Hello. My name is Agape (pronounced Uh-Gop-Ey), and welcome to my art blog. If any of the following themes disturb you, please be wary of looking at my art. CW: Artistic nudity, suggestive themes, gore, and i occassionally delve into my own problems in relation to my ptsd. Each piece will have applicable warnings on them as well.
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The world as we know it (Started May 1, 2026-Present)
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i know we all enjoyed that screencap from hogwarts mystery where madam pomfrey lets slip that snape is needy when he gets a cold but like
maybe it's because he's feeling under the weather that his usual facade cracks. the illness is just a conduit, an excuse to be 'needy', because he finally has something he can blame for feeling bad - something specific that he can pinpoint, one he can share. without meaning to, without any intention or conscious awareness that it's what he's doing, he's seeking the comfort and sympathy he's always been starved for. what would it take to be considered needy, anyway? turning up repeatedly for potions from madam pomfrey, even though he could brew them himself? coughing/sniffing dramatically in the staffroom, sitting by the fire looking like death warmed up, and playing it up a little?
i'm not sure he'd get much, though. in the game, madam pomfrey tells people he's needy, which doesn't suggest sympathy and actually feels a bit mean, telling other people that. when he speaks to the students, he tells them to stop gawking at him with 'feigned pity', suggesting that's what he's used to:
getting back into 'canon' extrapolations from book characterisations, i expect that the other teachers would hardly be sympathetic...
(i went on a bit of a ramble so have broken it down below)
mcgonagall
mcgonagall is probably the professor suggested to be closest to snape, with their quidditch rivalry bordering a frenemy-style relationship - but she seems very old-school tough love/dismissal, the type to snap "just have a whisky/potion and get on with it"
dumbledore
dumbledore might offer some kind words, but their relationship is... complicated. snape is, obviously, a brooding little bitch - he's not about to forget that dumbledore dismissed his wanting to die like it was nothing when lily died, so he's hardly going to think that dumbledore's sympathy is genuine
madam pomfrey
i think madam pomfrey would be similarly no-nonsense to mcgonagall; she sees worse every day from kids' magic going wrong, the yearly disaster whenever harry is there, and quidditch injuries, and even when harry is injured i don't remember her being particularly comforting - she'd hardly have time for snape's theatrics.
hagrid
weirdly, i think hagrid would be sympathetic - he always seems fairly nice about snape, probably because anyone dumbledore trusts is 1000% incredible in hagrid's book - but i doubt snape comes across hagrid that often outside of mealtimes (should they sit together) since hagrid lives outside the castle, unlike the rest of the staff (which seems a bit mean, on reflection - though maybe hagrid likes it because he prefers nature and his own space, and the freedom to do illegal activities like dragon rearing and breeding possibly illegal creatures, but i digress)
the others
i doubt the other professors are close enough to snape to offer anything more than polite, surface-level sympathy for a coworker - and snape knows that.
if we want to get into little bit sad territory, imagine snape in the staffroom. there's a bug going around; everyone has had it at some stage. he leaves a tray of vials filled with pepperup/some other potion; people take them gratefully.
then he overhears sprout like "here filius, make a tea out of this and you'll be right as rain!", mcgonagall sharing her own whisky for a hot toddy with madame hooch when she gets a chesty cough, or the staff put together care packages to take down to hagrid's hut when he's ill.
snape isn't offered anything. the potions quickly run out.
he heads to the hospital wing to ask for another, because his brain fog and aching limbs and sinus pain mean he's firmly not in the mood to be bent over a cauldron to be making any more - and besides, he's made all of the potions for the hospital wing anyway - they're basically his to take. he made them especially for this bug going around. he's handed them out in the staffroom already. he's left them in the slytherin common room. he even took one to dumbledore's office.
but rather than offering anything, madam pomfrey shoos him away quickly, tells him to stop being such a bother - so he just traipses back to his own room, fully aware that nobody will gather leaves for a curative tea for him, he'll be receiving no care packages, no hot toddies, not even his own potions - and if he doesn't show at dinner, because he's tired and grumpy and aching and just wants to sleep, nobody will ask after him - because nobody cares
but yeah. snape, feeling under the weather and subconsciously seeking a little bit of care - and still not receiving any :(
Reblogging for the last bit T^T in my hc Sev almost never shows signs of his illness, no matter how horrible he feels (prey animal behavior) and will self isolate more than ever to 1. not be seen ill and 2. be able to moan and cough and be weak in safety.
But holy shit.
Him leaving those potions everywhere and taking care of everyone until he runs out of supplies, then getting desperate enough to go to Poppy only to be shooed away...
That's so him. That's so his luck. My damn HEART 💔💔💔
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i NEVER talk about my ocs bc one i never do anything with them and two theyre hella personal to my own struggles and whatnot BUT ☝️
my oc astreaus is in active religious psychosis and spends almost every second of every day praying to "god". when hes not praying hes thinking about "god". anywhizzle, this brought up the question: would he be stinky and greasy?
i think he would be to a degree, but maybe like once a month he dedicates a night to "cleansing" himself so he remains appealing and pleasing to "god". i cant imagine hed smell good by any stretch of the word, but every now and again he cleans himself
i think his hair would be stringy and greasy most of the time though. like wet armpit hair but on his head
a few nights ago i had a dream in which one of the versions of me from a past life was telling me some of her favorite memories. i dont remember if she ever told me her name, but she was from the 1920's and around 80 years old. the only memory i remember was her walking through Washington DC and touching the cherry blossoms. ily old me. i miss you
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