*Ꮺㅤ▬▬ㅤ𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 ◞ㅤ[ @inferdeem | Charlie ]ㅤpreaches:ㅤ“You love playing the victim when it's convenient...”

i'll never be ready but i don't care.

if you could, you'd have fought it.

don't sink in me with your dog teeth.

maybe we could be together in another life.

i'm no good at goodbyes.

driving with my eyes closed, hope i crash.

that tunnelled light will always die with your youth.

show me where it hurts and i'll lick it better.

in no time, you'll forget the way we were supposed to be.

he's always had a problem saying no.

i forgot what stop means.

you don't know the things i've seen.

they ask how it felt to suffocate myself.

we don't even know where we are.

let go of the woe and hand it back over to me.

have i done enough for salvation?

you'll just want it more.

love is a nightmare and all that you've got.

i don't love you.

i'm all run and you're all fight.

i'm scared he was gone all along.

can you read my mind?

i shouldn't ask that of you.

you know it's true.

there's no silver line on a fucking disaster.

yeah i fucking better be.

i'm not scared of god.

you're already dead.

there comes a day you find out that you don't wanna die.

i'm spending my nights reliving it.

washed out days and stone-cold nights: best goddamn days of your whole life.

all my dreams take place in heaven where it's quiet, lying next to you.

i'm not gon' pull you out the den so they don't bite you.

maybe this could be forever in another timeline.

my baby says that he's not afraid of that.

his daddy's on death row.

i'll love 'til i'm sore.

it's yours.

i hate to let you go.

i see you, i feel you, i know you.

you need easy, you want weak.

baby, i know.

you drank the blood and bit the meat.

yeah right, he fucking loves me.

i was young and sweet, and then something happened.

touch me 'til i vomit.

we're already dead.

i need to pray hard.

everything's easier way out west.

i hope that you're happy.

you think you're someone else.

you should watch yourself.

maybe i'll just be crazy.

you were wrong.

what's the point if you're not by my side?

you missed the heart and you just hit all the meat.

party's over, go the fuck home.

jack the car and let it ride.

i'm too good for you.

mama's comatose, she can't leave the bed.

i don't know what happened.

where were you?

i owe you a black eye and two kisses.

i've been here too long.

we're hurting now so what are we to do 'til then?

do you think of me too?

he hates the way you look at me.

good men die too.

it hurts to grow up.

you're right, in a way.

his older brother bagged the valedictorian.

i lied when i said i didn't want you.

you'll die if you leave it up to god.

he's mean, i'm meaner.

you're just the worst of all my men.

i'm unpunishable.

i can't get enough of it.

i've been watching you.

welcome conflict and let crisis come and shake the ground beneath.

it's still never enough.

our kids will grow up with half as much.

who will take the fall?

you can fuck yourself.

you get off on innocence so you savor this.

he's so good to me and to nobody else.

i only want him if he says it first to me.

i learned a lesson.

couldn't fight to save your life but you look so cool.

how so, babe?

i would never tell you the truth.

i love you.

it's easy for him to get out of me.

you know she hates you.

who of us is stronger?

i've been drinking from this river 'til i bled it dry.

not everything feels like something else.

i won't feel good again until i'm up inside you.

we're better off if you let go.

will i always be crying during sex with you?

i've loved before, i'll kill again.

can you just tell me which way i'm driving?

the vertigo's fun til' you want it to stop.

right now i need you.

been scared of the dark for all of my life.

i told my mom about you, she just laughed.

i've been here for weeks, i've been here for years.

those thrilling highs and southern nights are always out of reach.

i sing the lord's euthanasia blues.

something's been feeling weird lately.

tell me when you wanna come and get 'em.

forgive me, my trespasses.

we wake up and all the fucking lights are out.

something smells rotten and it's starting to spread.

you can't win 'em all.

i'll bury us both, fed to the night as ghosts.

baby, we'll survive.

home's not home unless you're there.

whose is it now?

i tell all my friends everything you do.

you've tasted love and it tasted sweet.

he looks like he works with his hands and smells like marlboro reds.

there's just something about you, baby.

it was a highway to nowhere, and we rode it.

it's no good, 'cause who am i without you?

if it was harder then, it will be better now.

he lied 'cause i sure did watch him.

i keep on losing track of time.

if i'm crying, it's because i'm in love.

take care of me god.

i'll lay on the floor.

when you're old you'll understand.

the road is longer than it is hard with no one to guide you.

call me what you want and i'll be that.

i'm bad, he's worse.

i'm always afraid but never to die.

i love the way it always feels to miss you.

if he wakes up, he'll show you what i'm talking about.

i could love you if i tried.

i don't even know who you are.

i'd rather be with you.

born to lie, so you lie and you lie and you lie.

no best foot forward to sway the odds.

it doesn't matter if the grass is greener on the other side, as long as it's alive.

could you be someone else if someone else is what i need?

no one you know is a good person.

it is no good bearing false witness.

nature chews on me.

maybe it's not meant to be explained.

