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This kind of job demands too much time. Siguro baka sa umpisa lang.

You need to be calm every single time even when deep inside, you're panicking already.

Nakaka-exhaust din physically. I cant even take a leave lalo na ngayong december.

It is kind of irritating that I was forced to take a position that I think I don't deserve.

My family, friends, co-workers and gf are all telling me that I deserve it.

I tried everything to decline the promotion for 2wks - directly and indirectly. If I could cry on cue just for the sake of proving how badly I wanted to stay, I would have done it already haha. I did cry after reading the memo tho in front of my co-workers. Like, it's 5 in the afternoon and you knew that would be your last day at work, what kind of reaction would you get? Hahaha. I felt kind of a kid for crying in front of my manager and colleagues but haha, I was so emotional, I really didnt want to leave.

But now that it's already official, I should just try my best to learn everything from scratch as fast as my brain can take.

My first day was alright.

Thank God.

The previous branch manager and the area manager were both there. Later tonight will be my first manager's meeting that I'll attend. I am not sure how it will go but I am praying that I'll be emotionally and physically strong enough to be able to take on every challenge that this position has to offer.

I do pray that the staff in my new branch will all be supportive and understanding to all my shortcomings. And I do pray that they will be able to help me wholeheartedly.

But above all, I am deeply grateful for everyone especially my family and my special one for encouraging and supporting me

Whether I should accept the challenge of being an officer-in-charge of another branch or not...

Nakakaloka.

Last week, iniisip ko lang kung saan ko iinvest ang 13th month pay at bonus this december. Ngayon, I am facing a life-chaging decision.

When I was interviewed, I already told the president thrice that I am not yet ready to be the one in-charge. I gave him reasons but he kept on convincing me.

"I am sorry sir but I really have to decline."

I think he realized that I was already dead serious so the interview ended right after.

I told my manager what happened. And she told me that the president told our general manager and vp to convince me to take the job.

I want to stay as LP in my branch to focus on my MBA and to enjoy my life. To be honest, I am not yet sure if I can be responsible enough to lead a branch to success.

Anyway, I already told them no but my manager said they might force me to do it.

"Anong gagawin mo kung pilitin ka talaga?"

So that's what I'm gonna think about this weekend.

Imagine having a long day at work then coming home to this. 😂❤️

Bihira lang ako masurprise. Although I kind of already had the idea that she might do something for me - like a card. Di ko lang naanticipate na dinner date pala.

It's a good thing she used crepe paper instead of flowers. Hahahaha. Mahal kaya nun. 😂

Anyway, this was taken weeks ago. It was not a 'special' day like monthsary pr whatever but it surely was a memorable one.

I know this appreciation post is a bit too late. But better late than never. 😏

What a productive day hahaha.

Got my sister's TOR, cooked adobo and sopas with my girlfriend, and lola.

Thesis time later.