Life has. Been a really strange sequence of events lately . Just mostly tellin g myself to feel nothing when I feel the weight of the world on top of me and have nothing to do . My heart has been perpetually broken and there is not much you can do. I’ve always been this way . It’s so sad

Ppl are tediously evil at times but idk you get used to it and the days blur into each other

Desires swarming into beautiful spiral rainbows that fly into the sky unwillingly with no force. You hear the lake of your childhood. You remember how your mother would speak Russian on the phone. You see all of the stars interconnected in unity forever.

Sell all of your designer clothing. Move to Austin TX. Start your dream and make a movie

Immm pretty good at knowing when it ends T_T

Very happy . And things could be worse. I had to make a move that was humiliating at first but was all for the better and complete coincidence . god is always there with you I promise

I’ll Learn ur every secret but I won’t ever know what to do with it🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️

The road is conquered by gravel I can’t see your face or my surroundings for miles and all I can do is scream out

These Boys sweet like gingerbread Man😣