it has always been this way.

i am punished by love.

shame is sharp.

it's happening to everybody.

i am sure that hell must be cold.

only god would believe that i was an angel.

maybe it was all a lie.

send down your cordage of suffocation and let me in.

what you do is nothing to me.

i like that sound you make.

i'll be alright.

i won't move.

they made me leave.

i was an angel, though plummeting.

heaven has forsaken the masturbator.

i love you.

he was a natural plauché.

maybe it's true.

i can't feel anything.

it is such a precious thing to be loved.

take me, i ain't gonna scream.

i'll claw my way back to the great dark and we will not speak of this place again.

until then, i guess i'll just lie here and wait.

do you think you know how to give up?

fast, reckless driving often leads to slow, sad music.

when you were young, you said you wished that someone loved you.

i am what i am and i am nothing.

i can tell you right now, it's beautiful.

do you like that, baby?

if you want, you can bite me.

i still kick rocks when the walking is good.

you were nothing to me.

whatever's wrong with me i will take to bed.

it feels good.

i take the long way home.

this agony, such is the consequence of audience.

you won't lose me to thunder or lightning, but you could to crowded rooms.

i give in so easy.

i am what i am but we are not the same.

it took something from me, something i can't quite explain.

do you think you understand what it means to be loved?

you're so smooth.

such a wondrous and painful thing to be loved.

it's not meant to be marked down in words or scrawled out on a piece of paper.

here i am empty.is it not fun to feel many other ways?

you won't forget this.

let me tell you how much i've come to hate you since i began to live.

are these laurels to be proud of?

in the morning i will mar myself again.

it is no good speaking of fairness.

only god knows.

nature chews on me.

i've tried so hard to explain in words what it meant to me.

i want to know what god knows, and i will be with him.

i want to know what it feels like.

i will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in.

i want to know love.

i always wondered if it would come back.

the devil i know is the devil i want.

→     𝐈 .    GENERAL

❛   hush .   raise  a  finger  in  a  gesture  to  silence  my  muse . ❛   sit .   gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down . ❛   door .   hold  a  door  open  for  my  muse . ❛   tap .   tap  my  muse  on  the  shoulder  to  garner  their  attention . ❛   hunger .   give  my  muse  something  to  eat  /  drink . ❛   cook .   present  my  muse  with  home - cooked  food . ❛   brush .   work  a  brush  /  comb  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   read .   silently  read  a  book  alongside  my  muse . ❛   hand .   hold  out  a  hand  for  my  muse  to  take . ❛   dressed .   help  my  muse  put  on  an  article  of  clothing . ❛   note .   give  my  muse  a  note  saying :   [ content ] . ❛   amplify .   turn  up  the  music  in  the  car .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    ANGST

❛   patch .   help  my  muse  patch  up  a  wound . ❛   night terrors .   hold  my  muse  after  they  wake  up  from  a  nightmare . ❛   company .   silently  sit  with  my  muse  to  comfort  them. ❛   hospital .   my  muse  is  told  that  yours  is  in  the  hospital . ❛   revelation .   show  my  muse  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ❛   indulge .   find  my  muse  drinking  to  cope . ❛   downfall .   find  my  muse  collapsed  on  the  ground . ❛   console .   comfort  my  muse  as  they  cry . ❛   nurse .   give  my  muse  company  in  the  hospital .

→     𝐈𝐈𝐈 .    AFFECTIONATE

❛   wink .   wink  at  my  muse .  ❛   wrap .   wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse’s  [ shoulders  /  waist ] . ❛   caress .   gently  caress  my  muse’s  face . ❛   tousle .   mess  playfully  with  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   chest .   place  your  head  on  my  muse’s  chest .    ❛   comb .   comb  fingers  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   grasp .   run  to  my  muse  &  jump  into  their  arms . ❛   lean .   lean  on  my  muse’s  shoulder . ❛   tender .   kiss  my  muse  on  the  [ forehead  /  cheek  /  nose ] . ❛   abrupt .   kiss  my  muse  out  of  the  blue . ❛   chaste .   chastely  kiss  my  muse . ❛   good morning .   kiss  my  muse  the  morning  after . ❛   volumes .   gaze  at  my  muse  in  a  way  that  silently  says  ‘i love you’ .

→     𝐈𝐕  .    VIOLENT

❛   strike .   [ slap / punch ]  my muse in the face . ❛   gun .   wield  a  gun  at  my  muse . ❛   twist .   twist  my  muse’s  arm  behind  their  back . ❛   throttle .   aggressively  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   parch .   burn  my  muse  with  a  hot  object . ❛   take down .   forcefully  bring  my  muse  to  the  ground . ❛   gouge .   wield  a  sharp  object  at  my  muse . ❛  shunt .   shove  my  muse  backwards . ❛  stickup .   yell  at  my  muse  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air. ❛  shoot .   [ fatally  /  non-fatally ]   shoot  my  muse . ❛  stab .   stab  my  muse with a  [ knife / other object ].

→     𝐕 .    NSFW