i'm yours

Sometimes you give all your energy to other people. Listening helping in general just being there but you cant do it for yourself. You just don't have the strength but you can't let other people know so you keep draining all the energy you have left.

6 yrs feels like 6 months. You still make me as happy as I was when we were 17.

I miss waking up next to you. And kissing you and hugging you. I miss your cologne and your smile.

Sometimes I hate you and wish I could just get over you. Then I realize I don't know how I would live without you. For 6 years you have been in my life..of course it was on and off but you were always there. I needed you and there you were. That's us. We just are. So no I don't hate you. I can't hate you. I can only care about you in a way I never cared about anyone else.

After years of trying to help other people I finally found someone who will help me. It feels good to know when you need him he will be there.

I want one of those Hollywood romance slow motion moments. Where I see him and I start to run and so does he and everything slows down until I am in his arms. Where nothing else matters but us.