LoveHasNoLimit

Baruch Spinoza  (via fyp-psychology)

Anxiety has always something that’s been a burden on me. As young as 10 years old, I suffered from anxiety attacks. I grew up in a house hold where violence, anger and alcoholism was the “norm”. Countless nights of hiding under the blankets, and crying in fear of the unknown. As I grew older, my anxiety grew stronger and deeper. The attacks grew worst too. I started to not only hurt emotionally, but physically. Crying, shortness of breath, blurred vision, and nausea. The psychological part grew worse by each attack also. Before you knew it, I became suicidal. I just wanted to stop being in pain. Cutting was my outlet and I always thought if I just pushed the blade deeper, just maybe I can be free. No one especially guys understood and were patient enough to deal with my anxiety. You see, it’s not easy loving somebody who suffer from anxiety. Having to rush to them at moments notice, hold them when they are crying uncontrollably, or love them when they don’t want to love themselves. Having anxiety is tough and being in a relationship is hard when you have moments when it seems like your fears are drowning you. The constant guilt feeling of having someone you love worry about you or feeling like your draining them. Then God did something I never saw coming, giving me him. See, this man has managed to love me at times I couldn’t even love myself. He has held me up with I was too weak to stand for myself. Encourage me to go beyond my fears. He has taught me while it is hard to have anxiety, it is not who I am. I am more then a girl who cries, but a woman strong enough to show that I’m not perfect. I don’t have to be anyone but myself. I know people say love doesn’t help someone with mental problems like depression or anxiety, but I can tell you they are so wrong. Love has stopped me from ending my life, held me when I was uncontrollable and freed me from the prison anxiety had trapped me in. It might not be enough for some people, but his love gives me strength. To anyone who feels hopeless, lost and feels like you are unloved, it’s not true. God places people in our lives to show us that we are meant so much more then our struggles. So either it’s a boyfriend, girlfriend or even just a friend. Someone loves you. Don’t forget that. ❤️

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Shinji Moon (via themotivationjournals)

June 24, 2016 - Bumbum’s in Central Park

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