As 2020 is coming to an end reflecting on this past year is definitely a must. It has been the most trying year in my 24 years of life , it started off hard with me having my second miscarriage. Picking up and moving from florida to New York ,to find that a virus would impact this country and our world for the remainder of the year and definitely impact some of our lives forever .Being stuck in isolation for 2 months took a huge mental and physical toll on me , it triggered the most intense anxiety I have ever felt to the point where I literally could not function day to day without medication to help me . Then may came and I was freed from my anxiety spiral, I moved to Texas and everything got better. Finally found a great place to live and grow with my family, got a new pup who is now not so little. Found out I was expecting my 4th child (after 2 miscarriages) , recently found out it is a boy . Hes still going strong and so is my family . My husband is still out there working hard and sacrificing his time with us to support our family and to make a better future for us . So heres to hoping 2021 will be a better year for all of us .