halló þar!

Here’s the day. It hits the mellowest point of me.

Maybe you really have no idea what it is like to constantly disappoint people. you see it the moment you meet them. you see it in their eyes that they expected something so entirely different, and here they are meeting you. And you know what’s the worst part of it? They smile at you instead of cursed on you. They tell you that it is okay, you don’t have to feel sorry. when you can see it clearly they aren’t feeling okay about it, but they just don’t want to make you sad.

It isn’t happening, yet.

Maybe because you’re afraid to do so to them. Your desires sometimes disappoint;

Desires.

Then you start thinking about what you really want in life? Is this the life you really want? How about travelling around the world? to see the world differently. so that you can come back. so that you can see the place you came from with new eyes and extra colors. and the people there see you differently, too. making the world better living? At least for yourself.