rugged soul 🌙

In another world, I turned 25 last 7th of March and it was one hell of a weekend \ birthday week full of surprises from my friends and family here in ny. I’m so blessed 🥲 got so shy bc i didnt expect anything but made me so special haaays!! 🥰

challenge accepted 🖤 ty tag @rosefranzzz @tracyloveo @kimznajarro @weeyynnddeeii ✨ (at Dagat. :')) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDJh_VWJEYD-l8EJ2skMddLEnL_Bph-xaQi8hc0/?igshid=qq8oyi122ynn

061620 my first attempt in writing a poem; i know i’m bad at it but yeah. :’) theres just so many things in my head and i thought i’d share some here. been listening and discovering some new random ballad music/songs in youtube!! yesterday, i was reading and was listening to bts the whole afternoon, just chill. && also ended up scrolling thru old photos on my google photos — such sweet memories. distracted, as always xx

mood swingzZz (at soakin up some sun) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBMdhStpw5NOJuGUuwm3f5JtpEaPX-glNgUhAo0/?igshid=x927mhd202kv

051020 10AM--- Happy Mother’s Day to all mums!!! (PST time that is~) A few days ago, me & my sisters were talking about our nanay on our groupchat since us girls planned a little something for her. With the efforts of our younger sister at home since the Ates are all awaay heeehee :-) (Got to see the vid earlier today when she my sister gave our gift and I got teary eyed seeing her so happy with our little gift and when she started reading our letters BAHAHAHAH tearssss :((((((( ) \\  Can’t help but feel nostalgic remembering all those timesss but thats for another story! :) A lot has happened in the past few weeks -- well, it was a LOT for me :> but still surviving and rising up to the challenge!!! Baby cousins learned how to ride the bike without the balancer, the other one scratched his leg cuz he fell off but said he was fine. Good boii. Other days, I just lie in bed and ofcourse study too or randomly receives a call from biancs either because she wants my opinion on something (which I’m kilig whenever :)))) & I’m so happy to be able to help!!!!! )or that she just wants to talk and we talk for like hours about random things (helps me lists things I have to do or the things we’ll do after quarantine, *Lists Lists* adds to list: for me, to read the manga she’s been obsessing about since highschool and the list goes on and on hahahaha!!) && i’m so happy to be able to learn from her just as she said she learns from me~ but I doubt it :)))) :(( I think I’ve been learning a lot from her perspectives in life and somehow glad she indulges me with my weirdo tendencies of just being weird as usual. LOL. Last night, bianx called me on discord and decided to have a group call with the other girls and we ended up watching Crazy Little Thing Called Love ~ we’ve been wanting to watch it since 2 weeks ago when the topic surfaced and ALAS spontaneously had a movie girl’s night in the middle of the night thru metastream -- haven’t done this before but I had so much funn!! :’))) & I can’t believe I forgot how funny and cute the movie was HAHAHA!! Woke up today and prepared spam, cheese french toast for my tita ~ happy mother’s day!! (*taps my own back!*) && I’m so happy to say that I’ve been working out for the past few months and I'm luving the endorphins!!!! LOL :))))))) FINALLY, finished The Alchemist. Haven’t finished a novel for the longesssst time [05.05.20] (starts one, then procrastinates or gets distracted with life LOL) && it feels gooood!!! Felt that the book resonated with all the things that has been happening in my life right now and never thought I’d needed the inspiring words of Paulo C. to make me feel again. Feel again, in the sense that I got to be reminded how HE has brought me this far and I’m always so thankful for His wonderful ways of showing me his love & grace!!  🥺 Brb, ~ xoxo

xoxo

--- marimar, 2020

some photos are kinda blury cuz i was in a hurry and not too high quality cuz i was just using our old canon cam :-) This was last January 2020 Just wanted to capture some for remembrance :)