arriving precisely when i mean to

"impulse buy" (noun) anything I have been low-key thinking about purchasing for 3 months, an item that subsequently spent 24-48 hours in my cart as I went through each and every state of grief, and which I then bought, in a desperate, the-guilt-can't-get-me-if-I'm-fast-enough rush.

man sometimes friendship really is just "I saw this and knew it would give you psychic damage. please respond with agony" and then they do. and it's great

Connor Storrie was born to do the Ilya Rozanov cathartic entryway cry while Shane drives away the morning after the gladiator costume sex evening. Jacob Tierney knew this. He knew that jerking it in the shower and the russian monologue was only the beginning.

Rewatching Sense8 10 years later as an adult is a totally different experience. Watching it I felt my younger self feel so connected and inspired by these characters and their relationships….. to this day it’s such a shame they had to cram so much into that last episode but what they DID do in those final moments is so beautiful and powerful still even now. It’s also a huge fuck you to Netflix ending with a queer wedding on top of the Eiffel Tower and the bow on top is one more final sex scene with so many different kinds of bodies in beautiful slow motion as they all come together to climax??????? With a newly thruplized Indian man having sex with his wives German boyfriend saying breathlessly “I never knew such things were possible” ??!!!!?!?!???!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!???!???Genuinely kill me dead.

Thjazi being in Julien's shadow and staying there keeps him protected from the Tachonis's forced servitude is like, okay, so, if Julien dies, there's a VERY SIGNIFICANT problem in the way of, not only is Julien dead, but Nullus is immediately nabbing Thjazi. unfortunately, Julien's entire mechanical build can be flippantly summarized "passively suicidal adrenaline junkie"

the thing about "no one is talking about this!" posts is that at best they are weird guilt trips trying to make you feel personally responsible for the fact that you haven't heard about one specific thing happening that no one has mentioned to you. at worst they are just wrong because the op turns out to have no idea what people are talking about because they've never listened to another person in their life. either way I am not reblogging that

in retrospect this moment was absolutely pivotal to my butch awakening but it was also just a lesbian power move

Today I saw a leaf that looked like a frog and I was like haha nice and then it hopped because it WAS a frog and I started crying bc life is really full of everyday miracles including but not limited to experiencing frogs

you got camouflaged dude. If you were frog prey...... hoooo boy

I love them, your honor

No one is doing it like Ilya Rozanov. He’s in a gladiator costume. He sent the rookies home from his party because he’s depressed. His boyfriend drove two hours with a butt plug in because Ilya looks hot in that gladiator costume and Hayden Pike called him a prude and that bothers him. Shane said I’m a freak and I need my boyfriend to know that, but Ilya can’t stop crying thinking about Shane. Ilya is looking down at his plugged up boyfriend giving him a bj under the gladiator skirt and he’s got tears in his eyes. He’s alarmed by the tears in his eyes and responds by fucking Shane nearly upside down on the couch like an inversion table. He’s doing fine. Maybe he should think about therapy.

Sometimes people say that Ilya’s characterization changes dramatically from HR to TLG but I think it’s more like the “expectation / reality” frame from 50 Days of Summer. We spend most of HR in Shane’s head perceiving Ilya as the coolest hottest man alive and the minute we hop into Ilya’s head it’s like oh. Oh no this man is sticking a fork into his toaster

Ilya heard you must feel that you are abandoned by god to be a good top and said ah well yes and then never thought any deeper about it