dainty witty

honestly, I just fell in love with you. I don't want you with anyone else, it's been a while since I had this feeling. I realized that I messed it up first, however can we start over again? Please. I've been crying and hurting for the past weeks, and had a thought that everything's changed. Did you have someone else? Please, God, no.

dark thoughts invaded my mind. thinking of ways that life is worth living.

living the life was never easy, yet you somehow manage to pull it through. be proud of it.

facets of life, indeed tough.

It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

am i the one who's actually mentally disturbed? I'm totally annoyed with everything. Why? Why? Why? I really want to slam something right now.

I'm mentally and physically sick.

baba once said, you're the greatest gift that I've got. please live for me.

the similarities that my brother and I have is that we're both depressed and sick, yet we're both need each other to stay alive and continue living. I don't really have the heart to be okay like before. My family indeed wasn't complete without my papa. Half of my soul was already dead. I have the guts to live, just because of my mother. Now, I always cried for the slightest thing. I'm brittle.

never been better. i felt relieved.

sakit hati sial, kau buat aku ni macam tak ada pape. kau tengok la nanti. hm sedih nya, ya Allah.

my heart is not a place for you to mess and play on. ever since this, i always kept on crying alone.

my soul was already gone since my dad passed. i have no will to live.

I'm confused, baffled with arrogance and hatred.

being a hopeless romantic is the most painful thing ever.

i still can't defeat me. i don't realize that it severely kills me.