Random Fandom & Other Boring Crap

I swear that I want to finish OST. I have to figure out how to get my outline off my old dead laptop, but I'll work on it. Idk when I'll have time, but I'll figure it out.

Also my brain: Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

What if, the time jump for Stranger Things 5 is backwards, not forward. The upside down is still in 1983 for a reason...

What if it goes back so it didn't happen...

What if it never really happened at all...

So, I've been away. My depression has been, just, bad. Like, I'm not sure how to describe it bad. I finally got a proper diagnosis though; major depressive disorder, chronic & episodic, with melancholy personality disorder. I also have minor manic episodes, but theyre not severe enough to be bipolar. Although they have me on bipolar meds. It's been rough.

But im here now (not sure how long though) & I'm going to try to write again & find something that brings me joy. Maybe. There's a possibility that joy is currently unattainable, but I'm gonna try.

I'm going through my OST notes, & I'm gonna have to start over from where I left off. I've made an absolute mess of this while I was in a mood.

My SO: You have a sticker on your phone that says "Fuck you you fuckin fuck" & your text notification is Mickey Milkovich saying "fuck you" & you said this was your *third* time reading through all 128 pages of that fan fiction crap you're into & you wear your "I'm a Gallagher" shirt almost every single day 🤨

Me: I'm not good at humaning...