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WE KNEW ALL DA SINNING WE DID,

BUT WE ALL WANTED A BETTER LIFE FOR OUR KIN,

AND IF WE STARTED ALL OVER WE’D DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN,

DATS JUST WHAT RISKING LIFE FOR FAMILY IS,

PUT A SMILE ON EVERY FACE OF DEM KIDS,

NEVA HAVING TO WORRY BOUT WHERE DEY GOIN LIVE,

ITS DA WAY DIS SHIT IS,

ETERNAL DIVIDENDS…

EVERY SO OFTEN..

I THINK “WHAT WOULD WE DO IF THE SKY DECIDES TO FALL?”

LIKE IT GETS TIRED OF US ALL

LIKE WE HAVE YET TO LET GO OF THE HATE AND LET THE LOVE EVOLVE

EVERY SO OFTEN I DREAM ABOUT IT ALL…

SPEND EVERY WAKING DAY WITH YOU,

BUT MOST TIMES I CONTEMPLATE IF IM REALLY MADE FOR YOU.

TRUTH IS IM SCARED OF ME & YOU,

SCARED OF WHAT I MIGHT DO,

SCARED OF IF SHIT DONT GO MY WAY I’D GET UPSET AND TURN YOU LOOSE.

AND FUCK SOME BITCH JUST TO DISTRACT ME FROM THE PAIN THATS BEEN CHOKING ME LIKE A NOOSE.

I’D RATHER LIVE IN LONGING PAIN BEFORE I’D EVER HURT YOU.

BUT I STILL THINK ABOUT HER ALMOST EVERYDAY

I BEEN IN LOVE SO LONG THINKING

It’s Not Like I Don’t Wanna Kiss You,

It’s Not Like I Don’t Wanna Be Wit You,

When You Gone I Always Miss You,

When We Don’t Talk I Feel Like I’ve Been Hit By A Missile,

When Something Goes Wrong To You First It Gets Mentioned,

With Love I Wonder Whats My Issue,

It Might Be All The Trails That I Have Been Through,

Maybe It’s The Vows Of Death That Make Me Resentful,

The Thought Of Your Heart Not Beat On My Chest.. Never Again Could I Be Wit You,

All Alone With No One To Take Offense To,

Or Even Make An Amend To.

I Love You But Love It’s Just Not Something I’m Kin To..