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DEVON: I do, but everyone there, including myself, wanted Codie up there leading. They didn't want me.

DEVON: I know but I need to get out of here or else I'm going to scream. Do you think we can find a way into town or something?

DEVON: Nothing specific, just worried about you. Normally you're a little more vocal.

CAM: all i'm saying was that you stood up when no one else would and we figured things out. we all didn't burst into flames. i'm saying you did a good job for the coven. so thank you

CAM: i'll figure out a way to get us into town. i need a night away from this place

DEVON: Yeah yeah, I don't know about that.

DEVON: I'd like that. Maybe next week? Once we get the rest of the planning squared away for this rescue mission?

DEVON: Seriously? There's nothing dramatic or juicy for me to take my mind off of everything?

CAM: well, maybe trust me a little bit

CAM: next week works for me. i know we have other things to worry about. but after that.

DEVON: Yeah I genuinely don't know how that happened.

DEVON: I guess? I was just channeling Codie.

DEVON: For real, no bullshit, I feel like I'm just treading water. Nothing is better, nothing is worse, I'm just here.

DEVON: What about you? You've been uncharacteristically quiet.

CAM: it's because you're the best and finally you're allowing people to see it

CAM: maybe give yourself some credit too

CAM: yeah, i can understand that on some level. if you ever want to actually hang out, let me know. i know there's a lot going on with you

DEVON: It doesn’t mean anything. She.. I think we’re friends.

DEVON: I didn’t. No one else was volunteering so I just said what everyone was saying.

CAM: friends is good. look at you. all your friends

CAM: i know, but it was cool of you to even step up. we got organized and now have a plan

DEVON: Is that supposed to be a euphemism or something?

DEVON: I'm not leading anything.

CAM: no? it's literally what i watched happen with my eyes

CAM: so, it's been a few days

CAM: out here leading meetings

DEVON: I'm not disagreeing but it takes two to tango.

DEVON: Yeah... that's true.

DEVON: I need to go talk to Jordan. I'll... later.

CAM: and your dancing partner is out there

DEVON: Maybe.

DEVON: Yeah, I guess. Still probably won't happen again.

CAM: hey, stop that. you will. you have so much to offer

UNSENT: What do you see when you look at me?

DEVON: Yeah, exactly. Jealous.

DEVON: I don't think it's a big deal. I think she got what she wanted and I got what I wanted, and that's it.

CAM: you'll find someone who gets you like that. maybe you have a little bit

DEVON: I guess... it's just a little unnerving.

DEVON: But it's about trust, and it's nice that you have that with someone you trust. That's all I meant

DEVON: Maybe she what? I guess she did. She's supposed to, I thought?

CAM: i think people see what they want. you're okay. i wouldn't worry too much about it

CAM: oh, then yeah. it is nice to know she'll just take care of me. all i have to do is ask

DEVON: Goddess, I hope I'm not that easy to read.

DEVON: That sounds really nice. I'm kind of jealous you guys have that.

DEVON: It's... Eilwin. I don't know how she just... knew, but she did.

CAM: sometimes people have to be looking for it and see it in a different way than most people

CAM: nothing to be jealous about. i'm happy i have her, but she's just my friend

DEVON: The true death of a millennial.

DEVON: Yeah that's true. I didn't even really think about it until she brought it up.

DEVON: How does Zara know? Because that was my first time and I have no idea I needed some of that until after.

DEVON: It's fine, I'm fine. No throwing down.

CAM: sometimes you don't know what you need until someone gives it to you. it sounds like she's pretty in tune with reading people? or at least you

CAM: sometimes i ask. sometimes she can just look at me and see it. we've talked about it. she also just knows me. we've known each other for so long, it's almost like an extension of myself

DEVON: I hate everything about this.

DEVON: No, I get it. Why do you think I didn't tell you either? I'm glad you have that with her though.

DEVON: I dunno, I kind of hated it in the moment, but then I didn't. Has that happened with you? Yeah, she was... surprisingly sweet.

CAM: the juxtaposition of this conversation is truly a wonder

CAM: because it's such a big thing that takes a lot of trust and sometimes... people are so small minded. thank you for trusting me with it

CAM: sometimes it can be hard? zara knows what i need. sometimes it can make me feel humiliated and then... i kinda feel free? is that how you felt? okay good. i'm glad she took care of you. that's really good

DEVON: Just you wait, just you wait.

DEVON: What about /trust/?

DEVON: I won't. I wouldn't. That's.. it's okay, Cam. I'm not judging.

DEVON: Last night, that's how it started kind of... I had to- I needed it.

CAM: really can't wait

CAM: you know i never wanted to hurt you

CAM: okay, okay. i know you wouldn't. i just don't want people to know because a lot of people wouldn't get it

DEVON: Yeah, I'm the world's most annoying little sister. I've had a lot of practice.

DEVON: Fine fine, you got it Troy Bolton.

DEVON: Scout's honor.

DEVON: Oh. Yeah, it makes sense. Does she.. or do you... is hitting involved? Like the consensual kind.

CAM: you're hardly annoying. i like it. i've never had a sibling before

CAM: what about us? what about everything we've been through?

CAM: yes, depending on what we need. i like... being spanked. i swear to god if you tell anyone, devon...

DEVON: Do you even hear yourself? How are you going to stick with me if you keep thinking I'm going to drop you like a hot potato?

DEVON: I know you don't, but I try not to make a habit of doing it in the first place. But if you ever need to do that, I don't mind either.

DEVON: If you want to answer it, I- I solemnly swear I won't be rude.

CAM: it was a general statement. i feel like you're too stubborn to drop me. it goes both ways

CAM: again, goes both ways. if i'm going to open up, so are you. we're all in this together or whatever that song is

CAM: you swear?

DEVON: Until I fuck up again, I know, but I'm pretty sure you just said you'd stick with me. Unless you were just saying that.

DEVON: I do say so. I'll just put a bunch of emojis next to your name so I don't accidentally text you again in a panic.

DEVON: Thanks, Cam.

DEVON: Oh my god, what the fuck?? I just mean how everyone always talks about being sore afterwards and I'm not. Jesus, what are you and Zara even doing together?

CAM: i meant until people get tired of me. i meant what i said. i'll stick with you through thick and thin. even when we both get difficult

CAM: you can always text me in a panic. i don't mind

CAM: you're welcome