music&chocolate

Wow. So, when? Since our, uh, rookie season. Since your rookie season? No, it's not true. Since before that. Not helpful.

Does it fucking kill you too? Not anymore.

the raw intimacy of knowing someone by getting to know their deepest corners, in the physical and the metaphorical sense. it's about saying, 'hey you. i want to get to know you. and i want you to get to know me and so here's me stripping myself bare and showing you all of me, giving you all of me. this is me, scars and all. this is you, scars and all. this is us, and i know you and you know me and i love you, in spite and despite it all, because you're you.' it's letting them into your mind, heart and body, creating a space for them, and you, and both of you together. it's about saying, 'so these are the walls but i'm creating a window for you to come in. it's a mess, but it's my safe space. hope you like it. hope you feel safe too.'