It was a nice opening line. The sort that Isabela used to hook her target. Fanni fell for it as per normal, an answer on the tip of her tongue, a narcissistic desire to talk about herself, but Isabela produced speech quicker than Fanni ever could. A disapproving smile settled onto her face, and despite knowing that she could trust the Spaniard, her heartbeat quickened because the statement was too alike a threat. "I think back then I needed to..." It had not been that long time ago, if she wanted, she could still tap into the desperation and self-loathing that had been present around that time. "It would have been a cause. Critically thinking, I don't think I would have been able to hold my head up high through it. It would have been a disservice to everyone." Had she gone through her promise, things would have gone very differently. It was hard to even imagine where she'd be. "I think I wanted to feel honest too."
" i think you would have SURVIVED just fine. " hungary and spain were different in MYRIAD of ways but both were catholic to a fault. the scrutiny wasn't welcome but fanni would have handled it with grace. she had the sort of skill. she knew how to appear sympathetic. a person who took the beating so sweetly that she appeared too beautiful for the world. " you might have been an inspiration but now we'll never know. " because the role fanni had chosen for herself was the wife. lesbian lovers did not fit on the menu. " do you feel dishonest now ? "













