Im at a point in my Life..

I remember when I was happy I remember when I was content I remember when I was sad I remember when I was depressed I remember when I was suicidal How will I remember when die...

Hey grandma, its that day again. That day I wish I could just sleep through, the day I wish didn't mean anything again, the day I lost myself, the day you left me. I miss you soo much, I.... I just love you..

Three handsome little babys

My Kitten, had kittens.. :)

I honestly dont now what to do anymore I take  like one step forward just to be put back 18 steps. Gosh ive been cutting so damn often idk where else to cut that isn't noticeable. im stuck and I hate being stuck. My phones off, my screens shattered anyway, but its just all to much to deal with on top of all the other b.s im dealing with. I jut need to go away. I cant go home because all ill do is contemplate suicide like shit, until I do it. Fuck my life is a complete mess and idk how to fix it...