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i used to love getting asks

My goal omg

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

i never regret the meals i didn’t eat, only the ones i did.

never pressed the reblog button so fast

This is WHAT I NEED TO REMEMBER.

This!! I only take lots of shifts at work for exercise and to prevent binging at home. I only take baths because I’m so fcking cold, and to distract myself from eating. I only drink coffee to fill my stomach and give myself energy. My favourite drinks at bars are only because their low cal. Everything I do is because of my ed, it’s honestly depressing.

so very true

It just takes over your life

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

this post describes my life