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Everybody has a chapter they donāt read out loud.
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I find it funny that I am so stubborn to admit that I have a problem with my mental heath despite all the symptoms being seen. It must be the social stigma or maybe itās just the disorder talking.Ā
āHey I donāt really want to bother anyone with my problems, so Iāll just pretend they donāt exist and carry onā
Yeah right, thatās BS!Ā
Why the heck are meetings during such inconvenient times!?
I saw this on a meme page and this is how I feel as I drown myself in caffeine and try to get my act together.
@anxietyproblemā

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I know itās the stress talking but my mind wonāt stop telling itself toĀ ākill meā. I donāt necessary yearn for death, and I think itās normal to feel such frustration with oneself when there are so many things to do and not enough time. When there is time you feel like youāre trying to use it to rest, but rest is never enough. You need to catch up on healing yourself but it doesnāt heal all the way.
The mind is overstimulated. Day and night. Weāre always thinking and always processing information. Where is the end? When weāre not, we are restless. The brain is prepared to contain more information, but there is none to behold. Is this what technology use has done? A double edged blade that gives us accessible knowledge to benefit ourselves, yet makes us aware of the fact that everyone around us is doing something beneficial for themselves? This competitive stance is exhausting. All of it is exhausting and weāll never be satisfied with ourselves because even though we know that itās futile, we want to strive for perfection.Ā
Well, perfection is an illusion.
The photo manipulation is absurd. The endless stream of people making progress in their work turns into one entity that surpasses us as an individual when we perceive it. We may forget that those we see, too have flaws. Theyāre not going to flaunt it around until theyāve found their stable zone or maybe they never will.Ā
Iām not anything special
Donāt even try to convince me otherwise. Iām somebody in this world who creates drawings when I feel like it and go through life like itās no one elseās business. I want to say Iām modest, but part of me says Iām rather arrogant.
I am unique to myself yet Iām just another face in a crowd. I donāt want to be seen, yet I want people to notice me. At the same time...I wish they wouldnāt associate me with anything. I am simply being. I exist. Thereās no need to make my existence linger.
I know so little, but I donāt know where to begin.
Step by step they say, but something about me is all or nothing
Someday thatāll come to me.
All or Nothing
Itās a process desiring patience.
In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain the old pain.
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Today is a bad day, where I feel defeated but have just enough strength to carry on.
I donāt feel like doing much. Iām exhausted, but this isnāt the time to rest.
Today is one of my bad days, where I am looking towards everyone else but not myself.
Comparing how theyāre better than me and how theyāre capable of making a difference to their life. All their hard work has began to blossom but Iāve been here soaking in my own dread, fears, doubts, and jealousy.
Life is full of terrors, yet we must keep fighting.
Itās not the end game until youāve decided to let delude yourself into thinking thereās nothing you can do without even considering the potential that lies within.
Every human being has the potential to do something good or bad without needing anything in return.Ā
Life is filled with uncertainty, and I think that is why people are worried about leaving things to chance or waiting for the right moment.Ā
Itās not necessarily wrong to wait or to take action. Some moments come from hard work and recognition, but I think chance can also play an opportunity. This doesnāt mean that you dream without doing anything with your life.
It means live your life and be the best person you can be. Take the opportunities even if you donāt know what is in store for you. Sometimes these opportunities are almost effortless but lead to something else entirely. Maybe itās because youāre having fun or itās not something of a great deal. Sometimes itās a small thing that leads to another thing. Donāt stand idle and ignore uncertainties.Ā
Hard work is part of this process, but it might not always be the key. I would say courage is the key to igniting things for the years to come, even when youāre shaking in your boots and can see the comfort of the barrier surrounding you, cracking like pierced glass.Ā
Iām alive and thatās what matters.
Wherever fate has led me up to, I need to decide for myself. Should it wish me an eternal slumber, I shall evade. It has no hold on someoneās will.
Should it wish me a trial to prepare me for the reasoning of my existence, then I shall face it.

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Top 10+ Lessons of Depression
Depression is an evil monster and if you let it win. Itās game over. No matter how destructive it is, you can learn some valuable lessons. These will make you stronger and compassionate towards the suffering of other human beings. After years of torment and struggle, I now see life differently. It isnāt as dark anymore. Depression has grown empathy and understanding in me. Here are the top 10+ lesson I have learned:
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The trick here is to remind yourself it is temporary. #GoodRead
When I think about using introversion as an excuse to being unable to find the will to talk to people, I have to remember the moment Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki talk about themselves as introverts. While taking sometime for themselves, going to places alone is an ideal scenario off the job, reaching out to their fans, family, and friends are also important.
If we all stuck ourselves in pigeon holes, weād be stunting our potential.Ā
Surely we have a preference, but that doesnāt mean we should always follow it if another choice would help us grow as people. Thereās a more meaningful purpose if weāre willing to go the extra mile.
All this from supernatural convention videos on YouTube. If they hadnāt spoken of it, then maybe I would still be pigeon holing myself.Ā