My own personal comfort post⌠sue meâŚ
Life sucks, thatâs an obvious fact of life as we all know it.
Friends leave or become jerks over time, you canât stop feeling ugly, every time you try to look nice it comes out wrong, your grades suck, people you cared deeply for left your life in an instant⌠so yeah, life sucks.
You sit in your room, quiet cries coming from you as you try to remain quiet. Everything just feels so wrong and you just feel so gross, itâs hard not to cry anymore.
Eventually a gentle knock on your door breaks you out of your trance.
âMC⌠Are you still awake?â Itâs Levi, polite as always as he waits for a response to come from you.
âYeahâ your voice is shakier than intended, wiping your eyes to try and hide any remaining evidence from your tears.
He walks in, almost beginning to yap like he does before he catches himself. He sees your tear stained face, and although he isnât the best with human emotions, heâs definitely seen something like this in an anime before.
ââŚWhatâs wrong⌠are you okay?â Is that the right thing to say? Heâs not sure, but you matter to him and that takes priority over any of his insecurities.
He sits down on your bed with caution, almost as if he could break you with any little touch. He sits for a moment, just trying to give you space to open up.
Eventually you do, explaining how you just feel like an ugly loser overall, and how some of your friends have been really shitty people recently.
For once, he understands. Heâs felt this way before, often actually⌠but you were always there to comfort him, to cheer him up in any way possible. Heâs not good with this, heâs awkward and doesnât understand how someone like you could possibly feel like him.
But, he tries. He opens his arms for you as you cry, a strange feeling for him. He listens to your woes, taking it in and trying his best to understand your feelings.
He canât fix everything, although he wishes he could, and he tells you such. You know this, but him being there for you is more than enough for you right now.
He reassures you the best he can, even taking things his brothers have said to him to try and help you as best as he can.
Itâs a little awkward and janky, but heâs authentically him, and that makes it just a little better on you.
Eventually you fall asleep. You lie right there in his arms, unmoving as he lays down in your bed with you still on top of him.
Maybe just this onceâŚ. Maybe he isnât a loser otaku and you are the most beautiful and amazing girl in the world to him⌠sure, both of those things are true anyway, but in this moment you understand. Any arbitrary thoughts are tossed away, and itâs just you two in the night.
A demon and a human, thatâs it. No problems, no rules, no worrying about anything else, just you and him in the calm of the night.