Jonghyun was one of the people that helped me get through it and put a smile on my face. Honestly I don't think it has fully hit me that he's gone. Just because it's so shocking. I'll miss you Jonghyun