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*anyhujg i say about mysgau Orion is not reflective of my actual beliefs. But I have to say these things or Orion will die and become something else like a butterfly. whicih is bad ❤️ okayyy thanks for your understanding

I do NOT have a box of characters I have Shen jiu who I was always a bit reticent about doing it further to because it seemed like I could never grasp the core of her (in different ways than Orion) and I was only shallowly circling the surface trying to break in, so I abandoned that venture altogether. But the goal with her was certainly not to warp and turn inside out beyond recognition. I do that to Orion because I fundamentally disagree with basically every part of transformers and like to disrespect the things it holds as sacred out of spite which include the relative moral righteousness of Optimus prime ❤️ unlike svsss I have no respect for what transformers tries to say… It is true that they are the same general flavor though.

U guys have such high opinions of me. Im not that special i prommy… if only u knew the bloggers i follow u would not be so easily astonished…. But i will not name them publically for austerity smiles . Anyway im not odd at all i live a very mundane life where i go to work every day and go home every day…. I know about my experience of humanity but i find it’s different to most people’s, just like how i imagine most people find their experience of humanity different to most people’s. I’m certainly not incredibly smart, I’m average smart… I’m a little quicker at picking up very specific things maybe but I compensate for this by being a very low effort individual. I do like to try to be aware because like most people i cant shake the misguided belief that self awareness is its own virtue even without accompanying change. I was only born in a liminal space insofar as u consider a hospital 2 be a liminal space. The universe isnt linear, but the reasons u percieve it as such aren’t really things u can help by doing or not doing, so i wouldn’t be too upset abt that. Unless you mean doing or not doing hallucinogenics, which i havent tried, so I can’t verify whether or not they do things like that. U make sense dont worry ^^ overall im not that special n humanity isnt so bleak! I think humanity’s kind of really awesome actually despite the fact that it sucks

3 assumptions at once.. smiles. I’m actually a very extroverted and loud person; I’ve never been able to shut the fuck up. I don’t feel that much guilt, I play it up for the blog because I think it’s funny. I think you all will live without my doodles. Yeas im a grad student doing neuroscience n physics ^_^ no need to feel out of the loop i post bullshitttttttttttt