My life be like,

How can I be okay when you were always there for me and I couldn't be there for you when it mattered. the last thing you ever did was wish me a happy birthday of this year and I didn't get to tell you... How can I be okay when I know the stupid motherfucker who killed you is out there wearing your chain bragging about this shit, when I know for a FACT it wouldn't have went down like that if you were awake. He killed you while you slept and the guards let it happen... you were in the box for beating this dude's ass and they let him get to you while you slept.. how can I ever be okay with that... 2 hearts 1 soul forever, idk of mine can keep beating for the both of us. Your birthday was a beautiful day, and I know it's the first birthday you have been free in a very long time but it's not the kind of freedom I wanted for you.. you were supposed to be coming home. Your appeals were in and working.. I'll never be the same again. I'm so sorry for not being there when you needed me most. But I need you now. Please Cody Lee White. Aka Stone.. smh I need you rn.